But everyone else isn't getting, as you say, "astoundingly idiotic conclusions". Only two of you. Unless, in your mind, the two of you comprise everyone.... Or is it just one of you with two accounts?
And yet you completely misunderstood.
The point I was making, the one you just can't get, is that your comments are basically the same as gays have had to face as far as prejudice. Same for blacks. And transgenders. You are one who has received it from two sides, being black and gay. But instead of learning from it, you build it, grow it, and throw it out at others, simply because you've been hurt before. So yes, the biggest bit of racism that is currently holding you back from having a rewarding life is that which comes from within yourself and is directed at others. But you can't see past your own hate to see that. Your loss, entertainment for the rest of us as you have your little rants.