RacerBear
Slut
Chapter Thirteen
Having taken a break from working on schedules, Brady stood in the window of the office building that overlooked the north side of the property. Nearly a dozen small barns were situated between the main building and the north drive. Several volunteers were finishing up their work, tending to the smaller farm stock. The horses and larger animals were kept in a larger barn at the back of the property, but these smaller barns housed the goats, sheep, pigs, and feathered farm animals. While he stood there, Will exited through the side door of the kennel building, and tossed several black trash bags into a green dumpster. Eric appeared from inside the building and spoke with his friend for a few moments before returning inside. Will gathered up a few items of trash from around the base of the dumpster before disappearing inside as well.
Hearing the door between the kennel building and the offices close, Brady turned to see Zander approaching through the walkway. “I’m home,“ the youngster announced before he stepped beside Brady and wrapped his right arm around the older man’s waist. Giving a slight squeeze, he laid his head on his foster dad’s shoulder.
“Is everything okay?” Brady asked.
Zander shrugged. “Yeah, it’s just…” He paused as he took in a deep breath. “I guess I’m just a little bummed,” he finally said softly. “I talked to Mike at lunch today.”
“And?”
Zander sighed. “I asked him why he decided not to come to my sleepover, and he told me he thought it would be weird.”
“What do you think he meant by that?” Brady pressed, giving the boy a quick hug, and pulling him closer. “I thought his parents changed their minds about letting him come.”
“That’s what he told me on Friday,” Zander said sadly. “He found out that I really like him…”
“And he doesn’t share your feelings?” Brady guessed.
Zander looked up at Brady. Tears formed in his blue eyes. “It just sucks. I mean I thought me and him could at least be friends.” He sighed, fighting to regain his composure. “You wouldn’t understand,” he added softly.
“Why wouldn’t I understand?” Brady quizzed. “You think I never got my heart broke? When I was your age…”
“Don’t tell me you’re gonna turn into one of those parents,” Zander stopped him. “I can hear it now…’when I was your age, I had to walk six miles to school every day’…in the snow.”
“Uphill both ways,” they both said in unison. They shared a laugh.
Brady pulled Zander’s face upward so he could make direct eye contact with the boy. “In a lot of ways, you have a much easier time than we did when Darin and I were younger but…” he paused. “In some ways, it was much easier for us because we had to keep our true selves hidden.”
“Mike said he was afraid people would get…”
“He was afraid people would think he’s gay because he’s your friend?” Brady quizzed.
Zander nodded. “It’s not fair.”
With a soft chuckle, Brady answered, “Life’s not fair. That’s the part that always sucks.” He brushed his hand through Zander’s blonde hair. “That’s one way my teen-age years were easier. Tim and I were best friends from the day we met.”
“I didn’t know that,” Zander said. “I mean, I knew you guys had been friends for a long time but…”
“Yeah, but neither of us knew about the other until after we were out of school,” Brady admitted. “I mean, we did the usual teenage experimentation but we both had girl friends in high school.”
“You mean nobody else knew either?” Zander asked.
Brady shook his head. “Nope,” he replied. “A week after graduation, Tim told me he was gay, but I still didn’t admit it to him. When he told his parents, they pretty much freaked out.”
“Kinda like some of the kids at school, huh?”
“Oh, a whole lot worse,” Brady began, “His dad threw him out of the house and told him to never come back. Then, he hauled all of Tim’s stuff out into the back yard and set it on fire.”
“That sucks.”
“Yes, it does.” Brady was silent for a bit. Finally, he said, “It wasn’t much better with my folks when I finally came out to them. My dad wasn’t quite as bad. I mean he did leave my stuff outside for me.”
Zander put his arm across Brady’s shoulder. “I guess I never really thought about it,” he offered.
“I loaded everything in my old truck and headed west.” Brady continued. “I ended up here and Tim got me a job where he worked. The rest, as they say, is history.”
“Did either of you work it out with your folks?” Zander asked.
Nodding, Brady replied, “I talk to my mom a couple times a year, but my dad still doesn’t want anything to do with me. If he answers the phone, he gets my mom. I’m cool with that.”
“What about Tim,” Zander asked.
“I got a card from my mom last Christmas,” Tim answered from the hallway. “My dad said if he ever laid eyes on me again, he’d shoot me.” Dropping into one of the chairs in the waiting area, he added, “I think he meant it.”
Tears formed in the boy’s eyes as he processed what he had been told. “I’m so sorry,” he whispered.
Tim responded, “Why? You didn’t have anything to do with it.”
“I know…” he began, “It’s just that…”
“It’s okay,” Tim stated. “Really, I’ve accepted the course my life has taken.”
Brady pulled the boy closer. “So, you see, in a lot of ways, you have it a lot easier than we did.” he said.
“But, in some ways, we had it easier,” Tim retorted. “I don’t know if I could have handled being out in high school.
“So, nobody ever knew?” Zander asked.
Tim let out a soft laugh. “Remember Doug Bender?” he asked Brady.
“Oh, yeah,” Brady responded, “I totally forgot about him. What an ass.”
“Who’s that?” Zander demanded.
It was Brady’s turn to laugh. “He was a guy in our class who started a rumor that Tim and I were gay,” he answered.
