I've been taking Lexapro for two months now. I'm still not sure how I feel about it but I'll still take it for a while. I've still been using grindr every now and then. I signed up for a second account just to see if people would notice the difference and what type of people reply to which account. Also, half of the time I like to grow out my beard and the other half I'm clean-shaven.
My first account, my pictures are scruffy and dark and I have a short bio about being born and raised abroad. I've had decent experiences with it and nice compliments in general though some people say they were hesitant to message me because they thought I wouldn't reply or would be snobby.
My second account is in my tablet. I'm very clean shaven in it and not very tan as the first account. I don't have a bio at all. I get a lot more messages on it but some are really strange. I got cursed at in Pilipino just because I didn't reply to someone. I mean I had over 100 messages in one week, what am I supposed to do. Then there was someone who told me in Pilipino how he saw me and what color shirt, pants and slippers I was wearing. I had to tell hm in English, I've never worn slippers outside Manila especially during rainy season or those clothes.
I did meet three people this week from the second grindr account. I was waiting for a friend but he was late when I got a message from the condo building nearby asking if he could suck my dick. So I just went there a few minutes later and he sucked it. The TV was on and I was more interested in watching Crazy Ex-Girlfriend while he was sucking me off. I left about ten minutes later after I came.
The second guy I met on the same day as the guy who sucked me off. He's a Fil-Am from California. He just moved to the Philippines recently to get his MA. We went to dinner together and a gay bar. He had to leave early since he lived 30 miles away. We just kissed good night and I went back to the bar. I was drinking most of the day and at the bar and ended up making out with some random guy.
The third guy I met was two days later after my therapy appointment. I went to his house around 9pm. He's half-white but was born and raised in Manila. We talked for hours, then went to his bedroom. Eventually, we started making out and sucking each other off.
Anyway, I still keep drinking especially when meeting guys from grindr or even when running errands. I know I shouldn't so I could feel if the Lexapro is really helping but I'm still anxious all the time. I guess it's all a process and hopefully I could cut down on my drinking.
My first account, my pictures are scruffy and dark and I have a short bio about being born and raised abroad. I've had decent experiences with it and nice compliments in general though some people say they were hesitant to message me because they thought I wouldn't reply or would be snobby.
My second account is in my tablet. I'm very clean shaven in it and not very tan as the first account. I don't have a bio at all. I get a lot more messages on it but some are really strange. I got cursed at in Pilipino just because I didn't reply to someone. I mean I had over 100 messages in one week, what am I supposed to do. Then there was someone who told me in Pilipino how he saw me and what color shirt, pants and slippers I was wearing. I had to tell hm in English, I've never worn slippers outside Manila especially during rainy season or those clothes.
I did meet three people this week from the second grindr account. I was waiting for a friend but he was late when I got a message from the condo building nearby asking if he could suck my dick. So I just went there a few minutes later and he sucked it. The TV was on and I was more interested in watching Crazy Ex-Girlfriend while he was sucking me off. I left about ten minutes later after I came.
The second guy I met on the same day as the guy who sucked me off. He's a Fil-Am from California. He just moved to the Philippines recently to get his MA. We went to dinner together and a gay bar. He had to leave early since he lived 30 miles away. We just kissed good night and I went back to the bar. I was drinking most of the day and at the bar and ended up making out with some random guy.
The third guy I met was two days later after my therapy appointment. I went to his house around 9pm. He's half-white but was born and raised in Manila. We talked for hours, then went to his bedroom. Eventually, we started making out and sucking each other off.
Anyway, I still keep drinking especially when meeting guys from grindr or even when running errands. I know I shouldn't so I could feel if the Lexapro is really helping but I'm still anxious all the time. I guess it's all a process and hopefully I could cut down on my drinking.