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hi/hello
dont think i will treat u like this
cuz i wont this is just how i feel towards these
ppl due to the fact how they treated me my experinces with them and time spent with them
well on sat 3/27 i went out of the house with
marina igors (aka the user) cousin she went to
the city and she asked if i could tag along i was
like fine cuz i wanted to escape the house not cuz
i wanted to go and enjoy my time with her well we
went to get her make up wich was intreasting
well then we went to the central park and the convo
turned to her dateing life (was that a mistake or what)
so she is all over the place and depressed she was like
mike (igors best friend for like 12 years as she says)
told marina she likes her more then a friend this was in
JAN, mike had a girl kristina they broke up due to the fact
that igor kissed her behind mikes back after kissing her
he calls marina marina then calls mike and then mike and
igor had like a "fight" they resolved it and talk to each
other again but it is not the same [im thinking no shit]
during the brake up with kristina mike tells marina he
likes her more then a friend she likes him more then a friend
as well and told him that 3 weeks after that mike tells
her that he dont like her anymore as in more then a friend
he just wants her as his best friend but she still has fellings
for him and she wont talk to him and shit cuz she dont wanna
say anything then regret it later im like wel go talk to him
what ever happens happens so it took me like 3 hours to understand
that whole thing ontop of that get readdy to laugh igor is giving
her love adivce im almost ready to bust out laughing but i hold it
in. mike has a new gf now (not marina) and he brings her around
marina and kisses her an stuff and it makes marina feel like shit
but mike dont realize it im like well fuck talk to him wtf u want me
to do i wont fight it for u and or anything. THEN the convo turns and
she is like i consider u my friend and im like well thats good to hear
i guess but i tell her that i dont consider her my friend just
a persone i know and shit cuz i dont feel like she is my friend
and or on that level yet im like maybe over time but now NO
then she is like well i had a crush on u and shit and i like
u lots im like ok she is like do u like me im like NO i never did
like u nor had a crush on u or anything of tha nature she was
devestad i can see it in her eyes but im not gonna lie to her
i dunno how she feels about me but she said she was like thnks
for all im like well ok i guess but if u hate me or what not
then just tell me to my face i wont loose any sleep over it
[she is not the person i really give a dam about] nor will
loose sleep over marina wants to move to PA to go to collee
so she wont see mike nor his gf and she wont talk to him
she has MAD issues im like ur on crack or somthing she is
like well it will be easy to do that im like well w/e ur choise
it looks dumb but ur choice im not gonna fight this shit for u
the final desicion is urs if u wanna loose the friend ship between
mike then it is ur choice not mine
*update 3/28*
after long thoughts and long discussion with ppl i respect
and value opions from i have to some what of a conclusion
i will block mike and igor if i block them there are other
few ppl that i have to block cuz they are just like dead
space to me we dont talk they come on line and in like monhts
dont say shit not even a hi and then oug of no where OH i need
a favor and even then they treat me like im some tech support
persone like wtf am i suposed to feel like im some kind of
object and shit in total there is like 8 ppl i wanna block
whick euquals out to 14 nicksnames on my buddlist all the way
from igor to his cousins and ther friends and to ppl i sorta talked
to. im thinking of blocking marina last not block her block last
give her a week and if she talks to me besides the MIKE thing
and want shit from me then ill see but if she dont her ass will
get blocked no explanation no nothing just out of the blue cuz
personaly i dont feel like she deserves one she made me feel
like shit put me down and shit and i toook that and now y should
i explain my self to her or any one else who im blocking if they
wanted to be my "friend" i gave them MORE then a fair chance of time
to ttalk to me and make up and get to that frinedship level
i mean i dont need u to take me out and shit just say hello
and ask how im doing we wont be close friends but we will
stil have connection it might seem cruel of how im treating them
but i have feelings as well and i dont think i should fee like shit
and stuff for them to feel good so hence i personaly feel that if i
block them it will help me to "move on" from my hs shit and feel better
and no every one im blocking is not from hs but is some how related
to a persone that is from hs tha tim blocking also i think that if
i talk to a few ppl that that i dont block that talk to ppl i will
blcok they wil go and blab everything to them SO i rather just
block there ass and fuck it yes some know my home number but
i can just not pick up and stuff and not care i mean they dont
call now why should they call when i block them if i dont give
them an explanation or an email or what not they might realize
over time and if they dont then they are just well u fill in the blank
_____________ . so just gonna block every one but her and block her
in a week if shit dont change i mean i do feel a tad bit like an
ass hole cuz i talke to her and basicly exploded on her and told her
that she is not my friend and yea she is a girl but shit i got feelings
as well and yea i know guys suposed to be strong or what not but
it dont give her the right to cal me her friend or what not cuz we
got closer as she put it due to the fact she told me all this shit
about mike cuz u spend 10 or so hours talking about shit that dont
make us automaticly close if she didnt treat me like shit and stuff
and talked to me for the time i know her then yea i would consider
we got closer but she didnt talk to me at all and made me feel like
shit so no i dont consider we got closer made me like shit not on
purpose or what not just at times little by little so i guess it just
snowed balled so now that is what i feel like i have to do due to the
cercomestances they put forth them selfs i personaly belive i was
more the nice and kind to them and perfecet example mike was online
today more then once he never said HI to me (i think i should block
him) and what u think? how would u feel? i dont want to be marins
guy that woul dmake her feel good cuz she is a girl an shit and she
would form feelings for me even if i told her i dont have any for her
i dont wanna be put on the spot with her this is messed up as it is
and i rather block her and stuff and just not talk to her but then
i dunno if it is the right moce i guess in a week or so i will know
if i should block her ass or not. if u think i should do it now just
tell me i would apreciate the opion.
