Chapter Fifty-One
A description of the fight at Brent's house between Tin Man Arnstein and the art critic of the Washington Post was buried in Section B midweek by the Post editors; but it went viral on the Internet. The unlearned lesson at the Post is that there is no privacy any more; everything is recorded and inevitably played back at the worst time and under the most degrading circumstances.
Half of Brent's guest list must have recorded the action on their cell phones; there were numerous versions quickly available on line. The most popular version of the scene, however, was an brilliantly edited depiction of the classic tension between the passionate artist-hero and the simpering twit-villain and featured music by Radiohead. It showed mouths moving soundlessly and gestures becoming more animated and climaxed with the kneeing action. The patella to the groin impact was dramatically repeated, each time in slower and more exaggerated motion so that in the final repeat the viewers could fully experience the pain of exploding testicles. The last desperate action of the apparently dying villain was to crawl to the hero's feet and then sink his fangs into the vulnerable flesh of his calf. The bite would have done credit to any vampire movie director. It was impossible for viewers not to feel a triumphant frisson as the closing kick to the critc's teeth shattered a few of them. That part of the video was faked, but it looked completely authentic.
This all served to revive public interest in Brent's recent notoriety and in the fate of Apartment C. Gossip columns had fun with the story and the eventual notoriety forced the Post to cover it. Some tasteful but hot-looking photographs of Charles made the nature of his relationship with Brent obvious to all. And in case someone somewhere missed the hints, late night TV comedians made it explicit.
While it's possible for most officeholders and public officials to lead openly homosexual lives in Washington, that works only so long as the details of their lives stay out of the public eye. Except for Clinton, professional survival is not possible when the people involved become jokes. The trustees of the Smithsonian could not tolerate the Institution itself becoming a joke, so Brent was fired. Officially, the action was a resignation, of course; but that fooled no one. His life as a pariah began.
All publicity, however, is good for something. In Tin Man's case, his website appearances became even more popular. Slightly edited versions of his porn were included in some college psychology courses. He made appearances on daytime television. Even his art work began seeing increased sales. The most profitable result was a model of his dick. It wasn't used as a
Dildo instead, its modest size made in a perfect desk accessory for the edgier folks, as a paper weight or just a conversation starter.
It the critic's case, his new dentures gave a distinctive whistling to his formal speech. While many speakers try to avoid that sort of audience distraction, the whistling provided a constant reminder of the circumstances of his encounter with Tin Man's boot. It provoked countless academic discussions of methods and effects of public criticism. Although artists shunned him, the critic was in great demand on the lecture circuit. He never said so but he allowed people to believe that he had had a relationship with Charles before Brent. The idea that he could attract the interest of a hottie like Charles, encouraged other hotties like Charles to see what they could cook up. Consequently, the critic's love life went from moribund to much more active, although as a rule the hotties wanted to check out his wallet before they checked out anything else.
In Lucky's case, having Apartment C's fate back in the public's eye was a bonanza. It did not get him the huge donations that all museum directors hope for. It got him a torrent of little ones. The beauty of small donors is their ability to enlist the participation of large donors. Having several thousand donors provides instant cachet and respectability to a new museum and its fledgling director.
Things were definitely looking up. Lucky was happy and Marjorie Merridell was happy; but that came later. First of all, Al was happy.
Al awoke in Georgetown Hospital with Lucky dozing in a chair by the side of her bed. The outline of the room gradually became distinct and she saw Lucky at the side of the bed. She knew immediately it was a hospital room. Events came back to her - the party - the pain. She felt her belly. It was somewhat smaller, as if the baby had shrunk. She felt panic.
“Lucky!”
“Wh-what?” Lucky opened his eyes. “Al, you're awake!”
“Obviously. What's going on?”
“You are the mother of a beautiful little girl. She's a little premature, but she's doing alright. On a ventilator for now. The doctor is very positive.”
“What? I still feel pregnant.”
“Yeah. I was surprised how big you still are. You don't just snap back to normal, I guess. That's what the nurse told me. It takes a while.”
“I want to get up. Where's Debbie, anyway?”
