Danugh
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I recently broke up with my long term man.
http://justusboys.com/forum/showthread.php?t=111529
4 days ago i called him and hung up just so i could hear his voice. I listenned to him say hello 5 times,
i almost cried,
i wanted to say hello,
i miss you
and i love you
and i want us to be us again,
but i stayed silent.
I guess i was hoping he would say something like "Newboy12 is this you say something" you know the way it happens in the movies where the 2 people have a connection.
His "hellos" sounded so upbeat and happy as if he is over me already which is not surprizing because he has a heart as cold as the alaska.
I wont ever call him again to even hear his voice i just needed to hear it one last time for closure i guess.
Its still hurts and i feel lost and out of place but i know time heals all wounds and ill be whole again i just need time to heal.
Why did i have to send that email, anyways its over now because it had to be over i know that but why do i feel this way. I know we cant be together anymore but we shared so much and to just go our separate ways as if we are total strangers seems so wrong.
http://justusboys.com/forum/showthread.php?t=111529
4 days ago i called him and hung up just so i could hear his voice. I listenned to him say hello 5 times,
i almost cried,
i wanted to say hello,
i miss you
and i love you
and i want us to be us again,
but i stayed silent.
I guess i was hoping he would say something like "Newboy12 is this you say something" you know the way it happens in the movies where the 2 people have a connection.
His "hellos" sounded so upbeat and happy as if he is over me already which is not surprizing because he has a heart as cold as the alaska.
I wont ever call him again to even hear his voice i just needed to hear it one last time for closure i guess.
Its still hurts and i feel lost and out of place but i know time heals all wounds and ill be whole again i just need time to heal.
Why did i have to send that email, anyways its over now because it had to be over i know that but why do i feel this way. I know we cant be together anymore but we shared so much and to just go our separate ways as if we are total strangers seems so wrong.

















