Straiteguy32
On the Prowl
I am a 38 year old guy married to a hot ass 29 year old woman who is extremely sexy and very kinky in the bedroom (which I am too). Anyways, for a long time now I have been bi-curious I suppose. I dont necessarily find men sexually attractive but I love looking at dick picks and I love seeing a video or gif of a dick cumming. But I'm not turned on by gay porn per se. The only gay porn that actually turns me on is the videos where a good looking guy is dominating or humiliating the bottom. Also a couple of years ago after having non stop feelings or fantasies of being submissive I took a chance one night while my wife was giving me an amazing blowjob I put her hand on my ass and she started playing with my asshole. As things got more intense she finished sucking my dick and told me to turn over on all fours and spread my legs. At this point she started fingering my ass with one finger while I jerked off. She was talking a little dirty but I really wanted her to be more humiliating but whatever it was great. So as she continued to fi gar my ass she put 2 fingers and then 3. She began to finger my ass hard and fast with 3 fingers and eventually she asked if it hurt and I said no it felt great actually. She asked if I wanted more and I said yes so she put 4 fingers in and started violently fingering my ass with all 4 fingers. After a few minutes it became so intense and felt so good i blew my load whole masterbating. It was a mindblowing orgasm, one of the best I've had.
After this we talked and she said she always knew I was hiding a more kinky side than I've shown. I said yeah there isn't much I wont try at least once(in my mind I was thinking a real dick). She then asked if I ever had gay thoughts and I said no im not attracted to men per se just the idea of being submissive for a hot woman. After this i told her i wanted to try pegging and it took about a year to get the strapon and the first night we started to try the strapon she put it on and said she felt funny and took it off (so i never got my ass fucked like i was craving). However when we have sex and have time to play around a while she will finger my ass and my goodness i love it but i want so much more than a finger, i want the dildo i picked out. However, there was one time she used one of her dildos on my ass without the harness. First i stuck it to a small table and rode it while she fingered herself and she finally laid me down missionary and began fucking me with the dildo pretty hard and she was literally pouring from her pussy down her legs while she did so, she said it's a major turn on for her to fuck my ass. (Sorry this is more of a damn story I suppose). Anyway one of my questions is do you guys think in your opinion do I sound like I'm Bi or slowly just wanting men. Like I said the thought of being intimate with a man doesn't really excite me at all it's just the dick and the feeling of submitting to someone. But I do want to suck a dick and get fucked by one but that's it, suck it get fucked and move on. All of my fantasies with a real dick involves some faceless man, just a dick. I dont know, i suppose all of this sounds ridiculous but i just know i can talk with you guys without judgement and you will be honest in your opinions. I really do think if she would just use the strapon often and really be dominating i think that would fulfill my desires but i dunno. Please share your opinions and any other help you want or if any of you guys wanna just chat hit me up. Thanks for reading if you made it this far, take care guys.
After this we talked and she said she always knew I was hiding a more kinky side than I've shown. I said yeah there isn't much I wont try at least once(in my mind I was thinking a real dick). She then asked if I ever had gay thoughts and I said no im not attracted to men per se just the idea of being submissive for a hot woman. After this i told her i wanted to try pegging and it took about a year to get the strapon and the first night we started to try the strapon she put it on and said she felt funny and took it off (so i never got my ass fucked like i was craving). However when we have sex and have time to play around a while she will finger my ass and my goodness i love it but i want so much more than a finger, i want the dildo i picked out. However, there was one time she used one of her dildos on my ass without the harness. First i stuck it to a small table and rode it while she fingered herself and she finally laid me down missionary and began fucking me with the dildo pretty hard and she was literally pouring from her pussy down her legs while she did so, she said it's a major turn on for her to fuck my ass. (Sorry this is more of a damn story I suppose). Anyway one of my questions is do you guys think in your opinion do I sound like I'm Bi or slowly just wanting men. Like I said the thought of being intimate with a man doesn't really excite me at all it's just the dick and the feeling of submitting to someone. But I do want to suck a dick and get fucked by one but that's it, suck it get fucked and move on. All of my fantasies with a real dick involves some faceless man, just a dick. I dont know, i suppose all of this sounds ridiculous but i just know i can talk with you guys without judgement and you will be honest in your opinions. I really do think if she would just use the strapon often and really be dominating i think that would fulfill my desires but i dunno. Please share your opinions and any other help you want or if any of you guys wanna just chat hit me up. Thanks for reading if you made it this far, take care guys.