“She's home with your other baby. You want to see your baby? She's cute. I think they will bring her to you.” Lucky put his hand on Al's arm as an assurance not a restraint.
“No. I want to get up because I have to pee.”
“Um, I think you're hooked up so that's taken care of. Let me get the nurse. He'll explain.”
“HE?”
“Art. His name is Art. I think he's very competent.”
Al lay back on the pillow and sighed. “Art the Nurse. And YOU think he's competent … Is he also good looking?”
Lucky squeezed the nurse's call button. “You can see for yourself.”
Alfred called Tom during his lunch hour. “How are you?” It seemed an oddly formal greeting for someone who taught me everything I know, Alfred thought.
“I'm the same, more or less. A couple days older. Will you come to London next weekend? A friend from California is here and he's getting engaged and there's a party. And the next day, Sunday, Alistair and Edmund are having one and they especially want you to come. And I want you to come, too, of course.”
“I think so … I need to check on a few things. I'll call you back tonight, ok?”
I should have just said yes, Alfred thought. Straight out, yes. Or no. Now I have to tell Daniel about Tom and/or Tom about Daniel. Which is which, Alfred dithered. When I'm with Tom … I just want to spend days on my back getting fucked. And when I'm with Daniel … I want to take charge and he's so cute when he lets me. Damn …
Alfred climbed the flight of stairs and knocked, wondering why Daniel hadn't answered his phone. He decided then and there to be totally honest with Daniel. I'll tell him everything and see what he says. I'll let him decide. Him? Or Tom? Or both? Both! Jeez, what am I thinking?
“Alfred,” Liam commented evenly. “Come in. Did Daniel know you were coming? He's gone with his father to look at a horse.”
“A horse? Is he a horse expert?”
“You want a beer? I'm having one.”
Liam got another beer and they sat in front of the television which was showing a worldwide recap of the week in football. “Horse expert? I dunno. He just said his father wanted to look at a horse and he was going along. He should be back late I think, if you want to wait.”
They sat and watched and sipped, with an occasional comment on one match or another. Finally Liam blurted out his curiosity. “You and Danny … are … a couple?”
“Kind of, I guess. Nothing formal. Just ...” Alfred shrugged not sure how much to tell Liam or how sympathetic Liam might be.
“Danny and me … mates since we were born. And suddenly he's doing stuff with you and I never thought … I never thought he'd fancy somebody … like you.”
“Like me?” Alfred asked, already knowing exactly what Liam meant.
“You know …” Liam spoke tentatively and then decided to call a spade a shovel. “Yes, like you. Gay. I'm not saying anything … bad, exactly … but … I just never figured … I thought I knew him really well. And now he's … different. He was almost my brother and now I don't know him at all.”
“He's not wearing dresses or anything.”
“No,” Liam admitted.
“He's not flaunting anything, is he?”
“No, but he's not hiding anything either. He talks about you just like you're a girl he's seeing … or he's a girl you're seeing … or ...”
“Neither one of us is a girl. And he's not going to start acting like one either. It's got nothing to do with anybody being a girl.” Alfred was firm on that point.
They went back to watching and sipping. And then Alfred spoke up. “He talks about you like you're his oldest and best friend and always will be.”
“He talks about me?”
“He mentions you. Always good. Always his mate. Always somebody he likes a lot.”
“Like what? What does he say?”
“He joked that you're jealous because he's getting laid and you aren't.”
Liam wasn't sure how to take that. Finally he said, “Well, he's right about me not getting anything.”
“You want to meet a couple of girls I know? They're unattached, very fine looking, and … if they like you, they might be willing ...”
Liam immediately became flustered and invented a half dozen reasons why he couldn't meet after work for a drink with China's friends.
“No pressure,” Alfred assured him.
Again the conversation lapsed while they watched a discussion of the Canaries chances. Consensus said injuries would decide future matches. Then Liam stirred.
“You and Alfred … do you …?” He pantomimed holding a cock in his fist and sucking it.
“You don't really want to know the details, do you?” Alfred answered. “We do whatever we both enjoy. Nobody forced anybody to do anything.”