“Of course, we denied it because neither of us wanted anyone to know,” Tim added.
“All the time I was terrified that someone would figure me out,” Brady went on. “Come to find out, it was Doug who had a crush on both of us and he was trying to find out if either one was interested.”
Tim blushed before he added, “I hooked up with him before I left town.”
Brady looked shocked. “You’re kidding!” he exclaimed. “Was he any good?”
“Eh,” Tim giggled, “I was better.”
The trio dissolved into laughter before Brady added, “I ran into him one night after I had been to the bar for the first time. He was working at a little convenience store, and I stopped for gas.”
“And?” Tim pressed.
“And nothing,” Brady replied. “I paid for my gas, we talked about school, and I went home.”
“You always were a chicken-shit,” Tim teased. “Don’t worry, you didn’t miss much. I mean, he had a really nice dick, but he sure didn’t know how to use it.”
“Please,” Brady admonished his friend. “No ex-say alk-tay in front of the id-kay.”
“Give me a break,” Zander said with a laugh. “I’ve heard worse at school. Besides, I can appreciate a really nice…uh…”
“I don’t want to hear this!” Brady stopped him. “Not until you’re thirty.”
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“Can I get a soda?” Zander asked Darin as the two exited the yellow Mustang convertible.
Removing his wallet from his right rear pocket of his khaki slacks, Darin swiped his debit card on the pump. “Sure, grab me a Snapple,” he replied to the boy. “You have cash?” he added as he punched in his pin.
“Yeah, I’m good,” Zander answered, closing the passenger door.
As Zander walked toward the building, Darin called, “No Mountain Dew!”
“Got it,” Zander called back over his shoulder, waving.
Darin watched as the boy entered the store. Turning, he inserted the gas nozzle into the tank of the car, pressed the mid-grade button on the pump and squeezed the handle. Watching the numbers spin on the pump, he barely heard his name being called. Turning he saw the terror on Zander’s face. “Dad!” Zander called. “I need you!”
Stopping the pump, Darin jogged toward the building. “What’s up?” he asked as he followed the boy back into the store. Zander was rounding the end of the counter to where Mary, the business owner, was lying on the floor behind the counter. There was blood on the front of her blue smock and her glasses were lying on the floor a few feet away from where she lay. He removed his cel phone from the holster on his right hip and pressed 9-1-1. Speaking into the device, he said, “I need a police officer and an ambulance at the Quick Stop on Cherokee Highway at the junction with Redstone Road.” He grabbed a roll of paper towels from the counter, removed several sheets from the roll and handed them to Zander who gently pressed them to the wound on Mary’s forehead. “That’s correct,” he said into the phone. “Okay,” he added, walking to the front door, and locking it. “Okay, the door is locked…uh-huh,” he continued. “Yes, I hear the sirens.” Another pause. I see the lights,” he added before snapping the phone closed.
Mary was attempting to sit up as she took the towels from Zander. “Stay still,” Zander insisted while reaching for a stack of plastic bags from under the counter. It was then that he noticed the open drawer on the cash register. “Was it a robbery?” he asked, gently lifting the woman’s head, and placing the bags as a pillow.
Mary nodded. “He had a gun,” she said softly. I gave him what was in the drawer but, I guess it wasn’t…” She paused.
Returning behind the counter, Darin knelt down beside the woman and placed his hand on her forearm. “It’s okay,” he assured. “Just stay still,” he added. “The police will be here soon.,” He could hear the ambulance approaching as there was a knock on the front door.
Sheriff’s officer Adam Bailey was the first to arrive and parked his cruiser near the front door. As Darin opened the door, Adam greeted him. “Hey, Darin, what happened?”
Holding the door for his friend to enter, Darin replied, “A robbery. Mary got hit with something when he didn’t get enough cash and it looks like he took a bunch of scratchers.” He pointed to an empty spot on the counter to the left of the register area.
Mary, who was now sitting with her back against the cupboard behind the counter, looked up and said to Darin, “He hit me with the first set of holders for the tickets.” She had directed Zander to the kitchen area to run a cloth towel under some cold water. As he returned, she continued, “He came in, waved a gun in my face and told me to give him all the cash. I had just dropped all the big bills in the safe, so I only had about two hundred in the till.” She took the damp cloth from Zander and handed him the bloody paper towels. “He took the bills and stuffed them in his pocket. Then, he told me to open the safe.” She dabbed at the gash on her forehead as the ambulance arrived and the paramedics entered the store, along with two city police officers.
Adam watched as the medics attended to Mary. Looking around, he noticed a security camera pointed at the cashier area. “Does this camera work?” he asked, pointing to the device.
“It flips back and forth from inside to outside,” she answered. “The recorder is in my office.” She pointed to the door behind the kitchen area.
While one of the city officers took down Mary’s description of the thief, Adam went into the office to check the security footage.
“Did you guys see anything?” one of the city officers asked Darin.
Darin shook his head. “No, but there was a black car that left just before I turned onto the lot. It went west on Cherokee.
“It was a Regal or a Cutlass,” Zander added. The officer wrote down the description. “It could have been a Monte Carlo but not a Grand Prix.”
“How do you know it wasn’t a Grand Prix?” the officer asked.
