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I remember when I was in college and attending this gay church, I wasn't that aware of bisexuality. I'd thought I was completely bisexual @ 25 because I thought I should have a wife, family and children. Those feelings/desires went away in my late 20s. I'ever never struggled with my sexual proclivity because @ 11, I knew I wanted a man. I was born this way. The music minister @ the church was openly gay but he deems himself DL still. He has a grown son but he's a bottom. I'm a vers top and from talking with him a few years ago, he wanted to bottom for me but I was some what clueless.
All I remember is sitting @ the baby grand piano 1 night and this drunk man came up and leaned over on me and put his cheeks to my cheeks. He pretended to play the piano and teach the choir but he was all over me. My play mother thought he was trying to out me but I've never been in the closet. That was part 1 of this story.
A few years later this married preacher came. I was over the music and he played guitar with us and sang. I checked him out and he's Creole. Physically, I was color struck back then so any 1 light skinned was sexy 2 me. He had 2 small daughters. He is built but I thought he was a man of the cloth. We began 2 talk about music a lot on the telephone and I met his wife. 1 night he brought me home and told me his hands were shaking and he didn't know what to do about that. I knew that he was coming on 2 me but I wanted no parts of a married man. I thought then he was bi. I'd just got out of the shower 1 TUE and he came to my apartment and I him in. This man tried to rape me but I put my clarinet between us and this angered him so he left. I knew then he's a top. Hiw wife was next door @ the university taking classes and could c their car. I felt like he wanted quick sex, was going to blame me for him getting a quick nut and then go and spread my business around town and the church. I felt like I would have been the bitch and he the stud.
So I moved home and continued the intimate telephone talks with him and his wife. We only talked about music. So for 6 years, this man euphemistically talked about the ex music minister's chest voice to me. Finally this aggravated me because me and that guy are not friends. So then I decided to get his goat by telling him this man was all over me @ a rehearsal. When I did this, this preacher became livid, choked up and hung up the telephone. He won't answer my calls any more. I told this ex music minister and realized that he's booty whipped this man. He told me this man has 10" but he didn't state the girth or if he was cut. I've tried to whack off 2 this man but each time I get hard, just the thought of him makes me limp. I've found out tht his wife is whipped by him and she thinks I was after her husband. My feelings about them were corrected. I then had an epiphany that this light skinned Creole man loves dark meat. I realized this about his wife and the ex music minister.
I remember the pastor telling me to not bring homosexual shame on the church and if I did, I'd b fired. I worked there 5 years. I felt the pastor was gay and so 1 morning I got hard (I have true bbd). When the pastor saw this, he almost fell out of his chair. I then realized the pastor is DL, bi and versatile. I was not paid well because I refused to bottom for him and the deacons there. A bisexual/DL sorcerer confirmed this for me. The pastor has hired this man back numberous times and has fired him as many as well. He bottoms for the deacons/pastor and gives them dome. I refused to give them dome and after 5 years of trying they finally let me go too.
I remember being in college gospel choir. I knew the professor/leader was a gay bottom. He wanted my man but my then bi, man, wouldn't top him. The leader was insanely jealous of me and is a queen. He had several str8 young men under him that he called his sons. I was not 1 of them.
We went 2 a college choir's anniversary 1 morning. To prepare for the evening's events, the men separated from the women. The women went to the women's dorm and the men went to the men's dorm @ this university. 1 of the director's sons drove the van where the young men were on. He began to gay bash, bully and demean me and this other underclassmen. Why he did this, I don't know. There were other gay/bi/DL men but they joined in and harassedus. The driver began speaking fithily about anal sex and making fun as the other young men joined in. After we'd made it back home, the director talked to us and stated that he didn't want the choir torn up because of heterosexual screwing. The young str8 men laughed this off and blamed the women.
What I didn't realize is that none of these young men had true bbd. The director's son had a reputation of being a music minister. I didn't know that in the city, this position is taken seriously. I'd heared of how he was a heterosexual pedophile and raping the teen girls in the churches and choirs. There was even an incident that @ 1 of the camps @ the university where he'd raped this teen girl. The girl told her Dad and he came with a shotgun to kill him. The director tried to use his power to prevent this but the man stripped him of all his clothing and then left him on the interstate naked and w/o keys to drive himself home.
That really hurt my feelings that he was allowed to humiliate me and the other guy like this and nothing was done about this. Several years later once I'd broken free from the bondages of the college chorus, this man was sentenced to 75 years of penn time w/o the possibilty of parole. He was raping teen girls in his church before service started. His Dad never corrected him even though he's a pastor. This young man was 25 @ the time and was raping young teen girls all over the city just before service started in the churches. I later learned he didn't have true bbd either.
