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Brad's Search

Awesome update!! Great insight into James relationship with his mom. As well as the start of the relatioship with the rest of his family. When you have a falling out with siblings it can definitely have an affect on others in the family. I do have an idea of how Willie is feeling because of the issues his sons are having and the way it affected their mother. I look forward to hearing if James and Paul are able to reconcile their relationship, for their own good and their fathers. I do know of the mental toll it can take on others in the family to continue ignoring each other and leaving pent up feeling ignored in a sense.

Great update! You are doing a great job of keeping the story enticing and keeping me coming back for more.

Thanks for the comment! I'm glad you were able to relate to the story in a way, and happy that you'll be returning again to read more!

Family relationships are usually the closest and most intimate, and also the most vulnerable. Any problems usually affect way more than the few that may be directly involved.

It's been quite a rough two weeks for me with family in town. I'm taking a weekend away to visit a friend, and the next part is nowhere near finished yet. Luckily I'll be able to return to my regular routine and get a lot more writing done after this weekend. Thanks for bearing with me, guys!
 
Hey man, live your life. Like your other fans are telling you, we love your story and we can wait. We'd rather have a relaxed and refreshed author.
 
Just wanted to say what a great story i am totally hooked on it, I hope once you are ready, to see and read the next chapter.
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I just returned from my mini time off as well and have caught up with our boys. I hope you had a fun and relaxing weekend, AG. When there is strife within a family, as we have seen with James, the stress level rises and the only answer is to step back and get some space, otherwise the proverbial "S" hits the fan. A new work week and the rest from the weekend (if there was any..:-)....) will give you all the energy you need. Looking forward to the dinner and then the drive to Portland.

Craiger
 
Hey man, live your life. Like your other fans are telling you, we love your story and we can wait. We'd rather have a relaxed and refreshed author.

^ Agreed. Have a good weekend.

Just wanted to say what a great story i am totally hooked on it, I hope once you are ready, to see and read the next chapter.
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I just returned from my mini time off as well and have caught up with our boys. I hope you had a fun and relaxing weekend, AG. When there is strife within a family, as we have seen with James, the stress level rises and the only answer is to step back and get some space, otherwise the proverbial "S" hits the fan. A new work week and the rest from the weekend (if there was any..:-)....) will give you all the energy you need. Looking forward to the dinner and then the drive to Portland.

Craiger

You guys are so awesome. I've been working bit by bit on this next part and am almost ready to post it. Hopefully I can get into another groove here soon.

Craiger - no qualms - you can say "shit" here. :-) The weekend was more fun than relaxing, but it was definitely much better than if I had stayed home. This upcoming weekend will be all about relaxing, then next weekend I'll be on the road again traveling to Birmingham. I'll keep going until the wheels decide to fall off my car. :-)
 
Part 39

We pull up and park outside the restaurant along the street. Before we step out, I rest my hand on James's knee. "Are you OK?"

He takes a deep breath. "Yeah. Let's go in."

We step out and head in. Willie is already waiting inside and sees us when we walk in. He approaches us and hugs James. He then shakes my hand. "Thank you both for coming."

The hostess leads us to our table. Willie sits across from James and me.

Willie starts, "I want to apologize for how I acted. To both of you."

"I accept your apology, Willie."

"Thank you, Brad." After a few tense seconds pass, Willie continues, "James, aren't you going to say anything?"

I glance at James. His expression rapidly runs the gamut between indifference, sadness, and anger. "Dad, why do you hate Mom?"

"Hate her? I don't hate her, James. Why would you even think such a thing?"

"Every time you mention her, you have this air of contempt - not just earlier this week, but ever since she died. You've been blaming her for everything."

"That's not true-"

James cuts him off. "You act like she could never do anything right. You blame her for her own death, yet you didn't have the balls to say anything to stop the behavior that led to it."

Willie hesitates for a second or two, then hangs his head down. His voice turns somber. "I know. Even though I could not control her actions, I'm just as guilty because I remained silent about them. I let you boys down. You should still have a mother. I wish I could give anything to go back and do it differently."

"I wish you could, too, Dad."

"Why do you think I've been hounding you day after day to talk to your brother?"

James just sits and waits for Willie to go on. He continues, "You're right; I can't do anything about your mother. It's too late. Nothing in the world can bring her back now. But Paul is still here. He wants to talk to you. He wants to make things right. Are you just going to sit there in silence like I did with your mother?"

