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Count Hedgecula
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Some of you may have read about my study problem and thank God it's settled. Even though I'm still left behind, at least I'm not going to repeat the whole year.
And moreover, with this delay and things happening, whether in my family, in my campus, and in JUB, I started to re-contemplate and rethink the objectives I yearn and match it with my capacity now. Slowly I begin to understand the definition of 'halting back to win', and that's good.
But it doesn't mean I have nothing to fear now. Since I still have contact with my friends (who are mostly more advance currently), I can also hear them lamenting life in clinical period. The ruthless seniors, the tight-jeans (I mean it) schedule, and the uncertain studying condition. Not to mention being the doormat for the whole workers in the hospital. Somehow, seeing their posts makes me think back whether I have to stay like my old self, trying hard to impress people with my jobs/tasks no matter what their reaction is, or start being subdued to the so-called luck in surviving in the harsh atmosphere---especially when seniors and doctors consider people who repeat their year are stupid and pay no heed to them.
Then I remember my old slogan which I abandoned long time ago: "Sometimes nothing can be explained. So suck it up, move your ass, and attack."
---or so I hope now. I need some gasoline 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3g4ekwTd6Ig
And moreover, with this delay and things happening, whether in my family, in my campus, and in JUB, I started to re-contemplate and rethink the objectives I yearn and match it with my capacity now. Slowly I begin to understand the definition of 'halting back to win', and that's good.
But it doesn't mean I have nothing to fear now. Since I still have contact with my friends (who are mostly more advance currently), I can also hear them lamenting life in clinical period. The ruthless seniors, the tight-jeans (I mean it) schedule, and the uncertain studying condition. Not to mention being the doormat for the whole workers in the hospital. Somehow, seeing their posts makes me think back whether I have to stay like my old self, trying hard to impress people with my jobs/tasks no matter what their reaction is, or start being subdued to the so-called luck in surviving in the harsh atmosphere---especially when seniors and doctors consider people who repeat their year are stupid and pay no heed to them.
Then I remember my old slogan which I abandoned long time ago: "Sometimes nothing can be explained. So suck it up, move your ass, and attack."
---or so I hope now. I need some gasoline http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3g4ekwTd6Ig