“I just can't picture him doing … anything. I've seen him with a stiffy and all … but I can't see ...”
“Don't think about it.”
“I can't help it, Alfred. I heard the two of you the other night. Somebody was getting fucked. And liked it. Liked it a lot. It made me hard.” Liam took Alfred's hand and put it on his cock. “Like now ... It's all I've been thinking about.”
Alfred knew he should leave right then, but he didn't. Liam was in fact hard. And he wasn't huge or anything. He'd be a perfect package for sucking. Liam's hand still held his against the needy cock. He squeezed and watched for a reaction from Liam.
Liam groaned and pulled his pants down. They were what Americans would call sweat pants, thick flannel with an elastic waistband. The stretchy pants came down easily exposing his erect cock, curved up against his stomach. It wasn't long; but it was thick and Liam thrust against Alfred's hand. It was perfect for sucking, and after the briefest hesitation Alfred discovered it was a nice mouthful with exquisite sensitivity. Liam responded with another groan and pumped every possible centimeter into Alfred's mouth. He quivered when Alfred cupped his balls and then gently tugged. Alfred could taste his juices as they started to leak. He pulled back.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” he questioned Liam.
“Do it,” Liam answered determinedly pushing Alfred's head toward his cock. He came quickly and then dashed for the toilet. While he was away, Alfred opened two more beers and had one ready for Liam when he came back.
“I don't know what to say … I … I ...” Liam stuttered. He took a swig from the bottle.
“”My turn,” Alfred said and pushed Liam toward his cock. He unzipped and pulled out his cock for Liam. Liam hesitated and Alfred insisted, “My turn, Liam.”
Liam was a lousy cocksucker. He gave it a decent try, but it was unsatisfactory for Alfred. Nobody is born knowing how, but at least he tried. It was much harder talking him into ass play, but his cock got hard again and he would probably have tried anything if it meant Alfred would suck him off a second time. So he ended up naked, lying on the sofa face down with Alfred straddling him. A gentle neck massage turned into more. Alfred's cock was slowly but surely insinuating itself between Liam's tightly clenched ass cheeks. Liam gasped when he felt the first serious thrust. He whimpered when he felt the head go in; but he didn't say stop.
“That's it. That's right. Breathe. I'll go slow,” Alfred encouraged. He gained complete entry and lay still while Liam tried to accept his first cock.
“It hurts, Alfred.”
“We don't have to do this ...”
“No, go ahead.”
Alfred tried gently pumping but Liam gasped louder. It was obviously painful but also compelling. “No, don't stop. Do it.” It was Liam's turn to insist.
Liam's continuing whimpers and groans masked the sounds of Daniel's arrival.
“Now I know how Dylan felt,” said Daniel, not shouting but loud enough to be heard over Liam's cries. He turned and left, closing the door carefully until it clicked.
“Oh shit,” cried Liam and tried to wiggle away from Alfred.
“Just a little more. Just let me finish,” Alfred pleaded right before he began gushing and ramming Liam frantically. Liam sighed and let it happen, ignoring the pain.
When Alfred pulled out Liam rolled over and repeated his ”Oh, shit,” comment.
“We're not done yet,” Alfred told Liam and sucked him off again.
When that was over Liam just lay back panting. He made no move to cover himself or get up. He couldn't talk, he just lay panting for a while. Alfred had never previously noticed how attractive he was - not his face, which was ordinary, but his body. Slim and fit, stomach beautifully concave, chest beautifully convex. His cock lay limply over his balls. One leg was splayed to the side, offering a view of his ass crack. Finally Liam took a deep breath and sat up. “Want to take a shower? I do. No, maybe you better not. I'd just get fucked again, wouldn't I?”
“Not unless you wanted to,” Alfred suggested as he dressed.
“I didn't like it when it was happening, but now I'm glad I did it. Now I know what Danny's feeling.” Liam got slowly to his feet giving Alfred the chance to further admire his body. “Laid, relaid, and parlayed,” he sighed. “What's Daniel going to say?”