James take a deep breath. "No, Dad. I see how much my relationship with Paul is affecting you. I don't want to put you through that. We don't need any more pain in our family."

Willie's eyes light up. "So you're going to talk to him?"

James nods. "Yes, Dad, I am."

I grasp James's hand and hold it. Willie looks as if an enormous weight has just been lifted off his shoulders. A tear begins forming in his eye and he wipes it away. "You and Paul are all I've got. We were barely a family even when Mom was alive. I don't want that anymore, James - I want us to be a strong, healthy family."

"I think that's what Mom really wanted for us, deep down inside. I'm willing to try if you are, but you have to let all your frustrations with Mom go. Maybe not all at once, and maybe not right now, but if I can find it in my heart to talk to Paul and forgive him, you have to forgive Mom, too. And you have to forgive yourself."

Willie sniffles. "I'll certainly try."

James and Willie stand up from the table and give each other a tight hug. They both break the hug, wipe tears from their eyes, and sit back down.

Willie turns to me. "Brad, I'm so sorry you had to hear all of this."

James rests his hand on my arm. "Dad, Brad is part of the family now. He knows how tough our family's situation is. He's made the choice to stay with me even though things can get difficult from time to time."

I give Willie a reassuring expression. "I want things to work out just as much as you and James do."

"Thank you, Brad. That's so nice of you to say."

We wrap up dinner and say our goodbyes to each other. James and I head home.

"Brad, are you still up for meeting the guys tomorrow?"

"Sure! I can't wait to meet Patrick and - what's the other guy's name? Dennis?"

"Damon."

"Oh."

He chuckles. "Don't worry; you'll get all their names down soon."

* * * * *

We head to bed and wake up the next morning and get ready to head out. After James pulls on his jock and shorts, he gets a devilish grin on his face. "I just love how this jock feels."

I walk over to him, shove my hand underneath his shorts, and rub the pouch. "I love how it feels, too!"

After our hard-ons subside, we hop in James's car and drive to Volunteer Park. We get out and start walking to our usual spot.

"It looks like the guys aren't here yet. We can go sit up there to wait for them."

We find a spot on the grass and sit facing each other. We lean back and let the sun shine on us and warm us up. I glance down; I can barely see up the leg of his shorts, but I catch a glimpse of the pouch of his jock. He fills it out rather well.

After a few minutes of lounging in the Saturday sun, James speaks up. "Thanks for coming with me to dinner last night."

"Of course. Why wouldn't I?"

"Just because of all the shit going on between me and Paul, and then with me and Dad because of me and Paul. It's such a big mess. I just hate subjecting you to that."

I look at him. "James, every family goes through something like this. You've been so understanding of everything I've gone through so far. It would be wrong of me to not be as understanding as you have been."

"Well, I appreciate it nonetheless. I'm just ready to get this all over with."

I massage his calf. "Soon enough, James. Soon enough."

We spot five guys in the distance walking toward us. "That must be them." We stand up as they get closer.

James introduces me to Patrick and Damon. I shake their hands. "So, you must be the guys getting married next week."

"We sure are!" Damon says excitedly. Patrick then chimes in, "We've heard lots of great things about you, Brad. It's nice to finally meet you."

After greeting the rest of the guys, we spread out and start throwing the Frisbee around. I seem to be doing much better than the first time, which is normally how everything else in life works, right?

After a while, we gather closely together and sit down to go over the itinerary for the upcoming weekend. The guys have booked a four-bedroom suite at the best hotel in Portland, where we will all be staying. We'll travel there Friday evening, have the rehearsal and dinner on Saturday, and then have the wedding Sunday morning.

James notices the confusion on my face. "What's wrong, Brad?"

I turn to Patrick and Damon. "I was just wondering - how are you going to get married in Portland if Oregon doesn't allow same-sex marriages yet?"

"Damon and I will go across to Vancouver Sunday morning and legally get married there. Then we'll head back and have the actual ceremony."

"So you will already be married before the wedding?"

Patrick nods. Damon chimes in, "I know, it is a bit unconventional." Everyone chuckles, then Damon continues, "But Patrick's parents have been going to this one church in Portland and they really want us to get married there. We think it's a great idea, but it means we would have to actually get legally married elsewhere. Luckily, now, we only have to cross one state line to do it."

