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On the Prowl
Part IX
That's it, I'm gay.
That was my thought as Kirk, Brad and I barreled southbound down a windy, two-lane road toward our homes in Iowa on a chilly late-August morning.
What else could I think? In the last 12 hours, I had jacked off a high school senior who had turned 18 just two days earlier, gotten unmistakably aroused by the experience, and had done nothing to stop the hockey player from masturbating me to climax. And it was Kirk's cousin, for crying out loud! Kirk, my best friend, who'd give his shirt off his back for me. Kirk's shirt. Off. His back. Bare back. Fuck!
Gay, gay gay!
I felt like I needed to barf.
"So Stu." That was Brad, Kirk's 23-year-old brother.
"Hey."
"Hey. Wake up."
"I'm awake."
"Question: You think Alison is hot?"
Alison. Kirk's cousin Alison. Did I think she was hot? Actually, I did. I DID think Alison was hot, and just hour before I had jacked off Andy, I had been fantasizing about her, about how she'd be turned on by the site of me naked in the sauna and would have no choice but to bring me to climax.
"Sure. I guess. She's hot. Yeah."
"You GUESS!" Brad was flabbergasted. "I saw how you were looking at her, you little horndog."
"Like you should talk."
"What do you mean by that?"
Kirk chimed in and told his brother to cut the crap, that everybody knew he had been chasing Alison's tail. His COUSIN's tail. What a perv. He could go to jail, for crying out loud. Those were Kirk's words.
It was true, Alison did have a nice tail. Even better breasts. I wanted to fuck them.
As I leaned back to ponder how straight I really was, Kirk pushed down the passenger-side sun visor, which put the crotch of his jeans on full display to me in the makeup mirror. He was bulging more than usual. He might have even been getting hard. I couldn't be sure.
But I was sure I was getting hard, right there in the back seat, as I thought about Alison's tits, Andy's semen, and Kirk's crotch, all at once. Even Brad was looking delicious.
I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep. It was too much for a 19-year-old to take.
* * *
I came to life just as we reached the city traffic of Minneapolis. Ten minutes later, the city's skyline was on my right. Seeing the Metrodome baseball stadium brought to mind the time I had gone there with my family and had my first experience of a guy palming himself at a urinal by watching my dick. He must have been 40, and he got hard pretty quick. His erection looked mean and angry, completely different than the sweetness I was used to seeing on myself in the bathroom mirror when I opened the shower curtain to watch myself jack off in the bathroom mirror.
I dashed from the restroom without washing my hands, zipping as I went. The beginnings of my trembles were from fear, but those gave way to trembles from excitement. Twenty minutes later, I excused myself from the stadium and found myself back in the restroom, in a stall, jacking off, fantasizing about what I had seen and what I had done.
I had made ANOTHER GUY HARD!
* * *
It was about an hour before sunset when we got back to Iowa. We had to drive right by Kirk's farm to get to my house, and what we saw was a relief. The hail damage was not as bad as first feared, but still, it was substantial, and we talked about how there was no question that he'd be taking the semester off from college to help with the harvest since his dad was no longer with them. I was bummed by that.
When we reached my mom's house, Kirk climbed out of the front seat to help me with my stuff and jiggled my shoulder while saying we had to get together at least one last time before I headed back to college. Even in the dusk, his eyes were sparkling blue and super sincere. I looked toward my shoes but let my eyes get caught on his crotch for just a second. What a beautiful guy, I thought. As we shook hands, I realized that just hours ago that very hand had been encircled around another guy's erection for the very first time.
I thought about how I wanted Kirk to be next.
* * *
"Hey, Mom."
I avoided eye contact as I entered the house, fearing my mother could see in her son's eyes that just hours earlier her little boy had jacked off an 18-year-old hockey player in Minnesota.
"Welcome home, Stu. I'm sorry the trip got cut short."
"Me too." I was lying, halfway. I hated fishing but I loved spending time with Kirk.
"You guys had fun for a while, at least?"
"Sure."
"And he had a pole and tackle for you to use."
"Sure." I swallowed hard. "Others did, too."
"You OK, Stu?"
"Why wouldn't I be?"
"I don't know. You just seem, a little burdened with something."
"No, I'm fine. Just tired."
"Wash your hands--"
"Why?"
"Let me finish, son. Wash your hands, sit down, and I'll make you some cream of mushroom soup."
"I'm really not hungry."
"Oh, Stu. You've got to eat."
