Hey guys. Hope you enjoy this one, it's a bit short but it's as much as I could get done today. Sorry. I'll come back guns-a-blazing with the next one, it'll be LONGER, I promise. The two songs we danced to in this chapter (again, FICTION, but the songs are real) are Dan Balan - Chica Bomb (UK Video Edit) and Sophie Ellis-Bextor - Bittersweet (Offical Video). You can find them both on YouTube - SteveAATW and a General Search respectively. Enjoy...did I say that already??
Chapter 36: All the difference….
“EVENING!” I chimed when I woke up to find Brad on the left side of the bed reading a book by the sunlight. “SORRY!” I called in the same annoying sing-song voice when he was picking himself up off the floor. I noticed that his book was lying on the bed, open at a page he had bookmarked. We both looked at it, and dived simultaneously. “AHA!” I called. I had reached it first. Before I read the opening lines, I realized that it was his diary, but not the one he had disclosed to me. I placed the book closed back on the bed and waited for him to pick it up again. “Thanks babe..” he said, and I heard his footsteps going across the room to the set of drawers by the wall.
“I know I shouldn’t really be keeping this from you, but it’s not bad. I just wanna wait for the right moment, if you get my drift…” He said, and I just rolled my eyes. “Babe?” He asked again, and I stupidly realized that I thought he saw my eye-rolling. “Oh sorry, yeah no problem” I said, trying not to sound sarcastic. He got back into the bed with me, and when I felt his foot brush against mine we both froze. Settling back into relaxed and ‘at-ease’ mode was hard after that. I was all ready to go back to sleep when our hands touched. “Oh that’s it!” I heard him say before he was on top of me, making out with me.
All I could do was moan. There was so much passion running through us at that very moment that we both found each other utterly irresistible. I was doing my part back of course, making him feel the same way. I don’t know how I did it, but I managed to overpower him and be the one on-top, kissing passionately. “Haha, what?” was all he managed to get out before I felt his tensed body relax and his moans began too.
“Babe, just fuck me.” He said in amongst a particularly loud moan. It was the only invitation I needed and because we were already naked it was very easy to..ahem..advance the situation. “Uhhh” was all Brad managed to say as I entered him, every single time we had sex it was though someone had flicked on a switch. The electric current that seemed to be flowing through us was pure ecstasy. Every time we held hands, same thing. Kissed, same thing again, or even touched. I knew that I loved this man beneath me and that was all that mattered at the moment, demonstrating my love.
“Babe, I’m gonna…” I said and I was about to pull out. Two loads in three days? I didn’t really feel comfortable. “Uhh-uh!” was all he managed as his hands reached behind me and held me in position while I exploded.
We continued on like this for some time, ending in a massive load from him, in me. We retrieved it later, and I loved every nanosecond of it. We collapsed, panting heavily, drenched in sweat on the bed. “That was….different..” I said, and Brad held my hand. “I know EXACTLY what you mean.”
<Brad>
Don’t ask me why it was different. Because the answer is obvious. The startling revelation that Ben was the mystery man who I had clung to during….those years, was the best thing that has happened in my life besides meeting the man who I had married, who was lying next to me, massaging my chest and arms. I lay there moaning with each movement of his hands on my body, otherwise in complete silence while deep in thought.
I had managed to block out those years completely. Well, almost. I could still unfortunately remember details of it even though I tried my utmost to forget it and….him. But nasty memories have the nasty way of presenting themselves in your mind when you least want them to, and now was one of those moments. I looked at Ben, and the memory vanished. I suddenly realized the other reason why our sex had been so different to me. It was like having sex with…...him. Only this time, I reciprocated. I opened my mouth to say this, but I closed it again. I couldn’t, I wouldn’t let myself wound Ben that way. Never.
<Ben>
I decided to get up out of bed. My back was sore, and it always became sore when I stayed in bed for too long. I was tittering around in the kitchen, clanking ever so softly to try and repel Brad from overtaking in here, and ended up making our favorite breakfast to take into him -- Eggs Benedict.
“YUMMMM!” He said before his eyes narrowed. “I couldn’t hear you in there or I would’ve come in and helped! Where’d you pull that out of?” He asked, still cockeyed. “Well it wasn’t my ass babe, you’d have seen it if it was in there after all about ten minutes ago.” I said dryly which made him laugh. I placed one of the trays over him but he shook his head. “Lets get the FUCK out of this bed, my back’s KILLING me.”
We both ventured out to the sitting room, where I connected my laptop to the stereo and started playing some music. I hadn’t realized when I’d opened iTunes on it, and given it a once-over, how OLD the music was.
Nevertheless one of our favorite songs came on, and we danced around the room like crazy people throughout the duration of the track. “Ch-Chic-Ah-Ah!” I said in a robotic monotone while he danced like a robot in stop-motion animation. It was hilarious. “And when I looked around my head was spinnin’ round’ before I looked around it hit me. I’m burning, I’m burning.” I sang and we both danced around again like utterly mad people throughout the chorus. At the closing of the song we were pressed up against each other in a very seductive pose. The song was quite erotic, we were both hard, but out of juice for the most part so this went absolutely no where.
The next song that came on we danced, again around the small room like crazy people but in extremely slow motion. “Oh here I am at last, Bittersweet, Bittersweet. Say it” I whispered in a slow voice along with Brad. Afterwards we fell back on the couch laughing, and then we turned our attentions back to our uneaten, whole, now cold breakfasts. Well, I suppose you could call it Brunch.
TTYL, xx
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