SupremeMACHiNE
Porn Star
Hey there. New to JUB
Here's a lotta facts about me as I hope to meet a lot of new ppl here.
Feel free to comment on any of these.
Haha, sorry if I break any rules. i'm never good at these
Personal:
- Location: Seattle, WA
- Age: 19..
- Have an older brother (3 years older)
- Background (as far as I know): 50% african american (although my mother is canadian) , 25% east indian, 25% jamaican
- Status: Gay/Single/Virgin. Although I do find some woman sexy, just would rather have sex with another male. However, I have not come out to absolutely anyone yet, this is my first time doing anyhting liek this.
- I am a very hairy person, it's in my genes, but I HATE IT! it's so annoying and my ass is covered. Even the inside of my ears for cryin out loud! I'm fine with my legs and apart from my armpits that need a trim, everything is horrible. I've shaved my pubes a couple times, but it comes back eventually so I stopped cuz I don't want to mess it up and make it look bad. That's basically why i haven't shaved my body. It's not the hair that is bad. It's the length and amount. Anyone experiencing the same problem, or have a gene they don't like?
- I probably first found out i was gay as a kid. I would experiment/play with myself after baths and at the time found penises.. well funny. i guess i knew i was gay at the time, just never knew what i was experiencing and that there was a word for it. my parents have brought me up as a christian, though i only go to church every two weeks or so. I always try to figure out why God would make gay people gay and straight people straight.
- Still in school (if that matters).
Interests:
- Sports: Basketball: Currently on school bball team. Have been playing since i can remember. current favorite teams: hmm.. Celtics and Lakers (eventhough everyone likes them), Orlando, Cleaveland, New Orleans
Football: Played WR/CB/FS/SS for 4 years when I was about 8-12. current favorite teams: San Diego Super Chargers!!, Pittsburgh, can't really think of anyone else
- Playing Video games. own a PS3
- Food: Pizza no doubt, waffles, sushi, pasta, shicken, many others, too many to count
- Favorite porn sites: blboys, mybrothershotfriend, gaybeef
- Turn-Ons/Fetishes: twinks
, ankle socks, blondes, cock outlines in wet boxers (reason unknown), smelling my own boxers (especially after a game/practice) muscular men on twinks (reason unknown), TOMMY ANDERS , can't really think of others
Questions/Other/Random:
- joined here cuz i really need help with some things that are causing me to not live my life the way that i want it to.
- haven't come out to ANYONE yet. I have the typical fear of coming out, simply cuz i don't kno what other people will think about it. I don't want to lose any relationships that i have with all of my friends and family. I'm just not ready to tell anyone, although I think i have some really close friends that if I feel ready to come out, I'll talk to first. I have read a lot of tips online, but it's just so hard to convince myself to. Something always happens to me inside when my brother or friends joke around and they call me, someone else, or something 'gay' even as a joke. You know how people refer to things as 'gay' without any intention. even i do. I always have to deny being 'gay' when it's called upon me. Any tips on coming out while I'm here?
- Truthfully, I think flaming gays give us bad rep (sorry if this is offensive). The way they talk, act feminine. If i was straight, i'd think all gays were like that and I don't act that way and I am gay.
- At school I can never take showers. I am thankful that it isn't mandatory to take showers after gym class. If i did i'd get hard, revealing my orientation. Anyone experiencing the same? Is there a way to hide an irrection with all of your clothes off?
- I know a lot of people have the fetish of smelling boxers. I can relate as i love smelling my own. For me i think it's the smell of sweat that does it for me. I can't resist the smell of my sweatty balls sometimes. I always reach down to my balls and smell my hand afterwards Anyone fell the same?
- Interested in a bunch of my friends at school (not sure if that's a good thing or not), but I don't know if they are gay or not. How do I find if my friend is gay or what their take is on homosexuality without revealing my secret? I tried making up a temporary email address to talk to a friend anonymously, but it failed when he didnt add the account because he didnt kno who it was. I definately have one friend in particular that I'd like to spend the rest of my life with. Corny enough for you? But seriously, I can't help it but to get lost in his eyes when i talk to him. It may be creepy, but I do jack off to some of his pics on F.B. I've known him probably a little before middle school. We always hang out, go to movies, eat out for dinner/lunch, go to the mall, play sports/video games together (the usual guys stuff). In fact, we are both on the basketball team. My eyes always seem to end up on his package in the change room, looking back and forth, making sure nobody notices. I'm not 100% positive he's straight (i hope he isn't), but he has backgrounds of models on his cell phone. As far as I can remember, he hasn't had a girlfriend I have some too, only to hide the fact that i'm gay. I just want him to feel the same way about me that I feel about him. During games I always resist the urge to give him a 'good job' slap on the ass, the ones that teamates always give each other in fear of coming on too strongly. I just don't know how much more I can take before i accidently slip him a kiss. What should I do?
Well that's pretty much me in a nutshell. If i can think of anything else to express i will. I'm in desperate help and don't kno what to do with the rest of my life yet. Again feel free to comment on anyhting i've said. Thanks soooo much!
