Hi, I'm new here.
Basically, I like watching both gay and straight porn, but I don't feel romantically or emotionally connected to men, just women. I felt fine with "labeling: myself as bisexual, but I always hear people say that only women can be bisexual. I really don't know what to do or say at this point. I've never been in a relationship, but I did tell my friends a few years ago that I leaned both ways, and they were supportive and didn't treat me any different. I like women's breasts and I really enjoy straight porn and I have no problem with vagina, but I feel like when I was younger, it was drilled into my head that you can only go one way. My sexuality is basically non-existent off the internet.
I told my mother I was bisexual four years ago, and the very next day I was embarrassed in church. Now that I am a little older, I see now that I can make my own choices as far as religion goes, but I never got the chance to rationally explore or figure myself out due to my parent's intolerance, despite the fact that I told them. I just wish I had the chance to figure things out in a safe, understanding environment without either my mother throwing God's disdain in my face or everyone else telling me I am Gay and just not fully out yet.
