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[CGHJ]

First, let me just start off by saying: I love marines. Yeah yeah I know, it's a popular fetish. But I'm not just hot for marines, I really feel a deep bond with them, and for whatever reason, they for me. Luckily I live near a base.

So naturally I thought, why not start making porn featuring marines, right? I don't want to do the usual fare of convincing them to do gay stuff with each other. I like that, but it's been done and done well enough by others.

Also, I could certainly convince the marines to do it, and I can tell just by looking which ones might be curious, but it is alienating. Marines are a lot more open-minded than you might think, I might even describe them as 'easy', but what you never see in porn is that easy casual familiarity they show with their buddies. For whatever reason that comes very easily to me, so that's what you'll see. You'll see them with their guard down, relaxed, fucking around with their buddies. Marines love to be naked, I won't even have to ask, if they're comfortable enough.

So I'm not going to get my marines to go gay, but what you'll see instead is something far more personal. Marines love to be naked, and they love to jerk off. Left to their own devices marines will have circlejerks and jerkoff contests and generally do things that when you hear about them make you think that you'd do almost anything to see that. Sites that feature marines often fake these activities, or at least set up 'faux' situations where there's a bunch of marines in a circlejerk but it's obviously a set-up situation. I'll be filming the actual circlejerk between actual buddies, as it happens.

The engine for all this will be roadtrips we'll be taking to Las Vegas. The usual "get off base, party and fuck girls" thing, no marine can resist it. Once they've worked with me and are comfortable, I'll see what else I can get them to do.

I'll keep this blog at the same time so you can read along. In the next few weeks I plan to add a moblog I can update with my camera phone, so you can actually see what goes on behind the scenes as I do this.

My basic goal: to convince straight marines to road trip to Las Vegas with me and fuck girls. That's the easy part of course.

For whatever reason, I look, sound, and act like a real marine. A real straight marine. And I'm a veteran...of the Air Force, but any service at all counts for a lot with these guys...so they let their guard down around me. I'm just one of the guys as far as they're concerned. It helps that I love beer, it's the great equalizer. I'm hoping that I never actually have to prove that I like pussy though, I'm not sure I could do it. Maybe if there was some marine DP...

 

[CGHJ]

First night out: It's not actually my first night out to this bar, I've been here many times before, but it's my first night scouting. I have a deadly weapon that no marine can refuse: I've spent the entire day editing a XXX audition video I shot the week before of a really cute girl getting the living shit fucked out of her (in a good, consensually hot kind of way).

It's a typical marine bar of what I call the "Classic American" variety. There are several kinds of marine bars, and you'll find each in any marine town you go to. Classic American is your standard concrete floor, pool table, bar, jukebox, beer posters, funny sayings by the cash register, and pretty waitresses. This is where the cowboy marines go. There will also be a dance bar, which is where the pretty boy marines go. I haven't been to that one in this town yet, either.

I always have the same routine when I go out to any marine bar. Slide up to the bar and order a drink, watch the TV behind the bar, and wait. It's never long before a marine comments on something we're both watching, and pretty soon we'll be hanging out. It never fails.

This time I am given a boost by the fact that someone has stolen all the cue sticks out of the bar, which comes to my attention because two hot hot hot marines are trying to tape the remains of a broken one together without much luck. One is tall and has a shaved head like mine, with intensely blue eyes and a marble statue of a body. His buddy is a little shorter and would be a hot frat boy if he weren't a hot marine.

Somehow, for some reason, before I left home I had dug through my closet to find my old pool cue. I just knew I should take it. So, pretty soon we're drinking beer and playing pool, and pretty soon the question of what I do comes up, and I admit that I am an adult video producer. Badabing!

There are three more guys of note in here, all of whom I end up meeting. They're all from the same platoon. What's weird is, I've met guys from this platoon before, last year, and they are all like the friendliest guys on the planet.

All marines are friendly in my experience, but anyone from this particular unit seems to be friendlier than most. Which is interesting, considering what they do: they're scout snipers (like Jake Glyllenhaal in 'Jarhead'), their motto is "We shoot people in the face." And that's no idle talk, either, with the war on, it's likely that me and the girl behind the bar are the only people who haven't killed someone.

Anyway, these guys turn out to be really REALLY friendly. One is a beefy (in a good, hard muscles kind of way) blonde Iowa-farmboy looking guy with a wide grin and happy blue eyes. He takes a big liking to me and keeps coming up from behind, wrapping his left arm around my neck and vigorously rubbing his bristly buzz-cut on my bald head and saying, "I don't know why but I LIKE you." Well, I like you too and I know why, it's because I want you to throw me down on that pool table and fuck me, and then let your boys all take turns. I didn't say that that though.

The other two are Italian boys that look like they could at once be brothers and at the same time Armani models. Both have deep brown eyes and big smiles with perfect white teeth. Turns out one of the italian boys and the guy who likes me ride dirtbikes (the morortcycle kind), I saw them outside in the bed of a big ol' red Ford pickup outside when I came in. Dirtbiking is hot!

We drank together all night, and ended up singing along with Johhny Cash on the jukebox and playing pool til the place closed down. I gave out my card and one of the guys took my number...promising. The frat-looking guy even asked me at one point what I was doing afterwards...but by closing time he was done and the Italian guy and some other dude were fighting in the parking lot. Oh well.

 

[CGHJ]

Today is a Saturday, it's my plan to hit the bar most Friday and Saturday nights. Nothing that happened tonight dissuaded me from that plan.

Tonight the first guy I see is my buddy T, who I've met in here before. He's been to Iraq three times now and he's seen a lot of shit, you can see it in his eyes. Plus, he flat out told me so. We like to hang out and drink together, but for various reasons I won't actually use him in a video. Turns out one of his friends is the italian guy from last night. They're in the same unit it turns out (sometimes it seems like everyone there is from the same platoon, which I guess is partly because they happen to be home right now and the others are overseas.