Here's a lotta facts about me as I hope to meet a lot of new ppl here.
Feel free to comment on any of these.
Haha, sorry if I break any rules. i'm never good at these
Personal:
- Location: Seattle, WA
- Age: 19..
- Have an older brother (3 years older)
- Background (as far as I know): 50% african american (although my mother is canadian) , 25% east indian, 25% jamaican
- Status: Gay/Single/Virgin. Although I do find some woman sexy, just would rather have sex with another male. However, I have not come out to absolutely anyone yet, this is my first time doing anyhting liek this.
- I am a very hairy person, it's in my genes, but I HATE IT! it's so annoying and my ass is covered. Even the inside of my ears for cryin out loud! I'm fine with my legs and apart from my armpits that need a trim, everything is horrible. I've shaved my pubes a couple times, but it comes back eventually so I stopped cuz I don't want to mess it up and make it look bad. That's basically why i haven't shaved my body. It's not the hair that is bad. It's the length and amount. Anyone experiencing the same problem, or have a gene they don't like?
- I probably first found out i was gay as a kid. I would experiment/play with myself after baths and at the time found penises.. well funny. i guess i knew i was gay at the time, just never knew what i was experiencing and that there was a word for it. my parents have brought me up as a christian, though i only go to church every two weeks or so. I always try to figure out why God would make gay people gay and straight people straight.
- Still in school (if that matters).
Interests:
- Sports: Basketball: Currently on school bball team. Have been playing since i can remember. current favorite teams: hmm.. Celtics and Lakers (eventhough everyone likes them), Orlando, Cleaveland, New Orleans
Football: Played WR/CB/FS/SS for 4 years when I was about 8-12. current favorite teams: San Diego Super Chargers!!, Pittsburgh, can't really think of anyone else
- Playing Video games. own a PS3
- Food: Pizza no doubt, waffles, sushi, pasta, shicken
, many others, too many to count- Favorite porn sites: blboys, mybrothershotfriend, gaybeef
- Turn-Ons/Fetishes: twinks
, ankle socks, blondes, cock outlines in wet boxers (reason unknown), smelling my own boxers (especially after a game/practice) muscular men on twinks (reason unknown), TOMMY ANDERS , can't really think of othersQuestions/Other/Random:
- joined here cuz i really need help with some things that are causing me to not live my life the way that i want it to.
- haven't come out to ANYONE yet. I have the typical fear of coming out, simply cuz i don't kno what other people will think about it. I don't want to lose any relationships that i have with all of my friends and family. I'm just not ready to tell anyone, although I think i have some really close friends that if I feel ready to come out, I'll talk to first. I have read a lot of tips online, but it's just so hard to convince myself to. Something always happens to me inside when my brother or friends joke around and they call me, someone else, or something 'gay' even as a joke. You know how people refer to things as 'gay' without any intention. even i do. I always have to deny being 'gay' when it's called upon me. Any tips on coming out while I'm here?
- Truthfully, I think flaming gays give us bad rep (sorry if this is offensive). The way they talk, act feminine. If i was straight, i'd think all gays were like that and I don't act that way and I am gay.
- At school I can never take showers. I am thankful that it isn't mandatory to take showers after gym class. If i did i'd get hard, revealing my orientation. Anyone experiencing the same? Is there a way to hide an irrection with all of your clothes off?
- I know a lot of people have the fetish of smelling boxers. I can relate as i love smelling my own. For me i think it's the smell of sweat that does it for me. I can't resist the smell of my sweatty balls sometimes. I always reach down to my balls and smell my hand afterwards Anyone fell the same?
- Interested in a bunch of my friends at school (not sure if that's a good thing or not), but I don't know if they are gay or not. How do I find if my friend is gay or what their take is on homosexuality without revealing my secret? I tried making up a temporary email address to talk to a friend anonymously, but it failed when he didnt add the account because he didnt kno who it was. I definately have one friend in particular that I'd like to spend the rest of my life with. Corny enough for you? But seriously, I can't help it but to get lost in his eyes when i talk to him. It may be creepy, but I do jack off to some of his pics on F.B. I've known him probably a little before middle school. We always hang out, go to movies, eat out for dinner/lunch, go to the mall, play sports/video games together (the usual guys stuff). In fact, we are both on the basketball team. My eyes always seem to end up on his package in the change room, looking back and forth, making sure nobody notices. I'm not 100% positive he's straight (i hope he isn't), but he has backgrounds of models on his cell phone. As far as I can remember, he hasn't had a girlfriend I have some too, only to hide the fact that i'm gay. I just want him to feel the same way about me that I feel about him. During games I always resist the urge to give him a 'good job' slap on the ass, the ones that teamates always give each other in fear of coming on too strongly. I just don't know how much more I can take before i accidently slip him a kiss. What should I do?
Well that's pretty much me in a nutshell. If i can think of anything else to express i will. I'm in desperate help and don't kno what to do with the rest of my life yet. Again feel free to comment on anyhting i've said. Thanks soooo much!
