thepinacoladawolf
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...fuck this shit.. Really. Fuck it. With NO lube. This situation just needs raped 'till it's bleeding and soaked in cum.
Reflecting back to the situation with my room mate recently, I realized that we were repeating a certain .. thing.. that happened about a year ago. Basically before he got his laptop I'd come home from work and he would be sitting on his computer chatting away with someone, and finally 6 hours later he'd acknowledge my presence, then it was already too late to go out and do anything because I had to get to bed.
Some of those nights we would end up going out to this coffeehouse but he would just bring along his laptop to chat with people online, eventually wanting to leave so he could engage a more 'private' conversation with his buddylist. I assume it was some kind of cybersex type of thing, and many times I was right and upon getting this said laptop, I lost a friend in him.
From that point on all I ever really saw of him was his backside, and that glowing screen, night after night. Eventually I started getting on his case about it and that just got him pissed off, claiming that I was invading on his "me" time, then later on he would bitch at me for not knowing how to be a friend or how to talk to people or etc..
How can I be friends with a 'backside and a glowing screen'? Really? Needless to say we got into many arguments where he would try to justify his actions and claimed that he used the online world as an escape from 'me', which just flat-out crushed me. From the point he said that, it was purely war. I had even turned off the router some nights to get back at him for saying that, but he threatened to beat down the door and whatnot....
Then as time went on he eventually broke away from the laptop and made efforts to actually be a friend. We were going out more, talking more, watching movies and playing video games, and just doing what friends should do.
I had broken away from the online furry community and pretty soon things were working towards having a real life, as soon as we were moved into the new apartment all these changes were supposedly going to be made. I fail to see what has changed.
After we moved into the new apartment, we were closer than ever as friends and we were doing all sorts of things together, but then I decided to peek my nose back into the furry community just to see how things were going, then something drew me in and I started talking to more furries online, and I eventually wanted to go meet some of these people at their favorite hangout spot to see what was so special about it. Needless to say, the meet was a complete failure and my room mate had gone along, felt uncomfortable about the whole thing anyway, so we left about an hour after we got there. Yeah. Great way to kill my experiment.
Almost the following night he spent time browsing the Internet, and messaged me online. We chatted for a bit via AOL Messenger, in our separate bedrooms with the doors closed. I didn't mind at that instance, but then it started becoming a nightly thing, and now it's to the point that's the only way he has spoken to me 90% of the day, via AOL Messenger or Text Message on our cell phones. It's really upsetting me and here's why.
He proclaims that it's much easier to talk to me online than in "real life". I gave him the reverse version of that saying that the only reason he wants to talk to me via his laptop is so that he can spend time talking to his newly established buddy lists on whatever Instant Messengers he's now using, and to be honest he's spent more time in the past few weeks talking on his laptop than he has put any effort towards 'our' friendship. Literally it's like this daily.
I'll get up, go to work, and come home and if he's home he's hiding in his room, either asleep or online. As soon as he wakes up he doesn't even come out of his room to say hi to me like he used to. Pretty soon he's online and chatting away, not really saying anything to me, then out of nowhere a new message will pop up on my screen. From that point on, for the next few hours we will be chatting about nothing, work, and so on.. not that big of a deal..
..but what the big deal is that thanks to his recent habit, I've truly established that I don't have any real friends (in the flesh). I've got my co-workers but for all I know they could give a shit about me, so they don't really count as friends.
We're also in this situation where we need to find a 3rd room mate because of financial issues (thanks to my room mate's overzealous credit card spending and many many other things that our equally our own thing), and he has the connotation to bitch at ME for not putting any effort into finding someone when he's not doing anything himself. I've put effort into the search, I've found people online that could possibly fill the slot for a 3rd room mate but they've all got obstacles to overcome that makes the idea impossible.
My room mate, on the other hand would rather spend his nights flirting with people online rather than putting any effort into the search, and fully expecting me to take this as my FULL responsibity. I called him on that last night and he said to me to "shut the hell up" so I blocked his screen name on AOL and went straight to bed.