"Hmm."
"Why are you so nervous?"
"I'm not nervous."
"Well, here. Maybe this will make you feel better." Mom handed me an envelope about a half inch thick. "Some mail came this morning, for you, from college. Looks like it's from the Residence Life department. It's thick. Must be good news."
In an instant, my mind shifted from the previous day's sexual experience with a hockey player to the previous spring's interview to be a Resident Advisor. A few months earlier I had applied to oversee a dorm floor of Freshmen guys and was awaiting word on whether I had been hired. I was just a sophomore, so I was on the waiting list, but the staff had been impressed by my maturity and suggested it might work out.
I ripped open the package and when I read that the cover letter began with the word "congratulations," I beamed.
"It's good news, isn't it Stu."
"Yeah, mom, it is."
The letter went on to confirm that I had been hired as an RA, and then explained that my floor would be made up of Freshmen, nearly all of them student athletes -- not football players and others already on campus who were playing a fall sport, but those who were expecting to participate in intercollegiate baseball, wrestling, and swimming. Behind the cover letter were thirty-four one-page questionnaires that each student-athlete had filled out over the summer -- hometown, family stuff, likes and dislikes, athletic history, and a few other things. To nearly every questionnaire was affixed a senior graduation picture.
I felt myself leaking down below.
"What's in the stack?" My sister wanted to know.
"Looks like questionnaires, stuff the guys filled out about themselves."
"Let me see." She wanted to see the studs.
"No, let me--"
"Geez, Stu, your hands are shaking!"
"No they're not."
"Sure they are. You nervous?"
"No. I must, um, be hungry."
Mom chimed in. "I'll put on the cream of mushroom soup."
OK, soup sounded good, but I had to get the stack of studs out of the area. I scurried to my room, closed the door, and quickly paged through the incoming Freshmen biographies. I could not believe my eyes. The young men were, almost without exception, a clean-cut group of smiling high school jocks in the primes of their lives. Each and every one was probably the big man on campus in their little Iowa high schools. Some sat in traditional poses while others incorporated dogs or even a couple horses into their senior photos. Farm kids, I thought. Still others featured letter jackets.
But one picture two thirds from the back made me stop cold. It was of a young man in a baseball jersey and jeans. His name was Jay, and he had short brown hair and a perfect smile. The questionnaire said he played shortstop, and pitched a little too. He also had played football and basketball, but baseball was his love, and what he'd be playing in college. In Jay's picture, his jersey was untucked from a pair of stone-washed 501s. The photographer had posed the young man in a way so that his s baseball jersey was draping away from his crotch, which featured an unmistakable bulge in the stonewashed denim.
My eyes went from Jay's dark brown eyes to the crotch of his jeans to his jersey and back to his eyes. They were dark brown, soulful, and delicious.
"Stu, soup's ready."
I went back to Jay's crotch. Yes, he most definitely was a guy! Mmmm ...
Come and get it ..."
I tried to tame my erection.
"... while it's creamy."
It was no use. I unbuttoned my shorts, snaked my erection through the fly of my boxers, scanned Jay from top to bottom, positioned my crotch over my wastepaper basket, and pulled and pushed to prepare my penis for the inevitable.
"Stu!"
I didn't need any spit. Jay had made sure there was plenty of precum.
"STU-art?"
I hated it when she used that tone of voice.
"Dinner ..."
At that point, my 19-year-old plumbing went over the edge, to the point of no return. Was the door locked? Uh oh. It was too late.
"Stu ..."
I was focusing more on Jay than my aim.
"Are you coming?"
The first two shots landed on the wallpaper, behind the trash can.
I grunted, and then tried to respond. "Yeah, mom, I'm--"
If someone else had been in the room at that point, they would have heard four wads of semen plop onto the papers on the bottom of my garbage can.
"The cream of mushroom is not going to stay hot all night, Stuart."
Jay's eyes looked so kind. He looked like fun. Damn, what was under that jersey?! Fuck!
"I'm coming, mom."
I thought to myself that Jay masturbated a lot, probably several times a day, probably in his baseball jersey. Afterward, his hand probably looked a lot like mine.
"Almost done ..."
Probably smelled like my hand did, too.
"With what, Stu?"
His hand probably tasted like mine, too. He ate his cum. I was sure of it.
"Just taking care of something."
"Well, don't forget to wash your hands."
Two minutes later, cream of mushroom soup never tasted so good.
That's it, I'm gay.
