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Cocklust

CHAPTER 17


When we left the beach, it almost felt weird to be wearing clothes again. After all, we’d been naked for most of the day. We’d been so free and so open that even my t-shirt and shorts felt uncomfortable.

Chad didn’t say a word till we got in the car. But as soon as we shut the car doors, he seemed to be dying to talk. “Dude,” he said, “holy shit! That was something else. I can’t believe we just did that, I mean....”

I waited for him to finish his sentence, but he didn’t. “So you enjoyed it?”

“Well yeah, I mean it was hot. I-I guess it’s just, you know....”

“It’s just what?”

He paused. “Well, I shouldn’t... no, don’t worry about it.”

“Whatever’s on your mind, you can say it.”

Chad licked his lips. “That Middle Eastern guy’s dick felt totally different from yours. And so did the other guy’s. I-I mean, I liked them... but they weren’t what I was used to.” He swallowed hard. “I guess I shouldn’t be surprised?”

“Well, my dick isn’t exactly the only one out there....”

“I know.” Chad was about to turn the car on, but then he hesitated. “I mean, I knew you were into this stuff in porn. I didn’t really get why it turned you on so much, at least not at first. But after this... woah.”

“You really liked it that much?”

“Don’t get me wrong,” he said. “Your dick is the one I want to come home to. It’s just....”

“You want to experiment.”

“Well, like I said, I don’t want to fuck this up. I-I, well, we’d need to do it right.” He finally turned the ignition. “But yeah, it was fun. And kind of kinky. So I’m up for more if you are.”

I could feel myself getting hard at that thought. But I also had my share of nerves. “Yeah,” I said. “I guess I feel the same way.”

It only took a few minutes to get back to Chad’s house. As soon as we did, we both went online and started looking for advice. A few websites had tips, but others just said to “do what’s right for you”— which was nice I guess, but not especially useful.

I, for one, was trying to walk a fine line. I didn’t want to go back to my slut phase; I felt like I’d learned my lesson and put that stuff behind me. But I could tell Chad wanted to broaden his horizons, which I wasn’t opposed to, partly because I did like showing him off.

After much discussion, we agreed on some basic ground rules. First, we’d always do this stuff together; we’d only invite others if both of us agreed. And we’d always wear protection, at least with the other guys. We didn’t want to risk developing feelings for our hookups, so we’d keep them as anonymous as possible. The trick, of course, was how to pull all that off.

“You know, “ Chad said, “you do still have a Grindr account, don’t you?”

“I guess so,” I said. “I haven’t used it in forever, but... I mean, if you want to give it a shot....”

“We might as well use it. Unless you’ve got a better idea.”

I shrugged. “Where are the good gay bars around here?”

“Hell if I know. I didn’t exactly hang out there in high school. I would guess they’re probably in Hillcrest, but I’d be the wrong guy to ask....”

I was about to respond, but then I heard a knock. “Hello?” came Mrs. Collins’s voice. “Are you boys decent?”

Shit, I thought, what a cock block.

Chad shut his laptop. “We’re fine, Mom. Come in.”

Mrs. Collins opened the bedroom door, and she stuck her head inside. “Well,” she said, “it looks like you’ve been keeping yourselves busy.”

Chad acted like we were just shooting the breeze. “We’re cool,” he said. “We were just down by Mission Bay.”

I didn’t think that was the beach’s name, but I wasn’t about to say anything. I just went with his story.

“I need to RSVP to the benefit next week. Did you boys want to go?”

I blinked. “Benefit?”

Chad shook his head. “It’s this thing for military families. Mom’s on their board of directors. They always do their big shindig on New Years. But it’s boring as hell: mostly just rich people drinking champagne.”

“Well, I’ll still need need to be there,” she said. “Scott, you’re invited too.”

I looked at Chad. “I... well, I’m fine with whatever.”

“We’ll stay here, Mom.”

“If you’re sure,” she said. “Just don’t get into trouble like that brother of yours.”

Chad and I exchanged glances. “We won’t.”

“And I don’t want you making yourself scarce,” she said. “I want to spend quality time with you. Considering I don’t get to see you that often.”

“Aw jeez—”

“It’s true,” she said. “If this isn’t the time for family, what is?”

I felt a pang of guilt as she said it. After all, as she’d pointed out before, I was a guest in her house. Even Chad was really there to see her and Patrick. It didn’t seem right for us to be looking for dick— at least not at that moment.

The guilt trip worked, because we spent the rest of that day together. Mrs. Collins un-grounded Patrick, at least for the time being, so I got to see all their family dynamics in action. Their Christmas traditions did throw me off, because they were nothing like mine: among other things, they hired someone to put up their decorations, which were all bland and generic. Still, despite their quirks, they did have a weird affection for each other.

I kept trying to figure out Patrick. On the one hand, he was clearly smarter than I’d realized. At one point we went to see A Christmas Carol onstage, and he started talking about the Victorian Era. I eventually found out his dad was a history buff, so he and Chad had been raised on a diet of books and documentaries.

At the same time, the dude could be a total tool. On Christmas Eve, we were out having dinner, and Mrs. Collins left to use the bathroom. While she was gone, Patrick had the balls to ask: “so which of you is the woman?”

“The woman?” Chad asked.

“Well you know, if you’re getting it on—”

“In a gay relationship, there isn’t any woman,” Chad said. “That’s kind of the point.”

I couldn’t help noticing Chad’s choice of words. This was the closest he’d come to saying he was gay.

“You know what I mean,” Patrick said.

“You mean bottoming?”

“What the hell is that?”

“It means getting it up the ass,” Chad asked. “And if you really want to know, we like to mix it up. The word for that is versatile.”

“Shit,” Patrick said.

“Do you really want to know more?”

“No, that’s fine, I was just saying—”

“Just saying what?” Chad asked. “Are you seriously that interested in how we get off?”

“That’s gross!” Patrick said. “Talk about TMI—”

“Well, you brought it up.”

“I get the point, okay? You don’t need to rub it in.”

“Fine,” Chad said. “But don’t ask the question if you don’t want to hear the answer.”

I tried to gauge what Patrick was thinking. He did seem awfully curious, and maybe a little skittish, so I had to wonder if there was something going on. He was definitely a good-looking guy, with a lot of the same features as Chad; but he did seem edgier and just the slightest bit dangerous. I was sure he could get laid nearly any way he wanted. I had to remind myself that he was my boyfriend’s brother, and thus very much off-limits.

After dinner, as we drove back to the house, I starting noticing our surroundings looked familiar. I saw a few rainbow flags in the windows, and I realized the neighborhood had been in Nick and Jay’s travelogues. Then we drove by a big sign that said “HILLCREST” in all caps.

I remembered what Chad had said earlier, about the local gay bars. I shot him a look, and he nodded back at me. I was tempted to get out of the car and explore, but I knew it would need to wait.

When we got home, Mrs. Collins sent Patrick back to his room, and the rest of us watched some TV. Eventually, when she went to bed, Chad and I finally had time to ourselves— which was what we’d really wanted all along.

We started snuggling on the couch, and I rested my head on his shoulder. Chad stared at the blank spot on the wall. “You know,” he said at one point, “I wish that was a picture of us up there.”

I looked up at him. “Wouldn’t that offend your dad?”

“I dunno,” he said. “From what Mom says, I’m not sure he’ll ever set foot in here again.” He sighed. “I mean, she’s been talking about divorce for a while... but never like this.”

I tightened my arms around him. “I’m sorry,” was all I could say.

“It is what it is,” he said. “Listen, babe... if you’re ever not happy with me, or if I piss you off or whatever, I want you to tell me. Be honest. I mean, I don’t know much about this relationship stuff... so I don’t want to fuck it up.”

“I never said anything about fucking it up.”

“I know you didn’t, but I haven’t exactly had the best role models. Definitely none who are gay.”

I paused. “There’s that word again.”

“What?”

“You’ve never actually described yourself that way.”

Chad rolled his eyes. “Okay fine. I’ll say it: I’m gay. I can’t exactly deny it anymore. A hundred percent dick-loving gay. It’s not like that’s a fucking news flash... especially to you.”

“Hm,” I said. “I guess that’s one way of putting it... but I’m still proud of you for saying it.”

Chad put his hand on my crotch. “Yeah, well, you know this cock is what made me admit it....”

I turned my head, and my lips met his. It was a polite kiss at first, but then Chad slid his hand up my shirt. I responded in kind, and we started getting more randy. My fingers made their way down his spine, and eventually down into his asscrack.

“Mm,” Chad said between kisses. “Keep going baby....”

“Are you sure we should do this down here?”

“Yeah, why not?” he asked. “Nobody’ll see us now.”

I looked up at the Christmas decorations. “So you’re saying you want to be put on the naughty list?”

“I thought we agreed to explore our naughty sides some more.”

“Yes we did,” I said, and I kissed him again.

Chad let me play with his ass some more. Then he broke off the kiss and stood up. He fumbled with my fly, then yanked down my pants and socks and everything else. My boner bounced into view, and as soon as it did, he licked his lips. “Oh fuck yeah,” he said.

I took off my shirt and threw it aside. Then I reached over to Chad, undid his zipper, and pulled his pants down too. I didn’t bother with any niceties: I just took his dick in my hands, aimed it at my face, and took it into my mouth.

“Shit,” he gasped, and he put his hands on my face. “Yeah baby, suck that fucking cock.”

I followed his orders, and I took him so deep that I almost gagged. I ran my tongue along his shaft, and I clamped my lips around his girth. I could practically feel his blood pumping inside my mouth. I kept bobbing my head up and down, while also caressing his skin with my hands.

Eventually Chad took off his shirt, which was the only thing either of us was still wearing. He tossed it on the couch, and then he stood above me buck naked. “Aw fuuuuuuck....”

I stopped sucking him for a moment, then looked in his eyes. “Is your gay dick liking that?”

“Mm,” he said. “My gay dick wants a helluva lot more than just that.”

“Does it now?” I asked. “Do tell.”

Chad didn’t answer, at least not verbally. He just pushed me back on the coffee table, then leaned down toward my cock. He kissed the tip as he looked into my eyes. Then he kissed the ridge on the underside of my shaft, and he slowly made his way downward. When he got to my ballsack, he stuck out his tongue and ran it back up my rod. Finally he opened his mouth, took me inside, and started sucking away.

“Fuck,” I gasped.

Chad played with my balls as he blew me. I sighed with pleasure, and I could feel my muscles start to tighten up. I didn’t want to bust quite yet, but Chad was going to town on me, and there was only so long I could resist.

Then, just when I was about to go over the edge, he took his mouth off my cock, and he went down to my taint. He ran his tongue along the base of my sack, teasing it just the way I liked it. Then he sucked my left nut, rolled it around in his mouth, then moved on to my right. I had to force myself not to let out a loud moan.

Chad moved further between my legs. He licked my taint some more, then started heading toward my hole.

I pulled up my legs till my knees were pressed against my shoulders. My pucker was pointed straight at Chad. He stared at it for a second, licked his lips, then dove his face between my cheeks.

Chad’s beard tickled my crack, and his tongue flicked against my hole. I wanted more, so I pressed my ass against him. Chad responded just the way I wanted: he devoured my crack like his life depended on it.

“Omigod,” I said as I felt his tongue go inside me. By now my nerves were going haywire. I was so close, I knew I could bust any second.

Chad reached up, and he stroked my cock while he tongue-fucked my ass. My body shivered with pleasure. Then my balls tightened up, and I knew that was it.

“Oh shit!” I gasped as my cum blasted out of me. A rope shot across my abs, and a bunch of gobs splattered on my chest.

Chad kept going till my dick finished shooting. Then he came up for air; his face was a little red, and he seemed out of breath. “I want to fuck that ass so bad.”

My first thought was was that we needed lube. But Chad was already on it: he scooped up the cum from my body, then reached down and rubbed it on my hole. He stuck a few fingers inside me, and he got me nice and wet.

It felt weird to have my own cum up my ass. It was still warm, and it felt especially gooey down there. But I didn’t have time to think about it, because the next thing I knew, Chad was getting in position. He looked at me for a second, and he licked his lips. Then I felt his mushroom tip pop inside me.

“Fuck me,” I said.

Chad did as he as told. He shoved his dick further up my chute, till he was in balls-deep. Then he started pumping away. “Oh yeah,” he said, “I love that manly ass.”

“That’s it, baby—”

“Such a tight fucking ass... aw shit, you feel so good....”

Chad was ramming me so hard that I thought I could fall off the table. But then he grabbed my waist and pulled me back, all while keeping his cock inside me. I gripped the sides of the table, and I savored the feeling of his pole up my butt. “Oh yeah,” I said, “give it to me....”

“You want my faggot dick?”

“You know I do,” I said. “It’s made just right for my fucking faggot ass.”

“I love that ass,” he said, “and I love the package it comes with.”

I liked where he was going with this. “Tell me about it....”

“I love how that cock feels,” he said, “and how it tastes... and I love those balls, and all the cum they make for me....”

“Keep going....”

“And I love your fucking six-pack. And those hairy armpits are so fucking sexy....”

I lifted my arms to give him a nice view. He took my right hand and guided it into his mouth. Then he sucked my fingers, one by one, while he kept on pounding away.

When Chad finished playing with my pinky, he leaned down and kissed me. “Most of all,” he said, “I fucking love you.”

I’d never heard Chad talk like that before. He’d never seemed like the lovey-dovey type, but those words made me feel better than any sex ever could. “I love you too, baby.”