“It didn’t have the big grill,” the boy stated. “It was the square body style with a white vinyl half top,” he added.
As the medic applied a bandage to Mary’s head wound, she tried, once more, to pull herself up. “Where are my glasses?” she asked.
“I have them here,” Adam said, handing them to her. “You really need to go and get checked out.”
Smoothing her hands over her white hair, Mary fussed, “I bet I look a fright.” She sighed. “I’m so glad you came in when you did,” she said, reaching for Zander’s hand. Turning toward Darin, she added, “You got a good kid in this one.”
Darin put his left arm around the boy’s shoulders. “You’re not telling me anything that Brady and I don’t already know,” he replied.
The medic continued trying to talk Mary into going to the hospital, but she shook her head and waved her hand in protest. “I’m fine,” she insisted. “Besides, I’ve got a store to run.”
As more investigators arrived, Zander went outside to finish filling Darin’s car with fuel. He was returning the nozzle to the pump when Brady and Eric arrived in one of the shelter vans. Exiting the van, Brady called to the youngster, “Are you okay?”
Replacing the fuel cap, on the Mustang, Zander nodded. “I’m fine,” he replied as Brady embraced him.
As they walked back toward the store, a tan pickup pulled into a parking spot on the south side of the building. A small, dark-haired man walked quickly toward the front door. “I’m Brad Zimmerman, Mary’s son,” he told the officer who stopped him from entering. Removing his wallet, he showed his identification to the officer who motioned him to go inside.
The medics, having convinced Mary to allow them to take her to the hospital, exited the building and placed her into the ambulance. A few moments later, the lighted sign went dark as Darin approached his family. “They finally convinced her to close for the night,” he told Brady, giving his partner a quick hug.
********
Darin turned off the television and laid the remote on the nightstand as Brady flipped off the bathroom light and crawled into bed next to him. Wrapping his arms around his partner, Brady said, “It’s a good thing you guys stopped when you did. There’s no telling how long it would have been before someone found Mary.”
“I know,” Darin replied. “I hope they catch the guy.” He paused for a moment, then continued. “You’ll never believe what Zander said to get my attention,” he offered, tears welling in his eyes.
Brady looked at Darin and reached out to wipe a tear that had slipped across his handsome face. “What’s going on?” he asked.
Darin sniffed as the tears betrayed him. “He…” He sighed. “He called me, Dad.”
********
Eric was sitting with his legs stretched out across one of the sofas in the family room. Zander sat across from him in similar fashion, his head against the back of the couch, clutching a pillow. His expression was somber as the two watched the end of a movie on the big screen television.
“What ‘cha thinkin’?” Eric quizzed as the closing credits began to roll.
Zander turned and smiled. “Oh, nothing,” he lied.
Eric reached for the remote on the coffee table and stopped the movie before switching off both the tv and DVD player. Laying the remote back on the table, he swung his feet to the floor. “Well, you’ve had quite a day today. You better get some sleep,” he offered as he stood and folded up the blanket, he had been wrapped in.
The younger boy didn’t move. After a few seconds, he looked at Eric and asked, matter of factly, “Have you ever wondered what it would be like if Darin and Brady really were…you know? Our dads?”
Sitting once again, Eric looked at the youngster. “What brought this on?” he asked.
“I’ve been here six months,” Zander answered, “That’s usually about when they decide to ship me off to a new place.” He was fighting tears as he thought about the past two years and all the times he had been shuffled from home to home.
Eric knelt beside the sofa and placed his hands on either side of the boy’s face. “Look at me,” he said softly. “There’s no way that either of them would let that happen without a fight. They want you here.” He paused. “And I want you here,” he added, pulling the boy closer.
*********
“Zander come on! You’re gonna be late!” Brady called from the kitchen on Monday morning.
“Be right there,” Zander replied as he hurried from his bedroom. “Have you seen my history book?” he asked.
“It’s right here on the table,” Brady answered, picking up the book and a folder. Absently, the turned the cover of the book. In Zander’s handwriting, on the first page, it said, ‘Zander Johnson’. Smiling, Brady closed the book as Zander came through the living room carrying his backpack.
Taking the book and folder, the boy slid them into his pack and slung it over his right shoulder. “Is Eric picking me up today?” he asked, grabbing a banana from the counter.
“Probably, unless he has a call,” Brady replied. “Why do you ask?”
Zander smiled, peeling the banana. “Just wanted to know who to look for,” he said, taking a big bite of the fruit.
Brady ruffled the boy’s hair as they exited the kitchen and walked toward Brady’s Explorer. As he started the vehicle, Brady asked, “Everything okay?”
Buckling his seat belt, Zander shrugged. “Yeah,” he replied, smiling, and swallowing the last bite of banana.
Brady put the car in reverse and backed from the garage. “You need a haircut,” he said.
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Eric sat in the line of cars waiting for students. There was a tap on the passenger window. Pressing the button, he lowered the window. “Are you Zander’s brother?” a tall young man asked.
“Eric blushed. “Yeah, I’m Eric,” he responded, extending his hand.
“I’m Bobby,” the man said, taking Eric’s hand. “My little brother is in Zander’s class. He said I should meet you.”
“Oh, he did?” Eric asked, grinning. “Did he say why?”