Italian guy is very friendly with his hands. He's totally straight, but has more of an italian sensibility about personal space. He come up behind T and just sort of drapes his arms over his shoulders, his left hand I notice (I'm actually trying not to stare) is almost resting in T's crotch. His right hand is grabbing T's left pec, and as he's doing this he's sort of leaning into me on his right and rubbing his ass against my arm which is hanging there...I actually move it lest he think I'm trying to cop a feel, which I would dearly like to do. It won't be the first time he gets all up close an personal with me.

Turns out italian guy, who I will now call M, is originally from Las Vegas. Dad owns property there of some kind, maybe even some clubs, and he can probably deliver strippers. This is important, as I obviously need to find girls for the boys to fuck in Vegas, and here's one of the hottest marines I've ever met saying "leave that to me." He then tries to convince me that I should let him be in a video. Meanwhile every time I see him my cock jumps up to get a closer look. He is everything awesome about Italians. His eyes will destroy you. Sure, I'll use you in a video buddy!

There's another marine out tonight, a kid I'll call A. He's really a kid, but fucking cute as you can imagine. Lightly built, big blue puppydog eyes, and a certain scrappy cockiness that is sexy as hell. Unlike the other marines, who I wish would bend me over, this guy is fuckable and just begs to be bent over the pool table. He's very friendly too--it's all hand with these guys, something you just get used to. Anyway he wants to be in a video, too. Um, OK dood!

T introduces me to J, also from his unit, of course. As usual J asks me what I do and when I tell him, he shows me the card he got from the OTHER porn producer that sometimes works the same bar. Now this is a revelation, the OTHER porn producer? J explains that this guy lures marines by promising them pussy videos and then gets them to go gay (what a crazee idea!). the name on the card is a dead giveaway, I won't repeat it but it's the most obviously gay porn name name you could ever thing of, along the lines of Max Load or something, or Dick Hardon. Seriously, you'd laugh, but I won't directly make fun of him. I feel bad enough that I'm taking all his marines. Sorry man!

 

[CGHJ]

[This actually happened Dec 8, I'm catching up]

I've been working on finishing a rough edit of the porn video I shot Thanksgiving weekend (how did you spend YOUR Thanksgiving?). It's a rough edit...there are problems with the video and it's hard to put together into one coherent and exciting movie. It's mostly a waste of time, because I'm not at all confident I can ever really release it. But after bragging about editing a porn video last week, I'd better show up with a DVD is what I'm thinking.

There's about 2 hours of footage which boils down to maybe 30 minutes of coherent footage. It's enough. I worry that it looks a little too amateurish, but there's some hot fucking in there, of a cute girl, so hopefully it works.

Here's some sample screencaps...

Of course the marines get to see a lot of titty and pussy, less of the guy's ass.

 

[CGHJ]

[This actually happened Dec 9, I'm catching up]

One week later, another Friday, and it's back to the same bar. I'd try a different one, but I'm hoping to meet M, the Italian guy from Vegas, again, and I've been thinking about A and that incredibly cute smile and cute little round ass all week.

Of course, all marines have cute asses, it's an inevitable byproduct of the marching. I spent quite a bit of time with my arm around A last week, and whenever I was leaning in close talking to him I was looking straight down his back at his ass.

Almost all marines. I get there early tonight, I need a little practice on the pool tables, I have been passable before but it's been a long time. I rack out a practice set, and I'm mostly done with the first round when a marine shows up and asks if he can join in. A marine with a fat ass.

He's a geek marine, in networking. He has a silver cue case and a fake leather jacket from Target. And tonight the tables are tuned, I am HIS quarry.

He starts out by mentioning that everytime he goes out, he ends up at someone else's house. thus letting me know that it's perfectly acceptable to ask him back to my place, he'll go.

Two girls come up and want to play a doubles game. It's obvious that they want to pair up with us, but he quickly makes it girls v. boys. He's not going to let some chick horn in on me! It's almost funny, except this is maybe the one marine in the bar I have no attraction to. I look him up and down, thinking: If I want it, his ass is mine tonight. The buzz cut is almost enough, but not quite, and I'm thinking it's time to ditch this boy. Luckily some of the guys from last week show up about this time, and I get to ditch Corporal Nerdlinger (non-combat, never been to Iraq) and the girls for 3 of the hottest marines around (snipers who have been to Iraq 3 times already), who are so fine you could cut yourself on them. I love it.

They're very happy to see me, all the more so because I have DVDs for them. I give the hot italian guy his by slipping it right into his back pocket. It's alright--marines are constantly reaching into eachother's pockets for lighters and stuff, I've missed pool shots because of it.

We had a great time, it's all sort of a blur, but at the end of the night, Sgt. Nerdlinger came back to try one more time. Boom, suddenly it's closing time and he's there again, asking what I'm doing afterwards. I'm going to Denny's to sober up, so boom he is too, and I'm smiling because I know exactly what's going on.

It starts on the way over, He's talking about how some gay guy picked him up and took him to denny's, how everyone thought he was gay for sitting with the guy but he didn't care, and so on. Yes, yes, I get it, you want me to fuck you.

I should be ecstatic, but believe me, enough marines want to get fucked that I can be picky.

And yet, he's almost marine enough. Almost. The buzz cut is cute. And he's begging for it, making it perfectly clear that all I have to do is ask and he's mine. But it's not enough.

The guys in the next booth over, however...they're adjacent to us, if there wasn't a wood divider between us, it would have been one long booth. One I've seen around and this is all we need to start a conversation, then a fight breaks out which provides fuel for the conversation, and pretty soon I'm ignoring my 'date' for these new guys who were actually worth talking to, if unavailable. I ended up sending my poor boy home alone in a cab.

 

[CGHJ]

The marine bar bar is almost empty tonight, except for one dude who is a buddy of the hot marines I'll be filming (same unit). He says he'd do it, but he has a girlfriend...I'm glad he has a girlfriend, 'cuz he's not quite up to my standards. But he's a fun guy and we end up drinking together and bitching about 'pogues'.