Patrick continues, "Yep. And then the reception will be right after. We'll all have time to be back at work Monday morning."

All the guys, including myself, let out a huge groan.

Patrick turns to me. "Speaking of work, what do you do, Brad?"

"I'm a project manager at a software development company. Right now we're working on a pretty big project for a casino in Las Vegas. What about you guys?"

Patrick goes first. "I work in real estate. I actually got James and his father a great deal on that place in Fremont."

Damon is next. "I'm currently getting my PhD in psychology at the university, but I also teach there."

Charles speaks up. "I'm an accountant. If you ever get audited, let me know. I'll help you out and give you the friends and family discount."

Everyone laughs. Hadim goes next. "I do catering. I'll be helping with the wedding."

Freddie is last. "I own and run a gay bar in Capitol Hill."

"Really?" I say with shock and surprise.

"Yeah. In fact, it's the same bar where you and James met - for the second time."

James speaks up, "And I work at the law offices of Briscoe and Feldman."

I playfully punch his shoulder as he and everyone else starts laughing. "Yes, we all know what you do, James."

We stand up and say our goodbyes. The next time we'll all see each other will be in Portland on Friday.
 
Damn you're a great writer - both mechanically and creatively. I'm a state college asst prof and written assignments are returned to GRAD students covered in red ink correcting grammatical, punctuation, and spelling errors. Very frustrating - very disappointing. Sorry, I'm bird walking and waaaaay off point here. Great chapter - thanks.
 
Sounds like you had a good weekend. Awesome update! Looking forward to the Portland trip. Glad James is working on his family situation

Damn you're a great writer - both mechanically and creatively. I'm a state college asst prof and written assignments are returned to GRAD students covered in red ink correcting grammatical, punctuation, and spelling errors. Very frustrating - very disappointing. Sorry, I'm bird walking and waaaaay off point here. Great chapter - thanks.

At work I get a lot of emails from customers, typically other engineers, and the writting skills of some of them is horrible. I am by no means a great writer, but I reread my things before sending and it is evident some people do not. Sometimes its so bad the email ends up being incoherent.
 
I certainly am not a writer and have no talent for it, but I completely agree with both Truxtun and Vater. I have been reading the many stories on the forum for several years now and I have to say that Brad's Search is one of my most favorite. Grammar, punctuation and spelling are not one of my best qualities, but the feeling and emotional aspect of the story really hits a nerve for me. I often wonder, AG, why you were so worried when the screenplay was winding down as to where the plot would go. For me, the continuity has flowed so well that I feel as though I know Brad, James and all the others like close family and friends. It's always a delight when I see another chapter.
I'm happy the weekend was fun and look forward to hearing about the trip to Birmingham.

Craiger

Quick note to all those following this story........I think it needs a 5 star rating. Let's make those stars shine for AG.
 
^ agreed it is an amazing story! I also really enjoy the flow and the way the story is structured. Also, I voted a few days ago :D
 
Thanks for all the kind words, guys! I'm glad you guys appreciate all the hard work I put into the story. I share many of your frustrations with badly-written material. I think we all deal with that in some way or another. Myself, I just have extremely high standards, and I am my own worst critic. I also have an issue with perfection; I want anything I put out there to be the absolute best it can possibly be. With every new part now, after I finish writing it, I read over it at least once more and end up revising a few things here and there. Other readers have told me how my writing has gotten better since the beginning of the story. I guess it just evolves with practice.

Craiger, the reason I was kind of worried about where the story would go after I reached the end of the previous incarnation (the latest screenplay) was because I had written the end of that screenplay four years ago. The decisions to set the story in Seattle and add in the weekend getaway to Mount Rainier were all made later, of course, but everything beyond James and Brad's meeting at the bar was totally unwritten. In fact, instead of sitting at a park bench and talking, as in the story, they originally went to a late night diner to get to know each other better. That was THE END. I hadn't thought about where I wanted them to go until very recently.

I will admit that a lot of this story is writing itself. Very rarely have I written some material and completely erased it. Virtually everything my hands type comes right out and gets published. I do have an overall idea in my head about where I want the story to go in the short-term as well as the long-term - it's mostly those small details, conversations, actions, that I need to figure out. Sometimes the words just roll onto the page; other times I struggle with getting the plot moving. I'm sure every writer goes through the same thing. Having fans like you commenting after virtually every new part, however, helps keep my momentum going.

