anytime i see this guy he says im always sad. why cant he appreciate that im not fake around him? if i could be happy i would be happy but he thinks its 'me' well ffs yes i fucking hate my life.
all while he says this hes smiling, happy, and thinks we are buddies when i fucking hate it when he acts like i should be happy to see him. then he laughs as if its funny that i am always sad.
usually im not happy to see him because i fucking know he will want me to act like i am always happy when im not why else would i let him hug me and touch me if i was not happy to see him.
all while he says this hes smiling, happy, and thinks we are buddies when i fucking hate it when he acts like i should be happy to see him. then he laughs as if its funny that i am always sad.
usually im not happy to see him because i fucking know he will want me to act like i am always happy when im not why else would i let him hug me and touch me if i was not happy to see him.









