It’s so bizarre when I think back to that time, because I always assumed most teens were having a lot more sex than I was (even though they were having heterosexual sex, which I had no interest in). That age of middle and high school was just so weird anyway, guys wouldn’t admit that they jerked off, but somehow they all understood that references to it. Guys never admitted they were virgins, so you never knew who was being honest. I began jerking off with friends (one at a time, not in a group) when I was 13, which of course progressed to jerking each other off. I was really into kissing, and most guys wouldn’t or were lousy at it, but the ones that kissed well were always great at anything sexual. I guess it depends on what you consider losing your virginity, so if any sexual act is considered “losing it”, I guess hand jobs count. The summer I turned 14 (my birthday is August 11) one my best friends was spending July and August with my family (his parents went on vacation to Europe) and sleeping in my room, and we were kissing, jerking, sucking each other daily, often 2 or 3 times a day. It was heaven, and I’m amazed we never got caught because we were doing everywhere as long as no one could see. When I was 15 I got fucked by a friend who was 16 (his dick was perfection), and because I’d done so much solo anal play by that time it didn’t hurt as much as it could’ve. That first time I was too nervous to enjoy it, but the next time I was practically begging for it, and it was incredible. As attracted as I was to him, I used to fantasize while he was fucking me that all of the guys at our school that I wanted were fucking me (I kept this fantasy to myself).
