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igeorge25

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Hi guys. My name's George, I just turned 18, and I've got to write this down somewhere before I explode inside.

My senior prom was this Tuesday and I had to tell my crush from gr. 10 - gr. 12 that I liked him, otherwise I knew I was going to have such regret in my life if I didn't. I wrote a little note to give to him that day, but prom came and went and I didn't...

Thursday, however, was our day to pick up the yearbook and report cards at my school. All the gr. 12s went because we wanted everyone to sign our yearbooks, and in the parking lot, I saw Marc (the aforementioned crush). I noticed he was going to leave to the beach with his friends soon and then I'd NEVER see him again, so I walked up to him and handed him the note and told him to read it later and I ran away basically.

Here's the note, which sounds AWFUL now that I read over it because he went to the beach right after I handed it to him.

I don’t know how to say this, but read it all the way through. I first noticed you in gr. 10, and since then I haven’t been able to take my eyes off of you. I know it sounds creepy and you can punch me in the face after reading this if you want. I’ve had a bit of a crush on you since then, and you were always someone to fall back on, in my mind, when there was no-one else to concentrate on. That’s a big comfort, so thank you. I know you’re straight, but wishful thinking holds out hope anyways. So there, I’ve been waiting to tell you this for a while. I think you’re smart, attractive, well-dressed, confident and every quality I see in you is something I wish I possessed. You’re going to be amazingly well known one day and I wish you all the best. Your eyes are beautiful by the way. Please say something after reading this.

But um, he didn't really get the chance to say anything because well, he left. I have his cell phone number and email, but... now I don't know what to do. I'll wait for him to get back from the beach then what? I mean, I'm sure he probably had a laugh over this and read it out to his friends and they're all joking it up, but... I'm pretty sure he's straight and I fell for him so please don't give me that 'stop falling for straight guys' bullshit, because he's the only straight guy I've ever liked. Before I came out too. So now I really don't know where to go and I don't want to admit it, but he's always on my mind and... argh. just argh. i wish i could find some gay guy i really liked to just make me forget this once and for all. after reading stories about finding love, it just depresses me because gay guys aren't interested in me. fuck it.
 
You've told him how you feel. It's up to him to contact you now if he wants to have anything more to do with him. Don't expect it. He may, but chances are he won't. So assume he won't, and start taking steps towards moving on.

Lex
 
it was sweet that you gave him the note and all but did you ever think of how unimportant notes are thats grade school stuff. You really should have gotten to know him before confessing. Find out his answer by going to where he works or so but dont make it obvious like going to his work station just go with some friends in and act as if you are bored walk around and bump into him. I dont think he would've told his friends and laughed at your expense i think all straight guys keep that quiet.

And if you ever in jersey let me know we can chill any day.

good luck
 
I'm trying to get over him... it'll only fade with time though.

and I don't know where he works. he probably doesn't have a job, he's filthy rich. anyways, I give up I guess. he could contact me if he ever wanted.
 
Yea, I received a note like that once from my best friend of those days; at that point it was too late: I considered him something of a brother, so it felt like incest 8'/.

The point being, well, you told him the best way you could; just say it in person next time. And don't take 3 years!

Fwiw, it seems that some of our hardest, "this will never fade" crushes happen in the late teens / early 20s. I think it's a rite of emotional passage. Just don't turn inward or give up or think it's a tragedy. It's more like getting pimples: later you'll laugh at it, I promise! And believe me, the passage into emotional adulthood -- if you tender it like a flower garden -- is fantastic once you brave the rapids. . . .
 
Hey I think you're cute and interesting. You just happen to be all the way in Canada. :P

I'm pretty impressed that you mustered enough courage to give him the note yourself. Would have been better if you told him but yea, baby steps. I did something similar back in high school and I haven't heard from him since despite giving him my phone number.

Oh well, give it some time. You'll get over it eventually.
 
Philia said:
I'm pretty impressed that you mustered enough courage to give him the note yourself.
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Yeah, me too. ..|

I wouldn't have had the nerve to do that at 18. So, I admire those that do.

Let us know if you hear anything. I know, deep down, that you don't expect to. But, at least you told him and now you don't have to spend the rest of your life (or at least the foreseeable future) kicking yourself for not doing it.

Good luck. Let us know what happens, OK? (*8*)
 
I really admire your courage for writing and delivering the note. It was very complimentary towards him and I hope, at the very least, he takes it as such

I hope you hear from him and let us know what happened

Good luck
 
I know how it feels. I just graduated last month from high school. And i let a guy know how I felt at the end of junior year, and he hasn't spoken to me, much than 2 minutes or so, since.

I wrote him a song and recorded it, burned to cd and gave it to him with a note and the lyrics. It was the hardest thing for me to do, but at least I have no regrets. It hurt like hell living with it, but it is so much more painless to have him know and for me to know that he knows (tonguetwister lol). I am just glad he got to see who I was through the way I let him understand the way I felt.
 
igeorge .. that's so cute. I really do hope that you hear from him.

I've done this too, but I didn't wait 3 years. I sent my crush an e-mail right after we met (I was able to get my one of my friends to get his e-mail address) and even though I was able to talk to him a few times after that, I think he really just brushed me off. We didn't become friends, but I'm glad I was able to say what I wanted to say.
 
hey, thanks for all the support guys =)

I'm not normally shy, I've spent the last four years breaking out of a bit of an introverted shell and so I'm comfortable in most situations now. But going to do something like this that's so... deep-rooted I guess was really scary. I'm still surprised I gave it to him to be honest.

joaz, that's REALLY amazing what you did. I hope the guy appreciated the song you made him.

and yeah, at worst he'll at least take it as a compliment. which is still okay. It's not like he can ruin any reputation I have - we don't go to school together anymore and his friends aren't my friends =P
 
igeorge25 said:
hey, thanks for all the support guys =)

I'm not normally shy, I've spent the last four years breaking out of a bit of an introverted shell and so I'm comfortable in most situations now. But going to do something like this that's so... deep-rooted I guess was really scary. I'm still surprised I gave it to him to be honest.

joaz, that's REALLY amazing what you did. I hope the guy appreciated the song you made him.

and yeah, at worst he'll at least take it as a compliment. which is still okay. It's not like he can ruin any reputation I have - we don't go to school together anymore and his friends aren't my friends =P
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thanks...would you like to see a pic of him?
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thats my best friend....yea she ended up with him ):...

SUCKS...
 
igeorge25 said:
at least he went to someone you love?
and wow, what a cutie
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i suppose. haha yea they are both going to ohio state together, but my friend yesenia (who works with him and me) says it won't last...she thinks they make a terrible couple.

about my friend, she used to be kinda slutty hanging with all the black guys and acting like a ho. but he (the guy) is preppy and sweet, so they arent exactly the pefect match. i wonder how theyll 'survive' in college, relationship-wise.
 
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