I noticed the 5 star rating is now finally showing up. Vater, I think your vote did it. There is apparently a minimum number of votes that must be cast before the rating is visible. So, I apprecaite everyone who voted! :-)

Part 40 is written; it just needs to be proofed. It should be ready to go up by Monday. Thanks again for reading and commenting!

I need to get the hell to bed!
 
Good to see those 5 stars and over 6600 readers. Too bad more don't post, but what's best is, they're reading..... Look forward to Monday's new part.

Craiger
 
Sorry for the lateness tonight. Been pretty busy with work AND I just started a new exercise routine after work to get my lazy ass out from in front of a computer all day. But I wanted to make sure this made it tonight. Enjoy!

Part 40

James and I take it easy Sunday, then head back to work as usual the next day.

The beginning of the week goes pretty smoothly. On Wednesday, Gary, Harry, and I head out to Cooters and catch up with each other. Gary and Gina are still going strong. Harry remains single, of course, but thanks to his work friends, he has a few dates with some women lined up.

I tell them about James's brother, Paul, and how that whole situation over the years has become a burden between James and his father. Gary and Harry reassure me that I'm doing the right thing by being supportive and understanding.

* * * * *

I catch Eric near the end of work on Thursday. "Hey, got a moment?"

"Sure, Brad. What's up?"

"Remember when I mentioned the wedding in Portland that James and I are going to this weekend?"

"Yeah."

"Would it be all right if I leave early tomorrow, so it won't be too dark by the time we get there?"

"Sure thing. From what I can tell, we've been making good time on the project lately. I don't think missing an hour or two will hurt anything."

"Thanks, Eric. I really appreciate it."

"No problem; happy to help. I'll see you tomorrow."

I leave work and start heading home. Traffic is absolutely nuts on the way. I just hope it's not like this tomorrow. I park on the street and step inside.

I set my keys on the table beside the door. I look around - James is nowhere to be seen. I walk past the stairs to the office, but he's not there, either. I walk back out to the main area. "James! Where are you?"

I hear his voice come from upstairs. "Up here, babe."

I start climbing the stairs. When I reach the top, I see James on the bed, lying back against a pillow. A half-packed suitcase rests next to his feet. He's holding a photo album open on his lap.

"Hey."

"Hey." He doesn't look up.

I walk to the other side of the bed and sit down to untie my shoes. "I see you started packing."

"Uh huh."

I kick off my shoes, take off my socks, and lie back beside him. I kiss his cheek. He remains still, not turning his head to meet my lips. I rest my head on his shoulder and try to see what has him transfixed.

I point to a picture of a man, woman, toddler, and newborn baby. "Is that you and your family?"

He takes a deep breath, then barely mutters a "Yeah."

He closes the album, sets it on the nightstand, and sits up. I scoot closer to him and wrap my arms around him. He does the same, and we hug tightly for a few seconds.

As we pull away, he says, "I don't think I'll be ready to talk to him tomorrow."

I rest my hand on his leg and caress it, trying to comfort him.

"I can't help but think about how happy all of us used to be, before Paul started getting into trouble, and before Mom began down her path of self-destruction, and before Paul went all bat shit fucking insane and abandoned all of us."

What can you say to something like that? I think. I don't know, so I just wait for him to go on.

"Do you think it's possible for this to be fixed? For my family to be happy again?"

I think long and hard. "As an optimist, I believe anything's possible. Now, is it more likely that you get struck by lightning?" He cracks a smile. I continue, "I can't answer that question. It depends on how willing you two are to talk things out."

"I just remember how horribly he treated me. How can I be sure he won't do that again?"

"You can't. We hurt people all the time without meaning to. And even if someone does mean to, if that person later apologizes and wants to make amends, I think we should give that person another chance."

He breaks down in tears and pulls me close to him. "I don't want to hurt any more, Brad."

I hold him tight and rock him back and forth, much like I imagine his parents did during the time that picture was taken. I can only imagine the pain he's gone through - and is going through now. As an only child, I never had to worry whether or not my siblings accepted me. I only had to worry about my parents, and their reaction was the best I could have ever hoped for. I couldn't really sympathize with James, but I'm trying my damnedest to be there for him and comfort him.