Chad kissed me again, then leaned back up and started picking up the pace. His dick kept pistoning inside me, and his balls and thighs kept smacking against me, faster and faster, till his whole body was practically vibrating.

“Oh fuck!” I yelled as he hit my prostate, and a new wave of pleasure shot through my body.

“O-o-o-o-o-oh yeah,” he said as he suddenly slowed down, and I felt him shoot inside me. I was so used to that feeling, yet it still felt fucking amazing every single time. My favorite part was the look on his face, knowing how great he must feel.

As it turned out, I wasn’t far behind him. I just let out a yelp as I busted another nut. My second load wasn’t as big as my first one, but it sure as hell felt good. More blobs of cum burst out of my cock and landed all over my abs.

Chad pulled out of me, stepped back, and plopped down on the couch. “Woah,” he said, “that was awesome.”

I rolled onto my side and smiled. “Merry Christmas to you too.”

Chad just rolled his eyes and chuckled.

I didn’t want to move, but I knew I couldn’t lie on the table forever. Eventually we headed up to Chad’s room, and we fell asleep in each other’s arms.

Even the next morning, I woke up to find Chad’s body still pressed against mine. I loved just lying there, watching him sleep, feeling his chest slowly rising and falling.

Eventually, of course, duty called. Once Chad got up, we made our way downstairs to celebrate Christmas morning. Mrs. Collins had laid out breakfast in the family room, with coffee, croissants, and a bunch of other stuff. I tried to gauge if she’d wiped down that table, or if she had any idea what Chad and I had done there. I figured the answer was probably no on both counts.

When we opened our presents, I was shocked to find Chad had gotten me an iPad. It was way more than I’d expected: I’d just given him a few movies on Blu-ray, and I’d given his family a wine basket. Chad acted like everything was cool, but I knew he’d spent way more on me than I’d spent on him. I silently swore to make it up to him later— just to make sure he didn’t get shortchanged.

We inaugurated the iPad by Skyping with my family. My nerves were tingling the whole time: after all, I was introducing my gay lover for the first time. Chad seemed even more nervous than I was. I telling myself there was no reason to be scared, but it was easier said than done.

To be honest, I don’t remember most of what we talked about. I was just trying to gauge what everyone was thinking. My parents mostly seemed like their usual selves, but they kept asking Chad questions. I was pretty sure they’d already checked out his social media. I also knew they’d talk about him afterward, and they’d probably only tell me the tip of the iceberg.

I do remember my mom saying how much she missed me, and Amy chimed in to say that all our friends said hi.

“What do you mean, ‘all our friends?’” I asked.

“Well, you know the usual gang: Rosie and Kevin and Johan....”

I must’ve flinched at the sound of Johan’s name. Amy suddenly went silent, though the others hardly seemed to notice. My dad started jabbering on about his work, while my mom tried to get him to shut up, which was pretty much their usual banter.

When the call finally ended, Chad took a deep breath, and he offered to get me a coffee. As soon as he got up, my phone buzzed with a text.

Sure enough, it was Amy. I knew it! she wrote. You and Johan? That explains why he was asking about you!

I looked over at Chad, but he wasn’t paying attention. Then I texted back: Johan’s being weird about that. It was a while ago. And it wasn’t anything special: just a hookup, that’s it.

Amy just took a second to respond. Was that before you met Chad?

No, I wrote, but it was before we started dating.

That’s cool, she said. Nothing wrong with that.

Don’t say anything, okay? I don’t need this getting out.

Ok fine, she wrote. But you know who does need to know? Your boyfriend.

I sighed and took a deep breath. Chad was still over by the table, stirring my coffee, totally oblivious. I told him months ago, I said. Besides, that’s between him and me. It’s none of your business.

Chad came back over. “What’s wrong?” he asked.

I just shook my head. “Nothing,” I said as he handed me my coffee. “Thanks baby.”

“Merry Christmas,” he said.

We spent the rest of that day quietly flirting. I don’t think his mom picked up on it, or at least I hoped she didn’t. But the truth was, both Chad and I were itching to get out out of the house— just him and me— so that we could go have some fun. After all, now that Chad was embracing his sexuality, I wanted to make sure his needs got taken care of.

As it turned out, though, it wasn’t till the next day that we got to check out Hillcrest. We took an Uber down there, and we walked around a little, just taking in the sights.

We found a place called Thaxter’s, which advertised all-nude boys, so we couldn’t resist going inside. It was a classic strip joint, with a long stage that was basically a runway; a bunch of customers were clustered around it, some more drunk than others. At that particular moment, there was no dancer onstage, so a few guys were making trips to the bar near the back.

Chad was definitely out of his depth. He practically tiptoed around, like he wasn’t supposed to be there. I couldn’t really blame him, considering how nervous I’d been my first time in a gay bar. Now, of course, I was the pro who was showing him the ropes.

The bartender was an older guy, basically a silver fox, with a handsome face and some distinguished-looking wrinkles. “So what’ll it be?” he asked.

I was hardly impressed by his tap list. Unlike the other bars we’d visited, this one only seemed to have Bud Light and Miller. “What do you have on bottles?” I asked.

“I can do Corona in a bottle,” he said.

Wrong answer, I thought. I did want a beer, but I just couldn’t bring myself to order one of those. “I’ll have a Mudslide,” I said.

The bartender turned to Chad. “You?”

“Jack and Coke.”

“Coming right up,” the bartender said, and he started making our drinks.

I opened Grindr while we waited. The results were just as awesome as I expected. There were dozens of guys listed within a few hundred feet.

“Check that out,” Chad said. He pointed to a flyer, which read: HOTTEST SEX PARTY IN TOWN!!! If you’re a swinger, curious, or just want to watch....

“That’d be cool,” I said, “except it’s after we fly back.”

He lowered his voice to a whisper. “We can always throw a party of our own,” he said. “Maybe with the Kap Eps?”

I had to admit I liked that idea. After all, we’d pretty much all seen each other get off. Considering how many of us were gay, I figured we’d get at least a few takers. But that would need to be at least a few weeks out.

The bartender handed us our drinks, and I slid him his money. Then Chad and I turned to the crowd, and we started scoping out our options.

The first guy we hit on was a big muscle guy. He seemed to be right up our alleys, but before we got very far, his boyfriend showed up. The boyfriend shot us a dirty look, wrapped his arm around the guy, and led him away.

The next guy was a bear who took a liking to Chad. He made a point of saying he was single, so he did seem like a promising prospect. Then he told us how badly he wanted to whip us; he invited us home to his dungeon, and he bragged about all the slings and cages he had there. That wasn’t exactly what we were after, so we passed.

It went on like that for a while, till I went back to Grindr. Eventually I refreshed my grid, and I saw a guy appear at the top. I tapped on his profile, and I saw he was listed as zero feet away.

I looked up and saw the guy sitting at the bar. At first he seemed too good to be true. He was alone, on his phone, yet he was awfully good-looking. I was surprised he wasn’t already snapped up.

Suddenly the guy looked up. He seemed confused at first, but then our eyes met. “Hey man,” I said. “Are you Madison?”

“Yeah,” he said. “So I’m guessing you’re RJ630?”

“That’s me,” I said.

Chad cleared his throat. He clearly wanted in on the action.

“This is my boyfriend,” I said. “Madison, meet—”

“Charles,” Chad said, and he shook Madison’s hand.

“R.J. and Charles, huh? Nice to meet you.” Madison licked his lips, then pointed at my phone. “You looking for a third wheel?”

I shrugged. “We’re just seeing what’s out there,” I said. “How about you?”

“Did you read my profile?”

“Oh yeah—”

“I gotta be honest, I didn’t read yours. That picture got me distracted.” He nodded at Chad. “You must be one lucky guy.”

“That’s one way of putting it,” Chad said.

“I bet when you guys fuck, it’s incredible.”

Chad shrugged. “Maybe you’ll have to watch us and find out.”

Woah, I thought. Chad had gone from being totally new at this, to flirting like a pro, in just a few minutes. Of course, I knew he might just be hiding his anxiety, but still....

“I just might need to do that,” Madison said. “Is that an invitation?”

“It depends on what you’re bringing to the table,” Chad said. “We don’t just fuck around with anyone.”

“That’s my boy,” Madison said.

The bartender stepped up to us, and he tapped his watch. “Time check,” he said to Madison. “Don’t you need to get going?”

Madison rolled his eyes. “Aw hell,” he said, “just when this was starting to get good.”

“I’m just saying,” the bartender said, “you can always come back later. You just can’t be late.”

“Yeah yeah, point taken,” Madison said, and he shotgunned his drink. “Listen, if you guys want to meet up later, I’m staying at the Alonzo.”

Chad and I looked at each other, but we didn’t say a word.

“Come by anytime after eleven,” he said. “Apartment 269... which is easy to remember.”

Chad didn’t seem to bat an eye. “That’s cool,” he said.

“Awesome.” With that, Madison got up and disappeared into the crowd.

I didn’t know what to make of that, and I don’t think Chad did either. But the bartender didn’t seem the slightest bit fazed.

“Sorry boys,” he said. “I didn’t mean to get in the way of your little love scene. But I know how Madison can get.”

I was about to ask what he meant by that, but before I could, he held out his hand.

“My name’s Thaxter by the way.”

I frowned. “Thaxter... like the bar?”

“The one and only,” he said. “I know: with a name like that, my parents never gave me a chance.”

I shook his hand. “I’m Scott.”

“I thought you said you were R.J.”

“U-uh, I mean—”

“It’s fine,” he said, and he looked over at Chad. “I’m guessing your name isn’t Charles either, but in my bar, you can be whoever you want to be. Whatever that entails.”

I was about to answer, but then a stripper came prancing onstage. He was a blond twink, dressed up like an angel. Actually, the only thing he was wearing was a see-through tunic, plus a halo on his head and wings on his shoulders. A cloud of fog was billowing around him. I could see his dick right through the fabric— it was soft and totally hairless— and it went flopping around as he started his dance.

“Damn,” was all I could say.

A bunch of catcalls rang out. The twink didn’t seem to mind; if anything, he had fun with it. He wagged his finger at the offenders, playfully admonishing them, and he kept right on dancing. A few guys tried to grope him, but he avoided the edge of the stage so that no one could reach him.

I looked down at Chad’s crotch. His boner was clearly standing at attention. Chad fidgeted a little and adjusted his pants.

“I’m guessing you like what you’re seeing?” I asked.

“Mm-hm,” he said. “I had no idea what I was missing all those years. I mean, I kind of did, but not really....”

“Wait,” Thaxter said. “Am I hearing this is your first time in a gay bar?”

“Y-yeah, I mean not for Scott, but for me....”

“Then welcome to the club, literally!” he said. “Did you just come out?”

“I-I... well, I guess you could say that....”

“Well, congratulations! Your next round’s on me.”

“Uh, okay.” Chad shrugged and smiled. “Thanks.”

The stripper, meanwhile, was still going at it. He ripped off his tunic so that he was fully naked. He whipped the cloth around his head, taking care not to get it caught in his wings. Then he did a sort of sensual striptease, running the fabric across his body. Eventually he tossed the tunic aside, so the only thing still cloaking him was the fog.

The stripper made his way to the end of the runway, and he caressed his bare body. His cock, incredibly enough, was still soft. The people around him kept hooting and hollering. Then the boy turned his back and shook his pale white booty at us; I felt my mouth water as I imagined how it would feel to dive in.

Finally the music swelled to a climax, the naked twink struck a pose, and the lights went out. The crowd erupted in cheers and sent dollar bills flying through the air. It took a while before the noise died down.

“Keep watching,” Thaxter said. “You ain’t seen nuthin’ yet.”

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“Just wait.”

I sipped my drink and kept my eyes on the stage. It took a minute or two for the fog to disperse. Then the lights went up again, and a new song started to play.

A black airline pilot stepped out from behind a curtain. Then two male flight attendants joined him, and I immediately realized who they were. One was the dude we’d just talked to, and the other looked like his twin, though I couldn’t tell which was which.

“Wait,” Chad said. “Are you telling me... I mean, that Madison guy—”

“I’ll put it this way,” Thaxter said. “That guy sure gets butts in the seats, and he puts on a helluva show.”

I nodded in agreement. The twins did look unusually hot. They were well-polished, without a hair out of place. They wore identical red blazers, with corresponding vests underneath, and their dance moves matched each other step-for-step. I felt like I was watching their performance in stereo.

The twins rolled a cart down the stage, and they served drinks to guys in the audience. Apparently the flight attendants were supposed to be hitting on the pilot; so the twins kept circling around the black guy, trying to get his attention.

When the music launched into a chorus, the twins whipped open their blazers. They gyrated their hips, then pulled off the blazers and twirled them around. Then they plopped the black guy into a chair, peeled off his jacket, and took turns giving him lap dances. One of them whipped off the man’s necktie and started using it as a whip.

Eventually the twins’ vests came off, and they started unbuttoning the shirts underneath. I was ready to see some real skin, but of course those guys teased us as long as they could. They kept messing with the black guy, and they alternated between taking off his clothes and taking off their own. I was thrilled when their shirts were open wide enough to show off their chest hair.

Chad kept squirming in his seat. His dick was clearly straining to get out of its restraints. I was tempted to take him to the bathroom, or maybe the back alley, and fool around with him there. But I forced myself to behave.

After what seemed like a long time, the twins’ shirts finally came off. They undid their flies, and they pulled their pants down just a few inches: just far enough to reveal the thongs underneath.

