I decided to write this because I have been doing a lot of thinking and soul searching lately, and with that, I think that a spiritual awakening is desperately needed. I feel a bit of emptiness inside, despite "successes" in my life. I do feel a draw to nature, and by proxy I call myself a Naturalist, but the last time I visited the forest (a week ago), I did not feel the same closeness I had before. It may be important for me to reconnect with my spirituality.
My diet and exercise plan has been going well, burning about 500 to 700 excess calories a day, and keeping up on my fitness goal. I want to be in great shape when I go home to see my family next month! ( I currently live in Germany at present, for work). I even bought some pants that i am calling my "goal jeans". Once I feel comfy wearing those and my tighter shirt, my goal will be reached!
Relationship wise, its been two weeks since my last boyfriend. My last was a great guy, but he and I were at different points in our lives, so we separated. I wish him all the best, and we both agreed that it was the best thing to do. I wouldn't say I'm lonely, but having a man in my life does me good.
If you read this, and really arent sure what you read, don't worry, because it was just ramblings of a madman
take care, everyone.
My diet and exercise plan has been going well, burning about 500 to 700 excess calories a day, and keeping up on my fitness goal. I want to be in great shape when I go home to see my family next month! ( I currently live in Germany at present, for work). I even bought some pants that i am calling my "goal jeans". Once I feel comfy wearing those and my tighter shirt, my goal will be reached!
Relationship wise, its been two weeks since my last boyfriend. My last was a great guy, but he and I were at different points in our lives, so we separated. I wish him all the best, and we both agreed that it was the best thing to do. I wouldn't say I'm lonely, but having a man in my life does me good.
If you read this, and really arent sure what you read, don't worry, because it was just ramblings of a madman
take care, everyone.