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bluestar1079 Appreciation Thread

I'm probably better off you guys just leaving kind messages etc. because i dont wanna feel guilty/bad that i don't have a man I really don't like talking about my personal life too much i don't know why I do it I mean it's fine but I feel like you already know a lot about me and the stuff I'd like to change etc. I just have to be happy and get through a lot of it.
 
Hey Michael! (*8*) :kiss:

I'm sorry, I just wanted to make an observation, but it seems to have triggered something. We care about you, buddy! :therethere:
 
Good afternoon, Michael.
You don't have to feel bad for not having a man. Each one of us is able to make his own happiness, we don't need someone else for that (*8*)
We all have stuff we'd like to change: improvement is always a good thing.
I really wish you have a great day (*8*)
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Thanks for your lovely posts yes, I understand that i don't NEED a man i just want someone for companionship I guess other than my parents I guess more like on an intimate level so Hopefully I'll meet someone, and we can both bring joy to each other's lives that i wish. I consider you all good friends and don't worry about my posts. If i can make some good friends who stick around would be nice as well A lot of the people that i enjoy spending time with exit my life well some of them have been past co-workers etc. Yes, i know that i shouldn't worry about what happened in the past and that's over with now I guess i get scared if people truly like me or not but i try to like myself because it's important and accept who i am even though I have a lot of challenges. I feel mentally ill sometimes where i feel like i get mood swings up and down and I guess when people aren't always kind or hurtful, I tend to take things out on myself and feel guilty about different situations i believe that's why i have those crazy dreams. I know i have anxiety that's for sure and sometimes i have a hard time paying attention to things and i get obsessed with certain things as well. I mean I totally don't wish unhappiness on other happy couples I guess i watch a lot of movies/TV and on social media etc. and see a lot of people who are happy together and I just wish it could be me that's all so that's why I guess i feel i can't complete my own happiness because i feel lonely by myself. I do have a new therapist, but he can only do so much, and I can talk to my parents about things, but my dad is mostly positive upbeat most of the time and hates when i start feeling down etc. and my mom she sometimes feels down as well, and I don't want them always worrying about me, but I know that's what parents do. I know if i meet random guys just for sex it's not right of me but if it feels right in the moment I would. I guess what makes me unhappy the most is that i feel that i haven't lived up to the potential I have of myself and feel i should have accomplished a lot more at my age than I have because I'm disabled with health issues it's yet another challenge.
 
But I feel like say the same things over and over here I appreciate all your advice and the advice i have gotten from other people. I mean it's ok I guess i am where i am but not where i feel like i Totally want to be in my life.
 
I guess i mean people make vision boards/Bucket lists and complete a lot of their hopes & dreams I just hope i can accomplish more but i mean if I can't i understand that. I try to love myself as much as I can and try to love other people as well You all can see my kindness lol. I really do appreciate it.
 
it just would be nice because I want to learn to drive, I tried several times, and my parents gave up on trying and I still feel like that's something big to accomplish and it would make me happy to travel etc. and so more fun exciting things and do more on my own.
 
I know i shouldn't apologize for who i am I used to always say I was sorry for everything and i try to stop that now. Thanks for your messages yes i know it takes a lot of time for things to fall into place I can't change everything overnight lol.
 
I just don't want you to get a wrong impression of me etc. and my maturity level. It's not that I'm not happy with myself it's just I feel incomplete that's all and unfulfilled at times that I haven't found more things to fill up my heart with if you understand what i mean.
 
I guess i just want that special feeling of loving someone/being loved by someone and we have the same connection with each other and really care and i will work hard to be a good partner that's all. I mean i know i can get hurt etc. I mean yes i have hobbies etc. that i enjoy but to me that's a different type of happiness just spending time with someone who wants the same things as me out of life that's all i really want.
 
I'll stop worrying and sharing all my feelings etc. I mean it's ok I understand, and I understand you all care for me and I know everything in my life can't be solved right away. And yes maybe i have a young maturity level to be here on this site etc. Idk I just enjoy the messages etc. and looking at hot guys and playing games.
 
Wow Michael that was a lot of reading you gave us [-X
We can't change everything all at once and some things we have to accept them as they are.
Also I know disability is a big challenge for a person and for their loved ones, too.
I wish you have a good weekend (*8*)
Is it summer where you are? Do you go to the beach?
 
LOL Thanks hahahaha [-X

Thanks yes when I have a lot on my mind I say it. Yes, it's summer i hope i can go to the beach but idk just been busy working a few days a week and when I'm not just have some other stuff, I need to take care of. Never mind if I go on and on I just feel better letting it out. And don't take anything i say personal because i don't mean it towards any of you. I wish i could meet you PalacePaul we would have so much fun together You seem like my type of person so much and it kind of kills me you're so far away from me Because i honestly think in my heart I'd work it out with you But i know it's doubtful to happen. You can tell how honest and kind I am yes my anxiety gets the best of me at times and overly worry about stuff which isn't good. I just like to have a place to talk here if you get what I mean i feel like i can just let it out and you all don't have to reply to every comment it's fine I know maybe it's too much at times that I do this I just don't really have a good sounding board/place to do this in my life. Having supportive friends is good.
 
Hi Michael , thanks for the birthday message
I hope that you feel better buddy ....

I haven't been feeling well the past 6 weeks , life is a challenge for every single being on earth . Let's just try to cope with our lives the way they are ...
Let's keep being hopeful that one day things may change for the best for us . We deserve to see our hopes and dreams come true ...
 
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