Bobby shrugged his shoulders as he pushed his hands into his pockets. His hair was a soft reddish brown and hung just past his collar, parted in the middle. His nose was rather large but yet seemed to draw attention to his large blue green eyes. A jagged scar ran from just under the left side of his right eye to about a quarter inch above the right side of his mouth. He wore a red button up shirt with a white stripe on the left sleeve. He kicked at some dirt on the ground and looked at his feet. “I dunno, I think maybe he and Zander think we might …uh…be friends.” He glanced to see if Eric was looking, then quickly dropped his gaze, his face turning red.
Eric smiled. “Hey, a fella can’t have too many friends,” he said, noticing Zander and two other boys approaching. “Speak of the little monsters. Here they come now,” he added, pointing. “One of those yours?”
Bobby laughed and nodded. “Yeah, the little ginger in the middle,” he replied, indicating a skinny red-haired boy with glasses and a face that was covered with freckles.
When the boys reached the van, Bobby stepped back. “Hey, guys,” Zander announced. Turning to his friends, he called out, “Later, homes,” and opened the passenger door to climb into the van.
“Later,” his friends both called out and waved.
“Are you gonna introduce me,” Eric scolded, giving Zander a stern look.
Closing the door, Zander pointed to his pals. “That one’s Jake,” he said, indicating a dark-haired boy with serious acne scars covering his face. “And that’s Henry,” he added, sticking his tongue out at the red-haired boy. “That’s Henry’s brother, Bobby. Hopefully, you’ve already met.”
Eric smiled once more. “We have.” To the others, he called out, “It’s nice meeting you all.”
As the boys waved, Bobby stepped up to the window again. “Uh, I know this is kinda short notice but, would you like to…uh?” He blushed again. “Would you like to…?”
“Hey, Bobby,” Eric offered. “The answer is, yes. Call me.” He held out one of his business cards. “I won’t bite.”
Zander took the card and handed it to the bashful Bobby. “Unless you want him to,” he added, giggling as Eric swatted him on the shoulder.
Bobby smiled, his eyes dancing with excitement. “Great!” he said, “I’ll call you. I need to get these brats home. Chores and all.” He giggled. “See ye.” He turned and followed the boys toward an old yellow Oldsmobile wagon.
As Eric dropped the van into gear, Zander said softly, “Three, two, one.” At that instant, Bobby turned to glance over his shoulder just as Eric did the same. Both young men waved as Eric rolled slowly to the stop sign at the end of the circular drive.
Turning onto the highway, Eric looked briefly toward Zander. “So, this is a fix up?” he asked, punching the boy on the shoulder. “What? Ya think I can’t get a date on my own?”
Zander swatted Eric’s hand. “Yeah, you’re beatin’ ‘em off with a stick,” he replied. “Or, at least, you’re beatin’ off,” he added, giggling.
“Hey, that’s you pal,” Eric argued.
“At least you got options,” Zander protested. “Jackin’ off is all I have.” He giggled. “Just tryin’ to help.”
Eric slowed the van as they approached a red light and flipped the turn signal to turn right. As he turned west to head toward home, he glanced at Zander. “It would be nice to have someone besides myself to make me feel good,” He smiled at the youngster. “Thanks for thinkin’ ‘bout me.”
Zander smiled. “Any time, brother,” he replied. After a moment, he added, “Bobby is hot though, right?”
Eric laughed. “You don’t give up do you?” he teased. “I already said I’d go out with him. Geez!” When the road widened to four lanes, he maneuvered the van into the right lane. “So, what’s the deal with this Henry kid?”
“He gets picked on,” Zander began, “A lot.”
“I know what that’s like,” Eric was sympathetic. “I was always the smallest kid in my class.” He maneuvered the van into a parking lot of a small strip center and pulled into a space in front of a place called, ‘The Hair Apparent’, Turning off the engine, he smiled at Zander and tossed his ball cap onto the dash. “It’s haircut time,” he said, running his fingers through his curly brown hair before opening the door and sliding from the seat.
Entering the shop, a petite young lady with spiked blond hair greeted them. “Hi, can I help you?” she said.
“Hi,” Eric replied. “We’d like to get our hair cut.”
“Any preference?” she asked.
“Frank if he’s available,” Eric answered. “Otherwise, anyone is okay.”
At that moment, a tall, thin man with black hair and thick rimmed glasses appeared from the back of the shop. “Hey, guys,” he called out, motioning for them to join him at his station. “Haven’t seen you in a while,” he said as they approached. Patting the chair, he added, “How’s everything at the shelter?”
Eric smiled. “Busy as ever,” he replied.
Zander looked at Eric, “You go first,” he said. “I can wait.”
Eric climbed into the chair while Frank wrapped the drape over him and clipped it at the back of his neck. “The usual?” Frank said, picking up his scissors. Turning to a petite younger girl with burgundy hair, he stated, “Heidi, can you get Zander ready for me?”
“Right over here,” she said, patting the chair next to Eric.
Once Zander was situated and draped, Frank announced, “Follow me, gentlemen.” He led them to the back of the shop to the shampoo area. “This way, I can do both of you at once.”
“Careful, he’s underage,” Eric teased.
“Honey, that’s the story of my life,” Frank moaned, “The story of my life.”