After a while, we pull away, and I look into his eyes. "The pain won't start to disappear until you're ready to heal."

He sighs. "So you think I should talk to him tomorrow, then?"

"You've already waited this long. If it were me, I'd want to take care of it tomorrow instead of waiting any longer."

James turns and lies flat, his head resting on the pillow. He closes his eyes. I glance down at his torso. As he breathes, the bottom of his shirt moves up and down, revealing his belly button and treasure trail. I dig my hand underneath his shirt and rest it against his abs. He reaches for and holds my hand, and they both move up and down to the rhythm of his breathing.

After a few minutes of peaceful silence, he says, "I'm sorry for making you listen to all this."

I squeeze his hand. "Don't be. Every family goes through something like this. The important thing is that you're on your way to making things better."

"I hope so."

"Anyway, we should probably finish packing. We've got a long day tomorrow."

"Yeah, I guess we should."

He hoists himself to his feet and walks over to the dresser to gather more clothes. I walk to the closet to get my suitcase and do the same. "You were adorable as a kid. Still are."

He chuckles. "Thanks. I found that photo album lying around in the closet while I was looking for my good dress shoes. I just flipped it open and got lost in the memories."

"You keep photo albums in the closet?"

"Well, I'd rather not have that one out in the open. It would keep the memories too fresh."

"That makes sense. Did you ever go back and find your dress shoes?"

He looks up as he places some shirts in his suitcase. "Nope. Can you help me look?"

We both walk into the closet and rummage around for his shoes. He eventually finds them. He walks back to his suitcase and places them inside.

"Did you remember to pack your dress shoes?"

"I actually don't have any. I don't even have a suit."

James stares at me like I just told him the world was flat.

"I take it by the look on your face that that's a bad thing."

"Well, considering you'd need to wear one at the wedding..." He taps his chin a few times, then eyes me up and down. "You know, you and Charles look very similar. I wouldn't be surprised if you two had the exact same measurements. Do you know yours?"

I give him a blank stare.

"You're kidding me, right?"

I shake my head.

He walks up to me and holds the back of my neck. "Don't worry, cutie; I've got you covered." He pulls me in and gives me a kiss. He then walks to the dresser, opens the top drawer, retrieves a roll of measuring tape, and walks back to me.

"Lift your arms." I do as I am told. He wraps the tape around my chest, then around my waist. "Arms down." He walks over to a pad of paper on the dresser and writes something down. He then measures along my arm and shoulder, then around my neck.

"You aren't going to choke me with that, are you?"

"Nah. You haven't pissed me off that much."

He records those measurements and then kneels in front of me. He holds one end of the tape by my ankle and raises the other end up to my waist. He then does the same thing for my inner thigh. His hand barely makes contact through my pants with the underside of my balls. He pulls the tape away.

"Any other measurements you need to take?"

He stands up and gropes my cock. "Not unless you want me to." He kisses me, then records those final measurements. "I'll check with Charles in the morning to see if your measurements match up with his and if he has an extra suit on hand to bring with him. If not, the wedding's not until Sunday, so we'll have time to buy you a suit."

We finish packing and plop down on the bed. Both of us are mentally and emotionally exhausted. But we've got one more day to get through before we leave.

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Savage Garden - Tears of Pearls

 
What a turmoil James is going through, but Brad is right. He would be better off facing it and talking to Paul now than prolonging it further. If Paul cannot alter his feeling and begins the hurt all over, then at least James gave him that second chance and Paul does not deserve another. However, I feel that Paul has changed and by making this step forward to talk to James, he will help begin the healing process that is so dearly needed. Emotions can be wonderful or hurtful, it all depends on how strong and positive you are within yourself as to which course they will take. With Brad's support I think James will survive this ordeal and allow the healing of his family to begin.

Craiger
 
Great insight, Craiger. I think everyone deserves a second chance. We all make mistakes.

Part 41

I suddenly jolt awake. It's still dark. I look to my left - James is sitting up in bed.

I rest my hand on his upper thigh. "What's wrong?"

"I just had a bad dream."

"What happened?"

"Mom, Dad, Paul, and I were sitting in the living room at our old house. Paul just kept yelling at me. Brad, he just kept yelling and yelling and yelling."