I suddenly realized I was touching myself. I looked down at my crotch, and I could see a spot of pre-cum leaking through my pants.

Chad must’ve noticed, because he glanced down, then whispered into my ears: “When did he say he could meet us?”

I could feel my heart pounding with anticipation. “Sometime after eleven.”

Chad looked at his watch. He didn’t say a word, but he didn’t really need to.

By now the twins had taken off their pants, and the black guy was down to a g-string. The twins were obviously hard, and they only seemed to be getting harder. They were grinding their butts against the black guy; then they both undid a clasp, and their thongs popped off.

Both of the twins’ packages were as gorgeous as I’d hoped. Their penises were sticking straight out, with their low-hanging balls swinging back and forth beneath them. The twins bent all the way down, so their asses were up in the air, and they stuck them in the black guy’s face.

Finally the black guy yanked off his g-string, and he jumped up from his chair. Apparently the flight attendants had gotten their wish, and had seduced their pilot. Now that they were all naked, their dance became a blur of light and dark skin, from chests to backs to cocks to butts to anything else you could ask for.

My heart was pounding, and I could sense the hormones in my veins. I was so fucking horny, I wasn’t sure how much longer I could hold out. I looked over at Chad, and I could tell he was breathing hard too, though he was trying to hide it.

Finally the black guy jumped into the twins’ arms. The music went crazy, and so did the crowd, as the set reached its big finish. The dancers took in the applause, till finally the lights went down.

“Woah,” seemed to be all Chad could say.

After that, we took up Thaxter on his offer of free drinks. Secretly, though, we were watching the clock the whole time. We Googled the Alonzo, and we found it was just a few blocks away. I wasn’t sure what to expect, but Chad was definitely interested, and I wasn’t about to get in his way. So as soon as eleven o’clock rolled around, we made our way over.

We got buzzed in at the front door, then headed upstairs to Apartment 269. When we knocked on the door, it cracked open, and we caught a glimpse of a familiar face.

“Hi boys,” he said. “You must be the guys Madison invited.”

Wait a minute, I thought. This is his twin?

“I’m Mason,” he said, and he held out his hand.

I shook his hand, but I couldn’t help feeling weird. Apparently it wasn’t enough that these guys looked alike; they had to have names that were almost identical. I wasn’t sure I could even tell them apart, but I tried to act cool about it. “I’m R.J.,” I said, “and this is Charles.”

“Come in,” Mason said, and he opened the door all the way.

The other guy, apparently Madison, got up from the couch. “Hey guys,” he said. “I was hoping you’d come.”

“Why wouldn’t we?” I asked.

“You never know,” he said. “There are a lot of flakes out there.”

I looked around. The apartment was just a little studio, about the same size as my student apartment. “So is this a normal thing for you?” I asked. “Picking up guys at the bar?”

“Only guys we like,” Madison said. “We’re not like those guys who work as escorts or whatever. The people who go for that stuff usually aren’t the best. At least for us— no offense if you’re into that.”

I shook my head. I’d never even thought of hiring an escort; I’d heard about it of course, but that was pretty much it.

“Anyway, where’d we leave off?” Madison asked. He put his arms around Chad. “I think you were asking what we could offer you. Do you still need me to answer that?”

Chad looked at Mason, then looked back at Madison. Then he turned to me, as if he wanted me to say something.

“Do you guys like to watch?” Mason asked.

“Watch what?” Chad asked. “Are you saying—”

“Well, we like to fuck just like everybody else. And you might’ve noticed from our set... we like having an audience.”

Chad stepped out of Madison’s arms. “For fucking each other?” he asked. “I-I mean, if you guys are brothers—”

“So what if we are?” Mason asked. “A lot of people have fooled around with their brothers. We’re just ballsy enough to admit it.”

“I would never fool around with my brother,” Chad said. “That’s gross.”

“Is your brother your twin?”

“Well no—”

“Then it’s not the same thing,” Mason said. “Besides, do you think I’m hot?”

“I-I mean yeah of course—”

He looked over at Madison. “Then you must think he’s hot too, considering we look exactly the same.”

“W-well yeah....”

“So just think of us as two hot guys,” Mason said. “For me, it’s like having sex with myself. Haven’t you ever fantasized about that?”

I didn’t say a word. Now that I thought about it, that idea had crossed my mind years before, though I’d done my best to suppress it. It was back when I’d first started jacking off: the sensation was so new and exciting that I was dying to take it to the next level. I wanted to lose my virginity so bad, but at that age, it was easier said than done. If there were two of me, I thought, I could take care of everything myself. I was surprised to hear other guys had had the same thoughts.

“It’s still weird,” Chad was saying.

“Well,” Mason said, “nobody is asking you to fuck your brother. I just want you to watch me fuck mine.” He put his arms around Madison, then leaned in and kissed him.

I wanted to be revolted, but I had to admit, the sight was really fucking sexy. Mason was right: they were both hot guys, and I couldn’t deny I loved the sight of hot guys going at it. This kiss of theirs wasn’t just a peck on the lips; it was intimate and erotic, like what you’d expect from longtime lovers who were still crazy for each other.

Chad tried to hide his boner, but I wasn’t fooled. Like me, he couldn’t seem to look away.

The twins broke off their kiss, and they both turned to us. “Okay,” Mason said, “now it’s your turn.”

Chad and I looked at each other. I wasn’t exactly opposed to kissing him, but I was still nervous. I wasn’t sure where this was going to lead.

Chad hesitated too, but then he moved in toward me. The next thing I knew, his lips were pressing against mine; and as usual, our surroundings seemed to disappear. I felt his beard against my skin, and I tasted his tongue in my mouth. I was already horned up from watching the strip show, but this seemed to bring me to a whole new level. Eventually I stopped trying to resist, and I just went along with it.

“Oh fuck yeah,” Mason said as he stuck his hand down Madison’s pants.

“Take your shirts off,” Madison said.

Chad slid his hands across my abs. Then he broke off our kiss, and he pulled my shirt over my head. I put my arms around him, grabbed his hem, and pulled his shirt off too. Then we went back to our makeout session.

Mason undid Madison’s pants button, and he opened his zipper. Then he pulled out Madison’s cock. Madison threw his head back and let out a sigh. Mason stroked him for a minute, then lowered him onto the bed.

Chad sat down on the couch, which was directly across from the bed, and I sat down beside him. Then he took my hand and held it tight.

Madison took off his shirt. Mason pulled down Madison’s pants, then took his dick in his mouth and started sucking away. Madison closed his eyes and put his hands on Mason’s head.

Chad and I didn’t say a word. I pressed my body against his, and he wrapped his fingers around mine. I was tempted to do more, but we were both transfixed by the sight in front of us.

Madison grabbed Mason’s sleeves, and he pulled his shirt over his head. “Get all this off of you,” he said.

Mason got up, dropped his pants, and got back on the bed. Now both guys were naked. Their bodies looked even better up close than onstage. It still felt like we were seeing double.

Madison sat up and started sucking Mason. As he did, he played with his own cock; but he only did it tentatively, like he was teasing himself. Mason let out a few gasps, then started grinding his hips.

I reached down to Chad’s cock, and I was about to start playing with it, but then Mason shook his head. “No,” he said between thrusts. “Just get comfortable.”

I followed his orders, and I leaned back on the couch. Chad followed suit, and we just held each other while we watched.

Madison, ever the showman, shifted his body to give us a better view. He kept blowing Mason for a while, then popped his dick out of his mouth. “I need this inside me,” Madison whispered.

Mason reached for a drawer, which apparently was where they kept their lube. He greased up his cock, then put a few dabs on Madison’s hole. Then he kneeled between Madison’s
legs, and he gradually slid inside him.

“Oh yeah,” Madison gasped. “Give it to me.”

Mason complied and started pounding away. He threw back his shoulders so that his chest jutted out in front of him. All his muscles were flexing and contracting, all in perfect synchronization.

Madison’s body was flailing underneath. He was moaning with pleasure, and he was working his ass around Mason’s cock, while always begging him for more. Both twins were staring into each others’ eyes, both with the same lusty expression.

By now, I was almost ready to cum in my pants. I could tell Chad was leaking lots of pre-cum himself.

“Are you close?” Madison asked. At first I thought this was directed at us, but then I realized he was asking Mason.

“Yeah,” Mason said.

“Then fucking cum,” Madison said. “Fill me up.”

Mason gave him a few more thrusts, but then his balls contracted, and his body went rigid. Madison yelped as he took his brother’s load.

“Holy shit,” Chad said.

Mason stopped pumping, then pulled his cock out of Madison. It was lathered in cum, and a few gobs dripped on the sheets. “Now it’s your turn,” he said, and he got down on all fours.

Madison got up, applied some more lube, and positioned himself behind Mason’s butt. Then he shoved his way in, and he started fucking him doggy-style.

“Oh yeah,” Mason said. “You feel so good in me....”

“Fucking take it,” Madison said.

They went at it a little bit longer, but then Madison got close. He yanked his dick out, then gave himself a quick jerk.

“Oh yeah!” he yelled as his body convulsed, and he shot on Mason’s hole. His cum splattered all over Mason’s crack, and it started dripping down his taint.

Mason waited till Madison was finished. Then he plopped down on his side, and he smiled at us. “Did you like that?” he asked.

I was pretty much speechless. I’d never seen anything like that before.

“W-well yeah,” Chad said. The stiffness in his jeans said all we needed to know.

“Why don’t you take those pants off and join us?”

I didn’t need to be told twice. If anything, I was scared of cumming too soon; so I opened my fly as wide as it would go, and I made sure not to touch my cock as I threw my pants down. Then I stepped over to the bed, and Chad wasn’t far behind me.

Madison took me in his arms. “So that’s what your cock looks like,” he said. “I was wondering.”

“Does it live up to what you were hoping for?” I asked.

“So far so good,” he said, “but the only way to be sure is to take it for a spin.”

I looked over at Chad, who was leaking even more pre-cum than ever. He didn’t answer; he ran his hands down Mason’s chest, then followed his treasure trail, and wrapped his fingers around the man’s still-wet cock.

Mason wrapped his hands around Chad’s neck, and before I had a chance to object, he pulled him in for a kiss. As he did, Madison started playing with my dick; he started with a few gentle touches, but then he started caressing me, and then he full-on went down on me.

So there I was, getting blown by one guy and watching my boyfriend make out with another. Somehow it seemed like most normal thing in the world, and I didn’t want it to stop.

Eventually Chad broke off the kiss, and he nibbled on one of Mason’s nipples. Then he made his way further down, and he ran his tongue along his bellybutton. He stroked Mason’s cock with one hand, and he stroked his own with the other.

I expected Chad to start sucking Mason’s dick, but then he threw me for a loop. He leaned over to me and Madison, and he started sucking Madison’s instead. Mason didn’t seem to complain; he just leaned down and started sucking Chad.

By now we were all lying on the bed, with our bodies more or less in a circle. I was the only one without a cock in my mouth, and Mason was the only one not getting sucked, so I knew I had to remedy that.

I reached over and had my way with Mason’s rod. It still tasted of cum, at least till I lapped it all up. I reached back to Mason’s ass, and I found it was still slick with lube. I slid a few fingers in his hole, and I felt his body respond.

“Mm,” Mason said, though he couldn’t say much with Chad in his mouth. But Mason followed my lead and started playing with Chad’s hole. I knew Chad would love that, and sure enough, he let out a few moans of his own.

As I explored Mason’s crack with my hand, I realized not everything down there was lube. His taint was still wet from Madison’s load. I scooped up as much as I could, then brought it to my mouth. It was exactly like the cum I’d tasted a moment before— not that that was a surprise.

Chad suddenly shifted his body. “Oh fuck!” he said as he yanked his dick out of Mason’s mouth. I saw a little spurt come out of him, but he forced himself not to cum all the way. That was my boy: I knew he could edge with the best of them.

I felt my own orgasm coming on, so I followed Chad’s lead, and I made Madison take his mouth off of me. A few of my muscles started to contract, and I did feel a wave of pleasure, but I stopped myself before I went too far.

“Woah,” I said as our oral train came apart. My heart was beating, but I knew we had to pause if we wanted to keep the party going. I just laid back on the bed and tried to catch my breath.

“You guys are awesome at this,” Mason said.

I snorted. “Right back at ya,” I said.

“What are you doing next week?”

“We’re here on vacation,” I said. “We leave on Wednesday.”

“Seriously? Shit.”

You’re telling me, I thought. I loved the idea of this being a regular thing, but I knew it was too good to be true.

“Anyway,” Madison said, “how do you guys want to finish? I’m guessing after all that anticipation, you’re going to cum fucking buckets....”

“Probably,” Chad said, and then he turned to Mason. “I want to fuck your ass.”

“Oh hell yeah,” Mason said.

Madison looked at me. “Do you want to fuck mine?” he asked.

“I will if you want to....”

He seemed to sense where I was going. “But?”

“Well....” I looked at his cock, which I hadn’t played with at all. “I kind of want to ride that.”

Madison grinned. “You’re my kind of guy.”

“Hey,” Chad said half-jokingly, “watch it.”

“Well, you can get more of this whenever you want,” Madison said. “I’ve got to get some while I can. Especially if you’re both leaving town.” Then he gave Chad a kiss, though he lingered a bit longer than I would’ve liked.

