Perhaps other guys find you still too 'teenage' and just a little affected. 18 is a cruel age. Maybe the other guys pick up your 'bisexual' vibe and are looking for something else.
Since you identify as bisexual, maybe stick with the girls for a year or two more and once you've matured a bit, it might be easier to connect with other guys.
what does affected mean?
also, i'm not havin much more luck with chicks either brah haha. my last date (be it with guy or girl) was in like, june. i asked my friend kristina out on a date. we had known each other for 5 months. she was introduced to me by our mutual friends ricky and corrinn (i think i have their pictures in my gallery), and the first thing she said to me was "wow, you guys are right, he does have a nice ass!" so, that was rad haha. we lasted as a couple for a week when she turned out to be a slut. in the 5 months that i knew her, however, she was never like that.
she had issues at home. her mom married this fucktard from italy who wanted to move back, so, instead of like, takin her along, or waiting for her to find a place, they kicked her out and left. which was actually for her best interest because her mom was an awful mom. when i took her to get her stuff, we walked in and the first thing that was offered to us were beers. real smart aunty, offer the dude drivin yer daughter around a drink. not to mention we're both underage. granted, my parents let me drink beer, but only at home and only if i'm not goin out anywhere. but i digress haha.
so, she started smokin more pot (i have no issue with pot, but she became bad. so, one night, she asked to stay with a co-worker, since ricky and corrinn wanted some alone time at home. well, the douche she stayed with offered her a bar (xanax). from the story i heard from corrinn,which kristina herself told her, kristina didn't know what it was. so the fuckin asshole was all "oh, it's like pot" who the hell takes a drug when they don't even know what it is! so, the dude gave her fuckin 5. now, here's where it gets hazy. corrinn told me that kristina passed out, and she was raped by the dude and 2 of his friends. i believe that, while she was high as a fuckin kite and junk, that she decided to have sex with them without being forced.
now, everyone knows the dude wanted to fuck her. why she would stay with him, when he's made advances on her, only the spirit of the universe knows, yah? she would tell me how he would be all "let me fuck you" and she'd be "no" and then he'd be all "well, suck my dick" and she's still be all "no" then he was all "ok, well, will you suck my friend's dick?" so yah...i dunno. after the alleged rape incident, she wouldn't talk to me, text me back, etc for at least a month. then i get a text from her (which i believe was from corrinn) that was all "i'm sorry, but i'm in a transition period right now. i need to sort some things out" after that, nothing. and i foind out that she just upped and left randomly with one of her girl friends to texas. what sucks is that i
really liked her, a lot.
oh yah! my point! my point is, i haven't had a date since june. like, not even some serious flirting. by serious i mean like, that the person was really interested in me, as opposed to flirting for the fuck of it, which i'm guilty of doin too haha.
sorry for the novel guys haha