There's not much else to do though, the place is empty and it's just us. We talk about lots of stuff. And then at one point, as we're playing pool he says, "I might have to rape you later."

Now, this isn't at all threatening. He's got a little grin in his eye when he says it, and there's a little catch in his voice that lets me know he's really floating a trial balloon to see what I'll say. I tell him that if he's going to do it he'd better use some crisco or something because spit isn't enough. He answers that he's a marine, and marines only use spit. Okaaaay...

At about 1:30 he asks if I can drive him over to meet some friends of his at another bar. Sure! I'm hoping it's some of the other guys I've met before from his same unit. And indeed they are. One guy immediately recognizes me, "Hey, you're that porn producer!". I don't even remember him but he's down for it and I tell him to hook up with the Italian guy, who will be finding us girls and setting up the trip and who is in the same unit. It's like having my main representative actually be a member of the platoon, I can tell them to go to their buddy for more info.

The frat-boy marine is there, and boy does he get a big smile on his face when he sees me. And another guy come up to introduce himself to me, this guy is right off a recruiting poster. All of a sudden, I have more guys than I can pay for, and it's been a little over a week, and I didn't even have to do anything except mention the porno I shot over Thanksgiving.

They had an afterparty, and I probably could have gone, in fact I was probably missed. But I figured it was actually better in this case to cultivate the mystery a little bit, and minimize the chances of me making a drunk blunder, by heading home alone. It was hard to do and I was cursing the whole way, but it was all for the good I'm sure. I already know I get to see most of them naked, and there were girls there so it's not like I would have been tempting for anyone, more likely I would have fucked something up and lost the guys I already had. I was hating it though.

[This actually happened Dec 10, I'm catching up]

 

[CGHJ]

Wow, what a night. The bar was crowded with marines and roaring with good times. My buddy T grabbed me almost as soon as I went in, explaining that a bunch of guys from his unit were getting out and going home. My reaction: "They're actually letting you guys out?"

One of the guys who's getting out is the dude who first clued me in that there was another porn producer. I'm in so good with these guy now that they actually ask me to sign his going away t-shirt.

So many fine young men, it's intoxicating just to be there. That and all the cologne.

I'm not doing any recruiting tonight though. I have maybe 5 guys solid, for sure, and probably 8 all total, at least. I'm trying to be super patient, ideally I'd like to have these guys locked in with appointments for audition videos. Unfortunately, the other porn producer has made them skittish, they're worried that they're going to get tricked into something gay, so I'm going slow with them, playing a little hard to get. Truth is I'm not going to trick them into doing anything gay, I'm betting everything that when the time comes, they'll come to me. Regardless, I have all the guys I can use right now, I'm just enjoying hanging out at this point.

I can't help it though, I am introduced to a fine, fine looking young man, and I forget how it actually came up but I couldn't help mentioning that I was an adult video producer. He came up later and made me write down his number and promise to call him the next day. I promised.

Another guy, the Italian dirtbiker from the from the first night I was out, stopped me and made clear his intention that he wanted to be in a video as well. Since he's so hot it makes me week in the knees, I said yes. That's two, and I'm not even working the room.

Near the end of the evening I parked at the bar to finish up my "I'm about to drive" coke. I can't even really remember how J and I started talking, but pretty soon we were. I and noticed him before, smoldering hot with a shaved head and an intense look. Hot, hot, oh my god hot. His entire back is covered in tattoos, as is his right arm. He finds out what I do, and his reaction is, "You're that porn producer guy?" Turns out they've been discussing me in the barracks. Next thing I know, he's inviting me to Denny's. This time I'm plenty happy to go.

When we get there we meet two more of his hot friends, guys I had been drooling over earlier. Interestingly, one is obviously (to me) gay. He can totally pass, as I can, but I see right through him. He's also built, I mean he should be on the cover of Men's Exercise or something. The other friend I can tell is probably quite curious. And now I see it in J, despite his tatts and muscles and tough looks, and wedding ring, he's really deeply curious. He has unconsciously gravitated to friends that are also (at least) deeply curious. If only these guys knew how much they wanted each other.

Somehow at the end of the evening though, when it's time to go home, the other dudes vanish and I end up alone with J. First I drive him to his buddies place, but his buddy is not there. I offer to let him come home with me, and he says yes. He makes it out like he sort of "stuck" with me, in that he's locked out of his buddy's house and so has no place to go. Why he can't take a taxi back to his barracks like everyone else I don't know, but I'm not about to call him on it. If he's stuck with me, he's stuck with me.

When we get back to my place he notices I have a guitar. It's lucky he's hot, 'cuz he can't play it. I smile through drunk version of "Sweet Home Alabama" and the usual standards of basement guitarists who know the first 4 measures of a range of classic rock songs, and not well. The whole time I'm just mesmerized by how hot he is, how built. He sort of reminds me of a tougher, taller, more muscular version of Sonny from Straight College Men.

And I run over the clues he's left me so far, the big one being the fact that he's here right now. I know for a fact he had plenty of cash for a taxi if he had wanted to go home. He's hoping I'll try something.

But on the other hand, I've got maybe 8 guys lined up, friends of his, and at this point it's better if I don't do anything that might scare this lot away. If I'm patient, I get to see all of this guy's friends naked and fucking in front of my camera. If I'm patient, I might get to see this guy naked and fucking in front of my camera. Then everyone can enjoy how hot these guys are! And I can play the tape over and over again.

The irony though...I have a marine sleeping on my floor and we both wish he was in my bed. It's a hard night and I don't sleep a wink.

[This actually happened Dec 16, I'm catching up]

 

[CGHJ]

Nothing interesting happened, I drove the marine home, but in this case home is to his appointment at a local tattoo parlor where he's getting more work done on his back. I schedule myself for a tatt session later that day, I've wanted to get a pair of dice on my arm for some time now (rolled to '2' and '3' for personal reasons), and the time seemed right.