We reached for the twins’ supplies, and we wasted no time getting ready. I rolled a condom onto Madison’s cock— which was still wet from Chad’s blowjob— and then I lubed up my hole. Finally I straddled Madison’s body, and I lowered myself onto his rod. I felt his dick go further and further up my chute, till finally my butt cheeks rested on his pubes.

I looked over at Mason, who was back on all fours— apparently his position of choice— and I watched Chad slowly impaling his ass. “Oh God,” Mason gasped.

Chad got all the way in, then started his thrusts. It only took a few seconds for both him and me to get into a rhythm. As we did, we leaned in toward each other, and we started making out. It was kind of a weird feeling at first, considering each of us was having sex with someone else, but we got used to it real fast. I still couldn’t get over the feeling of his beard against my lips. I could hear him breathing harder and harder, and I savored the smell of his skin.

Madison thrust up into me, and I let out a gasp, but it felt so good that I didn’t want him to stop. I tried to position my body so that he would hit my prostate. Then he suddenly hit the spot; I closed my eyes, and I felt my mouth drop open.

“Oh fuck yeah,” Chad was saying as he pounded Mason into submission. “Aw shit!” Then his muscles and tendons all went taut, and I knew he was filling his condom.

“Fuuuuuuuck,” I said as Madison hit my prostate again, and I just couldn’t hold back anymore. I put my hand on my cock, and a split second later, a huge fucking load came gushing out of me. Rope after rope covered Madison’s chest. I thought I’d stop cumming after a second or two, but my balls were so full that they kept on delivering.

“Yeah baby,” Chad said as he came down from his high.

I let out a deep sigh, and I sat down on Madison’s dick, while I felt the last of my load dribble out of me. “Holy fucking shit,” I said. “That was incredible....”

“Looks like your man liked it too,” Mason said.

Chad pulled his dick from Mason’s ass. “Yes I did,” he said. I looked over and saw his rubber full of jizz.

I got off of Madison’s cock, and I laid down on the bed. Chad and Madison threw away their condoms, then got down beside me. Chad laid right next to me, and I relished the warmth of his body against mine. The twins snuggled up to us on either side. I felt really fucking good, but I was still dazed at what we’d just done. And I could only imagine what might come next.



To be continued....
 
This chapter was so hot I had to call the fire department to hose me down to avoid spontaneous combustion. I could have lasted just with a cold shower, but you had to introduce twins into the mix and I was a goner. Thanks for that!

Excellent writing btw.
 
This chapter was so hot I had to call the fire department to hose me down to avoid spontaneous combustion. I could have lasted just with a cold shower, but you had to introduce twins into the mix and I was a goner. Thanks for that!

Excellent writing btw.

Thank you!!!

I hope you enjoyed getting sprayed down. And hopefully you got some hunky firefighters’ numbers in the process?
 
That was a lot of ground to cover and a lot of cum to shoot for a single chapter. I was exhausted by the end only to be greeted by "To Be. Continued ..." But that was good timing. I was spent and so were your guys. I hope you were too. We can all be recharged in time for the next part.

This may not be what you're expecting me to say, but the most powerful part of the whole chapter, I thought, was right at the beginning when Scott and Chad are talking about if or how much they want to open up their relationship to include fucking around with other guys. That was powerfully and well done and made the sex they finally got to have in the living room that much better.

“Omigod,” I said as I felt his tongue go inside me. By now my nerves were going haywire. I was so close, I knew I could bust any second.

Chad reached up, and he stroked my cock while he tongue-fucked my ass. My body shivered with pleasure. Then my balls tightened up, and I knew that was it.

“Oh shit!” I gasped as my cum blasted out of me. A rope shot across my abs, and a bunch of gobs splattered on my chest.


My cock and I really enjoyed that scene and its continuation through to the second-cumming ending.

Their fucking around that night seemed in evitable from the moment they started talking as they left the beach. The recent events and growth and understanding of their relationship seemed to be powering them to explore it externally as well es internally.

The same excitement came through in the bar as you captured both Scott's expeience, joy and pleasure in being able to guide Chad through the world of the gay bars, and Chad's wonder, hesitation and fear at these new surroundings and possibilities.

And yes, you certainly got my juices flowing and left me wanting to continue on thei journey with you and Scott and Chad.

I look forward to our next get together. Now, like sheep, I need to clean up.
 
That was a lot of ground to cover and a lot of cum to shoot for a single chapter. I was exhausted by the end only to be greeted by "To Be. Continued ..." But that was good timing. I was spent and so were your guys. I hope you were too. We can all be recharged in time for the next part.

Yep, that's the idea! I'm glad it was as good for you as it was for me...*|*

This may not be what you're expecting me to say, but the most powerful part of the whole chapter, I thought, was right at the beginning when Scott and Chad are talking about if or how much they want to open up their relationship to include fucking around with other guys. That was powerfully and well done and made the sex they finally got to have in the living room that much better.

“Omigod,” I said as I felt his tongue go inside me. By now my nerves were going haywire. I was so close, I knew I could bust any second.

Chad reached up, and he stroked my cock while he tongue-fucked my ass. My body shivered with pleasure. Then my balls tightened up, and I knew that was it.

“Oh shit!” I gasped as my cum blasted out of me. A rope shot across my abs, and a bunch of gobs splattered on my chest.


My cock and I really enjoyed that scene and its continuation through to the second-cumming ending.

Feelings and foreplay always make sex that much better, don't they? (At least they do for me.) I hope you and your cock also got to play an encore, just like Scott did!

Their fucking around that night seemed in evitable from the moment they started talking as they left the beach. The recent events and growth and understanding of their relationship seemed to be powering them to explore it externally as well es internally.

The same excitement came through in the bar as you captured both Scott's expeience, joy and pleasure in being able to guide Chad through the world of the gay bars, and Chad's wonder, hesitation and fear at these new surroundings and possibilities.

And yes, you certainly got my juices flowing and left me wanting to continue on thei journey with you and Scott and Chad.

I look forward to our next get together. Now, like sheep, I need to clean up.

I'm glad it got your juices flowing! Hopefully Chapter 18 will too. I just have one question: who says you need to clean up?

:D:gogirl:
 
Pleeeease don't make us wait so long for the next chapter.
 
Pleeeease don't make us wait so long for the next chapter.

I promise I’ll finish the next chapter as soon as I can! But I also don’t want to rush it... because the last thing I’d want to do is put out something I’m not happy with!

Besides... isn’t anticipation part of the fun? Then you can get nice and horny thinking about it beforehand... *|*
 
CHAPTER 18


We ended up spending the night at the twins’ place. Their bed wasn’t meant for four people— at least not for actual sleeping— but we made it work. We basically got really friendly: whenever one of us moved, the rest of us would feel it.

When I woke up the next morning, I found our blanket had fallen to the floor, and a bunch of our limbs were draped over the others. I was basically lying in a pile of man flesh. I took a deep breath and inhaled the scent of everyone’s cum.

I had a raging case of morning wood, and the sight of all these guys only made me that much hornier. Chad was hard too, and we were tempted to help get each other off. I almost wanted to sneak into the bathroom, or even a closet, and have my way with him. But we both stayed on our best behavior, at least for the moment.

We knew we’d broken the rules we’d laid out. We were getting perilously close to my old slut phase, and we hadn’t kept things as anonymous as we’d planned. At first I told myself that the twins must’ve used fake names too, the same way Chad and I had. But then I saw some mail they’d left out, and sure enough, it was addressed to Mason and Madison Turner.

Fuck! I thought to myself. Not only were those their real names, but now I felt like an idiot, since now I knew their last names and everything. So much for that original plan.

Chad and I figured we’d hang out till the twins got up, but those boys kept right on sleeping. We guessed they mostly worked nights, so they were probably even less into mornings than we were. Eventually we just said fuck it, and we ordered an Uber.

By some miracle, we managed to sneak back to Chad’s bedroom without running into his mom or his brother. As soon as we closed the door behind us, I felt a huge wave of relief.

“Holy shit,” Chad said. “I mean, I knew I wanted to experiment... but I wasn’t expecting that.”

“Are you saying you regret it?”

“I didn’t say that. It’s just... holy fucking shit.”

I stepped up to him, and I ran my hands along his six-pack. “I just don’t want you getting too many ideas.”

“Who said I was getting too many ideas?”

“Good answer,” I said, and I gave him a kiss. As I did, I kept thinking of Middle Eastern Boy’s cock going up my boyfriend’s ass; all jealousy aside, it had been a helluva sight, and I had to admit I kind of liked it. Then there was the sight of Chad’s cock sliding into Mason’s mouth, not to mention his hole.

“Are you thinking what I’m thinking?” he asked as he put his hand on my boner.

“You tell me.”

“I did say this cock is the one I want to come home to. Remember?”

We locked lips again, and I started fumbling with Chad’s clothes. I felt his boner through his pants, and I could tell he was as rock-hard as I was. We barely broke off the kiss as I pulled off his shirt.

“I have an idea,” he said, “for how we can get the best of both worlds.”

We both kept caressing each other’s faces. “Do tell,” I said.

“We haven’t watched porn in a while. We can watch a group scene or something... and I want you to fuck me while we do it.”

I could practically feel the hormones surging into my bloodstream. “Oh hell yeah,” I said.

“You know,” he said, “I seem to know someone who just got a new iPad... which would be perfect for something like this.”

“Do you now?” I asked. “Is that why you got it for me?”

“I didn’t say that,” he replied, “but it wasn’t exactly a deterrent.”

“I bet it wasn’t,” I said. I gave him another kiss, then stepped over to my suitcase, and I pulled out the iPad. I could already feel my nerves tingling with anticipation, because I knew Chad was right. After all, he’d been into gay porn since high school, and I hadn’t forgotten his thing for Flynn Taylor. I of course was into group sex, at least as a fetish. Yet the best sex we’d had was always just the two of us, enjoying each other’s bodies one-on-one. The more I thought about doing all that stuff at once, the more I loved the idea.

I went online and pulled up Vitruvian Men. Chad and I scrolled through their videos together, and we each pointed out a few we might like. After a minute of searching, we found a new scene with Flynn, along with our old mainstays Vince, Logan, and Nate; plus there was also a new guy named Darren. Chad and I both looked at each other, and we nodded in unison.

I laid the iPad against a pillow, and I hit play. It took a second for the video to load, and as it did, Chad and I stripped off our dirty clothes. Then the scene actually started, showing the porn stars at some desert resort. They were already naked, but they were just casually chatting, as if their upcoming gangbang wasn’t a big deal.

Chad climbed in his bed, got on all fours, and spread his legs. The sight was so incredible that I almost froze: my boyfriends’s gorgeous ass in the air, with his hungry hole open wide and pointing right at me, and his big juicy balls dangling underneath. And from where I was, I could still see the porn playing at the same time.

I lubed up and assumed my position behind him. Chad fast-forwarded the video through the foreplay and oral stuff, and went right to the fucking. At the point he hit play, Flynn was riding Logan in a reverse cowboy, and Nate was plowing Vince while also blowing Darren. There was so much fucking going on that it was almost hard to keep track of it all.

I pressed my cock against Chad’s hole, and he pressed back against it. I slid inside him without a hint of resistance, though he did let out a groan.

“Oh yeah,” he said, “that’s it.” I couldn’t tell if he was saying it to me, or saying it to the screen.

The camera zoomed in on Vince’s dick, which was flopping around helplessly. Nate was pounding his ass without mercy. Vince closed his eyes in ecstasy, and he let his mouth hang open, as he took it like a man.

Chad was gyrating his ass against my rod. Since his back was to me, I couldn’t see his face, but his body was rhythmically rising and falling. His butt cheeks jiggled with every thrust I made, and I could feel his sphincter massaging my cock just the way I liked it. This dude knew exactly what he was doing.

“Fuck yeah,” Chad said as he watched Flynn and Logan. Flynn was still bouncing up and down on Logan’s lap. Flynn was obviously loving the dick up his ass; his own dick was hard as a rock, and it swung around as they fucked.

I ran my hands down Chad’s back. His skin was soft and warm, but there was no mistaking the strong bones and muscles that lay just beneath the surface. His whole body seemed to be submitting to me, flexing and extending each part of his anatomy, all of which was at my beck and call. I couldn’t resist kissing him between his shoulder blades. “You like that?” I asked.

“I fucking love it,” Chad said without missing a beat. He kept on working his body, especially his ass, like he was a master at getting fucked doggy-style.

Onscreen, the video shifted its focus to Darren and Nate. They were still doing oral. Darren let out a sigh of pleasure and looked into the camera. The way he did it, it felt like his eyes met mine.

I felt a surge of adrenaline, and I plowed back into Chad, harder and faster than before. I grabbed Chad’s hips and yanked him toward me, making my dick go deeper inside him. His sphincter slid all the way up my shaft, till it got to my pubes, and I felt the juicy warm depths of his colon beyond. Chad gasped, and his body shuddered, but he seemed every bit as into it as I was.

“Oh Jesus!” he grunted. “Baby, give it to me.”

“You want my cock?”

“I fucking need it!”

“That’s what I want to hear,” I said as I kept pounding away.

Eventually the porn stars switched their positions. Flynn started fucking Nate, while Darren fucked Logan, and Vince just jerked off. I noticed Chad seemed to keep watching Flynn.

“You like that guy?” I asked.

“You know I do,” he said. “He’s fucking hot.”

“Do you wish it was you he was fucking?”

“I told you,” he said, “you’re the one I want.”

“That’s not what I asked.”