"Yelling what?"

"Stuff like, 'Fags like you will burn in hell.'"

I sit up. "He actually said stuff like that to you in real life?"

He can barely muster a "Yeah."

I then realize how lucky I really am to have had a family like mine.

"Are you still worried about that conversation tomorrow?"

He snorts. "You think?"

I rub his thigh. "I honestly don't think it's going to be as bad as you think. It sounds to me like Paul genuinely wants to make things right."

He takes a deep breath. "I hope so."

I lean in and kiss him. "Come on, we have a few hours left until we need to be up. Let's go back to sleep."

We both lie down, and he turns his back to me. I wrap my arms around him and fall back asleep.
 
Thanks for the updates! It does sound like Paul is looking to try and mend the relationship.
 
You're welcome, Vater!

I will be posting one more part this week tomorrow, on account that I'll be leaving town right after work on Friday (just like Brad, LOL). I'll try to bang out some new material and get back to our regularly scheduled program next week. I know you guys understand how busy life can get, and I appreciate it!!!

As always, thanks for reading and commenting (and rating)!
 
Oh, what the hell, it's ready. May as well post it tonight. :-)

Part 42

We wake up and go through our usual morning routine - well, as routine as possible before one speaks to an estranged family member for the first time after many years.

I let James know that Eric has allowed me to leave work early.

"Can you leave your car parked at work over the weekend?"

"Yeah. That shouldn't be a problem."

"Perfect. I can leave from the law firm and pick you up. That should give us a bit of a head start."

* * * * *

I pull into work. We now have under two full months to get this project done and out the door. Eric and I meet with each team individually to get an idea of how far along we are. We then all gather around the table. Eric starts off. "Good morning, everyone. We're making great progress so far. If we push a bit harder, we can get this finished by mid-March."

Eric gives me the floor. "As far as our client is concerned, they will be flying here in a couple weeks to see what we've come up with so far. We've spoken to them over the phone, and they are pretty excited. We have to make sure everything works flawlessly so that they come away from that meeting impressed."

We end the meeting, and each team goes off to work separately. When the time arrives, Eric and I head off to lunch together. We arrive at the spot we've chosen, grab food, and find a table.

"So how do you like the new place, Brad?"

"It is absolutely wonderful. I was worried that it would take a lot longer to get to work, but it hasn't been an issue so far."

"You and James still doing OK?"

"Mostly. That family drama I was telling you about before - it's just getting a bit too intense for him. But other than that, we're doing OK. He's a really great guy."

"He certainly seems that way. I'd love to get the chance to meet him."

"Really?"

"Yeah. Maybe you both can come visit Lorna and me. She can whip up dinner for all of us. She's a really talented cook."

"Interesting. James knows his way around the kitchen pretty well, too."

"Well, those two should have no problem getting along right off the bat."

"On the contrary - we could be creating our own version of Hell's Kitchen without even knowing it."

Eric chuckles. "Good thing she's not pregnant, or else Hell's Kitchen would be exactly what would happen."

We wrap up lunch and head back to the office.

* * * * *

My phone vibrates near the end of the workday. I check it; it's a text from James: I'm just getting finished up here. Are you almost ready to head out?

Give me another 15 minutes.

Perfect. I'll text you when I get there.

I quickly pack my things and pop into the doorway of Eric's office. "Hey, I'm getting ready to leave. Do you need anything from me?"

"Actually, yeah. Step inside for a second if you don't mind."

I walk in and sit down. "What's up?"

"I'm just about to schedule our client's meeting. They're able to meet with us one day during the week of the eighteenth, but they're leaving the specific day up to us. What day do you think would be best?"

"How about Wednesday? That way we won't be rushing to finish things in the beginning of the week, and we'll have a couple days after to go over their thoughts and suggestions."

Eric thinks for a few seconds. "I like your reasoning, Brad. I agree - the middle of the week does seem like the best choice here. I'll let the client know what we've chosen."

"Cool. Anything else?"

"Nope, that's it. Have a great weekend. See you Monday. Let me know how it goes."

"Thanks, Eric. I sure will. You have a great weekend, too."

Right on cue, James texts me and says he's waiting for me out front. I grab my laptop bag and take the elevator. I step outside, sight his car, and walk towards it. He gets out while the engine is still running and motions for me to sit in the driver's seat.