I come back later that day to discover my marine has hung around the shop, I know and he knows but he doesn't know I know it's to see me again. His face lights up when I show up. And then he peels off his shirt to show me the work he's just got done.

Tattoo aside, this guy has one of the most amazing bodies I have ever seen. He looks like a slight little kid, but that's because his frame is small, and what are broad shoulders on him are regular size on everyone else. They're so broad that his t-shirt falls straight down, giving no hint at all of the incredible pecs underneath. Then his waist narrows, almost hourglass like, and a solid-steel bubble-butt just starts to poke over the top of his skater shorts. All of this is sculpted like a greek statue. Every word, every thought, is driven from my head by a loud rushing sound, which is all the blood from my brain rushing to my dick.

He sticks around while I'm getting my tattoo. I know very well that he's waiting around for me to get done, so we can go do something together. I'm down with that. But then he gets into an argument with the tattoo artist. My marine makes a joke about fucking his wife in the shower--he says sometimes when he's fucking her from behind he gels her hair back and pretends she's a 12-year old boy. My tattoo artist says, "Yeah, sometimes when I'm fucking her I do the same thing." The marine gets pissed off because the tattoo artist just made a joke about fucking his wife. They argue, my marine gets in a cab and goes back to base. Dammit!

What's clear to me though is that the reason my marine made that "12 yo boy" joke in the first place was, he was trying to gage my reaction. I could hear that little catch in his voice, I've been in this situation enough times. I've seen that look in the eye enough times. There's more than a kernel of truth in that statement. He'll be back.

Afterwards I go out to the bar again, which is pretty much right next door. Soon the Italian boys show up, both in fine form. They've always been friendly, but with eachother they are super friendly. They have a girl with them who is unbelievably attractive, sweet, smells good, has a pleasant voice and is fun to talk to. The one who looks like an Armani model announces in that fucking hot accent (like a sexier version of Joey from friends, and not dumb, just hot) of his that his pants are halfway down his ass and he's "not wearing any drawers." unfortunately his short jusssssst comes down to the top of his pants, so the tease is heartbreaking. His buddy the dirtbiker has gone to the same tailor. At one point they have a little mock wrestling battle where they try to take each others pants down. And people wonder why I like marines so much.

Anyway it is once again established that they are full speed ahead for the porn, Armani guy has to go back to Las Vegas for the holidays but theoretically he'll be trying to find girls for us while he's there. Dirtbiker dude has somehow picked up a card from the other producer, the "gay" one, and makes it known that the guys in the barracks have actually discussed which porn producer they'll be working with, and it's me. They also let it be known that there will be NO gay stuff. For a moment I worry...and then realize, that's what they ALL say. Armani guy makes a joke about riding his dirtbike naked the next day, and I realize that I won't even have to ask them to go gay...these guys can hardly stand to have their clothes on as it is! All I have to do is make them comfortable and they'll do the rest themselves. And you'll get to watch.

[This actually happened Dec 17, I'm catching up]

 

[CGHJ]

The dirtbiking marine, 'T' called back today. I had called him asking him for info on the hot chick he was with. I could care less of course, other than if I am going to have to find chicks for these boys to fuck she's a decent one and was very nice, I wouldn't mind working with her. But of course the real reason is I want him to think that I'm primarily interested in the girls. These guys are super skittish about being lured into gay porn, the word is out and they know why pornographers hang out in marine bars. I'm not lying to them, I'll never ask them to go gay. I maintain that they'll ask me. Like the marine that came home with me last weekend, they want to go there, they just don't want to admit it. I don't feel like I'm misleading anyone, merely making them feel safe. And the way to do that is to make this guy think I'm crazy about the girl and indifferent about him, when it's really the reverse.

Anyway, I could tell by the conversation we had that this had the intended effect. He can't wait to do it now, and I feel like a kid at Christmas just thinking about getting him naked. Him and all his friends. I can't wait for them to get back off Holiday leave!

I called the tatted marine to see what he was up to for Xmas, in reality I was hoping to get him over to my place again and maybe put some beers in him. I think I missed my chance though, he seemed uninterested and I gather that he was actually sullen that I hadn't made a pass at him. Young guys these days, I tell you. He promised to call but never did. Fuck I should have put out!

I called the marine that gave me his number last weekend and made me promise to call him, he was super friendly and eager when I did, so I called to see what he was up to. He was back home on the East Coast...oh well. He was super-friendly and eager again though, and as I recall he was tall, well-built, and handsome, so all I have to do is wait a bit and I get to see him naked too.

[This actually happened Dec 22, I'm catching up

 

[CGHJ]

Okay, I'm caught up now, I guess...how sad is it that it's now right after New Year's and I am stone cold sober and working on this blog. I could have gone to the marine bar and had an awesome New Year's tonight, or for that matter gone home to San Fran where all my friends are having a huge blowout. But I'm saving all my money to pay for the marines to get naked. It would suck to have a hot marine that wanted to drop Kevlar for me and not be able to pay. So I'm staying home tonight...my party will come later.

Meanwhile...last Thursday...

Middle of November I placed and ad in San Diego advertising for guys to be in a gangbang video. There really will be a gangbang video, but my real purpose is to get them to come in for an audition. This is the ad that resulted in the shoot over Thanksgiving weekend, which is the shoot I introduced myself to those marines with.

Lots of guys replied, but only one in time to shoot over Thanksgiving. Right after that is when I started hooking up with the marines, so suddenly I cared a lot less about guys in a whole 'nother city, almost none of whom were up to the level of the marines I have right here in person. I answered all the emails I got, but I did not pursue any of them any further. All my money goes to marines from now on, if at all possible.