“Fuck,” Chad said as he took in another thrust.

“Go ahead and fantasize,” I said. “I know you want to... and I know you’ve done it before.” I pounded him some more. “Imagine this is Flynn’s dick up your ass. Just like I’m imagining we’re in that room with them.”

Chad’s body was starting to tense up. I knew where this was going, and I wasn’t about to stop it. Knowing Chad, I suspected he’d gotten off to Flynn in this same bed more than once.

By now Nate was lying on his back, and he was stroking his cock while Flynn fucked him missionary. Flynn leaned down to him, and they started making out.

“Oh yeah,” Chad said. “That’s it. Keep doing that....”

The porn stars kept their kisses going for a minute or two. Then Flynn leaned back up, and he started reaming Nate. Chad kept his eyes peeled on the screen. Finally Nate arched his back, gripped his cock way harder than before, and shot a big load past his shoulders.

That was it for Chad. I couldn’t see his cock from where I was, but he reached down and seemed to barely touch himself. I felt his hole convulsing around my dick, just as he let out his familiar groan. “U-u-u-uh fuck yeah!” he gasped as he seemed to lose control of his body. I could only imagine how much he cum he was shooting on his sheets.

Watching him get off— and feeling his flesh spasming around my cock— was just what I needed to send me over the edge. I felt my cum surging down my shaft and pumping into his body. “Shit!” I gasped as I gave him a few more thrusts. My orgasm seemed to cascade right through me. Then, when my dick finally finished spasming, I tried to catch my breath.

Chad rolled to his side, and my cock popped out of his ass. Sure enough, he’d made a huge mess on his bed, not that I was complaining.

By now Flynn had pulled out of Nate, and was jacking off on his face. Chad kept his eyes peeled to the screen till Flynn shot his wad and gave Nate a good facial.

“Fuuuuck,” Chad said. I assumed he wanted that big juicy load for himself.

Flynn stepped away, and he let Vince get on top of Nate. Vince pounded his pud for a couple more seconds, then started shooting too. His cum mixed with Flynn’s as it poured down Nate’s cheeks.

I reached down to Chad’s package. I stroked his cock with one hand, and I stroked my own with the other. Both us were still as hard as before, and we watched together as the last two porn stars blew their loads. Logan went first, and he shot across his own chest. Then Darren pulled out of Logan, and he shot around his hole.

“Hell yeah,” one of them said; I couldn’t tell which one.

Chad put his hand on my cock, and I took mine off. “Was that as good for you as it was for me?”

“Probably better,” I said.

We just laid there for a second, each of us stroking the other, till finally the video ended. Then I put the iPad away, and we headed for the shower to clean up.

We lingered for a while, soaping each other up, and generally playing with each other’s bodies. The shower was just the right size for the two of us: we felt intimate and sexy without feeling cramped.

As we did, we debated what to do next. On the one hand, we had plenty more fantasies we could act out on our own; we had any number of toys we could play with, and it was definitely safer than opening things up. On the other hand, we both seemed to love the thrill of trying new things. We knew relationships could get stale, and the last thing we wanted was for our sex to get boring. Especially now that we were finally out of our shells— or out of our closets, as it were— we wanted to take full advantage of what all was out there.

“I did like that club we went to,” Chad said as we both scrubbed our crotches.

“Do you want to go back there?”

“Well....” Chad stepped under the showerhead, and he let the water pour across his body “I mean, I guess strip shows aren’t that different than porn. If anything, they’re tamer. So I guess if we’re gonna watch porn, there’s nothing wrong with going to see strippers....”

“As long as you don’t develop feelings for them.”

“Who said I was developing feelings?”

“I didn’t say you did—”

“Last night was a hookup. And that’s it. Just like what we did on the beach.”

“I know.” I put my arms around him, and I looked right into his eyes. “I just want to be careful. I wouldn’t want to fuck things up... like you said.”

Chad didn’t answer. He just nodded.

We ended up going back to Thaxter’s that night. We found it was an awful lot quieter than before. There were no actual strip shows going on— just shirtless go-go dancing— so the crowds were noticeably thinner. They were also less rowdy, so we had more time to talk to Thaxter himself.

I was surprised to find out he’d owned the place for thirty years. Thaxter was old enough to remember seeing Stonewall in the news, and he’d come out to his family right when Harvey Milk got elected. The way he told the story, things seemed hopeful at first, especially with the seventies-era free love and whatnot. But then Harvey Milk got shot, and soon after that came the AIDS epidemic.

“That was not a good time to be gay,” Thaxter said. “Of all the friends I had in 1978, by 1995 all but two of them were dead. And for us who got lucky, we basically couldn’t be out in public. People thought we were all disease-ridden filth, like getting anywhere near us would get them infected.” He looked down at the ground. It was clearly a sensitive subject, even after all these years. “That’s why I opened this place. I wanted a place where we could be ourselves... for whatever that’s worth.”

“Holy shit,” I said. I had no idea his club had been a labor of love.

“I mean, don’t get me wrong, it’s a good thing times have changed. I just worry sometimes.”

“Worry about what?”

“Look around you,” he said. “Gay people don’t need bars like this anymore. Now you can be out in public. You can meet other gay people anywhere. And don’t get me started on Grindr.”

I didn’t say a word. I couldn’t help thinking of how I had Grindr on my phone.

“Anyway,” Thaxter said, “I shouldn’t burden you with this.”

“No worries,” I said. I sipped my cocktail, then looked out at the room around us. “Has business really been that slow?”

“It comes and goes,” Thaxter said. “The twins always draw a crowd, for obvious reasons. But when we’re having a dry spell... sometimes I don’t know how I’m going to pay my bills.”

“Seriously?”

“Absolutely,” he said. “Then again, I’m getting old, so maybe it’s just time to retire.”

Chad and I looked at each other. Then I looked back at Thaxter. “You want to know what I think?”

“Of course,” Thaxter said. “Shoot.”

“You should get a better drink menu. I mean, it’s San Diego. People expect good beer around here. And with all those California wines you can get—”

“Oh, I don’t know about that. People don’t exactly come here for the menu.”

“But they should,” I said. “I mean, think about it. You just said yourself, they don’t need to come here to meet people, or get laid, or any of that stuff. So you need to give them some other reason— like a fun place to hang out, eat, and drink.”

“Don’t argue with this guy,” Chad said. At first I thought he was talking to me, but then I realized he was saying it to Thaxter. “Scott’s a future lawyer, you know.”

“Hey!” I said. “Not if I can help it.”

“I’m just warning him—”

“Careful babe,” I said as I shot him a glare.

Thaxter just laughed. “Spoken like one helluva couple.”

I just snorted and shook my head. I was trying to tread carefully, because I did feel bad for the guy. He was clearly behind the times, and he was putting his own livelihood in jeopardy. I hated the idea of a long-established gay business going under. “What are your Yelp reviews like?”

“Oh, I never look at those,” he said. “We did just fine before Yelp came along.”

Uh oh, I thought. That wasn’t a good sign. I pulled out my phone, went into the app, and pulled up Thaxter’s listing. “You’ve got a two-star rating,” I said, and I handed him my phone. “Don’t get me wrong, I don’t think that’s fair to you... but I guarantee it’s costing you customers.”

Thaxter frowned. He clearly didn’t know how to use the app, so he fumbled around before handing my phone back. “So what do you suggest?”

“You need a social media person,” I said. “Someone to keep your posts up-to-date, respond to bad reviews, and stuff like that. And you need to encourage your good customers to post. That way you can balance out the haters.”

“Are you asking for a job?”

“I didn’t say that.”

“But you implied.”

“Look,” I said. “If you want me to do some digging, I can. But I’m really just trying to help.”

Another customer walked up to the bar, and Thaxter went to take his order. As he did, I thought back to that summer, when I’d first logged onto Grindr and realized how many closeted guys were around me. Then I thought of my first time venturing into Boystown, and of all the new possibilities it had offered.

As I looked around the bar, I noticed a young guy, possibly underage, who was playing on his phone. He had the same nervous look that I’d seen on Chad the day before— and it was probably the same look that I’d once had myself. It was the universal look of being new to a gay bar.

Slowly but surely, I realized this guy wasn’t alone. There was also a guy sitting at the bar, who looked to be around forty, with the same general demeanor.

Chad and I kept nursing our drinks, and as we did, we picked up pieces of the conversations around us. The young guy didn’t say a word; he just kept playing with his phone, seemingly lost in thought. But the forty-year-old opened up to Thaxter quite a bit; he’d just come out to his wife and kids, and he had no idea what to do next. I suspected a lot of people around us had similar stories.

Once I heard that, I knew what I had to do. I couldn’t bear to see Thaxter’s go out of business and leave these people high and dry.

I did a search on my phone, and it only took a minute to find some good craft beer distributors. I set up Thaxter’s accounts on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, and everything else. I even responded to some of his bad Yelp reviews. I didn’t have time to set up a full-fledged website, but I did check out some of the web-hosting options, and I put together a list for Thaxter to review.

Chad kept on sipping his drink the whole time. He didn’t say much, but I could tell he was quietly rolling his eyes. He seemed to think this was all a little silly, and that I shouldn’t do all this for free. But to me, it didn’t feel like work. It was easy enough to do, and more importantly, it made me feel like I was making a difference.

By the time we left that night, Thaxter had everything he needed to bring his place up-to-date. I also gave him my e-mail in case he wanted to talk more.

When we got back to Chad’s house, we didn’t have sex as I har expected: we didn’t go for hookups or stroking or anything else. But we did do an awful lot of cuddling, and we made out here and there. Most of all, we just enjoyed each other’s company. We were all too aware that our vacation was almost over, and we’d be back to the old grind before knew it. We were bound and determined to get the most out of this time while we still could.

I woke up Monday morning to find Chad in the bath. He was naked of course, but he was up to his neck in bubbles, so most of his body was hidden. Even so, he looked awfully sexy with his beard wet and his skin glistening.

He invited me to join him, and of course I couldn’t resist. It wasn’t exactly sexual, but it was really hot to lie there with our bodies intertwined. I could pretty much feel my pores open up as we soaked in the hot soapy water.

Eventually, of course, we did get turned on. I loved the idea of doing it in the bath, except our lube was water-based, so it wouldn’t hold up. To fuck the way we wanted, we needed more heavy-duty stuff, so we made a quick run to a drugstore nearby.

We were in the so-called family planning aisle, checking out the different lube options, when we heard a voice behind us. “Chad?”

Both of us jumped. Behind us was a pretty brunette. I recognized her from her picture: it was Chad’s high school ex.

Chad and I tried to act cool, but it was too late. She obviously knew what was up— considering we were two guys shopping for lube.

“I knew it!” she said.

“I....” Chad forced a smile. “Hey Valerie.”

“I was going to ask what you’ve been up to... but I guess I’ve got my answer.”

An awkward silence hung in the air. “Well,” Chad said, “this is Scott.”

Valerie seemed to want to say something else, but she bit her tongue. “Hi.” She gestured to a guy behind her. “This is my boyfriend Steve.”

Chad and I both gave a halfhearted wave. This Steve guy looked an awful lot like Chad; so apparently this girl had a type. He was trying to hide a box of condoms behind his back. Evidently we’d all come to the drugstore for the same basic reason.

Chad glanced at the condoms too, but he didn’t let on. “So how are you doing?”

“I’m... I’m good,” she said, and she nodded for a second. “You?”

“Me too,” he said. “Really good.”

I didn’t say a word. It was the first time I’d met anyone else who’d had sex with Chad, at least outside my presence. I had a hard time imagining him with this girl, but then again, my field of expertise was Chad’s gay side. Most of his straight life— or rather his straight-acting life— was a mystery to me.

Steve seemed as uncomfortable as I was. “I’ll, uh, get in line at the checkout,” he said. Then he hurried away.

“So,” Chad said, “what do you mean, you knew it?”

Valerie fiddled with her purse. “Do we really need to talk about this now?” she asked. “I’m just saying, I... I mean, I had my suspicions about you.”

“What kind of suspicions?”

“Chad—”

“I mean, it’s not like I’m... I dunno, embarrassed or whatever... at least not anymore.”

“Okay, well, that’s good,” she said. “I’m happy for you. I-I mean... I always thought you were a nice guy. Even chivalrous I guess. You didn’t act like a horndog like a lot of the other guys did... at least not to me. I mean, eventually I put two and two together... and it looks like you did too.”

“Huh,” he said, and then he clucked his tongue. “Did you ever tell anyone about this?”

“Not except for my girlfriends,” she said, “but listen, I’ve really gotta go. I don’t want to keep Steve waiting.”

“O-okay—”

“Nice to meet you, Scott.” She gave me a curt wave, then hightailed it toward the front of the store.

We did end up buying the lube we’d come for. Unfortunately, the encounter had been such a buzzkill that we didn’t use it— at least not at first.

I tried not to feel jealous, but part of me just couldn’t resist. Chad and Valerie had clearly had feelings for each other, at least on some level. And they’d been together a lot longer than Chad and I had. She’d gotten to do stuff with him that I never could: among other things, I’d never get to be Chad’s homecoming king, or queen, or whatever word you wanted to use. If their high school was anything like mine, the other students must’ve looked up to them, and maybe even idolized them. Above all, she could give him stuff that I couldn’t— like pussy— though I kept telling myself I was giving him what he really wanted.