"What are you doing?"

"I cannot handle talking to my brother and driving in heavy traffic. So, if you don't mind..."

"Of course."

He walks around to the passenger side and gets in, while I sit in the driver's seat and adjust the seat and mirrors to my liking. "Ready?"

"Yeah."

With that, I step my foot on the gas and we peel away, the tires screeching louder than I've ever heard before. My head slams into the headrest. I ease off and slow down for a bit as James laughs uncontrollably. "Sorry! I forgot to mention she's a little bit sensitive."

"Did you also happen to forget to mention the reason I'm driving is really because you're a little bit inebriated?" I wink at him.

We hop onto the freeway, heading for Portland. After a few minutes of just listening to the radio, James speaks up. "So how'd your day go?"

"Pretty good. We'll probably finish this project early."

"Early when?"

"Around the middle of March."

"Not bad. You guys must be doing a good job."

"Apparently. And our client will be flying up here soon to see what we have done so far."

"Wow. You nervous?"

"A little. I'm just hoping they walk away really impressed. I want Eric and everyone there to know how capable I am of being a good project manager."

"I bet they already think that, Brad. You're fantastic at what you do. They know that."

I rest my hand on his thigh. "Thanks. Speaking of Eric, he mentioned you at lunch today. He's thinking of inviting us to his house so he and his wife can meet you."

"Yeah?"

"That's right. We've become really good friends. In fact, if it weren't for him, we probably wouldn't be together right now."

"Well then, count me in! As soon as I meet him, I'll have to get on my knees and thank him."

I glance at James with a weird look. He quickly says, "No, not like that."

We continue driving and listening to the radio. We eventually get outside the city limits, and traffic thins out.

I squeeze his knee. "Ready to talk to your brother?"

He hesitates for a few seconds, then sighs. "May as well not delay it any more."

He pulls out his phone and taps on the screen a few times. Soon, the radio volume drops, and the sound of the phone ringing comes through the car's speakers. James rests his head back and closes his eyes. I sense he's been preparing for this very moment - one which he had probably thought before would never come.

The ringing stops, and a timid voice comes through from the other end. "Hello?"

"Hello, Paul. It's James."

There is silence on the line for a few seconds. Paul's voice comes back. "James, it's so good to hear your voice."

James doesn't respond. Paul continues, "What's going on in your life?"

"Well, to tell you the truth, I'm actually on my way to Portland, Oregon with my new boyfriend to watch two of my male friends marry each other. I imagine such a thing makes you sick to your stomach, so feel free to call me back after you're done throwing up."

"What's your boyfriend's name?"

James looks puzzled. "Why do you even care?"

"I want to hear about him."

"You're not making sense, Paul. What happened to all the fire-and-brimstone talk from before?"

"People change, James."

"What? You expect me to believe you've changed your whole opinion of homosexuality overnight?"

"Overnight? No, it hasn't been quite that fast, but I've realized I was wrong about it. Way wrong."

"Has your church suddenly had some kind of revelation? Do they know that gay people aren't these big child molesters out to get everyone?"

Paul's voice begins to sound more confident. "Oh, no, they still think you're horrible, vile creatures who are not fit to walk the earth. But that's why I don't go there anymore. It took me much longer than it needed to, but I've finally realized the truth - there is absolutely nothing wrong with being gay or a man loving another man."

James has trouble coming up with his next response. Eventually, he asks, "What does Patricia think about all this?"

"About me realizing the truth? I don't know. She ran away with the kids."

"Why? Because you stopped going to church?"

"No, because she caught me in bed cheating on her..."

"Oh, that makes more sense."

"...with a man."

It's a good thing I'm the one driving, because James probably would have torn off the road and smashed into some poor guy's house in Tacoma.
 
The truth comes out! Which substantiates to old adage that those who protest the most are more than likely hiding the truth about themselves. This is great news, however it still may take James some time to let the past be the past. When hurtful and evil things are said, time is the only healer. I think, and hope, Paul realizes this and does not press James too fast. This has to be absorbed slowly and Paul need to know that James will have many "why" questions. At least, for now, Brad and James can continue the trip and enjoy themselves at the wedding without any dark clouds hanging over their heads. Great update, AG, and with only a "small" cliffhanger......:-)

Enjoy yourself on your trip.

Craiger
 
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