Except for one guy: John. He answered the ad right away, and sent a smallish fuzzy photo...which was really hot but I've been fooled before, both for this job and in life. It was a reallly hot photo though. unlike any of the others, he actually called me to enquire about the next step. He was eager enough to come to my place for the audition, and he showed up for that audition last Thursday.

He arrived on his bike, and I started off by taping him riding up on it. Whenever you see a biker on the road, especially one on a crotch rocket in a leather racing jacket, you can't help imagining how hot the guy might be under there. John definitely exceeded expectations. Now whenever I see some guy on a bike I'll think of John and I'll have an instant boner.

To top it off, he smelled like biker leather, it's a wonder I was able to keep my hands to myself. I can still smell it as I write this.

Also, his voice sounds a lot like johnny Cash. Very, very good looking face, sexy, sexy fucker.

We were a little pressed for time unfortunately, so I just did a quick little initial interview...first time, favorite position, that sort of thing. Right as I was getting to the end, KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK. It's freakin' FedEx. For the last 3 days I've been getting packages and they just leave them in my yard, I didn't even know I had a package coming today and they knock. Just a few minutes later...

But John didn't let it bother him at all. I got him naked, and when I did I could have just dropped to my knees and started servicing that magnificent cock. Long, thick, beautiful...hanging off a tight, sexy body, with just the right amount of chest hair on just the right size pecs. I can't imagine that this guy ever has trouble getting girls. It's times like this that I really hate having to look at the viewfinder, when right in front of you is this gorgeous dude. Oh well, don't ever say I never did anything for you. And at least it's all on video...I'll be honest, I had to jerk off twice in a row afterwards. HAD to.

Some time ago I purchased a "Tera Patrick Futurotic Pussy and Ass" from BlueSessions.com. Two reasons: One, I figured it might be somewhat reassuring to the guys that I wanted them to fuck a pussy, even if it was fake, and so far this seems to be the case; and two, everybody has straight guys jerking off. I like to see thrusting asses, tightening ab muscles, and so on. Straight men are beautiful when they're in motion.

He did a great job, although due to the nature of the pussy and ass he was only able to do slow, measured thrusts. I have two cameras, and you'll get to see those thrusts from nigh on every angle. I liked filming from behind the best, because I could unabashedly stare at his beautiful ass and perfect, yet large feet. I'm not even really a foot guy but man these were nice. The whole "long feet = long dick" stereotype continued to hold true. In fact, his cock was so long it went all the way through her ass and came out the other side.

For the end he was going to sit back in the interview chair and finish up manually, but the porn he was watching got lame, and he actually asked to see the video I shot over Thanksgiving, which was on the computer in my 'office'. I invited him to come and sit in my office chair, which gave me an excuse to get him to cum right on my desk, which he did. In fact he just poured out a giant load right where I'm typing this right now. What he doesn't know is that while he was getting dressed in the next room I came back and tasted it while I was still hot. Call it one of the perks of the job.

Here's some pics...

 

[CGHJ]

Hey guys, thanks for your comments. I have to agree, he's a hot MoFo fo sho'. In my mind whenever I see these pix I can remember what he smelled like...man and bike leather.

Here's some more pix. Unfortunately we were really pressed for time and all I got was a couple snaps on the way out the door, and I didn't have time to reset the white balance on my digital camera, so the color came out all fucked up. So I just made them black and white and now they're 'arty'.

...and I couldn't resist including a pic of the cumshot, or the result anyway. That's one big pool of cum on my desk. That keyboard is the one I'm using right now to type this. And yes, it tasted fucking great!

 

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So I am nearly going insane with anticipation, all the marines will be getting back this week, and we can start getting down to bidness.

One possibility is that we'll be heading to the porn convention this weekend. The dirtbiking marine ("T") and I were discussing it before he left for break. It's his best bro the Armani marine ("M") who's originally from Vegas and is back home there right now, theoretically tracking down girls for us. If he's found some, the boys and I might just head up there for the convention.

I went to the convention last year, and in fact ended up spending the final day at the Straight College Men booth. It was just Caleb, D (a woman who worked behind the scenes at the office) and myself. If you've ever wondered whether those boys were straight—they are. At least, they really do like girls. Caleb was constantly running after girls the whole time and but then we hit on the idea of bringing them back to the booth for my digital camera. That was a really fun day. Here's a pic of Caleb with some girl...

Anyway, the convention itself was pretty useless, and I don't expect it would be much better this year. But they guys would sure love it, hot porn starlettes all over the place and so on. We'll be going back to Vegas within the next few weeks anyway, might as well just do it. And then there's my real hope...

...the real hope is that M won't have found girls, or has but they won't be available so soon. I could never get the guys to go to Vegas (and make a video) without girls under other circumstances, but for the porn convention...I would carefully explain that to make it worthwhile I would have to film SOMETHING there, I wouldn't make them do anything gay but we're talking a Clinton' definition of gay--I won't actually make them suck cock or ass fuck each other, but it'll sure be hot when I'm done. I'm thinking naked buzzcutts, strip poker, naked hottubbing, stuff like that. There's strippers that'll come to your room and perform for $50, I have no problem hiring a couple of those to entertain the boys if it gets them horned up enough to get naked on video for me. In fact I'd rather do that, so wish me luck.

T was super-charged up to go, when I mentioned the possibility I could pretty much tell from the sound of his voice that the idea scored big with him, he's probably thought about it every night on leave, so I'm pretty sure he'd do it no matter what. I'm not really that prepared to go...I haven't booked any rooms, rented any cars, done any anything, except make sure my equipment was ready to toss in the Jeep at a moment's notice, just in case.

The other thing is, I need auditions from these guys, something I haven't really brought up yet because I didn't want to scare them off. But of course it's really the auditions that I care about, not to mention, auditions are just vital anyway as you never know who'll choke when the lights come on. I hear a lot of bragging from guys who think they're cocks of the walk, and then can't perform. There's no way I'm blowing $1000+ on a single video only to discover that the guy can't get it up when there's people there. So somehow or another I'd have to cram in some auditions...fuck I'll figure something out.