I tried to clear my head at lunch. Chad’s family and I hung out on their patio, overlooking the hills and the ocean and everything else. I had to admit, it was a helluva place to kick back. I still couldn’t get over the fact that his family lived like this, or that they thought this was normal. Granted, they had their own set of problems, but still.

Chad’s mom spent that afternoon getting ready for her New Years gala. She’d already picked out a fancy dress, and she’d brought in someone to do her hair and makeup. It was quite the production, which dragged on for hours.

Patrick, on the other hand, just put on a tux, which took all of about five minutes. Since Chad and I weren’t going, we didn’t need to do much of anything, so we just sat back and watched.

Up until then, I’d never fully realized we’d have New Years Eve to ourselves. But Chad was well aware, so he kept pushing his family to get out of the house.

The others finally left around sundown. I plopped down on a deck chair, but Chad disappeared into the kitchen. A minute later, he came back out with a bottle of red wine and a set of matching glasses.

“Happy New Years, baby,” he said.

“Woah,” I said. “Are you being all romantic now?”

“Sure, why not?” he asked as he poured me a drink. “After all, it’s been a hell of a year. And I did meet you last January, so it’s almost like our first anniversary.”

I’d never thought of it that way, and I wasn’t sure if this really counted. Even so, I wasn’t about to argue. “In that case,” I said, “I guess that means happy anniversary.”

We clinked our glasses together, and we shared a deep kiss. Then he sat down beside me, took my hand, and wrapped his fingers around mine.

I still thought this was a little surreal. I’d spent the New Years before in my half-empty dorm room, surrounded by a mostly-deserted campus, with almost nothing to do. Now here I was, having a romantic moment with a man, and I really didn’t want the moment to end.

The sun was hanging low in the sky, so a big part of the ocean was shimmering right at us. It also reflected off the pool, which sent light dabbling across our bodies.

“You know,” Chad said, “what would you think about coming back here for the summer?”

“The whole summer?”

“Well yeah,” he said. “I mean, we talked about it last year too, remember?”

“Oh, I remember....”

“I could get a job or something... and you could too, if you wanted. I bet Thaxter would hire you in a heartbeat.”

I licked my lips. I did like the idea of working for Thaxter, or at least someone like him. It sure as hell sounded better than working for my dad.

“One way or another,” Chad said, “I don’t want to spend another summer apart.”

I couldn’t resist another kiss. I felt his beard against my skin, and his tongue started circling my lips. His breath was blowing softly against me. Chad put his arms on my chest, and he shifted his body to meet mine—

“Oh shit!”

We broke off our kiss, and I saw he’d splashed some wine on his shirt. He dabbed at it a little, but the dark red stain was already soaking in.

“Dammit,” he said as he took off his shirt.

“I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be sorry. It’s just a random t-shirt.” He tossed it aside and sat back down. “Now where were we?”

“Right about here,” I said as I went for another kiss. I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him toward me.

“You know,” he said, “you should take off your shirt too.”

I chuckled. “Somebody’s moving fast....”

“I’m just saying,” he replied. “You want to know one of the best things about this pool?”

“What’s that?”

“None of the neighbors can see it.” He pointed at the landscaping, which shielded the pool on either side. “Which means, when we’re home alone like this, you don’t even need a swimsuit.”

“Mm-hm,” I said, “so you’ve got your own private nude beach?”

“I guess you could say that.” Then, without another word, he yanked down his pants, ran to the pool, and jumped in.

“Shit!” I said as water went splashing all around me.

“What’s wrong?” he asked. “Don’t you want to join me?”

I didn’t answer. I just stripped off my clothes, threw them to the side, and raced to do a cannonball.

“Aw fuck!” I heard him say as he tried to shield himself. Then I slammed into the water, and all I could see were the bubbles around me.

When I came up for air, Chad was laughing his ass off. I swam over to him, and he tried to grab my cock. I reached for his ass too, but he moved too quickly.

We played around for another minute or two. We ended up near the ladder, where we stopped to catch our breath. Both of us were rock hard by then. By now the sun was disappearing, but the underwater lights were on, which created a weird glow beneath us.

“I want to make love to you,” I said.

Chad licked his lips. “You mean you want me to fuck your brains out?”

“If you want to put it that way....”

He shot me his trademark grin. “Wait here,” he said, then got up out of the pool. I watched the water pour off of his body, and I paid special attention to the stream dripping off his cock. Chad walked over to a cabinet, grabbed a towel, and disappeared inside.

I started playing with myself as I waited. I couldn’t stop thinking of a year before, when I’d first spotted Chad in my dorm. I’d originally pegged him as just another good-looking frat boy. I frankly hadn’t expected him to even give me the time of day. Now I knew there was so much more to him; and I suspected I’d barely scratched the surface.

Chad came back with our heavy-duty lube, and he brought our wine to the edge of the pool. “Here,” he said as he handed me my glass. “I want this to be extra special for you.”

I didn’t know what he meant by that, but I was eager to find out. His hard cock was swinging above me, and I couldn’t wait to have fun with it.

Chad got back in the water, and he pressed me against the edge of the pool. He took a sip of wine, then had me take a sip of my own. Then he gyrated his hips, and I felt his boner grinding against mine.

I wrapped my arms around his body, pulled him tighter, and locked my lips around his. Then I took it a step further and wrapped my legs around him too.

Chad reached under the water, and he grasped both of our cocks at once. Then he started stroking both of us simultaneously. He kept grinding his body too, which only increased the sensation.

“That feels so good,” I whispered between kisses.

“That’s the idea,” he replied.

I broke off our kiss and threw my head back. Frottage was such a rare treat, and it felt so fucking good, I just couldn’t get over it.

“Lean back,” he said. He pulled my lower body upward till it was floating on the water. Then, without another word, he took my cock in his mouth.

“Oh yeah,” I gasped as I felt him sucking away. I tried to sip more wine, but then Chad wrapped his tongue around my shaft, and I found myself gulping. I felt a buzz rippling through my body; I couldn’t tell how much was from the wine, versus how much was from the blowjob, but it didn’t seem to matter. It just felt really fucking good.

Chad gripped my butt cheeks and pulled my hole open. He teased it with a few fingers, then ran one hand down my crack.

“Shit,” I gasped. I could feel my hole start to tingle. It needed a hard cock inside it, and fast.

Chad raised his hand above the water, and he played with my balls. As he did it, he kept on sucking me harder and harder.

“I need you to fuck me,” I said. “Right now.”

Chad took his mouth off my cock. Then he reached behind me and fumbled for the lube. I scooted back so my ass was out of the water. Chad rubbed some lube on my pucker, then eased me back into the pool. I put my feet on his shoulders, and I put my arms around his neck.

Slowly but surely, Chad eased into me. I stayed perfectly still as his nice thick manhood slid past my sphincter. I let out a deep breath as I felt him fill me up. Chad looked straight at me with his big dark chestnut eyes. Then, at long last, he started pumping away.

“Aw fuck,” he said, “this is why I’m so gay.”

The water around us was sloshing in all directions. “Keep going baby.”

“Fuck, I love this ass,” Chad said as he pulled partway out of me, then thrust back in. “I’ve been thinking about this all day.”

“Then fuck me harder,” I said.

Chad followed my orders, and he rammed deep into me. By now, waves were rolling all over the pool, and they were surging in a couple of places. I could hear Chad letting out short staccato breaths, but they were nearly drowned out by the gurgles and splashes around us.

I let him fuck me like that for a minute, but then I moved away from the edge and grabbed the ladder instead. That gave us a lot more freedom to move, and of course Chad didn’t disappoint. He slid his body underneath mine, and he started fucking me seesaw.

The sky was pretty dark at that point, but the underwater lights kept refracting from below. It was pretty surreal: it cast a weird glow on Chad’s face, and probably on mine, not to mention the rest of our bodies. Yet somehow it still seemed sexy and romantic.

We hadn’t gotten off in more than twenty-four hours, which was a pretty long time, at least by the standards of that particular trip. I could tell when Chad was getting close, so I just told him to keep going.

“Oh fuck,” he gasped as he started losing control.

“Yeah baby,” I said, “fucking shoot up my ass.”

“I want to fucking cum in you—”

“Do it, baby—”

“O-o-o-o-oh yeah!” he yelled as I felt him get off inside me. His dick kept twitching for a really long time, and from what I could tell, he was shooting a much bigger load than usual.

“Fuck,” I said when he finally finished.

“Are you close?” he asked.

“Hell yes I am—”

“Then get up on the ladder,” he said. He pulled his dick from my ass, and he hoisted me above the water. I sat on the ladder’s top step, and Chad immediately went back down on my cock.

“Oh baby,” I said, “shit, I’m gonna cum....”

Chad looked up at me but didn’t stop sucking. He even gave me a thumbs-up, like he wanted me to bust.

Finally I couldn’t hold back. I felt my body spasm, in the best fucking away, as I released my load in his mouth. Chad was still at the top of his game. He waited till I was finished shooting, then came up for a kiss.

As soon as I opened my mouth, Chad released my cum right onto my tongue. My jizz tasted an awful lot like his, though it seemed a little creamier, and possibly saltier. We both savored it for a moment, passing it back and forth between our mouths. Finally we both swallowed, and we looked into each other’s eyes.

“I can’t wait to spend this next year with you,” Chad said, “whatever else happens.”

I hadn’t expected him to put it in those words, but I actually felt the same way. “Right back at ya, baby,” I said.

We ended up staying in the pool for quite a while. We played with each other almost like a pair of dolphins, circling around each other, swimming over and under each other’s bodies, and periodically jumping out of the water.

Eventually we did get out, and we headed back to the deck chairs. Of course, the rest of our wine bottle didn’t stand a chance. We spent hours just laughing and joking and having a good time.

By the time midnight rolled around, we’d moved to the jacuzzi. It was so steamy in there— literally and figuratively— that we couldn’t resist a round two. This time it was my turn to fuck Chad, and as always, he took it like a champ. I was so into him that I didn’t even realize what time it was, and I barely even noticed when the fireworks erupted in the distance.

It wasn’t till later that I realized I’d just rung in the New Year with my dick up Chad’s ass, and my own cum in my stomach. Not that I was complaining of course— on either count— and it was actually on-point, considering how our year had gone. I hoped it was a sign of things to come, and that our second year together would be less complicated than the first.

I definitely didn’t expect the shit show that came next.



To be continued....
 
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OK, maybe I am an oversexed porn addict/writer, but I think that only better qualifies me to say this is good stuff. And he did it in the first erotic story he has ever written.

If you're not a reader of Cocklust yet, start at the beginning. The characters will be more real that way. Work your way steadily to Chapter 18, cumming as often along the way as nature and your horny cock require.

If you have been reading Cocklust, but haven't gotten to Chapter 18 yet, catch up and then read it. Give yourself time and let your mind relax as it takes you into the lives of Scott and Chad and the fantastic sex they have and you can have that same sex with them/through them. Then take the next step as they watch some of their favorite real life porn stars. I think you'll enjoy the trip and especially the ending that the guys in the porno vid, Scott and Chad and you can all have together. Finally, let yourself collapse into their exhausted heap of sex spent bodies.

Good luck. Stay happy. And stay hard!
 
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CHAPTER 19


When Chad and I got back to campus, we spent the first few days coming down off our high. Our vacation had been unlike any experience I’d ever had. It had given me a taste of what life with him might really be like— not just dating him, or going to school with him, or being a fraternity with him, but actually being with him and sharing a future.

Our sexual explorations had also gotten us really horny. We basically started fucking every morning, noon, and night. It got to the point that I stopped even trying to keep my sheets clean; I got used to sleeping on dried cum, which was actually kind of hot.

Unfortunately, not everyone was as excited as we were. That Friday, I opened my door to find a note taped to it.

You guys are WAY too goddamn loud!!! the note said. Do you EVER keep your pants on?!?! It sure as hell doesn’t seem like it, from what you did at the gym.

I did a double take when I read that. I assumed the note was from one of my neighbors— it had to be— though I couldn’t tell which one. I stood in my doorway and looked around at the apartments around me. I tried to think through who the culprit could be. Then I looked back down and re-read the note.

The last sentence was the part that really threw me. I thought back to the time Chad and I had fucked at the gym and had heard someone coming. I thought we’d run away before anyone had seen us, but maybe we hadn’t? If someone had really caught us, and if that someone was pissed at us, could we still get in trouble? Or, worse yet, did someone hear about all that secondhand?

I started wracking my brain to figure out what had happened. I was almost tempted to knock on my neighbors’ doors and confront them about it. Then again, it wasn’t exactly an easy question to ask— “are you the one who complained about my noisy gay sex?”— and I definitely couldn’t ask what they knew about our gym fuck.

I didn’t have much time to think about it though, because I was headed to meet with my advisor. I’d wanted to talk to him about the stuff I was doing with Thaxter, who was now e-mailing me on a regular basis. My advisor immediately jumped on the topic, and he asked if I liked that kind of work. I had to be honest: I didn’t know much about it, and I was a little embarrassed that Thaxter treated me like an expert.

After some discussion, we decided that I’d drop my criminal justice course and take a marketing class instead. The marketing professor, Dr. Littman, had a reputation around campus: he was supposed to be a real character, but I’d heard he was cool. At any rate, if I liked his class, I could switch majors before the end of the semester.

When I left that meeting, I found I had a bunch of texts waiting for me. At first I was worried that more shit was going down. But when I checked my phone, I saw all the texts were from Johan. I just rolled my eyes and put my phone away, and I did my best to ignore the guy.