“No idea,” Alfred shrugged. He slipped on his shoes and stood. “He'll probably blame me. He probably should blame me. Tell him I forced you.”
“He'd never believe that. One question before you go,” Liam said. “Do you and Danny kiss?”
“Yes.”
“I want to try that, too, ok?”
On a hunch, Alfred entered the first pub he came to after leaving Liam. Daniel was there. They didn't fight. It was just one punch. Daniel's right to Alfred's jaw. No drama. Alfred left the pub.
Phil spoke quietly into his cell phone to Florian Obstbauer. “He got into the truck to check out the cargo. Then the driver came out of the Voere factory, before we could react, he closed the truck, locked it and drove away. I think Alex is on his way to Slovakia. The truck had a sign that said 'Strazske, Slovakia' on the side. I couldn't read the rest.” Florian asked for a detailed description of the truck which Phil provided. “It's white with two maroon stripes running around the bottom of the cargo box. There's a company name also in maroon - SSM, I think, and Strazske, Slovakia on the side. The license plate is BL788-something. I didn't get the rest. Should I call Dimitri?”
“No. I'll take care of that. I'll meet you in about two hours. Where are you?”
“I'm at the Hotel Grisela. We were supposed to sing after dinner. I'll be in the bar.”
As Phil walked back to the Grisela he realized he'd need a story to account for Alex's disappearance. He went over the day in his mind. He and Alex had gone back to the Voere Works to try out a rifle on their indoor range. Lothar was happy to see them and took them to the range.
“You kept me out late. Marcus and I had a wonderful time and enjoyed your singing.” Lothar held his head as if he might have a hangover, but that wasn't believable. He and Marcus had had only two beers each.
After the night of music ended, Alex had joked to Phil when they went to bed, “I think Lothar and Marcus are lovers and don't know it. Have you ever seen two people hang on each other's words like that? They're like you and me, Phil, minus all the fucking.”
Phil wasn't prepared to believe that until Marcus joined them on the way to the range. Lothar's face lit up like it was Christmas. Marcus returned the reaction in his own quieter way.
Marcus had brought two rifles and a box of thirty caliber rounds. “The 30's rounds are bigger than the 22's. It will be easier for you, I think,” he explained to Phil, the neophyte at shooting. He gave Phil some more instructions and then had him shoot standing. He corrected Phil's posture. “Tuck in the arsch more,” he said, using the German word and patting Phil's butt until Phil assumed the correct stance.
They each fired ten rounds standing, then kneeling, then prone. “Excellent,” Marcus commented when it was over.
“Now you see the value of a Voere,” Lothar said. Then he added, “Ach, Alex, there is our scrap buyer. Do you want to talk to him?” Lothar pointed to a man in a maroon and white jacket with some kind of corporate logo on the back.
“No thanks, Lothar. You explained it all. Thanks for the great day. Will you come and hear us again?”
“Ya, sure.” Lothar looked to Marcus and got a nod. “We'll be happy to see you.”
As Phil left Marcus patted his butt again and said, “Nicht vergesse, don't forget, tuck in the arsch.”
“He can't keep his hands off you,” Alex joked as they walked to the street. “Now do you believe me about the two of them.”
“Wait. Why are you going that way?” Alex had turned the wrong way for their trip back.
“I want to get a look at the scrap dealer's truck.”
The truck with the same logo that the scrap buyer's jacket bore was parked by itself near a loading dock. The rear curtain door to the cargo bay stood open.
“Alex, no!”
“I just want to get a look at what's in it.” Alex swung himself up onto the bed of the truck and disappeared into the bay.
At that point, things went wrong. The last Phil saw, the truck with Alex now part of its cargo turned left heading for the Inntal Autobahn and presumably Slovakia. As Phil walked back to the hotel he began to realize that Alex could be in more trouble than they ever imagined. What do I tell Sepi, he wondered. I can't tell the truth, It would involve the police and we're supposed to stay as far from them as possible. Before he got as far as the river, Phil realized something else. He missed Alex already. He couldn't help but worry more.