marina pmed me at 9 oclock and she was like im with mike
talk tou later wtf was that about so she only wants me
there to confort her and shit and that she is using me
wow what a beach lets see if she talks to me LATER as she
put it
today at 11:00pm i blocked igor i put his screen names on block
i dont feel one bit bad about it or anything like that i do
feel a bit better hope this helps me but u never know
also blocked 3 other ppl that he knows and that i talk about
but they dont talk to me at all so its all good in my opion
if they wanted to talk to me they had there chance
11: 30 i just decided to block everyon of those ppl but
marinani did not give them an reason or anytying
i did not feel like they deserved one hence i just put there ass
on block i dont feel bad i dont feel anything im just a bit
realeved that this shit is over and that it is finaly out of the way
now i can just work on forgeting there dumb asses or what not
well marina has till mom to talk to me other then mike shit
if not then WELL her ass is on a block list what can i say
not like im not giving her a chance if she dont wanna then
it is her choice and her decision not mine i cant say im not
giving her a try she dont want it FINE she can go and F her
self for all i care then.
1:04 am (3/29) i blocked marina i could not stand the feeling
which is having that association of mike and igor and all those
ppl linked and have those ppl and event come bac when i see her
name she told me she was thnkful for seeing me and talking to me
on sat and stuff it just felt so fake like she was suposed to say that
to me or soemthing like i was expecting it or someting and i was not
and i feel like she was forcing the convo like pulling teth and it
didnt feel right to me so i just said forget it and blocked her ass
if it hurts her then it hurts her but i cant be hurt as well
so she got locked basicly they all got blocked in the process
and i feel fine with it i dont care they can call my house ill
just sayim busy and shit or what not i thought it wont effect
me like ithas has bu ti guess i was wrong which sucks but im
ok with it. i mean i dont have the tought the feelind and emtions
come back ot me any more even if it meeans coming from her nick
i all that was tied to her nick and now not any more.
dont think i will treat u like this
cuz i wont this is just how i feel towards these
ppl due to the fact how they treated me my experinces with them and time spent with them
well on sat 3/27 i went out of the house with
marina igors (aka the user) cousin she went to
the city and she asked if i could tag along i was
like fine cuz i wanted to escape the house not cuz
i wanted to go and enjoy my time with her well we
went to get her make up wich was intreasting
well then we went to the central park and the convo
turned to her dateing life (was that a mistake or what)
so she is all over the place and depressed she was like
mike (igors best friend for like 12 years as she says)
told marina she likes her more then a friend this was in
JAN, mike had a girl kristina they broke up due to the fact
that igor kissed her behind mikes back after kissing her
he calls marina marina then calls mike and then mike and
igor had like a "fight" they resolved it and talk to each
other again but it is not the same [im thinking no shit]
during the brake up with kristina mike tells marina he
likes her more then a friend she likes him more then a friend
as well and told him that 3 weeks after that mike tells
her that he dont like her anymore as in more then a friend
he just wants her as his best friend but she still has fellings
for him and she wont talk to him and shit cuz she dont wanna
say anything then regret it later im like wel go talk to him
what ever happens happens so it took me like 3 hours to understand
that whole thing ontop of that get readdy to laugh igor is giving
her love adivce im almost ready to bust out laughing but i hold it
in. mike has a new gf now (not marina) and he brings her around
marina and kisses her an stuff and it makes marina feel like shit
but mike dont realize it im like well fuck talk to him wtf u want me
to do i wont fight it for u and or anything. THEN the convo turns and
she is like i consider u my friend and im like well thats good to hear
i guess but i tell her that i dont consider her my friend just
a persone i know and shit cuz i dont feel like she is my friend
and or on that level yet im like maybe over time but now NO
then she is like well i had a crush on u and shit and i like
u lots im like ok she is like do u like me im like NO i never did
like u nor had a crush on u or anything of tha nature she was
devestad i can see it in her eyes but im not gonna lie to her
i dunno how she feels about me but she said she was like thnks
for all im like well ok i guess but if u hate me or what not
then just tell me to my face i wont loose any sleep over it
[she is not the person i really give a dam about] nor will
loose sleep over marina wants to move to PA to go to collee
so she wont see mike nor his gf and she wont talk to him
she has MAD issues im like ur on crack or somthing she is
like well it will be easy to do that im like well w/e ur choise
it looks dumb but ur choice im not gonna fight this shit for u
the final desicion is urs if u wanna loose the friend ship between
mike then it is ur choice not mine
*update 3/28*
after long thoughts and long discussion with ppl i respect
and value opions from i have to some what of a conclusion
i will block mike and igor if i block them there are other
few ppl that i have to block cuz they are just like dead
space to me we dont talk they come on line and in like monhts
dont say shit not even a hi and then oug of no where OH i need
a favor and even then they treat me like im some tech support