Christmas came and went for me and I didn't even hardly notice. THIS, this is like Christmas. I can't wait! If you think John's hot, you ain't seen nuthin' yet. These dudes are so hot, they could make you cum even if they kept their pants on.

 

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OK for those of you who are going nuts with anticipation, I ran across a photo today:

http://www.justusboys.com/members/viewimage.php?image=5twbc9.jpg&u=87098&album=5103

The guy I keep referring to as the "Armani Marine" ("M") looks strikingly like this guy. They could be brothers. Only M is hotter I think. Imagine this guy if he was a bit more masculine and had been in the Marine Corps for 4 years. Imagine this guy trying to convince you to let him be in porn. Um, OK buddy.

Speaking of the marines I haven't heard back yet from them but there's plenty of time. At the latest I'll head out to the bar again Fri...I'm hoping to maybe put my new cameraphone to good use. Anyways I'd rather skip the porn convention if possible...it's main use would be to impress the boys but if they can't make it then it's no skin off my back. I know they're not going anywhere and it would be cheaper to go later. But if they want to go, then we'll go!

John got back in touch...he's possibly convinced a girl to do a video with him for cheap, so that's cool. He wants her for himself (i.e., he doesn't want to share her with marines) but once I work with her I'm sure I could get her on board to entertain the troops. Also I would dearly love to see him naked again.

 

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It was good to be back at the marine bar last night. I took off for two weeks for the holidays. The boys were back from holiday leave, and we got plastered. Did someone say shots?

The big guy who "liked" me , D, was back as well, I haven't seen him since the first time I went out (see Dec 3rd). He didn't actually remember me (he was considerably more inebriated than I) but he liked me just as much and in fact if I wasn't gay and hot for him it might have even been a little odd. He sat and drank with me the whole time, both of us sitting at the bar and the rest of the guys grouped around us. The Armani marine, M was there, as was his buddy the dirtbiker, T. Although that's a little misleading, they're all dirtbikers. I have a standing offer to tape them riding, and I think I could get at least one if not all of them naked for that. But I digress.

As I say, D was...well, crazy about me. He's a big guy, about 6ft tall and much broader than me, a beefy guy. Hot, not in a way that I usually like...he has a round face and a big grin and I like the square jaw and stern look of a stereotypical jarhead. But he's so friendly, and his eyes have this crazy twinkle in them....it's adorable. And he's apparently fallen madly in love with me. Even his friends begin to notice after awhile.

Now I have to break to mention, these are all pretty hardcore guys. These are not pencil pushers, cooks, mechanics, etc. These guys are all from a fighting platoon that's been over to Iraq 3 times now. All these guys have kills, I've never asked how many but in some cases it's more than a few. But a few of them command more respect than the rest because they're scout snipers, which = hardcore. And of those, D is the one that's known as being truly dangerous. They're all trained hand to hand of course but D is the one that could snap your neck, and would. He is a full Bull Male of the species. He was probably a wrestler and a fullback in highschool, just a few years back for him.

And out of the corner of my eye as I'm talking to M, I notice now that D is giving me a look that I would recognize anywhere. It's completely unambiguous. Lowered face, raised eyes, that mournful stare, like a puppy. When I turn to him, he holds it and smiles. If I were in a bar in the Castro, the deal would have been done.

His thing is he likes to rub his head on mine. I'm bald and his head is shaved down to the bristles, so if he rubs his head on mine I get a little rugburn. A little, it's nothing, because when he does it he locks his arm around me and holds me there helpless as he pretends to punish me and I pretend to be all upset about it.

We ordered shots at one point and he wanted some lime something or another, whereas I was going to suggest a Three Wisemen (Johhny Walker, Jim Beam and Jack Daniels), which will knock you right on your ass. I of course taunted him for being a wuss and he got me back by rubbing my head, so I taunted him some more and he just rubbed harder until his friends were like, "Dood, what'er you doing?" It definitely went on for a little while...They probably felt bad for me, since to them it looks like their buddy is attacking a helpless civilian.

He gave me his phone number. I didn't ask for it, he just gave it to me. And I was so drunk I forgot to press "save". Fuck! But I have his friend's number, it's not like I'll lose him. I don't even think he wants to be in a video, I think he just wants to be in me, and I'm not sure he even understands why. But I need to get him over to my place so we can horse around some.

I'm picturing us hanging out, and then he does his head rubbing thing, only we're not in a bar this time and so we start to wrestle. He'll pin me almost instantly, but I'll have won. It's not often that I would be cool being completely at the mercy of someone who could snap my neck, but in fact I feel 10 times safer around him, because he would only hurt someone who was fucking with me. It's so sweet, and erotic at the same time.

I tried to take a pic of him with the camera phone, apparently that didn't come out either 'cuz when I woke up I had only a few blurry photos of the bar. And something is screwed up on my phone and I can't even send that, dammit!

M wasn't really able to find any girls in Vegas while he was home on leave, which is OK by me, as long as I can find a way to get the boys to Vegas anyway. I'm thinking, "scouting trip". As in, we'll go around to strip clubs and look for girls who want to be in a video (this works, strip clubs are recommended for this purpose). And when no girls come back with us and we have to head back to the hotel room alone, drunk and horny, I'll offer to hire strippers to come to the room if they'll help me shoot some video.

Also, I need auditions from them, something I have so far been putting off, because I know patience is the key. However if I scheduled those auditions during a trip to Vegas, I doubt anyone would mind doing an audition.

My only problem is that the guys are too cool, and I forget that I'm working when we're hanging out. A the little cute scrappy guy from the first night (same night I met D for the first time) was there and I barely got to say word one to him. He probably thinks I'm not interested, when in reality I've thought about him every day for 4 weeks. All I did was spend money on shots. But it's probably all for the best, as we are now all super-close and it's that kind of super-closeness that will make for hot videos.