Having taken a break from working on schedules, Brady stood in the window of the office building that overlooked the north side of the property. Nearly a dozen small barns were situated between the main building and the north drive. Several volunteers were finishing up their work, tending to the smaller farm stock. The horses and larger animals were kept in a larger barn at the back of the property, but these smaller barns housed the goats, sheep, pigs, and feathered farm animals. While he stood there, Will exited through the side door of the kennel building, and tossed several black trash bags into a green dumpster. Eric appeared from inside the building and spoke with his friend for a few moments before returning inside. Will gathered up a few items of trash from around the base of the dumpster before disappearing inside as well.
Hearing the door between the kennel building and the offices close, Brady turned to see Zander approaching through the walkway. “I’m home,“ the youngster announced before he stepped beside Brady and wrapped his right arm around the older man’s waist. Giving a slight squeeze, he laid his head on his foster dad’s shoulder.
“Is everything okay?” Brady asked.
Zander shrugged. “Yeah, it’s just…” He paused as he took in a deep breath. “I guess I’m just a little bummed,” he finally said softly. “I talked to Mike at lunch today.”
“And?”
Zander sighed. “I asked him why he decided not to come to my sleepover, and he told me he thought it would be weird.”
“What do you think he meant by that?” Brady pressed, giving the boy a quick hug, and pulling him closer. “I thought his parents changed their minds about letting him come.”
“That’s what he told me on Friday,” Zander said sadly. “He found out that I really like him…”
“And he doesn’t share your feelings?” Brady guessed.
Zander looked up at Brady. Tears formed in his blue eyes. “It just sucks. I mean I thought me and him could at least be friends.” He sighed, fighting to regain his composure. “You wouldn’t understand,” he added softly.
“Why wouldn’t I understand?” Brady quizzed. “You think I never got my heart broke? When I was your age…”
“Don’t tell me you’re gonna turn into one of those parents,” Zander stopped him. “I can hear it now…’when I was your age, I had to walk six miles to school every day’…in the snow.”
“Uphill both ways,” they both said in unison. They shared a laugh.
Brady pulled Zander’s face upward so he could make direct eye contact with the boy. “In a lot of ways, you have a much easier time than we did when Darin and I were younger but…” he paused. “In some ways, it was much easier for us because we had to keep our true selves hidden.”
“Mike said he was afraid people would get…”
“He was afraid people would think he’s gay because he’s your friend?” Brady quizzed.
Zander nodded. “It’s not fair.”
With a soft chuckle, Brady answered, “Life’s not fair. That’s the part that always sucks.” He brushed his hand through Zander’s blonde hair. “That’s one way my teen-age years were easier. Tim and I were best friends from the day we met.”
“I didn’t know that,” Zander said. “I mean, I knew you guys had been friends for a long time but…”
“Yeah, but neither of us knew about the other until after we were out of school,” Brady admitted. “I mean, we did the usual teenage experimentation but we both had girl friends in high school.”
“You mean nobody else knew either?” Zander asked.
Brady shook his head. “Nope,” he replied. “A week after graduation, Tim told me he was gay, but I still didn’t admit it to him. When he told his parents, they pretty much freaked out.”
“Kinda like some of the kids at school, huh?”
“Oh, a whole lot worse,” Brady began, “His dad threw him out of the house and told him to never come back. Then, he hauled all of Tim’s stuff out into the back yard and set it on fire.”
“That sucks.”
“Yes, it does.” Brady was silent for a bit. Finally, he said, “It wasn’t much better with my folks when I finally came out to them. My dad wasn’t quite as bad. I mean he did leave my stuff outside for me.”
Zander put his arm across Brady’s shoulder. “I guess I never really thought about it,” he offered.
“I loaded everything in my old truck and headed west.” Brady continued. “I ended up here and Tim got me a job where he worked. The rest, as they say, is history.”
“Did either of you work it out with your folks?” Zander asked.
Nodding, Brady replied, “I talk to my mom a couple times a year, but my dad still doesn’t want anything to do with me. If he answers the phone, he gets my mom. I’m cool with that.”
“What about Tim,” Zander asked.
“I got a card from my mom last Christmas,” Tim answered from the hallway. “My dad said if he ever laid eyes on me again, he’d shoot me.” Dropping into one of the chairs in the waiting area, he added, “I think he meant it.”
Tears formed in the boy’s eyes as he processed what he had been told. “I’m so sorry,” he whispered.
Tim responded, “Why? You didn’t have anything to do with it.”
“I know…” he began, “It’s just that…”
“It’s okay,” Tim stated. “Really, I’ve accepted the course my life has taken.”
Brady pulled the boy closer. “So, you see, in a lot of ways, you have it a lot easier than we did.” he said.
“But, in some ways, we had it easier,” Tim retorted. “I don’t know if I could have handled being out in high school.
“So, nobody ever knew?” Zander asked.
Tim let out a soft laugh. “Remember Doug Bender?” he asked Brady.
“Oh, yeah,” Brady responded, “I totally forgot about him. What an ass.”
“Who’s that?” Zander demanded.
It was Brady’s turn to laugh. “He was a guy in our class who started a rumor that Tim and I were gay,” he answered.
“Of course, we denied it because neither of us wanted anyone to know,” Tim added.
