Your good sis Breaktheice cannot sleep

[BreakTheIce]

Third sleepless night in a row, up at 6 AM because ever since I broke up with the boyfriend I'm having a hard time sleeping and my insomnia is kicking back in

Cuddling with Moogle (my kitten) and annoyed at the fact that Oreo (my older kitten) has hit puberty and now tries to hump Moogle at every given chance and yesterday sprayed on the lawn chair. Thinking I should get him castrated. I'll miss his kitten days, he grew up way too fast Keeping him separate from Moogle as of right now so he leaves the little guy alone.

Going to watch the latest episode of Survivor and get some breakfast. Hopefully staying up a 4th day will finally allow me to doze off without having to resort to medication.

I miss my boyfriend. I miss sleeping

Thanks for reading.

 

[star-warrior]

Sorry to hear about Moogle's unwanted attentions from Oreo.

When I can't sleep I try and read something awfully dull. It soon sends me to sleep.

 

[Daximus]

I know the pain BTI. It will ease as time goes by. Try to stay positive and remember the good times. If you find yourself dwelling on the past reach out to those who care about you and seek their company. If you'd like to chat with me I'd be happy to listen and share my experiences to try and help you. Send me a PM if you'd like.

As for the kitties, not much to do besides getting the little guy neutered asap. That way the spraying might stop and hopefully he'll leave the horniness behind.

Take care and get some rest. Keep us updated.

 

[Nishin]

Sorry for your pain... it'll eventually fade away
Watch a good porn and exhaust your body into sleeping ?

 

[BreakTheIce]

Thanks for the replies. You guys are the best. Currently emo-ing out with this

Kylie music does make me happy so I should give it a spin soon

 

[BreakTheIce]

^ that's interesting, when I broke up I listened to Kelly too, couldn't even listen to Kylie at all. It's a process.

Yea not in the mood to spin around and move everyone out of my way just yet

 

[DigitalFudge]

Awwwww I'm so sorry it's hitting you this hard. Was it a mutual thing?

 

[BreakTheIce]

^We had an unhealthy cycle of make up/break up, I love you/I hate you and I just was honest to myself and figured out it wasn't going anywhere for a long time now so this time I ended it for good because I can remember a fight similar to the one we had last week happening 3, 4, and 5 months ago and we would always say it wouldn't happen again but it always did.

I just felt like we were in a bad loop of unending, unhealthy drama and bullshit and both of us always had one foot out the door. I just can't imagine myself living with someone like that for the rest of my life. I know there can be friction between couples but it shouldn't be to the extreme we were at.

I'm only 25, even if it takes me a long time to find someone else it's not like my life is over. That and I don't mind being single as well. My self worth isn't dictated by my relationship status. At 25 I already have my own car, house, a hefty savings account, and a secure job. I'm a fierce sis and I can make it through this.

 

[Stoowii]

Aww, I'm sorry.

Cry by Kelly Clarkson gets me every time!

 

[DigitalFudge]

At 25 I already have my own car, house, a hefty savings account, and a secure job. I'm a fierce sis and I can make it through this.

Bitch,

You got me turnt up from that sentence alone.


You damn right. Now all you have to do next is fuck with a man who is on your level.


You will be just fine. With that said lack of sleep will fuck you up. Try watching movies late at night or reading a book anything to get you wiped.


You need your rest.

 

[nate78]

Hey sis. So sorry about the breakup. Even if its you doing the breaking, it doesn't make it any better. I've been there a few times and its just so so sad. All I can say is that it will pass. It always does. As for sleep, that exacerbates the situation. So even if you're against taking meds, Benadryl is benign enough to get you some sleepy times without the icky mess that is Ambien or Lunesta. Post breakup, nights are always the loneliest, and if you're not sleeping, it becomes perpetual night. You can always PM me. I'd love to talk you through. Get some sleep, lovely.

"The best way to get rid of the pain is to feel the pain. And when you feel the pain and go beyond it, you’ll see there’s a very intense love that is wanting to awaken itself." -Deepak Chopra

 

[BreakTheIce]

Little Oreo has had his berries plucked.

I did manage to finally sleep (worked out till I was too tired to do anything else). Thanks again for the help everyone!

 

[BreakTheIce]

Aww, I'm sorry.

Cry by Kelly Clarkson gets me every time!

Her best songs (or I should say my favorite songs by her) have actually never made it to radio, or haven't been her biggest hits. I love Cry too.

 

[MissAnne]

Warm milk can work as well.