Why am I such a mess right now? I just slept with another dancer from work. Now he’s asleep in my bed. Not good. I can not be falling for him right now. Why does he have to be so sweet and understanding and perfect?
My boyfriend just left me. I am no where close to being ready to move on. I miss him already. I mean shit, I’m still referring to him as my boyfriend. I keep wanting to pick up the phone and call him; ask if we can work things out. I know we can’t, and that we shouldn’t, but I want to so bad.
I actually started crying at work tonight. Alex walked in on me and he just knew what was wrong without me having to tell him. After work we talked in the parking lot. He is the last person I thought I would be talking to about this. He also the last person I thought I would be sleeping with.
I feel like I don’t want to be here when he wakes up. I don’t want to face him, not after tonight and what happened between us. I’m not ready for this yet.
My boyfriend just left me. I am no where close to being ready to move on. I miss him already. I mean shit, I’m still referring to him as my boyfriend. I keep wanting to pick up the phone and call him; ask if we can work things out. I know we can’t, and that we shouldn’t, but I want to so bad.
I actually started crying at work tonight. Alex walked in on me and he just knew what was wrong without me having to tell him. After work we talked in the parking lot. He is the last person I thought I would be talking to about this. He also the last person I thought I would be sleeping with.
I feel like I don’t want to be here when he wakes up. I don’t want to face him, not after tonight and what happened between us. I’m not ready for this yet.