“All the time I was terrified that someone would figure me out,” Brady went on. “Come to find out, it was Doug who had a crush on both of us and he was trying to find out if either one was interested.”
Tim blushed before he added, “I hooked up with him before I left town.”
Brady looked shocked. “You’re kidding!” he exclaimed. “Was he any good?”
“Eh,” Tim giggled, “I was better.”
The trio dissolved into laughter before Brady added, “I ran into him one night after I had been to the bar for the first time. He was working at a little convenience store, and I stopped for gas.”
“And?” Tim pressed.
“And nothing,” Brady replied. “I paid for my gas, we talked about school, and I went home.”
“You always were a chicken-shit,” Tim teased. “Don’t worry, you didn’t miss much. I mean, he had a really nice dick, but he sure didn’t know how to use it.”
“Please,” Brady admonished his friend. “No ex-say alk-tay in front of the id-kay.”
“Give me a break,” Zander said with a laugh. “I’ve heard worse at school. Besides, I can appreciate a really nice…uh…”
“I don’t want to hear this!” Brady stopped him. “Not until you’re thirty.”
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“Can I get a soda?” Zander asked Darin as the two exited the yellow Mustang convertible.
Removing his wallet from his right rear pocket of his khaki slacks, Darin swiped his debit card on the pump. “Sure, grab me a Snapple,” he replied to the boy. “You have cash?” he added as he punched in his pin.
“Yeah, I’m good,” Zander answered, closing the passenger door.
As Zander walked toward the building, Darin called, “No Mountain Dew!”
“Got it,” Zander called back over his shoulder, waving.
Darin watched as the boy entered the store. Turning, he inserted the gas nozzle into the tank of the car, pressed the mid-grade button on the pump and squeezed the handle. Watching the numbers spin on the pump, he barely heard his name being called. Turning he saw the terror on Zander’s face. “Dad!” Zander called. “I need you!”
Stopping the pump, Darin jogged toward the building. “What’s up?” he asked as he followed the boy back into the store. Zander was rounding the end of the counter to where Mary, the business owner, was lying on the floor behind the counter. There was blood on the front of her blue smock and her glasses were lying on the floor a few feet away from where she lay. He removed his cel phone from the holster on his right hip and pressed 9-1-1. Speaking into the device, he said, “I need a police officer and an ambulance at the Quick Stop on Cherokee Highway at the junction with Redstone Road.” He grabbed a roll of paper towels from the counter, removed several sheets from the roll and handed them to Zander who gently pressed them to the wound on Mary’s forehead. “That’s correct,” he said into the phone. “Okay,” he added, walking to the front door, and locking it. “Okay, the door is locked…uh-huh,” he continued. “Yes, I hear the sirens.” Another pause. I see the lights,” he added before snapping the phone closed.
Mary was attempting to sit up as she took the towels from Zander. “Stay still,” Zander insisted while reaching for a stack of plastic bags from under the counter. It was then that he noticed the open drawer on the cash register. “Was it a robbery?” he asked, gently lifting the woman’s head, and placing the bags as a pillow.
Mary nodded. “He had a gun,” she said softly. I gave him what was in the drawer but, I guess it wasn’t…” She paused.
Returning behind the counter, Darin knelt down beside the woman and placed his hand on her forearm. “It’s okay,” he assured. “Just stay still,” he added. “The police will be here soon.,” He could hear the ambulance approaching as there was a knock on the front door.
Sheriff’s officer Adam Bailey was the first to arrive and parked his cruiser near the front door. As Darin opened the door, Adam greeted him. “Hey, Darin, what happened?”
Holding the door for his friend to enter, Darin replied, “A robbery. Mary got hit with something when he didn’t get enough cash and it looks like he took a bunch of scratchers.” He pointed to an empty spot on the counter to the left of the register area.
Mary, who was now sitting with her back against the cupboard behind the counter, looked up and said to Darin, “He hit me with the first set of holders for the tickets.” She had directed Zander to the kitchen area to run a cloth towel under some cold water. As he returned, she continued, “He came in, waved a gun in my face and told me to give him all the cash. I had just dropped all the big bills in the safe, so I only had about two hundred in the till.” She took the damp cloth from Zander and handed him the bloody paper towels. “He took the bills and stuffed them in his pocket. Then, he told me to open the safe.” She dabbed at the gash on her forehead as the ambulance arrived and the paramedics entered the store, along with two city police officers.
Adam watched as the medics attended to Mary. Looking around, he noticed a security camera pointed at the cashier area. “Does this camera work?” he asked, pointing to the device.
“It flips back and forth from inside to outside,” she answered. “The recorder is in my office.” She pointed to the door behind the kitchen area.
While one of the city officers took down Mary’s description of the thief, Adam went into the office to check the security footage.
“Did you guys see anything?” one of the city officers asked Darin.
Darin shook his head. “No, but there was a black car that left just before I turned onto the lot. It went west on Cherokee.
“It was a Regal or a Cutlass,” Zander added. The officer wrote down the description. “It could have been a Monte Carlo but not a Grand Prix.”
“How do you know it wasn’t a Grand Prix?” the officer asked.
“It didn’t have the big grill,” the boy stated. “It was the square body style with a white vinyl half top,” he added.