After that, I went to the financial aid office to take care of some paperwork. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop obsessing over the note on my door. I had admit, it was kind of exciting to think that someone had been watching and listening to me and Chad fuck. But it was nerve-wracking too, and I was dying to know who this person was. I kept scouring my brain for any clues; but I kept coming up empty. On my way home, I even swung by the gym to see if any of my neighbors were there. It was all to no avail.

I was at the frat house that night when I got another round of texts. Then, a few minutes later, my phone started ringing. I saw it was Johan— yet again— so I let the first few calls go to to voicemail. But Johan just wouldn’t let up. Eventually I was so annoyed that I just grabbed my phone and hit the button to answer.

“Hello?” Johan said. “Are you there?”

“I’m here,” I said. “What do you want?”

“Oh thank God.”

I stepped into the bathroom, where I could be alone, and I shut the door behind me. “What the hell are you talking about?”

Johan made a bunch of muffled noises. He almost seemed to be crying. “I... I am so madly in love with you.”

“Say what?”

“I mean it,” he said. “I just— I mean, I can’t stop thinking about you—”

“What the fuck dude?” I asked. I forced myself to keep my voice down. “Are you drunk or high or something?”

“I-I want you to give me another chance. Please Scott....”

“Another chance for what? We were never a thing.”

“I want you to be with me,” he said. “Leave your boyfriend. I’d be so much better to you—”

“What the fuck makes you think you can say that?” I hissed. I was scared to death that Chad might overhear. “You don’t know what you’re talking about, and I can’t believe you’d even go there—”

“Then I’ll wait for you,” Johan said. “When you’re ready, I’ll be there for you. I can’t wait to hold you again, and take care of you, and make love to you, and really make you happy—”

“Do you realize how insane that all sounds?”

“Well... I care about you.”

“No you don’t. If you did, you wouldn’t be doing this.”

“I love you.”

“You love the idea of me. Not the real me.”

“Just... I dunno, Scott, just tell me what you want me to say—”

“I don’t want you to say anything. I want you to stop calling me. And texting me—”

“I know I’m fucked up, but I’ll clean up for you, I promise.”

“You could seriously fuck things up for me right now. I don’t think you get that.”

Johan let out a loud sigh. “Fuck dude,” he said, “do you know how bad I wanted you in high school? And then when you showed up on Grindr, and I realized you were gay—”

“That’s all over and done with,” I said. “I just spent winter break with my boyfriend’s family. What the hell does that tell you?”

“Shit. I’m too late....”

“No, not really,” I said. “You got the wrong idea to begin with.”

The line was silent at first. I almost thought we’d gotten cut off, but then I heard Johan take a deep breath. “Oh fuck....” And I heard a faint slapping sound. It took me a second to realize what it was.

“Wait,” I said. “Are you jacking off?”

“Oh shit,” Johan said, “I can’t help it—”

“That’s gross!”

“Did you think it was gross when we were fucking?”

“For shit’s sake!”

“Just let me finish!”

“What the hell? No!” I yelled, and I hung up the phone. Then, before he could call back, I scrambled to block Johan’s number. From what I could tell, the block went through just in time.

I just stared at my phone and tried to calm my nerves. I felt dirty for even having taken the call. I was almost tempted to throw the phone against the wall, but I forced myself not to.

The bathroom door creaked open. “Is everything okay in there?” came Luke’s voice.

I turned to see Chad and Luke staring back at me. “Yeah,” I said. I wasn’t sure what to say at first. “It’s just... just drama from back home.”

“Shit,” Luke said. “Are your parents having trouble?”

I looked at Chad, and I tried to read his expression. Then I looked back at Luke. “No,” I said. “They’re fine. It’s just... I dunno, petty bullshit with people I went to school with. It makes me glad I moved away....”

“That sucks,” Luke said, “but it happens to the best of us. Don’t let it get to you.”

I nodded. “I won’t,” was my simple answer, though I knew it probably wasn’t true.

I spent that night in Chad’s bed. In the state I was in, there was no other place I wanted to be. After all, in that house, the only voyeurs to worry about were the other Kap Eps— with whom we didn’t have many boundaries to begin with.

I was way more affectionate than usual. I was pretty worn out, and my day had only made me want to be with Chad that much more. At first I just asked him to hold me. Somehow, when our bodies were up against each other, I felt as if nothing else mattered. It was as if the rest of the world could go fuck itself, yet we’d still be fine as long as we were together.

“Are you sure you’re okay?” he eventually asked.

“Yeah,” I said, “at least I am now.”

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“Not really.” I snuggled up against his chest. “I just want to enjoy this.”

“Well... you know, if you need to vent or whatever—”

“Sh,” I said as I put my fingers on his lips. “You know I’m not that kind of guy.”

Chad kissed my fingers. “I know,” he said. “I’m just saying....”

“Don’t say a thing,” I replied, and I pressed my face against his beard. I felt Chad’s warm breath against my cheek, and I inhaled his manly scents. Then I pulled my fingers down so that they weren’t in our way. At first his lips just gave me a gentle caress, but one thing led to another, till his mouth was full-on massaging mine. Our tongues started jousting, and I tasted his warm sexy spit mix with my own.

I ran my hand along his chest, then made my way to his crotch. Chad wasn’t that hard at first, but soon I felt his cock start to grow. I kept pressing my hand against his pants I gently caressed him till he my hand could clearly tell he was hard as a rock.

I broke off the kiss, undid his fly, and pulled his dick out. I gave his shaft a few soft kisses, making my way from his ballsack to his head, then back down, then back up again. I wasn’t trying to tease him so much as I was showing my affection.

Finally I guided his cock to my mouth, and I started sucking away. I wanted nothing more than to make my man feel good. I was desperate to show him how much I cared about him, and how much I’d do for him; and I wanted him to never want to be with anyone but me.

Chad let out a soft groan as he started thrusting into my mouth. I savored his cock as it plunged past my tongue. I took him in as far as he would go, till his cockhead was hitting the back of my throat. I was so into it that I just let him pound away.

I serviced him as best as I humanly could, paying close attention to every quake and quiver of his body. This went on for quite a while, till he started getting close. Then I took my mouth off his cock and I looked into his eyes. “I want you to know how much I love you,” I said.

“I already know,” he replied.

“I’m not fucking around,” I said. “I’m not trying to be a smartass... and I’m not just saying it to get laid.”

“Neither am I,” he said as he pulled me in for another kiss.

I made out with him for a moment, then pulled back. The two of us stripped off our clothes. As soon as we were both naked, Chad went back to kissing me, and he began running his hands down the sides of my body. When he got down to my ass, he cupped each hand around my globes, and he reached inside my crack. I felt his fingers start to play with my boyhole.

I didn’t need to be told what to do next. I laid down on his bed, and I opened my legs. As far as I was concerned, my body was his for the taking; and I wanted him to just have his way with me.

Chad lubed up his dick, and he laid down on top of me. At first he just nibbled my earlobes, and he sucked on my neck— not hard enough to leave a hickey, but hard enough to feel good. Then he reached down and aimed his dick at its target. I felt his soft cockhead press against my cunt, followed by the powerful solid shaft right behind it. He eased into me slowly and gently, letting me enjoy it. The next thing I knew, he was so deep inside me that our bodies had basically become one.

I wrapped my arms and legs around Chad. I let out a little gasp as he started gyrating his hips. I could feel his thick rod sliding back and forth inside me, probing the deepest depths of my body.

Chad leaned down and kissed me again. As he did, his six-pack rubbed against my ballsack and cock. I felt a wave of pleasure ripple through my body. I instinctively thrust my tongue in his mouth, and I started licking his palate.

I was determined to pleasure him however I could, so I clamped my sphincter down on his dick. I could feel every inch of him ramming into me, then pull out, then push back deep inside me. The cycle repeated over and over as he opened up my ass.

“Oh fuck,” Chad gasped. “Oh holy shit, babe....”

“Just fuck the cum out of me,” I said. “Keep going... oh baby that feels so good....”

He adjusted his body just slightly, and I felt his dick hit my prostate. My mouth dropped open, and I let out a moan. Chad kept making out with me without missing a beat.

His pulsating abs were basically stroking my cock. More and more pre-cum came dripping out of me. I felt another hit to my prostate, then another, then another. My balls started to churn as my orgasm got closer and closer.

Chad’s breathing got deeper, and his kisses got more intense. Then I felt his balls contract, and he unloaded their contents deep inside me. His timing was perfect, because just then I started shooting my load between our bodies.

“O-o-o-oh yeah,” I said as I clutched his body as tightly as I could.

Chad slowed down his thrusts, then stopped as he gave me one last kiss. I savored the taste of his tongue and the smell of his breath. We were both wet with cum. Mine was smeared across both of our chests. I could feel Chad’s dripping from my hole.

We rolled over to our sides, but I kept my arms and legs around him, to make sure he stayed buried inside me. We didn’t bother cleaning up; we just laid there, holding each other, and we didn’t say a word. We hardly even moved till we both fell asleep.

I hadn’t forgotten Chad’s idea about a sex party with the Kap Eps. But I didn’t say anything, because I didn’t think that was the time. Still, I did like how open he was to trying new things; and the more time we spent with our fraternity brothers, the more enticing the idea got to be. In the back of my mind, I kept thinking of Shane’s big cock and Justin’s cute butt. I also remembered the time Ryan and Marcos had fucked right in front of us, not to mention our late-night encounter with a naked Hunter and Drew. And there was no forgetting the many pledges who’d jacked off for all of us to see.

All those thoughts came to the forefront that Tuesday, when the Kap Eps called a big meeting. Apparently Brody still hadn’t paid his dues, so under our bylaws, we had to either suspend him or completely kick him out. Of course, Brody had been the guy I’d had issues with from the start. Personally, I hoped he did get kicked out so we could shed his bad vibes.

As we debated what to do, I found myself wondering if Brody was our voyeur. It would’ve been funny— or at least ironic— although I decided it was pretty unlikely. After all, Brody’s apartment was nowhere near mine. I suspected our voyeur was a woman, based on the time we’d heard someone in the women’s locker room.

In the end, the Kap Eps decided to expel Brody’s ass. I didn’t have much sympathy for him, and the other guys didn’t either. We all seemed to be looking forward to having him gone so we could move on without him.

Unfortunately the feeling didn’t last very long. Later that night, Chad was on his computer when he made a weird face.

“Um,” he said, “why are there naked pictures of you online?”

I froze. “Naked pictures?” I asked. “What are you talking about?”

Chad handed me his laptop. He was on a gay message board, and sure enough, it was full of images of me. The first pic showed me in my parents’ bathroom without a stitch of clothing on. My face was plainly visible, and so was my cock hanging between my legs. The other pictures covered my anatomy from every possible angle, from close-ups of my hole to my ballsack to everything else.

I couldn’t help noticing the comment at the bottom. I’ve been getting off to this for weeks, it said. Enjoy.

“Holy fuck,” I said. “Johan, you goddamn son of a bitch....”

“Who the hell is Johan?”

“He’s the guy who called me the other night.”

“What the fuck?”

“It’s not what it looks like—”

“It had better not be!”

I looked into Chad’s eyes. He seemed genuinely hurt, like he’d been punched in the face. “Johan has a crush on me,” I said. “I told him I wasn’t interested—”

“So you’re saying he magically conjured these pictures out of nowhere?”

I took a deep breath. “I-I told you... I mean, when we first started dating... I admitted I’d been with other guys.”

“You never said you were exchanging X-rated pictures—”

“Well, you’ve sent me X-rated pictures yourself—”

“You never sent any back.”

I clenched my jaw for a second, and I forced myself not to scream. “Look,” I finally said. “All this is from before you and I were together. Besides, why were you looking for naked pictures in the first place?”

“There’s nothing wrong with me looking at naked pictures,” he said. “I thought we agreed to that shit.”

“We agreed to do it together.”

“Together?” Chad asked. “Is that really the word you want to use right now?”

“What is that supposed to mean?”

“Are you telling me other guys have had naked pictures of you this whole time?”

“It’s not like that—”

“Really? Because I’ve never seen these pictures in my life,” he said. “Yet apparently other guys have?”

“This is revenge porn,” I said. “I fucking guarantee it. I told Johan to go pound sand, so this is how he gets back at me.”

Chad crossed his arms. “So when he called the other night,” he said, “I thought you said this was was just drama from back home or something.”

“It was. I told you, I knew him in high school—”

“You never told me he was still contacting you!”

“Listen—”

“Not to mention you used that line before,” he said. “That time right before your birthday, when I came back to your place and you were acting all weird. You said basically the same thing. Was that this same guy too?”

I wanted to say no, but I didn’t want to lie. “W-well yeah I guess you could say that—”

“Jesus Christ, Scott! How much else are you not telling me?”

“I’m telling you everything, I promise—”

“Is he the only one who has pictures like this?”

I mulled over my words for a moment. “I don’t know,” I finally said. “I mean, if Johan saved them... I guess other guys could’ve saved them too.”

Chad ran his hands through this hair. “Oh my God, I don’t believe this....”

“Listen—”

“How much were you sleeping around?”

“Sleeping around?” I said. “I resent that—”

“What the hell else would you call it?”

“You and I weren’t together back then. You wouldn’t even talk to me. You wouldn’t return my calls or texts or e-mails or anything. And it wasn’t for my lack of trying. So what the fuck was I supposed to do?”

FUCK YOU!”

I froze in my tracks. “What did you just say?”

