I think I am addicted to giving head. I'm going to try to make this short, when I was really young my mom met this guy and after while we moved in with his sister who had 3 sons the youngest was 4 years older than me.
After awhile they started having me touch them and they were touching me and had me start sucking their cocks which at the time I didn't know anything about except that it is something that you can't tell your parents about. I really started hating it and didn't want to do it but they would threaten me so I would do it, and at one time one of them even had a knife threatening me.
After that I just did it whenever they told me too, sometimes they also gave me head which I really liked so I was kinda getting use to doing it. On weekends I would go visit my dad and see my cousin who is 2 years younger than me, I ended up starting the stuff with him but we would only do it for a few minutes each time.
After a few years it stopped pretty much except with my cousin. I was about 15 when it stopped which was about 6 or 7 years since it first happened. With my cousin it was the same we would only suck each other for a few minutes. When I was 18 and he was 16 he moved for a little over a year, when he came back he was different I didn't think it was going to ever happen again.
But after several months I stayed with him for awhile and finally got him to at least let me give him head, we would make bets playing video games and I would lose on purpose so I would have to do it because I knew if he lost he wouldn't do it. We would do it based on time so if I lost I would have to suck him for 1 hour, I lost a bunch of times.
This is when I found out I was addicted to doing it, when we started doing it he would sit on the couch and I would kneel between his legs with a blanket over my head and suck, I was hard the entire time each time we did it, without even touching my cock I would be dripping cum it turned me on so much.
I never wanted to stop each time I would keep sucking until he told me to stop, so sometimes I would go over 1 hour. I started thinking about it everyday nonstop I just wanted to do it all the time. It lasted for almost 3 months of pretty much everyday sucking him, the last time was over a year ago it stopped when he got a girlfriend.
I really can't stop thinking about it, I want to do it to him again and I'm sure he doesn't have a girlfriend now but it has been over a year and I'm not sure how to ask him if I can give him head again.
Sorry for making it so long I just wanted to make sure most of the details were in there.
After awhile they started having me touch them and they were touching me and had me start sucking their cocks which at the time I didn't know anything about except that it is something that you can't tell your parents about. I really started hating it and didn't want to do it but they would threaten me so I would do it, and at one time one of them even had a knife threatening me.
After that I just did it whenever they told me too, sometimes they also gave me head which I really liked so I was kinda getting use to doing it. On weekends I would go visit my dad and see my cousin who is 2 years younger than me, I ended up starting the stuff with him but we would only do it for a few minutes each time.
After a few years it stopped pretty much except with my cousin. I was about 15 when it stopped which was about 6 or 7 years since it first happened. With my cousin it was the same we would only suck each other for a few minutes. When I was 18 and he was 16 he moved for a little over a year, when he came back he was different I didn't think it was going to ever happen again.
But after several months I stayed with him for awhile and finally got him to at least let me give him head, we would make bets playing video games and I would lose on purpose so I would have to do it because I knew if he lost he wouldn't do it. We would do it based on time so if I lost I would have to suck him for 1 hour, I lost a bunch of times.
This is when I found out I was addicted to doing it, when we started doing it he would sit on the couch and I would kneel between his legs with a blanket over my head and suck, I was hard the entire time each time we did it, without even touching my cock I would be dripping cum it turned me on so much.
I never wanted to stop each time I would keep sucking until he told me to stop, so sometimes I would go over 1 hour. I started thinking about it everyday nonstop I just wanted to do it all the time. It lasted for almost 3 months of pretty much everyday sucking him, the last time was over a year ago it stopped when he got a girlfriend.
I really can't stop thinking about it, I want to do it to him again and I'm sure he doesn't have a girlfriend now but it has been over a year and I'm not sure how to ask him if I can give him head again.
Sorry for making it so long I just wanted to make sure most of the details were in there.
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