windgates
Porn Star
Yeah, pretty much I realize that getting into better shape and trying to get rid of some of this negative body image shit that I've had since I've been a preteen (and for good reason) is a higher priority for me then getting drunk with my friends.
I mean like, I could probably still be successful if I continued to drink but the way I see it, it puts a lot of extra work on my part to try and make up for what I drink. Also, if I don't have it holding me back, I can achieve my goal faster and start going out again sooner, should I still want to.
Now I just have to endure the shit my friends put me through when they're mad that I won't go out with them anymore. I pretty much have to avoid the situations though, because if I'm the only one sober at a party, it usually doesn't stay that way for long.
I mean like, I could probably still be successful if I continued to drink but the way I see it, it puts a lot of extra work on my part to try and make up for what I drink. Also, if I don't have it holding me back, I can achieve my goal faster and start going out again sooner, should I still want to.
Now I just have to endure the shit my friends put me through when they're mad that I won't go out with them anymore. I pretty much have to avoid the situations though, because if I'm the only one sober at a party, it usually doesn't stay that way for long.