As the medic applied a bandage to Mary’s head wound, she tried, once more, to pull herself up. “Where are my glasses?” she asked.
“I have them here,” Adam said, handing them to her. “You really need to go and get checked out.”
Smoothing her hands over her white hair, Mary fussed, “I bet I look a fright.” She sighed. “I’m so glad you came in when you did,” she said, reaching for Zander’s hand. Turning toward Darin, she added, “You got a good kid in this one.”
Darin put his left arm around the boy’s shoulders. “You’re not telling me anything that Brady and I don’t already know,” he replied.
The medic continued trying to talk Mary into going to the hospital, but she shook her head and waved her hand in protest. “I’m fine,” she insisted. “Besides, I’ve got a store to run.”
As more investigators arrived, Zander went outside to finish filling Darin’s car with fuel. He was returning the nozzle to the pump when Brady and Eric arrived in one of the shelter vans. Exiting the van, Brady called to the youngster, “Are you okay?”
Replacing the fuel cap, on the Mustang, Zander nodded. “I’m fine,” he replied as Brady embraced him.
As they walked back toward the store, a tan pickup pulled into a parking spot on the south side of the building. A small, dark-haired man walked quickly toward the front door. “I’m Brad Zimmerman, Mary’s son,” he told the officer who stopped him from entering. Removing his wallet, he showed his identification to the officer who motioned him to go inside.
The medics, having convinced Mary to allow them to take her to the hospital, exited the building and placed her into the ambulance. A few moments later, the lighted sign went dark as Darin approached his family. “They finally convinced her to close for the night,” he told Brady, giving his partner a quick hug.
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Darin turned off the television and laid the remote on the nightstand as Brady flipped off the bathroom light and crawled into bed next to him. Wrapping his arms around his partner, Brady said, “It’s a good thing you guys stopped when you did. There’s no telling how long it would have been before someone found Mary.”
“I know,” Darin replied. “I hope they catch the guy.” He paused for a moment, then continued. “You’ll never believe what Zander said to get my attention,” he offered, tears welling in his eyes.
Brady looked at Darin and reached out to wipe a tear that had slipped across his handsome face. “What’s going on?” he asked.
Darin sniffed as the tears betrayed him. “He…” He sighed. “He called me, Dad.”
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Eric was sitting with his legs stretched out across one of the sofas in the family room. Zander sat across from him in similar fashion, his head against the back of the couch, clutching a pillow. His expression was somber as the two watched the end of a movie on the big screen television.
“What ‘cha thinkin’?” Eric quizzed as the closing credits began to roll.
Zander turned and smiled. “Oh, nothing,” he lied.
Eric reached for the remote on the coffee table and stopped the movie before switching off both the tv and DVD player. Laying the remote back on the table, he swung his feet to the floor. “Well, you’ve had quite a day today. You better get some sleep,” he offered as he stood and folded up the blanket, he had been wrapped in.
The younger boy didn’t move. After a few seconds, he looked at Eric and asked, matter of factly, “Have you ever wondered what it would be like if Darin and Brady really were…you know? Our dads?”
Sitting once again, Eric looked at the youngster. “What brought this on?” he asked.
“I’ve been here six months,” Zander answered, “That’s usually about when they decide to ship me off to a new place.” He was fighting tears as he thought about the past two years and all the times he had been shuffled from home to home.
Eric knelt beside the sofa and placed his hands on either side of the boy’s face. “Look at me,” he said softly. “There’s no way that either of them would let that happen without a fight. They want you here.” He paused. “And I want you here,” he added, pulling the boy closer.
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“Zander come on! You’re gonna be late!” Brady called from the kitchen on Monday morning.
“Be right there,” Zander replied as he hurried from his bedroom. “Have you seen my history book?” he asked.
“It’s right here on the table,” Brady answered, picking up the book and a folder. Absently, the turned the cover of the book. In Zander’s handwriting, on the first page, it said, ‘Zander Johnson’. Smiling, Brady closed the book as Zander came through the living room carrying his backpack.
Taking the book and folder, the boy slid them into his pack and slung it over his right shoulder. “Is Eric picking me up today?” he asked, grabbing a banana from the counter.
“Probably, unless he has a call,” Brady replied. “Why do you ask?”
Zander smiled, peeling the banana. “Just wanted to know who to look for,” he said, taking a big bite of the fruit.
Brady ruffled the boy’s hair as they exited the kitchen and walked toward Brady’s Explorer. As he started the vehicle, Brady asked, “Everything okay?”
Buckling his seat belt, Zander shrugged. “Yeah,” he replied, smiling, and swallowing the last bite of banana.
Brady put the car in reverse and backed from the garage. “You need a haircut,” he said.
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Eric sat in the line of cars waiting for students. There was a tap on the passenger window. Pressing the button, he lowered the window. “Are you Zander’s brother?” a tall young man asked.
“Eric blushed. “Yeah, I’m Eric,” he responded, extending his hand.
“I’m Bobby,” the man said, taking Eric’s hand. “My little brother is in Zander’s class. He said I should meet you.”
“Oh, he did?” Eric asked, grinning. “Did he say why?”