persone like wtf am i suposed to feel like im some kind of
object and shit in total there is like 8 ppl i wanna block
whick euquals out to 14 nicksnames on my buddlist all the way
from igor to his cousins and ther friends and to ppl i sorta talked
to. im thinking of blocking marina last not block her block last
give her a week and if she talks to me besides the MIKE thing
and want shit from me then ill see but if she dont her ass will
get blocked no explanation no nothing just out of the blue cuz
personaly i dont feel like she deserves one she made me feel
like shit put me down and shit and i toook that and now y should
i explain my self to her or any one else who im blocking if they
wanted to be my "friend" i gave them MORE then a fair chance of time
to ttalk to me and make up and get to that frinedship level
i mean i dont need u to take me out and shit just say hello
and ask how im doing we wont be close friends but we will
stil have connection it might seem cruel of how im treating them
but i have feelings as well and i dont think i should fee like shit
and stuff for them to feel good so hence i personaly feel that if i
block them it will help me to "move on" from my hs shit and feel better
and no every one im blocking is not from hs but is some how related
to a persone that is from hs tha tim blocking also i think that if
i talk to a few ppl that that i dont block that talk to ppl i will
blcok they wil go and blab everything to them SO i rather just
block there ass and fuck it yes some know my home number but
i can just not pick up and stuff and not care i mean they dont
call now why should they call when i block them if i dont give
them an explanation or an email or what not they might realize
over time and if they dont then they are just well u fill in the blank
_____________ . so just gonna block every one but her and block her
in a week if shit dont change i mean i do feel a tad bit like an
ass hole cuz i talke to her and basicly exploded on her and told her
that she is not my friend and yea she is a girl but shit i got feelings
as well and yea i know guys suposed to be strong or what not but
it dont give her the right to cal me her friend or what not cuz we
got closer as she put it due to the fact she told me all this shit
about mike cuz u spend 10 or so hours talking about shit that dont
make us automaticly close if she didnt treat me like shit and stuff
and talked to me for the time i know her then yea i would consider
we got closer but she didnt talk to me at all and made me feel like
shit so no i dont consider we got closer made me like shit not on
purpose or what not just at times little by little so i guess it just
snowed balled so now that is what i feel like i have to do due to the
cercomestances they put forth them selfs i personaly belive i was
more the nice and kind to them and perfecet example mike was online
today more then once he never said HI to me (i think i should block
him) and what u think? how would u feel? i dont want to be marins
guy that woul dmake her feel good cuz she is a girl an shit and she
would form feelings for me even if i told her i dont have any for her
i dont wanna be put on the spot with her this is messed up as it is
and i rather block her and stuff and just not talk to her but then
i dunno if it is the right moce i guess in a week or so i will know
if i should block her ass or not. if u think i should do it now just
tell me i would apreciate the opion.
marina pmed me at 9 oclock and she was like im with mike
talk tou later wtf was that about so she only wants me
there to confort her and shit and that she is using me
wow what a beach lets see if she talks to me LATER as she
put it
today at 11:00pm i blocked igor i put his screen names on block
i dont feel one bit bad about it or anything like that i do
feel a bit better hope this helps me but u never know
also blocked 3 other ppl that he knows and that i talk about
but they dont talk to me at all so its all good in my opion
if they wanted to talk to me they had there chance
11: 30 i just decided to block everyon of those ppl but
marinani did not give them an reason or anytying
i did not feel like they deserved one hence i just put there ass
on block i dont feel bad i dont feel anything im just a bit
realeved that this shit is over and that it is finaly out of the way
now i can just work on forgeting there dumb asses or what not
well marina has till mom to talk to me other then mike shit
if not then WELL her ass is on a block list what can i say
not like im not giving her a chance if she dont wanna then
it is her choice and her decision not mine i cant say im not
giving her a try she dont want it FINE she can go and F her
self for all i care then.
1:04 am (3/29) i blocked marina i could not stand the feeling
which is having that association of mike and igor and all those
ppl linked and have those ppl and event come bac when i see her
name she told me she was thnkful for seeing me and talking to me
on sat and stuff it just felt so fake like she was suposed to say that
to me or soemthing like i was expecting it or someting and i was not
and i feel like she was forcing the convo like pulling teth and it
didnt feel right to me so i just said forget it and blocked her ass
if it hurts her then it hurts her but i cant be hurt as well
so she got locked basicly they all got blocked in the process
and i feel fine with it i dont care they can call my house ill
just sayim busy and shit or what not i thought it wont effect
me like ithas has bu ti guess i was wrong which sucks but im
ok with it. i mean i dont have the tought the feelind and emtions
come back ot me any more even if it meeans coming from her nick
i all that was tied to her nick and now not any more.