Third and final experience?

[JustCurious23]

So after my experience semi jerking off that guy in the forest preserve I figured that it was due to my fear of being caught that prevented me from both enjoying what I was doing and also losing interest in continuing to jerk him off because I had came. So I decided to return back to Craigslist one more time in hopes of doing more.

I posted an ad looking for yet another guy (three different in the span of a couple weeks). I really enjoyed being stripped fully nude by the first guy, so I asked for that again. I also added in another request which I had hoped would allow me to finish what I started. I asked that whoever I met with allow me to play with them and get them off before they touched me. I got a couple of responders but chose one and we emailed back and forth. I guess I was hesitating a bit because he got a little impatient and basically told me to come over now or forget it. I guess I enjoyed the authority and agreed to come over. So I left a friends birthday party and headed to his house.

I arrived at his place, he was wearing just a robe and sweatpants. He shut the door and took off all my cloths and we headed upstairs to his bedroom. He took off his robe, and slid down his sweats and laid on the bed. I crawled on next to his cock and started jerking him off. After a bit, I took a break and took the plunge. I put his cock on my mouth, but just for a quick taste and to tell myself I did it. However I took it right back out after a second or so and went back to stroking. A little bit later I did the same thing, took his cock in my mouth for a second and went back to stroking.

It was then that I guess he got impatient because he sat up and starting jerking me off. I laid back to enjoy what he was doing and I guess he took that as his cue that I was done because he started sucking me off. Once again, I came before actually doing much more than jerking a guy off for a bit

I got dressed and left feeling a bit guilty for not making him cum, disappointed because after cumming I had again seemingly lost interest.

What I learned though is I tend to only want to play with cocks when I am horny and once I get off I lose interest. So if I ever meet a guy again I have to make him and whoever else is there (yes I have fantasies about getting off a group of guys when I am horny) cum before I get played with at all

Have not had an experience since and that was about 15 years ago lol

Since then I have l been reliving those in my head, watching porns, reading stories and posting on sites like Craigslist and chatting with people but never meeting up (I guess that third guy who kinda broke my trust) ruined it for me lol

But I will still chat with people about what I would like to do, post pics but probably never get together again.

Makes it harder to meet since I am now married with a child, and I do not want to do anything to ruin my marriage or lose my child

 

[Columboy]

I would be discreet as I hope you would as well. I wonder if you might be into something a bit more risky. Restrain the other guy on their approval and help them off at your leisure. Edging someone to explosive climax can be as erotic. Allow them to stop you if they desire, but try to keep them intrigued. Tell them you are apprehensive about sucking on a cock. Try the tip only if it is too much. email me if you want to just chat.