Bobby shrugged his shoulders as he pushed his hands into his pockets. His hair was a soft reddish brown and hung just past his collar, parted in the middle. His nose was rather large but yet seemed to draw attention to his large blue green eyes. A jagged scar ran from just under the left side of his right eye to about a quarter inch above the right side of his mouth. He wore a red button up shirt with a white stripe on the left sleeve. He kicked at some dirt on the ground and looked at his feet. “I dunno, I think maybe he and Zander think we might …uh…be friends.” He glanced to see if Eric was looking, then quickly dropped his gaze, his face turning red.
Eric smiled. “Hey, a fella can’t have too many friends,” he said, noticing Zander and two other boys approaching. “Speak of the little monsters. Here they come now,” he added, pointing. “One of those yours?”
Bobby laughed and nodded. “Yeah, the little ginger in the middle,” he replied, indicating a skinny red-haired boy with glasses and a face that was covered with freckles.
When the boys reached the van, Bobby stepped back. “Hey, guys,” Zander announced. Turning to his friends, he called out, “Later, homes,” and opened the passenger door to climb into the van.
“Later,” his friends both called out and waved.
“Are you gonna introduce me,” Eric scolded, giving Zander a stern look.
Closing the door, Zander pointed to his pals. “That one’s Jake,” he said, indicating a dark-haired boy with serious acne scars covering his face. “And that’s Henry,” he added, sticking his tongue out at the red-haired boy. “That’s Henry’s brother, Bobby. Hopefully, you’ve already met.”
Eric smiled once more. “We have.” To the others, he called out, “It’s nice meeting you all.”
As the boys waved, Bobby stepped up to the window again. “Uh, I know this is kinda short notice but, would you like to…uh?” He blushed again. “Would you like to…?”
“Hey, Bobby,” Eric offered. “The answer is, yes. Call me.” He held out one of his business cards. “I won’t bite.”
Zander took the card and handed it to the bashful Bobby. “Unless you want him to,” he added, giggling as Eric swatted him on the shoulder.
Bobby smiled, his eyes dancing with excitement. “Great!” he said, “I’ll call you. I need to get these brats home. Chores and all.” He giggled. “See ye.” He turned and followed the boys toward an old yellow Oldsmobile wagon.
As Eric dropped the van into gear, Zander said softly, “Three, two, one.” At that instant, Bobby turned to glance over his shoulder just as Eric did the same. Both young men waved as Eric rolled slowly to the stop sign at the end of the circular drive.
Turning onto the highway, Eric looked briefly toward Zander. “So, this is a fix up?” he asked, punching the boy on the shoulder. “What? Ya think I can’t get a date on my own?”
Zander swatted Eric’s hand. “Yeah, you’re beatin’ ‘em off with a stick,” he replied. “Or, at least, you’re beatin’ off,” he added, giggling.
“Hey, that’s you pal,” Eric argued.
“At least you got options,” Zander protested. “Jackin’ off is all I have.” He giggled. “Just tryin’ to help.”
Eric slowed the van as they approached a red light and flipped the turn signal to turn right. As he turned west to head toward home, he glanced at Zander. “It would be nice to have someone besides myself to make me feel good,” He smiled at the youngster. “Thanks for thinkin’ ‘bout me.”
Zander smiled. “Any time, brother,” he replied. After a moment, he added, “Bobby is hot though, right?”
Eric laughed. “You don’t give up do you?” he teased. “I already said I’d go out with him. Geez!” When the road widened to four lanes, he maneuvered the van into the right lane. “So, what’s the deal with this Henry kid?”
“He gets picked on,” Zander began, “A lot.”
“I know what that’s like,” Eric was sympathetic. “I was always the smallest kid in my class.” He maneuvered the van into a parking lot of a small strip center and pulled into a space in front of a place called, ‘The Hair Apparent’, Turning off the engine, he smiled at Zander and tossed his ball cap onto the dash. “It’s haircut time,” he said, running his fingers through his curly brown hair before opening the door and sliding from the seat.
Entering the shop, a petite young lady with spiked blond hair greeted them. “Hi, can I help you?” she said.
“Hi,” Eric replied. “We’d like to get our hair cut.”
“Any preference?” she asked.
“Frank if he’s available,” Eric answered. “Otherwise, anyone is okay.”
At that moment, a tall, thin man with black hair and thick rimmed glasses appeared from the back of the shop. “Hey, guys,” he called out, motioning for them to join him at his station. “Haven’t seen you in a while,” he said as they approached. Patting the chair, he added, “How’s everything at the shelter?”
Eric smiled. “Busy as ever,” he replied.
Zander looked at Eric, “You go first,” he said. “I can wait.”
Eric climbed into the chair while Frank wrapped the drape over him and clipped it at the back of his neck. “The usual?” Frank said, picking up his scissors. Turning to a petite younger girl with burgundy hair, he stated, “Heidi, can you get Zander ready for me?”
“Right over here,” she said, patting the chair next to Eric.
Once Zander was situated and draped, Frank announced, “Follow me, gentlemen.” He led them to the back of the shop to the shampoo area. “This way, I can do both of you at once.”
“Careful, he’s underage,” Eric teased.
“Honey, that’s the story of my life,” Frank moaned, “The story of my life.”























