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dousedfirepants
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So...hello. I've never been really great at introductions because I make myself sound completely schizophrenic or I write a novella-length autobiography. It seems I've begun to do both already.
Anyway, my name is Stephen. I'm eighteen, and it just hit me that I'm able to legally register on sites like these. So. Yeah.
I'd have to say that I'm a sub-par homosexual -- at least in terms of stereotypes.
I don't like shopping, I don't have a fashion sense, I'm not theatrically gifted, et cetera, et cetera. I do, however, have an attraction toward men. And in the end, isn't that what makes us all alike? Maybe not.
I may offend some people who are reading this thread, and I apologize -- I'm sick of those types of men...the ones who conform to stereotypes just to fit into groups. It doesn't help that I get Myspace and Facebook messages from other guys whose only interests are my physical appearance and my...well, I guess that's all they're interested in. "HI THAR WANT 2 TRADE PICS?"
Just because I'm gay doesn't mean I immediately jump any opportunity for sexual interaction, you know? And over the internet, no less. Geez...
/end rant
[STRIKE]I think I'll talk about the recent years of my life in order to bore you all to a greater degree.[/STRIKE] There's a change of plans -- I did just type my life story, but I realized it was the usual "post-coming-out-depression-wall-of-text" story. So I'll spare you the eye-bleeding by succinctly telling you that my [Asian] parents are still in denial. But I don't think I've ever cared about what they think, so I'm fine.
Lately, I've been feeling kind of lonely. (Id est, my eyes start to water sometimes when I'm driving and listening to certain songs -- like Plain White T's "Hey There Delilah" and Fall Out Boy's "Golden." This is definitely not a music-marketing ploy...) I've never had a partner. This makes me said. Even though I'm still young and blah blah blah, the fact seems to always slap me in the face.
Oh. I've also been feeling excessively hormonal. Hm?
Because I've unfortunately never had a boyfriend (as I said before), I very easily become infatuated with anyone I find moderately intelligent and attractive.
Unfortunately, I never take initiative because I [almost] deathly fear talking to people I don't know intimately -- people who aren't my close friends, in other words. Well, I told a guy (whom I somewhat knew in real life) I liked him, but he said he was straight. That just plainly sucked. Yarly.
I'm going to stop typing now because my hands are starting to hurt.
Wait! I'm going to the University of Pittsburgh (main campus) in the fall, and if you promise to NOT rape or sexually assault me, please let me know if you are too. (Sarcasm doesn't show well on online forums, does it?) Anyway, my gay social circle is lacking...I don't know any out gay men in real life. I know lesbians, but...eh.
...Wow. Now that I've succeeded in making myself sound like a pathetic and misanthropic loser, all my dreams have come true. Goodnight, members of JUB.
Anyway, my name is Stephen. I'm eighteen, and it just hit me that I'm able to legally register on sites like these. So. Yeah.
I'd have to say that I'm a sub-par homosexual -- at least in terms of stereotypes.
I don't like shopping, I don't have a fashion sense, I'm not theatrically gifted, et cetera, et cetera. I do, however, have an attraction toward men. And in the end, isn't that what makes us all alike? Maybe not.
I may offend some people who are reading this thread, and I apologize -- I'm sick of those types of men...the ones who conform to stereotypes just to fit into groups. It doesn't help that I get Myspace and Facebook messages from other guys whose only interests are my physical appearance and my...well, I guess that's all they're interested in. "HI THAR WANT 2 TRADE PICS?"
Just because I'm gay doesn't mean I immediately jump any opportunity for sexual interaction, you know? And over the internet, no less. Geez...
/end rant
[STRIKE]I think I'll talk about the recent years of my life in order to bore you all to a greater degree.[/STRIKE] There's a change of plans -- I did just type my life story, but I realized it was the usual "post-coming-out-depression-wall-of-text" story. So I'll spare you the eye-bleeding by succinctly telling you that my [Asian] parents are still in denial. But I don't think I've ever cared about what they think, so I'm fine.
Lately, I've been feeling kind of lonely. (Id est, my eyes start to water sometimes when I'm driving and listening to certain songs -- like Plain White T's "Hey There Delilah" and Fall Out Boy's "Golden." This is definitely not a music-marketing ploy...) I've never had a partner. This makes me said. Even though I'm still young and blah blah blah, the fact seems to always slap me in the face.
Oh. I've also been feeling excessively hormonal. Hm?
Because I've unfortunately never had a boyfriend (as I said before), I very easily become infatuated with anyone I find moderately intelligent and attractive.
Unfortunately, I never take initiative because I [almost] deathly fear talking to people I don't know intimately -- people who aren't my close friends, in other words. Well, I told a guy (whom I somewhat knew in real life) I liked him, but he said he was straight. That just plainly sucked. Yarly.
I'm going to stop typing now because my hands are starting to hurt.
Wait! I'm going to the University of Pittsburgh (main campus) in the fall, and if you promise to NOT rape or sexually assault me, please let me know if you are too. (Sarcasm doesn't show well on online forums, does it?) Anyway, my gay social circle is lacking...I don't know any out gay men in real life. I know lesbians, but...eh.
...Wow. Now that I've succeeded in making myself sound like a pathetic and misanthropic loser, all my dreams have come true. Goodnight, members of JUB.
to JUB!
i understand what you mean about becoming infatuated with just anyone you are even mildly attracted to, i do the same thing. i seem to have done it again just recently with a new guy at work. oh well...it's silly i guess, but well it happens and i don't really know how you or I can not do it. 