Anyway I'm going to see if I can't get something together by next weekend, I'll keep you posted.

 

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So this has little to do with anything, except that I find this hot and I thought I'd share.

There's these guys, rowing across the Atlantic Ocean. It's a long trip. And if you do it, you get splashed by saltwater a lot, which then dries and your clothes turn sharp and hard, and your crotch starts to rot, and so on. So everyone that does this, and I gather plenty of people do it, does it naked.

And they're cute, and they're making a documentary. Check it out here.

 

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Jeez, I feel like I'm stuck. I have a terrible lack of patience and it's making me crazy. I have all the boys I need, but every time I hang out with them I get all drunk and we're just having a good time and I forget little things like scheduling auditions and getting phone numbers.

I want to do something fun with the guys this weekend. I bought a new little video camera just for this purpose, a Sony HC-21. the picture quality is not so great, you'd never mistake it for a real video camera, but it's a tiny little fucker, really easy to carry everywhere. For candid shots. There's a Canon I actually liked better and I think was cheaper, but only Sony has the NightShot, where you can pretty much shoot in the dark. Since I mainly plan to use it in restaurants, bars, cars, and at parties, and no small camera is any good at low light taping, nightshot is the only solution. Luckily Sony is thoughtful enough to put it even on their cheapest cameras.

Anyway I'm really hoping to get at least some of the guys together to do something like...dinner someplace nice, party at my pad, or even head to Las Vegas to look for strippers for them. Mainly I need to get them in for auditions, and I'd like to start making tape of them hanging out and goofing around...they're the kind of guys who will probably show their dicks for any video camera, I hope.

Also I'm just tired of the bar, I'd like to get out of town for a bit.

It's like herding cats though. It's been a month now, the thing is I am utterly confident that they want to do this and they're worth waiting for. It's hard not to worry that I'm waiting for nothing...patience, I must have patience! I knew before Christmas that M (the Armani marine) was getting out and would be home at the end of this month, and there's not much to do til then. He's the one from Vegas...who if he's living in Vegas can procure girls...and is the kind of guy that everyone in the platoon knows and wants to hang out with, so he's a perfect guy to be working with. I won't find better.

However I was hoping to get some auditions in at least by now. If I could get auditions of all of them I'd have enough to start up my website, and I could start making some money so I could afford to get them the girls they're auditioning for.

I almost want to go out to a different bar and pick up some more guys...there's another one that's always crowded and would probably be a good place to look, but I know it's better to wait. These guys are all close buddies, of each other and of me, so the stuff we'll make will end up intensely personal, like home movies. I have so much corporate work web design work (what pays the bills for now) to do too it's probably good I should wait...but it's maddening. I want to see them naked so bad...

Oh BTW: I'll have my office webcam set up soon, and I have more gallery pix to post shortly. I'm moving servers and stuff around, getting ready for the new year.

 

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Now don't get all excited, no nudity in these. I just found some extra photos of myself laying around and thought I'd share:

Ahmed Al-Jabber Airfield, Kuwait

I got sent to Kuwait in Jan of 95, after the gulf war and before the first major terrorist incident, which was the bombing of Khobar towers. I got to go to a mosque, both the Grand Mosque of Kuwait which is one of the nicest in the world, and to a shabby one that was attached to a small shopping district. The Grand Mosque was empty, but the little mosque was full of worshippers, and one got really upset. Luckily we were with the Minister of Taxation, who schooled him. I will say that it has given me a unique perspective on the current situation. I found the service to be incredibly beautiful...so simple, yet so lyrical.

Anyway if you've seen the movie Jarhead, this is the airfield that gets bombed at the end. The control tower that he's supposed to snipe someone out of, I worked with while I was there. The bombs they show dropping on the airfield, I've seen the direct aftermath of. We blew the hell out of some shit over there, let me tell you that. I have the top piece off a cluster nomb from that attack sitting on my dresser.

Me smoking my pipe in Bosnia.

Just me on duty in Bosnia, almost exactly 2 years later. I started smoking that pipe when I was on duty in Kuwait...there's not a lot to do and not a lot to buy in the PX and so it's relatively easy to end up smoking. It led to cigarettes, which I finally cured through hypnosis.

I had a special blend that everybody loved the smell of though, and when a new batch came one day I actually heard about it while I was working out in the gym. It was a small base.

Big Island of Hawaii

This is in Volcanoes Nat'l Park BTW, by one of the lava tubes. Very impressive, must see (the Volcanoes, not this photo).

Zone of Separation

When the war ended in Bosnia, they basically froze the front lines and made everyone pull back 10 miles on either side. This is the zone of separation, and theoretically no weapons are allowed (except for us of course...our are in the car though, the hood of which the camera is resting on). On major roads there may be checkpoints, on back roads you get a sign like this. I'm sure everyone obeyed scrupulously.

You can't see it, but every house in the background there has shell damage and no windows. And they're in good shape, relatively speaking. And I look bulky because I'm wearing Kevlar. And the other guy is Swedish, and very cool. The Swedes got Swedish TV in their barracks. Did you know that at midnight Swedish TV shows hardcore pornography? It does. Hell, that was 9 years ago, it's probably watersports by 10 now.

 

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So, enough with the hand-wringing, let the games begin.

I called M and T (the Armani and Dirtbiking Marines) Thursday to see what they'd be up to this weekend. Partly because I was hoping for an opportunity to film some video, partly because I'm depending on M to be my Vegas connection and I wanted to have some quality time with him, partly because they're just so hot the idea of hanging around with them makes me hard, and partly because they're just cool guys and I wanted to get out of town and have some fun. I got voicemails for both and I worried for a bit that I was being strung along, played for beer at the bar basically but not really wanting to shoot video...but last night they came through.

I don't really care for strip clubs but I can tolerate them and in fact I like girls enough that I get into the nude dancing...it's the expensive parts I don't like, the $5 waters, lapdance requests, dollar bills in the g string, etc. There are some good ones semi-nearby...close enough to be reasonable to go to but far enough away that you'd want to rent a motel room afterwards instead of driving back to base.