He got to the hotel but couldn't find Sepi. He found Andi and his face betrayed his concern. Andi wanted to know what was wrong and after some initial stumbles, Phil decided to tell Andi a version of the truth.
“You have to keep quiet, Andi. Alex and I could get in trouble. Maybe thrown out of the country.”
Austria is pretty liberal about some things,” Andi said. “You are worried that you and Alex are …?” Phil looked at him puzzled and Andi clarified, “You and Alex are lovers?”
“Of course we are. You put the beds together for us when we got here.”
“I didn't put the beds together. I thought you did it.”
Phil wasn't going to worry about that now. “Alex was joking around. He hopped on a truck and it drove away. To Slovakia I think.”
“Slovakia,” Andi smiled in admiration. “I've only been to Vienna once and I barely remember it.”
“No, I mean what if he's caught at the border. They'll think he's a smuggler or a thief or something.”
“There is no border with Slovakia. You go if you want to, like going to Kiefersfelden. But … I see. You worry about him.”
“Yes.” Phil realized he was very worried; he remembered that back in Washington Art had planned to kill them both, a risk he ignored at the time. What if the truck driver was part of the gun trading operation? He couldn't tell Andi that part, so he temporized. “I don't know how much money he has or how he'll get back here.”
“Uncle Sepi worries when I go to Salzburg to the cinema. 'Vat vill da Mutti say, Andreas?'”
“Sepi speaks German with a thick accent?” Phil couldn't help laughing at Andi's imitation.
“He speaks Tirolerisch. Same thing. Alex should not have trouble even if he finds himself in Slovakia. We got rid of all the vampires last year. Shipped them to Hollywood.” Andi's humor was helping. It was also very appealing. Andi would make some lucky lover very happy.
That night Phil faced his first solo performance. His initial nervousness dissolved after a beer and some applause. He stuck mostly to country songs that he had sung with Alex and added a few soft rockers from Billy Joel's repertory. At his first break he sat with Florian Obstbauer. Florian pretended to be a fan who bought him a beer.
“That's the story, Florian,” Phill summed up. “I don't know exactly where he has gone or when he'll be back. To be honest, I'm getting more worried by the minute.”
“We have people looking for the truck. You're sure of the description?”
“Yes. Completely. I can see it vividly in my head. Are you looking at the Slovakian border.”
“Not exactly. It's more likely a driver going to Strazske would cross the border south of Bratislava and go through Hungary. The roads are better and less mountainous that way.” Florian hemmed and hawed, obviously unwilling to give Phil many details of the search effort. “Ahhh … Dimitri asked me to give you this book.”
Phil glanced at a slim volume. In the low lighting he couldn't read the title. “Thanks. I need to do my second set. Will I see you again?” Florian shrugged and gave no answer. “Ok, then. Thanks for the beer.”
After Phil's second set he took the gift from Dimitri to his room and read the cover. It was 'The Towers of Trebizond' by Rose Macaulay. What the fuck? Phil questioned; a novel by an Englishwoman – is that some kind of sexual slur? I thought Dimitri was comfortable with Alex and me. Now he's sending me some lady's bodice-ripper for bedtime reading? He put the book on the table next to the bed and went back upstairs for his third set. He was glad when the set was over; his worry for Alex was gnawing.
To occupy himself he helped Andi clean up after closing. Andi tried to talk him out of his funk, but he didn't try very hard. The company was good for both of them. Sepi hung around doing bookwork later than usual; he seemed to be keeping an eye on things. When they were done, Phil felt genuinely tired and looked forward to sleep.
In bed, he picked up the book and began reading. It was the oddest book he had ever read. There was a strange sensibility to the writing. The hero or was it a heroine? and his or her lover were the most sexually ambiguous couple he had ever read about. The obvious choice was the make the narrator a woman and her lover a man, but he couldn't find a personal pronoun of gender anywhere describing them. The obvious choice was probably the right one, but it was certainly open to interpretation. The premise, going to the city of Trebizond on a borrowed camel, was increasingly intriguing, although not intriguing enough to keep Phil awake past the second chapter.