That was my thought as Kirk, Brad and I barreled southbound down a windy, two-lane road toward our homes in Iowa on a chilly late-August morning.
What else could I think? In the last 12 hours, I had jacked off a high school senior who had turned 18 just two days earlier, gotten unmistakably aroused by the experience, and had done nothing to stop the hockey player from masturbating me to climax. And it was Kirk's cousin, for crying out loud! Kirk, my best friend, who'd give his shirt off his back for me. Kirk's shirt. Off. His back. Bare back. Fuck!
Gay, gay gay!
I felt like I needed to barf.
"So Stu." That was Brad, Kirk's 23-year-old brother.
"Hey."
"Hey. Wake up."
"I'm awake."
"Question: You think Alison is hot?"
Alison. Kirk's cousin Alison. Did I think she was hot? Actually, I did. I DID think Alison was hot, and just hour before I had jacked off Andy, I had been fantasizing about her, about how she'd be turned on by the site of me naked in the sauna and would have no choice but to bring me to climax.
"Sure. I guess. She's hot. Yeah."
"You GUESS!" Brad was flabbergasted. "I saw how you were looking at her, you little horndog."
"Like you should talk."
"What do you mean by that?"
Kirk chimed in and told his brother to cut the crap, that everybody knew he had been chasing Alison's tail. His COUSIN's tail. What a perv. He could go to jail, for crying out loud. Those were Kirk's words.
It was true, Alison did have a nice tail. Even better breasts. I wanted to fuck them.
As I leaned back to ponder how straight I really was, Kirk pushed down the passenger-side sun visor, which put the crotch of his jeans on full display to me in the makeup mirror. He was bulging more than usual. He might have even been getting hard. I couldn't be sure.
But I was sure I was getting hard, right there in the back seat, as I thought about Alison's tits, Andy's semen, and Kirk's crotch, all at once. Even Brad was looking delicious.
I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep. It was too much for a 19-year-old to take.
* * *
I came to life just as we reached the city traffic of Minneapolis. Ten minutes later, the city's skyline was on my right. Seeing the Metrodome baseball stadium brought to mind the time I had gone there with my family and had my first experience of a guy palming himself at a urinal by watching my dick. He must have been 40, and he got hard pretty quick. His erection looked mean and angry, completely different than the sweetness I was used to seeing on myself in the bathroom mirror when I opened the shower curtain to watch myself jack off in the bathroom mirror.
I dashed from the restroom without washing my hands, zipping as I went. The beginnings of my trembles were from fear, but those gave way to trembles from excitement. Twenty minutes later, I excused myself from the stadium and found myself back in the restroom, in a stall, jacking off, fantasizing about what I had seen and what I had done.
I had made ANOTHER GUY HARD!
* * *
It was about an hour before sunset when we got back to Iowa. We had to drive right by Kirk's farm to get to my house, and what we saw was a relief. The hail damage was not as bad as first feared, but still, it was substantial, and we talked about how there was no question that he'd be taking the semester off from college to help with the harvest since his dad was no longer with them. I was bummed by that.
When we reached my mom's house, Kirk climbed out of the front seat to help me with my stuff and jiggled my shoulder while saying we had to get together at least one last time before I headed back to college. Even in the dusk, his eyes were sparkling blue and super sincere. I looked toward my shoes but let my eyes get caught on his crotch for just a second. What a beautiful guy, I thought. As we shook hands, I realized that just hours ago that very hand had been encircled around another guy's erection for the very first time.
I thought about how I wanted Kirk to be next.
* * *
"Hey, Mom."
I avoided eye contact as I entered the house, fearing my mother could see in her son's eyes that just hours earlier her little boy had jacked off an 18-year-old hockey player in Minnesota.
"Welcome home, Stu. I'm sorry the trip got cut short."
"Me too." I was lying, halfway. I hated fishing but I loved spending time with Kirk.
"You guys had fun for a while, at least?"
"Sure."
"And he had a pole and tackle for you to use."
"Sure." I swallowed hard. "Others did, too."
"You OK, Stu?"
"Why wouldn't I be?"
"I don't know. You just seem, a little burdened with something."
"No, I'm fine. Just tired."
"Wash your hands--"
"Why?"
"Let me finish, son. Wash your hands, sit down, and I'll make you some cream of mushroom soup."
"I'm really not hungry."
"Oh, Stu. You've got to eat."
"Hmm."
"Why are you so nervous?"