I really don't know what to make of this but I'm really getting tired of this.
Reflecting back to the situation with my room mate recently, I realized that we were repeating a certain .. thing.. that happened about a year ago. Basically before he got his laptop I'd come home from work and he would be sitting on his computer chatting away with someone, and finally 6 hours later he'd acknowledge my presence, then it was already too late to go out and do anything because I had to get to bed.
Some of those nights we would end up going out to this coffeehouse but he would just bring along his laptop to chat with people online, eventually wanting to leave so he could engage a more 'private' conversation with his buddylist. I assume it was some kind of cybersex type of thing, and many times I was right and upon getting this said laptop, I lost a friend in him.
From that point on all I ever really saw of him was his backside, and that glowing screen, night after night. Eventually I started getting on his case about it and that just got him pissed off, claiming that I was invading on his "me" time, then later on he would bitch at me for not knowing how to be a friend or how to talk to people or etc..
How can I be friends with a 'backside and a glowing screen'? Really? Needless to say we got into many arguments where he would try to justify his actions and claimed that he used the online world as an escape from 'me', which just flat-out crushed me. From the point he said that, it was purely war. I had even turned off the router some nights to get back at him for saying that, but he threatened to beat down the door and whatnot....
Then as time went on he eventually broke away from the laptop and made efforts to actually be a friend. We were going out more, talking more, watching movies and playing video games, and just doing what friends should do.
I had broken away from the online furry community and pretty soon things were working towards having a real life, as soon as we were moved into the new apartment all these changes were supposedly going to be made. I fail to see what has changed.
After we moved into the new apartment, we were closer than ever as friends and we were doing all sorts of things together, but then I decided to peek my nose back into the furry community just to see how things were going, then something drew me in and I started talking to more furries online, and I eventually wanted to go meet some of these people at their favorite hangout spot to see what was so special about it. Needless to say, the meet was a complete failure and my room mate had gone along, felt uncomfortable about the whole thing anyway, so we left about an hour after we got there. Yeah. Great way to kill my experiment.
Almost the following night he spent time browsing the Internet, and messaged me online. We chatted for a bit via AOL Messenger, in our separate bedrooms with the doors closed. I didn't mind at that instance, but then it started becoming a nightly thing, and now it's to the point that's the only way he has spoken to me 90% of the day, via AOL Messenger or Text Message on our cell phones. It's really upsetting me and here's why.
He proclaims that it's much easier to talk to me online than in "real life". I gave him the reverse version of that saying that the only reason he wants to talk to me via his laptop is so that he can spend time talking to his newly established buddy lists on whatever Instant Messengers he's now using, and to be honest he's spent more time in the past few weeks talking on his laptop than he has put any effort towards 'our' friendship. Literally it's like this daily.
I'll get up, go to work, and come home and if he's home he's hiding in his room, either asleep or online. As soon as he wakes up he doesn't even come out of his room to say hi to me like he used to. Pretty soon he's online and chatting away, not really saying anything to me, then out of nowhere a new message will pop up on my screen. From that point on, for the next few hours we will be chatting about nothing, work, and so on.. not that big of a deal..
..but what the big deal is that thanks to his recent habit, I've truly established that I don't have any real friends (in the flesh). I've got my co-workers but for all I know they could give a shit about me, so they don't really count as friends.
We're also in this situation where we need to find a 3rd room mate because of financial issues (thanks to my room mate's overzealous credit card spending and many many other things that our equally our own thing), and he has the connotation to bitch at ME for not putting any effort into finding someone when he's not doing anything himself. I've put effort into the search, I've found people online that could possibly fill the slot for a 3rd room mate but they've all got obstacles to overcome that makes the idea impossible.
My room mate, on the other hand would rather spend his nights flirting with people online rather than putting any effort into the search, and fully expecting me to take this as my FULL responsibity. I called him on that last night and he said to me to "shut the hell up" so I blocked his screen name on AOL and went straight to bed.
I really don't know what to make of this but I'm really getting tired of this.
