^ social life, sigh* guys it's not goign so well, I ask him about hsi friend and how htey get to know each other, he said long time ago, I siad maybe i can invite him over sometime, Like G-Lex told me to, he was sort of weird about it but he said ok, so I invite both of them over. This is sort of long of what happened,I feel terrible
He came over last Friday, we talk, First i ask him few question and stuff, then after I ran out of questions he start telling me ...or atleast i think he is, all of this stories, then he just ask my boyfriend "haha did you remember that?" and both of them just laugh and mess around even abit touchy, never seen him laugh and smile so much, I cant even make him smile as much as that. I just sit there and listen and .....like I'm not even there they laugh so hard they forgot I am there, then they talk about going somewhere on Sunday, some place I dont know, and my boyfriend was like sure, then I ask where they are going, they just smile and say it's nothing. Well then after that, they both say htey got to go, and I watch them go I close teh door look hrough the windo, they gave a hug then they both drive off somewhere, and after that I stand in my living room for a longest time thinking, I feel like a complete loser, I see the way they talk and look at each other like they like each other alot
I find out they both meet at some University and was roomate back then, I asked the guy(friend of my bf) if he have a girlfriend, he look at me a while then smile and say no, he siad he dotn want one, I was like Why? he said it's just not a good time, I smile then was like urg.., Then I was about to ask him if he ever likes guy before, but then i stop becuase that is not right, he looked at me and tilt his head abit to oen side and then he turn to my bf and they talk about something but i cant hear. Urg I feel left out, they sit at the table side by side and i was like all the way across the table seem so far.
For 2 days my BF didnt call me, so i called him and talk, and He pick up say "hello" but was laughing like having fun, and then i hear someone talk into background, some thing like i cant really understand, but I think he said ...Actually i dont know and not sure but there are alot of noise and music liek a party. So i ask him where he is, he said, just with his friends, I then ask where, He just didnt answer and he talk to someone, I can hear him say "Be there a minute" then he told me he got to go and just turn off his cell.....
There was like a knot in my stomach and it kills me, It almost make me feel sick. After that He called me the next day, I picked up, it was very early in the morning and he said he is outside, he said dress up and come out, So i dress up come out and went into his car, he said " I want you to meet my friend" then i turn aroudn there was 2 guys in the back seat. He introduce i say hi and they off to this one restaraunt, got there and notice we sit down in a big table and well some more of his friend came, they all dress so formal, hahah i feel so weird because the yare dress very formal and I dress so unformal. they all talk about something, I dont get it, maybe it's his job, then he introduce me to them and they shake my hand, my bf gota phone call so he went soemwhere to talk, I sit there with a bunch of men which i dont even know all staring at me and talk to me about all thsi stuff, I feel sick inside, and was nervous, it's like they want meor soemthign cause they start asking personal question and i feel uncomfortable, then my bf came back said he have to go, i siad I want to go to, he look at me and his friends, then one of the guy siad he can take me home later on, so my bf left me there, I sit down and i just notice all this men are all touchy and sort of touching me, I feel weird I said i have to go, the smae guy said he can take me home, i said it's alright i will take the taxi or bus, he grap me and said it's ok, so he take me home, on the wya home i look out of the window and I notice he look at me alot, it's weird and uncomfortable. I got home and he was like "do yo uwant to give me a good night kiss" i wasl ike urg it's ok. I dont know hwat going on, my bf just drop me there with some random men!
I called my bf the next day, he was at work so i cant so later on he called back and say wassup and ask me if i enjoy my dinner with those guys, i was like hell no! and I ask why did he left me there and stuff he said i'm making big deal out of everything, He siad i dotn seem to have alot of friends so he introduce me to them, Bullshit i got alot of friends and he knows i does. I told him they are touchy and stuff and the guy even ask me if i want a good night kiss, he got quiet and hten he laugh and just simply ask, Really? I was like wtf and well he siad sorry and he didnt mean to, he said he loves me, then we meet up and bam have sex O_O, he said he want me badly and then we just cuddle up in bed and he hold me super tight and kissing me constantly. I fall asleep and wake up he is still sleeping. I just get dress and went home.
and alot and I know he constantly saying he loves me and want me to understand that...So it's going pretty well and I think I should trust him more. 
He did alot of sweet things also 
Lol i think i loves him so much I'm afraid I might lose him. 