The next day was torture. Phil had nothing to do and lots to worry about. He worried about everything, all centered around losing Alex and never knowing what happened to him. The Heldenorgel recital was a Bach Fugue; two churches Phil passed were conducting funerals; and the midweek crowds in town were small and subdued. At last it was time to sing and that was a disaster, even as Sepi reported it.
“That was the most mournful music I've ever heard, although I must say we sold a lot of beer. I hope there are no suicides tonight.” Again Sepi hung around while Andi and Phil cleaned up. Phil retired to his room as tired as the night before but when he got into bed all his worries came back to him. At my age, he thought, I'm alone and about to cry myself to sleep. He picked up the book and read some more.
The heroine, he still wasn't one hundred percent sure of that, was fairly depressed herself and in a love affair that seemed to be going nowhere. Physically, however, she was progressing toward Trebizond, as the modern Turkish town of Trabzon was called in the fifteenth century. Trebizond became the seat of the Byzantine Empire after the fall of Constantinople. In Phil's schoolbook version of history, that empire ended the day the Turks took the capital. Not so; the empire moved to Trebizond and persisted for another couple hundred years, completely unnoticed by Phil's high school history teacher. Phil was captivated by his who-knew moment, distracted by the humor of the book. His reading was interrupted by a very quiet knock, one a sleeper could ignore. It was Andi with a bottle of something and two glasses.
“She's very pretty, Heiko. Beautiful, really.” Tom raised his glass to Heiko. Crescentia Prinzessin von Tuttingen who was talking to Alistair smiled at the two men as if she knew she was the topic of their discussion.
“She is,” Heiko admitted. It was his first outing with his prospective bride since being reintroduced at his cousin's house. His cousin's party of the night before was not an engagement party, but it had introduced them as a couple to the attendees.
Alistair and Edmund were used to minor nobility hanging around but a genuine princess, even if her principality had vanished almost a century before, was a dazzling addition to the afternoon. She was stylishly dressed without looking trendy and spoke British English with just the hint of an accent. She had a job, which she pretended was just something to fill her time; but in fact she was a competent young graduate of the London School of Economics who was employed at a boutique hedge fund that specialized in government bonds. She crossed the crowded veranda.
“Are you two conspiring?” she asked, smiling especially at Tom.
Heiko brightened at her approach and spoke low. “Say nothing, Zenzi. We're planning to invade Denmark Thursday.”
“Just the two of you? Or are Alistair and Edmund part of it? If you need financing, I can work on it; but floating a bond issue in four days will be dicey.”
“Maybe Alfred will come along,” Tom said noticing Alfred and Edmund talking.
“The Danes are so cooperative; a small group should be enough,” Heiko injected wanting to keep Alfred out of the discussion.
Tom left the two of them and drifted toward the bar. He was jealous of the spontaneous friendliness Heiko and Zenzi had developed for each other; it wasn't love by any means but it was a shared regard that was warm and considerate. It was so unlike his disintegrating relationship with Alfred.
“Do you have to tell me everything?” Tom complained to Alfred the night before.
“I thought it was a funny story. Liam thought it was funny,” Alfred answered defensively. “Although Daniel didn't much,” he added. “Daniel didn't much at all.” A slight bruise on Alfred's jawline showed just how unamused Daniel had been.
“We barely finish a spectacular love making session and you burst out laughing, and tell me how you just screwed your best friend's best friend … At least I thought it was spectacular.”
“Tommy, it was spectacular. You know how I love being in bed with you. You're the only one who ever fucks me … almost.”
“Almost?”
“Well, there was this guy in a flower shop … Crispin … you met him ...”
“I don't want to hear about it, Alfred.”
Alfred did his best to make up for Tom's disappointment and Alfred's best was pretty spectacular all by itself. Tom, always good for two times, fucked him again and then, without any real justification, felt used afterward.
“Am I just a good fuck to you?”
“Tom, you're so much more than that. You are the best man I've ever been with. There's nobody like you. I look forward to every time we can get together.”
Tom let himself get pulled into an embrace. Alfred's kisses were genuine and passionate. The boy just has the attention span of a butterfly, Tom thought. Boy. I think of him as a boy.