Am i Bi!?

[morboso]

Stupid question... but im still confused about my sexuality... here goes my story!
Im a 25 yrs old guy living a confused life. since i was 13 i knew something wasnt right with me, i constantly found some school friends and male teachers attractive, as well as some girls... but at that time i never thought i was gay. Back in the time my childhood was normal, to what most people would call normal, used to play sports, had some fights, and a lot girlfriends, to be honest, my first sexual encounter happened when i was 6 or 7 yrs. old , my girl next door used to suck my cock just because that was what couples do, "according to her". didnt care the less i was fine with it, i never complained back then. The years passed by so fast that i dont remember when was the day that i decided to be gay!( actually i do!, just happened like 7 months ago xD) but what i meant was! i dont remember when i switched from looking for hot blond girls to Bears and masculine guys!!....Now that im 25 im dating my first and awesome cub, the kisses are the most amazing part! and ....thats pretty much it!..... the sex with him is just... well i dont know if i would call that sex!... but i love him... everytime i got a chance to see him and spend time with him, i experienced some weird feelings in my tummy, most people would say feels like butterflies in my tummy!! whatever the feeling is! i know i love him... but again the sex is not the most awesome thing.... i have heard of couples who hates each other but stays together for the good sex, what about us!? could love keep us together!? or should i go back to a wet warm pussy, that i know, will give me the pleasure im looking for!!... Well thats my first problem... the second one!...Long story short!... still living with parents because college $$ well the problem is ! should i tell my parents about my lovely cub, or keep hiding him until i accidentally send them a naked pic of me and the gayest text message ever( which was how my brother found about me! ) Or can someone explain me how is that im in love with someone but i expected more... Am i really gay, bi? i guess i just need more experience and to play more around about this gay thing!!

Sorry its late maybe im not making sense but yeah i just feel like"saying it out loud!"
Thanks for Reading!!!!

 

[KaraBulut]

You're young. You're happy. You're in love.

So, what is it that you would want to change?

 

[TX-Beau]

So, you aren't having sex with this guy you're in love with?

Or you are having sex with him and it doesn't arouse you?

I'm confused.

Try breaking that up into paragraphs. Big blocks of jumbled text are hard to read.

We can't help you if we can't understand you.

 

[morboso]

So, you aren't having sex with this guy you're in love with?

Or you are having sex with him and it doesn't arouse you?

I'm confused.

Try breaking that up into paragraphs. Big blocks of jumbled text are hard to read.

We can't help you if we can't understand you.

Well sorry about that i just felt like writing what was on my mind at that moment!
and moving back to your question... about if im having sex with him... well i dont know! i mean, to me sex is the action to penetrate, thing that we are not doing because the two of us are tops!so what we are doing right now is just giving us pleasure in different ways, but i guess is not enough for me.
My main problem could be that i like and love my feelings towards him! but i dont like the sex part! on the contrary i love the sex with girls but thats pretty much it! i have never had feelings towards a girl like im having right now with him!!

I hope that explains a lil bit more about my situation!

and once again apologize!!

 

[TX-Beau]

Well, let's break this down to basics. Can you keep a stiffie and get off?

Or are you losing your erection in the process?

If you have no erectile issues I'd say you have emotional issues with gay sex. Ask yourself this, does looking at your partner get you all hot and bothered?

If you can't keep it up at all, and can't get off, no matter how much you want to, I'd say you're not gay.

Keep in mind this is an internet opinion, I'm not a counselor.

 

[ibill1]

Stupid question... but im still confused about my sexuality... here goes my story!
Im a 25 yrs old guy living a confused life. since i was 13 i knew something wasnt right with me, i constantly found some school friends and male teachers attractive, as well as some girls... but at that time i never thought i was gay. Back in the time my childhood was normal, to what most people would call normal, used to play sports, had some fights, and a lot girlfriends, to be honest, my first sexual encounter happened when i was 6 or 7 yrs. old , my girl next door used to suck my cock just because that was what couples do, "according to her". didnt care the less i was fine with it, i never complained back then. The years passed by so fast that i dont remember when was the day that i decided to be gay!( actually i do!, just happened like 7 months ago xD) but what i meant was! i dont remember when i switched from looking for hot blond girls to Bears and masculine guys!!....Now that im 25 im dating my first and awesome cub, the kisses are the most amazing part! and ....thats pretty much it!..... the sex with him is just... well i dont know if i would call that sex!... but i love him... everytime i got a chance to see him and spend time with him, i experienced some weird feelings in my tummy, most people would say feels like butterflies in my tummy!! whatever the feeling is! i know i love him... but again the sex is not the most awesome thing.... i have heard of couples who hates each other but stays together for the good sex, what about us!? could love keep us together!? or should i go back to a wet warm pussy, that i know, will give me the pleasure im looking for!!... Well thats my first problem... the second one!...Long story short!... still living with parents because college $$ well the problem is ! should i tell my parents about my lovely cub, or keep hiding him until i accidentally send them a naked pic of me and the gayest text message ever( which was how my brother found about me! ) Or can someone explain me how is that im in love with someone but i expected more... Am i really gay, bi? i guess i just need more experience and to play more around about this gay thing!!

Sorry its late maybe im not making sense but yeah i just feel like"saying it out loud!"
Thanks for Reading!!!!

The fact that you thought something wasn't right with you says alot about your perception of being gay. I was about 13 when I noticed I found guys attractive, and only guys. I didn't think it wasn't right, just different.

You don't decide to be gay. You're either gay,bi or your not. You need to figure that one out. Do you believe if he would bottom for you it would change the feeling about the sex you are having? You seem to associate sex with penatration and it can be so much more. Talk to the guy. You obviously care alot about him and that is a great thing to find. Work on it.

 

[jude swings]

you sound gay. you didn't speak emotionally of girls is my reason for saying that. good luck dude.