Well, it's DEFINITE and official now

[belamyi]

We have known each other on here for many years now

Oh, have we "Know", "each other" and "many years"...

 

[belamyi]

(...) I don't know the about the travels of the hos in Europe---the ones here seem local.

I know Romeo is not a very popular site in America, but you can always follow them through "New Rentboy" aka "Rentmen".

 

[belamyi]

(...) I don't know the about the travels of the hos in Europe---the ones here seem local.

I know Romeo is not a very popular site in America, but you can always follow them through "New Rentboy" aka "Rentmen".

I used to find that "civilized" places like NYC, London, Paris or Vienna... Frankfurt, the Düsseldorf area, the Mekkah of the hos I used to meet in male brothels, back when they existed... had a better choice: notice the shape

... actually, BCN has been quite well-served during the past golden decade of globalization.

It's come to the point that even the guys I find hot in the streets of BCN, who positively hotter than the skinny model hos and roid queens in LA or wherever whom you can see featured in supposedly "everyone is vjwtheephooll over here" places, are good eye candy, but do not actually, and I mean physically, entice me, leaving aside whether they would be into it or not... heck, even with my lack of knowledge in "cruising" policies, deriving, from what you could infer after all I have said, more from lack of interest to learn than naivety or mere ignorance, I have been aware of guys that would have been interested in jumping on me... and even viceversa (I even noticed, the srping or summer before the pandemic, an American guy asking his female partner - I mean friend- walking next to him, how you signify your sexual interest to a guy)... he was quite beefy, juicy and all that, but even leaving aside that the second impression might not have been as enticing, I am totally repelled, instinctively, by an obvious, random interest in me... I mean, even a clerk showing unexpected niceness upon entering a shop or store is rather, maybe not so much as off-putting, but surely deranging to me.

 

[belamyi]

Face it Belly, you have conditioned yourself over the years to only accept sex for cash guys. We have known each other on here for many years now, and as you know for some inexplicable reason i have always liked you.

Was this a sudden decision, or one you have giving much thought to?

Actually, what I referred so casually as "blow" was the reaction to the ho-hiring equivalent of a "love/relationship" deception: the first one was a guy (he was so stupid as to be unable to find the entry to the love hotel, but that is almost beside the point) upon whom I decided almost on a rush, just before the seasonal Western August standstill, to have a satisfactory ass-penetration, to meet again that feeling and also be able to forget about hos for a while... but he was not what I really wanted, only what seemed closest to it as available at that moment... then, à la rentrée, the college guy that had kept me waiting for half an hour before I decided to ask him to take a detour to hell on his real-time delivered on the GPS way to the room... not that there had not been another guy who had done the same to me a few days before, but that one was more one of my types, and back then I had not specified that it was either that hour or nothing.

So, hiring guys in the hopes of avoiding what you end up having anyway... only a total idiot would understand this as me somehow treating them not like persons: I treat them as professionals, even if they are not "certified" or "have a 'real' job" (whatever that means, because there would be like 90% unemployment in every damn supposedly developed country if only proper "real" jobs were considered), and if they are offering a service, I am treating them as persons in the same respectful way I deal with any other provider, always based on that service. Only slackers will feel offended for ignoring their lack of respect, and consider only whatever they may fancy a lack of respects from others to them.

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Ok, time for some Kermit sip now.

 

[belamyi]

So let's leave it at "there were three last straws to a relatively long process".

The last guy three weeks ago was just a whim, barely anything VERY sexual implied... ok, I had intended to suck it (though, again, open to whatever sort of inconsequential disappointment: he was just a "str8" guy allowing to get stark naked and be fondled), and he had expected so himself, but he was not careful enough in drying up the last drop(s) on his minx... either that or...

 

[belamyi]

Ultimately, getting too old to keep the drive to constantly bang one's head against the wall.

 

[rareboy]

Oh dear.

 

[belamyi]

.. God