That's not in the cards though...they have to head to Vegas the next day to pick someone up so we just head into the nearest major city (which shall remain nameless) to party a little bit. And unfortunately it's just them, I was really hoping for a small crowd...but if not quantity, I still have quality. Every place we went to was filled with Marines, and M and T were consistently the hottest ones there.

On the way down though I'm reassured that these guys are really going to make movies with me. My patience has paid off, and it's clear that T is excited that I'm even partying with him. He's really eager and it's adorable as fuck, this 21 year old buck chomping at the bit to get naked for me. Here I was worried about whether they'd really do it, and it's very clear now that nothing could stop them.

We were originally going to go to one of nearby strip clubs, which was lower quality but had the benefit of being fairly close by. Fortunately me and T discover a whole slew of similar likes and interests. We like the same kinds of music, down to specific genres. We both produce music, and so on...we have a lot in common, and he is clearly impressed by this. We both love beer (what Marine doesn't), so instead of the strip joint the first place we end up is one of those beer pubs that has 175 diff kinds of beer on tap. Much better.

We head in and the place is fairly packed, mainly with marines, and some decent looking women it was easy to pretend to be interested in. It's not really lying, I did find those women interesting and attractive, I just wouldn't have traded any of them for the guys I was with. It's endless conversation though, which girls are hot, stuck up, bend-overable and so on.

T finds a table that is already occupied by 2 girls, but unfortunately for them they've sat to one side leaving us plenty of room to sit down. They're courteous, but obviously non-plussed. Fortunately for me, T instantly makes a hash out of it by being belligerent to them. It's obvious that he's drunk and horny so their defences are already up when he accuses them of being Marine haters, or girls that look down on marines. It's a good situation for me, because I can now be as charming and as friendly as I can be with no worries that these women will want to have anything to do with us.

It's too bad I'm not straight because pretty soon both girls are flirting with me. Oh the irony, the gay guy has the most success with the girls. Also I'm older and I hold my alcohol better.

T eventually drives them away, and we head back to the bar where T falls off his bar stool and flat on his back, which gets him put on a water diet.

He also tries to take off his shirt, which act I really hated stopping him from accomplishing.

I should add that, although he got a major chip on his shoulder whenever he was talking to women, he treated me like a king. If he treated those girls like he did me, they would have gone home with him for sure.

After that we tried to find a club. One we got denied to because of the dress code, no shorts or hats. I was fine, they had both shorts and hats, and may I say they looked mighty fine in them. The next tried to but the owner let us in anyway. This was an actual dance club...filled with marines again, and some alright women. I ended up dirty dancing with a girl even.

And then this hot marine turns around and says, you're Joe the Porn Guy, right?

Yes, yes I am.

It's A, from a couple weeks back. He's down there with his buddies, and they've got a room at a Motel 6, and I'm invited. Unfortunately, M and T have to be back on base soon and there's no way I'm going to ditch them, so I have to let that go. It's not like that won't come up again though...especially if I rent the motel room. I wonder how many marines were actually crammed in there though. I'm going to call him and find out later.

I have some pix and a very short video clip of us cruising around, which I'll post tomorrow. I'm heading out to the bar again right now, by myself, and in fact just to relax and play some pool, so you'll have to wait. I'm going to take the new handycam out again tonight, who knows what will happen...

T just called to say hi from Vegas. No reason, just to say hi. I tole you he likes me.

 

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Here's some caps of my Friday eveing fun, but they're not that great, as I said I was more just trying to get them used to a camera being there. I gotta go slow with these guys, but it paid off, we're tight now.

This is M:

This is T:

And here's a 30 second clip of us driving around, the first part is M actually getting out of the care at a red light and asking for directions, the second part is just us driving around. There's nothing even remotely sexy about this clip, it's just a little snippet of my Friday evening.

 

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T just called again...just to chat, again...OK OK I Know that means nothing in itself, but believe me, I can tell just from the voice that that he's got a little thing for me now. I think it's cute. It's not gay, it's more of a man-crush...I'm a pretty cool guy to know, especially if you're a 21 yo kid who's just learning about the fun stuff.

I told him he and M were welcome over here at any time so I expect to be seeing them within the next few days. Next weekend at the very latest...but I don't think he'll be able to wait that long. I'd almost bet money he'll be over tomorrow, maybe Wednesday. Please!

A couple weeks ago when we were at the Marine bar M and T and a girl with them. She was beautiful, smelled good, was sweet, and in short I actually felt pretty straight around her. She kept giving me the sweet-eye, but I wasn't up for that much that night, and frankly I already had M and T locked in and I didn't want to do anything to fuck that up. But she's been on my mind ever since, and I told T so on the phone. Now, she's coming down to visit him this weekend, and I was like, "Bring her out with us, I'd like to see her again." I realized afterwards that in other circumstances it might have been odd for me to express desire for his girl like that...but instead if being nonplussed, he was eager.

Because he's hoping that we'll have a four way. He's hoping that we'll all get to fuck, him and M and me and there will be a girl there so it'll be cool. I know that he and M have never shared a girl and I know they'd like to very much. I know that they'd both like to share a girl with me. Some friends hang out at the mall, these are marines, they fuck chicks together. And we're now so tight that I'm included.

M and T have seen each other naked countless times I'm sure. Probably every day. Since they're so close to each other I bet they spend as much time as possible naked when the shower or get ready to go out. I think they're roomates in the barracks, if not they probably might as well be. But they've never been in a sexual situation together, and I pretty sure that when it finally happens the sexual energy released will be somewhere in the volcanic range.

Ironically I'm feeling kind of curious about girls, and she's of high enough quality that if T and M are there it'll be OK.
Being in the same bed as M and T would keep me so hard I could fuck Bea Arthur. So I'm down for this to happen, too.