This 1 woman @ church gave me a hard time and hated me because I love men. I never came on to her husband or sons. In fact, I referred her oldest son for a band director job in the city. He was fresh out of college. To all our surprise, this man was a pedophile and sexing the young teen girls in his band. How's that for his mom hating me? Both men are rigestered sex offenders now.
All I remember is sitting @ the baby grand piano 1 night and this drunk man came up and leaned over on me and put his cheeks to my cheeks. He pretended to play the piano and teach the choir but he was all over me. My play mother thought he was trying to out me but I've never been in the closet. That was part 1 of this story.
A few years later this married preacher came. I was over the music and he played guitar with us and sang. I checked him out and he's Creole. Physically, I was color struck back then so any 1 light skinned was sexy 2 me. He had 2 small daughters. He is built but I thought he was a man of the cloth. We began 2 talk about music a lot on the telephone and I met his wife. 1 night he brought me home and told me his hands were shaking and he didn't know what to do about that. I knew that he was coming on 2 me but I wanted no parts of a married man. I thought then he was bi. I'd just got out of the shower 1 TUE and he came to my apartment and I him in. This man tried to rape me but I put my clarinet between us and this angered him so he left. I knew then he's a top. Hiw wife was next door @ the university taking classes and could c their car. I felt like he wanted quick sex, was going to blame me for him getting a quick nut and then go and spread my business around town and the church. I felt like I would have been the bitch and he the stud.
So I moved home and continued the intimate telephone talks with him and his wife. We only talked about music. So for 6 years, this man euphemistically talked about the ex music minister's chest voice to me. Finally this aggravated me because me and that guy are not friends. So then I decided to get his goat by telling him this man was all over me @ a rehearsal. When I did this, this preacher became livid, choked up and hung up the telephone. He won't answer my calls any more. I told this ex music minister and realized that he's booty whipped this man. He told me this man has 10" but he didn't state the girth or if he was cut. I've tried to whack off 2 this man but each time I get hard, just the thought of him makes me limp. I've found out tht his wife is whipped by him and she thinks I was after her husband. My feelings about them were corrected. I then had an epiphany that this light skinned Creole man loves dark meat. I realized this about his wife and the ex music minister.
I remember the pastor telling me to not bring homosexual shame on the church and if I did, I'd b fired. I worked there 5 years. I felt the pastor was gay and so 1 morning I got hard (I have true bbd). When the pastor saw this, he almost fell out of his chair. I then realized the pastor is DL, bi and versatile. I was not paid well because I refused to bottom for him and the deacons there. A bisexual/DL sorcerer confirmed this for me. The pastor has hired this man back numberous times and has fired him as many as well. He bottoms for the deacons/pastor and gives them dome. I refused to give them dome and after 5 years of trying they finally let me go too.
I remember being in college gospel choir. I knew the professor/leader was a gay bottom. He wanted my man but my then bi, man, wouldn't top him. The leader was insanely jealous of me and is a queen. He had several str8 young men under him that he called his sons. I was not 1 of them.
We went 2 a college choir's anniversary 1 morning. To prepare for the evening's events, the men separated from the women. The women went to the women's dorm and the men went to the men's dorm @ this university. 1 of the director's sons drove the van where the young men were on. He began to gay bash, bully and demean me and this other underclassmen. Why he did this, I don't know. There were other gay/bi/DL men but they joined in and harassedus. The driver began speaking fithily about anal sex and making fun as the other young men joined in. After we'd made it back home, the director talked to us and stated that he didn't want the choir torn up because of heterosexual screwing. The young str8 men laughed this off and blamed the women.
What I didn't realize is that none of these young men had true bbd. The director's son had a reputation of being a music minister. I didn't know that in the city, this position is taken seriously. I'd heared of how he was a heterosexual pedophile and raping the teen girls in the churches and choirs. There was even an incident that @ 1 of the camps @ the university where he'd raped this teen girl. The girl told her Dad and he came with a shotgun to kill him. The director tried to use his power to prevent this but the man stripped him of all his clothing and then left him on the interstate naked and w/o keys to drive himself home.
That really hurt my feelings that he was allowed to humiliate me and the other guy like this and nothing was done about this. Several years later once I'd broken free from the bondages of the college chorus, this man was sentenced to 75 years of penn time w/o the possibilty of parole. He was raping teen girls in his church before service started. His Dad never corrected him even though he's a pastor. This young man was 25 @ the time and was raping young teen girls all over the city just before service started in the churches. I later learned he didn't have true bbd either.
This 1 woman @ church gave me a hard time and hated me because I love men. I never came on to her husband or sons. In fact, I referred her oldest son for a band director job in the city. He was fresh out of college. To all our surprise, this man was a pedophile and sexing the young teen girls in his band. How's that for his mom hating me? Both men are rigestered sex offenders now.