Another lonely Saturday night...

[Zildjian]

I honestly feel like dying - I really don't want to live anymore.

I'm 22 years old without any friends, sitting here lonely and bored [yet again] on a Saturday night with no one to talk to, and having to listen to my Dad snore rather loudly on the couch.

I really hate my life. Why was I even born?

 

[M4P]

Come on Buddy

I know things might seem hopeless right now but things will change

Trust me, you were born for a reason

Think about everything that is good in this life and the people who care about you. And, come up with a plan to make tomorrow a better day and the next...

We're here for you

 

[Zildjian]

You should never say you wish you were never born.

If I were never born, I wouldn't have to deal with this suck-ass life of mine.

You really are here for a reason.

The older I get, the more doubtful I feel this is true.

It seems as though my life is a wash from this point. My career is gone, I have no one to talk to, no car, and I'm living back with my Dad in this horrible town, and no one really likes me - I don't even like myself [looks, personality, etc].

I just wish someone or something could rescue me out of this prison I'm in. I'd rather be dead than to be living.

 

[tx2333]

i feel exactly the same way, Zildjian

 

[Zildjian]

Step outside yourself for a moment and take a look at the things that ARE going well in your life right now. I'm sure there are plenty of them.

I try to keep a positive outlook on all things, but there's just not any right now. Everything is a wreck, unfortunately.

btw...you and tx2333 should PM one another and see about hanging outside sometime. You're both in TX right?

I'm in Dallas, he's in Austin - we're about 4 hours apart unfortunately.

 

[headfirst]

It would serve you to regain connection to your power and be from that stance. FInd a video/book to help you re-gain your self esteem.
Staying in the "victim" mode to be "rescued" will not help.
You have everything you need to have everything you want.

 

[Holiday/Knight]

I honestly feel like dying - I really don't want to live anymore.

I'm 22 years old without any friends, sitting here lonely and bored [yet again] on a Saturday night with no one to talk to, and having to listen to my Dad snore rather loudly on the couch.

I really hate my life. Why was I even born?

I "know" how you feel. Except for the dying part. I just got dumped like a week ago and now I'm not even sure how to "be alone" or "be single" again. It's Saturday and I should be out doing something but I'm not....I'm 20 and living with my mom, by the way. Utterly bored, with nothing to really entertain me...

I'm normally kind of an optimist but right now I feel like my life is not going anywhere.

But you're not alone pal... I think we all go through this at some point(s) in our lives.

 

[strokes630]

Hey man, you are not the only one who's lonely!

You need to look at the bright side...you are in your 20's...try to enjoy them! I'm 30 and wishing I was your age.

Things may seem shitty now...but so much can change in a year. Next year at this time you may feel completely different.

Are you making any attempts to change your situation (reconnecting with old friends, joining clubs, going out...even if it's by yourself) ? If not, you will have to realize that this is the only way to change your situation. A life isn't just going to show up on your door.

Good luck and hang in there!

 

[Martkell2007]

Don't feel so bad. I've been singing the "Friends" theme song all day in my head to create a mental self-pity party.

My Life Hit List------------------
1) My god-father died a few days ago
2) My dad ran away
3) My money is stretched thin
4) No one is reading my writings (I want to be a writer and more)
5) My aunt got about a $1,000,000 when my god-father died and isn't sharing
6) My skin is going through a really crappy phase
7) I haven't had sex that put a smile on my face the next day in years
8) I've never had a boyfriend
9) I ran out of money for college
10) I was outted by the boy I had a crush on at work. We worked it out. We started flirting and only an hour later he gets an attitude with me. The next day he doesn't even talk to me.
11) I have a $600 internet bill
12) My car needs new tires
13) I work all the time and see hardly any progress

I'll stop there. And in case you're wondering, the "Friends" theme song is

So no one told you life was gonna be this way [four claps]
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.(Dead On Arrival)
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year...

 

[rareboy]

I really hate my life. Why was I even born?

Well, you were born to do more than sit on your ass listening to your dad snore and wait for life to come to you.

For heaven's sakes, invest yourself in something, anything that takes you out into the world and provides you with the opportunity to connect with others. If you're sitting at home because you can't think of anything to do, then you're either lazy, clinically depressed, or lazy.

 

[peanuts83]

do u work or study?
wot do u do

 

[Zildjian]

do u work or study?
wot do u do

I do freelance work in the fields of graphic design and web design.

 

[boy0boy]

"And its true, it's a cruel cruel world
life's a bitch, and then you die, my love"

Right Between the Eyes- Garbage

All of us have these moments, when it just doesn't seem worth it all. So instead of leaving a positive quote I'll leave a more down to the level one. Absorb it. And hopefully you'll move on.

best wishes

 

[peanuts83]

I do freelance work in the fields of graphic design and web design.

so thats probably from home? yeh thats one thing sucky about working from home, no interaction, not making new friends..