"I'm not nervous."
"Well, here. Maybe this will make you feel better." Mom handed me an envelope about a half inch thick. "Some mail came this morning, for you, from college. Looks like it's from the Residence Life department. It's thick. Must be good news."
In an instant, my mind shifted from the previous day's sexual experience with a hockey player to the previous spring's interview to be a Resident Advisor. A few months earlier I had applied to oversee a dorm floor of Freshmen guys and was awaiting word on whether I had been hired. I was just a sophomore, so I was on the waiting list, but the staff had been impressed by my maturity and suggested it might work out.
I ripped open the package and when I read that the cover letter began with the word "congratulations," I beamed.
"It's good news, isn't it Stu."
"Yeah, mom, it is."
The letter went on to confirm that I had been hired as an RA, and then explained that my floor would be made up of Freshmen, nearly all of them student athletes -- not football players and others already on campus who were playing a fall sport, but those who were expecting to participate in intercollegiate baseball, wrestling, and swimming. Behind the cover letter were thirty-four one-page questionnaires that each student-athlete had filled out over the summer -- hometown, family stuff, likes and dislikes, athletic history, and a few other things. To nearly every questionnaire was affixed a senior graduation picture.
I felt myself leaking down below.
"What's in the stack?" My sister wanted to know.
"Looks like questionnaires, stuff the guys filled out about themselves."
"Let me see." She wanted to see the studs.
"No, let me--"
"Geez, Stu, your hands are shaking!"
"No they're not."
"Sure they are. You nervous?"
"No. I must, um, be hungry."
Mom chimed in. "I'll put on the cream of mushroom soup."
OK, soup sounded good, but I had to get the stack of studs out of the area. I scurried to my room, closed the door, and quickly paged through the incoming Freshmen biographies. I could not believe my eyes. The young men were, almost without exception, a clean-cut group of smiling high school jocks in the primes of their lives. Each and every one was probably the big man on campus in their little Iowa high schools. Some sat in traditional poses while others incorporated dogs or even a couple horses into their senior photos. Farm kids, I thought. Still others featured letter jackets.
But one picture two thirds from the back made me stop cold. It was of a young man in a baseball jersey and jeans. His name was Jay, and he had short brown hair and a perfect smile. The questionnaire said he played shortstop, and pitched a little too. He also had played football and basketball, but baseball was his love, and what he'd be playing in college. In Jay's picture, his jersey was untucked from a pair of stone-washed 501s. The photographer had posed the young man in a way so that his s baseball jersey was draping away from his crotch, which featured an unmistakable bulge in the stonewashed denim.
My eyes went from Jay's dark brown eyes to the crotch of his jeans to his jersey and back to his eyes. They were dark brown, soulful, and delicious.
"Stu, soup's ready."
I went back to Jay's crotch. Yes, he most definitely was a guy! Mmmm ...
Come and get it ..."
I tried to tame my erection.
"... while it's creamy."
It was no use. I unbuttoned my shorts, snaked my erection through the fly of my boxers, scanned Jay from top to bottom, positioned my crotch over my wastepaper basket, and pulled and pushed to prepare my penis for the inevitable.
"Stu!"
I didn't need any spit. Jay had made sure there was plenty of precum.
"STU-art?"
I hated it when she used that tone of voice.
"Dinner ..."
At that point, my 19-year-old plumbing went over the edge, to the point of no return. Was the door locked? Uh oh. It was too late.
"Stu ..."
I was focusing more on Jay than my aim.
"Are you coming?"
The first two shots landed on the wallpaper, behind the trash can.
I grunted, and then tried to respond. "Yeah, mom, I'm--"
If someone else had been in the room at that point, they would have heard four wads of semen plop onto the papers on the bottom of my garbage can.
"The cream of mushroom is not going to stay hot all night, Stuart."
Jay's eyes looked so kind. He looked like fun. Damn, what was under that jersey?! Fuck!
"I'm coming, mom."
I thought to myself that Jay masturbated a lot, probably several times a day, probably in his baseball jersey. Afterward, his hand probably looked a lot like mine.
"Almost done ..."
Probably smelled like my hand did, too.
"With what, Stu?"
His hand probably tasted like mine, too. He ate his cum. I was sure of it.
"Just taking care of something."
"Well, don't forget to wash your hands."
Two minutes later, cream of mushroom soup never tasted so good.


