Chad and I just stared at each other. He clenched his jaw, but he didn’t say a word. I couldn’t help noticing how his eyes were glistening. He seemed to be forcing himself not to lose it.

I was pretty torn-up myself. I was about to say something when Chad’s phone rang. Chad didn’t react at first; his eyes seemed to be locked into mine. But the ringing didn’t stop.

Finally Chad grabbed his phone. “What?” he asked.

Please don’t let this be Johan, I thought. I didn’t think Johan had Chad’s number, but after what had just happened, I wasn’t about to put anything past him.

Chad pressed the phone to his ear. He didn’t say a word, but the color seemed to drain out of his face. Then he suddenly rushed out of the room, slammed the door behind him, and disappeared.

I just sat there by myself, and I tried to get my bearings. My stomach felt like it had been twisted into knots. I wanted nothing more than to hold Chad close to me. I wanted to tell him I’d never talk to Johan again. I wished to God I could turn back the clock, ideally to that summer; but even if I could just go back twenty-four hours, I thought I might’ve prevented all this from happening.

I felt a tear run down my cheek, but I wiped it away as quickly as I could. I didn’t want Chad or anyone else to see me cry. I could feel my sinuses filling up too, though I could always pass those off as allergies or something.

I heard Chad’s voice for a moment, but then everything went silent. I waited for a moment, but then I started to get worried. I eventually got up, opened the door, and stepped into the hallway.

Chad was sitting on the stairs, staring straight ahead in an almost catatonic state. His phone was lying on the ground, as if he’d just dropped it.

I found myself tiptoeing toward him. “Chad?”

He barely looked up. “It’s about my dad,” he finally said.

“What about him?” I asked. “Did your mom finally file for divorce?”

“It’s worse than that,” he said. “Way, way, way worse.” And from the look on his face, I could tell he wasn’t kidding.



To be continued....
 
If you're looking for hot sex between two sexy, wickedhot and in love college guys, this story is consistently good reading. And Briacon, I have to say you came through in Chapter 19. I literally got off *|* on this ...

His pulsating abs were basically stroking my cock. More and more pre-cum came dripping out of me. I felt another hit to my prostate, then another, then another. My balls started to churn as my orgasm got closer and closer.

Chad’s breathing got deeper, and his kisses got more intense. Then I felt his balls contract, and he unloaded their contents deep inside me. His timing was perfect, because just then I started shooting my load between our bodies.

“O-o-o-oh yeah,” I said as I clutched his body as tightly as I could.

Chad slowed down his thrusts, then stopped as he gave me one last kiss. I savored the taste of his tongue and the smell of his breath. We were both wet with cum. Mine was smeared across both of our chests. I could feel Chad’s dripping from my hole.

We rolled over to our sides, but I kept my arms and legs around him, to make sure he stayed buried inside me. We didn’t bother cleaning up; we just laid there, holding each other, and we didn’t say a word. We hardly even moved till we both fell asleep.


As good as that made my cock feel, the story goes much deeper than just raw sex. Briacon is is exposing his characters to the reality of first boyfriend love affairs. Both are fairly young and inexperienced in what it takes and means to be a real boyfriend ... not just a fuck buddy. He keeps pitting them against realistic problems and letting them find their own way using their natural inclinations, upbringing, social pressures and the powerful sexual urges that young guys have and that sometimes just seem to force them to push everything else off the table and fuck their brains out ... because that feels so fucking good.

He brings it all to life with each chapter ... or sometimes these fucking half chapters. Who the fuck gave him that idea? At least he didn't leave them in the middle of getting their rocks off together. I'm tempted to try to guess what Briacon has up his sleeve for them to face up to next, but I think I'd rather get back in the cum-soaked bed with Scott and Chad, all three of us wet with our cum. If you'd like to join us, feel free. There's plemty of room. Just remember: It's a bring your own cum party! Guys only!

Thanks for another great chapter.

Stay happy. And stay hard!
 
Awww... you always say the sweetest things! And no, I’m not talking about the part where you said you got off to it... *|*:=D:

Seriously though, thanks for the shout-outs! I’m hoping lots of other people see them and start reading too... and I’m hoping they enjoy it as much as you do!
 
CHAPTER 20


It turned out Chad had been right about his father. Mr. Collins had gone to the Middle East for some sort of covert operation, which had now gone seriously wrong. As far as Chad could gather, his dad had been gravely hurt and they didn’t know if he’d make it. He’d been airlifted to a medical facility in Germany, and it was anybody’s guess what was going to happen next.

I took the news like a punch to the gut. In one fell swoop, my naked pictures had become the least of our problems. I could only imagine how Chad had to be feeling. I hated how he was getting kicked while he was down. Worse yet, I couldn’t stop thinking it was partly my fault. “I’m so sorry,” I said as I put my arms around him.

“Don’t touch me.”

I tried to keep my cool, though my guilt was nagging at me. “Listen—”

“I can’t think about this right now. Okay?”

“I’m just trying to help—”

“Well, you’re not. You’re not helping.” Chad ran his hands across his face. “Holy fucking shit....”

I just bit my lip. I knew Chad had a lot of issues with his father, between the old man’s homophobia, putting work before family, and everything else. And since Chad had grown up around the military, he’d always known something like this could happen. Still, he was clearly caught off guard by the news. I could see a thousand emotions coursing through his eyes.

I was dying to do something for Chad, to somehow make things better. Unfortunately there seemed to be nothing I could do, at least at that moment. I was tempted to tell him everything would be all right, but I didn’t want to sugarcoat things or give him a platitude or whatever.

“Babe—”

“Don’t call me that.”

“I—”

“Just leave me the fuck alone, okay?”

“But... but....”

“But nothing,” he said as he grabbed his phone, stormed into his room, and slammed the door behind him.

I just stayed there motionless. My stomach felt like it had dropped to my knees. I opened my mouth to say something, but at first nothing came out.

A few of the other Kap Eps had heard the commotion, so they showed up to see what had happened. I took a deep breath and forced myself to get my shit together. I wanted to be sensitive to Chad, so I debated how much to say. I ended up just giving the others the short version in that his dad been rushed to the hospital. The next thing I knew, all our fraternity brothers were texting each other with the news.

I didn’t say a word about my naked pictures or the fight they had caused. Even so, I knew I’d need to act fast to get that stuff taken down. If those photos found their way onto Tumblr or something, they could spread all over the Internet, and there was no telling where they’d end up.

I reported the post right away, but with my legal upbringing, I knew it might not be enough. I followed up with a formal DMCA takedown notice in which I threatened to sue. I could only hope it would get acted on before it was too late.

I’d barely finished with that stuff and had just hit “send” when Chad emerged from his room. By that point all the other Kap Eps were waiting outside. Chad’s eyebrows went up, and he blinked a few times. At first nobody else seemed to move. Then Luke stepped forward and gave him a big hug. The others followed suit, patting him on the shoulder and giving him words of support.

Chad didn’t seem to know how to react. He just stood there with a stunned look on his face. I wanted nothing more than to hold him right then; I was all for letting him cry on my shoulder while I took care of his every need. But for better or worse, that wasn’t his style.

Chad told us he’d just gotten off the phone. Apparently he’d been talking to his mom along with a bunch of military people. There didn’t seem to be much that anyone could say, especially since his dad’s mission was classified. It sounded like Chad had mostly gotten the runaround.

The closest thing to good news was that Chad’s dad had made it through surgery. As soon as he was stable, his doctors were hoping to fly him back to the States, most likely to Walter Reed Medical Center in D.C. But he wasn’t out of the woods by any means, so his prognosis was still very much unknown.

“Oh baby, I’m so sorry,” I said as I put my arms around him. I didn’t care that the others were watching; I just hoped he wouldn’t push me away.

Chad hardly reacted. “Thanks,” he said in an almost monotone voice. Then he took a deep breath. “I need to get to get on the next flight to D.C.”

“Are you sure?”

“What do you expect me to do?” he asked. “Just sit on my ass and do nothing?”

“I didn’t say that—”

“I’m going to do... well, whatever the fuck I need to. And I’m not exactly going to bellyache about it.”

I was silent for a moment. I wanted to tell him that nobody had accused him of bellyaching, and that it was okay to be upset. I also wanted to beg him not to go, because I hated the thought of him being so far away. But I forced myself to tread lightly. “All right,” I finally said. “Just... well, just tell me what you need me to do.”

“I don’t need you to do anything,” he said. “I’m going to take this like a man.”

I was dying to kiss him, and for that matter make love to him. I wanted to turn back the clock to at least the day before, when we could still whisper stupid shit to each other, and our biggest worry was that a voyeur might be onto us. But that already seemed like a distant memory, and with each passing minute, it seemed to fade further and further away.

Chad kept juggling phone calls for the rest of the night. As he did, he was also checking flights and packing his bags and letting his professors know he’d be gone. I tried to give him moral support and take care of legwork where I could. Both of us basically pulled an all-nighter, so by the time morning rolled around, we were both pretty exhausted.

The next thing I knew, I was taking him to the airport. Since I didn’t have a car of my own, Chad let me use his; and he asked me take care of it while he was gone. I took that as a good sign, in that he wasn’t telling me to go to hell. All the same, it was hard for me to gauge what he was thinking.

Chad was silent for most of the drive. It wasn’t till we were pretty much at the terminal, and I was following the signs toward departures, that he finally spoke up. “Listen,” he said, “I’m sorry I freaked out on you again.”

“Well,” I said, “you don’t need to apologize.”

“I dunno....” He sighed. “I hope I don’t need to be gone for too long.”

“Don’t worry about school,” I said. “I mean... you’ve obviously got more important things to take care of....”

“I guess what I’m trying to tell you is... I don’t know when I’m going to see you again.”

I pulled up to the curb, put the car in park, and looked right in his eyes. “Don’t say it like that.”

“It’s true though,” he said. “You know it.”

“You’re making it sound so... I dunno....”

“My dad could be in the hospital for months. A-and if he ends up needing a caretaker or something—”

“Just do what you need to do,” I said. “However long you need, I’ll be here... and I’ll be waiting for you.”

“How can you be sure of that?”

“What are you saying?”

“I mean, I know you’ve got needs... and I don’t want to ask you—”

“Ask me for what?” But as soon as those words were out of my mouth, I regretted saying them. Considering the fight we’d had, there were any number of ways Chad could’ve answered.

Chad didn’t say a word. He looked into my eyes, but before I could react, he slammed his lips against mine. He kissed me as frantically as he ever had. His feelings were clearly boiling over. At first I thought he was slobbering all over my face, but then I realized he was crying. He let out a bunch of snorts, and the next thing I knew, I was starting to lose it myself. We both clutched each other’s bodies and held each other tight.

I don’t know how long we were like that. It was probably a while, but I was so out of it that I couldn’t fucking tell. The whole experience felt like a blur. All I knew was that I didn’t want to let Chad go.

Finally a traffic cop whistled at us. “This is for drop-offs only,” he said. “Move along.”

I waved at the cop as politely as I could. “I hear you,” was the only thing I could say.

Chad leaned back and took a deep breath. His eyes had turned red, and his whole face was wet. He blinked and tried to get his bearings. “I wish I didn’t have to deal with this,” he said. “But if I don’t, I could regret it forever.”

“I get it,” I said, “and you’re doing the right thing.”

Chad sighed, undid his seatbelt, and finally opened the door. “I hope you’re right,” he said. “I don’t know how much more shit like this I can take.” Then he stepped outside and grabbed his suitcase from the back.

“I love you,” I said.

Chad paused for a second. Then he looked back at me. “I love you too,” he said. Finally he shut the car door, and without another word, he trudged into the terminal.

By that point, I was totally worn out on every level. I barely had the energy to drive back to my place, get undressed, and plop into bed. Even then, I was almost too tired to sleep, so I kept tossing and turning for what felt like hours.

I kept worrying about was ahead of us. I’d heard too many stories about people who’d had what you’d call a whirlwind romance but had later broken up, often in spectacular fashion. The last thing I wanted was for me and Chad to follow in those footsteps. At the same time, I had to admit I didn’t know where we were headed.

Eventually I did doze off, but lo and behold, I found myself dreaming of Chad. I imagined being back in those communal showers where he and I had first met. In those days I’d always thought he was hot, but that was as far as it had gone. I’d never actually imagined us as a couple.

Slowly but surely, my hormones stared to flow. I’d never forgotten how Chad had always shown himself off, though at the time I hadn’t known he’d been doing it on purpose. Still, his spiel had very clearly worked, since that was how he’d originally caught my eye— and the thought of it still drove me wild.

My thoughts took me right back down Memory Lane. I’d watched Chad’s routine so many times that I could still replay it in slow motion. The first thing I remembered was his strip show of sorts, in which he’d peeled off his clothes piece by piece. He’d always done this in full view of the others, and he’d never so much as batted an eye.

The way he took off his shirt, his six-pack was the first thing to come into view, though the top of his pubes were also peeking out. Then he revealed his pecs and his biceps. He took his time undoing his pants before he slowly pulled them off. His socks came next, and he wiggled his toes as if his feet had broken free. Last but not least, he put his hands on his waistband, and he slid his underwear down. He bent down as he did it, so his bare ass rose up, and I got an unobstructed view of his mancunt.

Now that Chad was fully naked, he sauntered over to a showerhead. As he did, his cock and balls swung beneath him as if he was trying to hypnotize me. Then he turned on the water and stepped under the stream. He slowly turned his body so I could see it from all angles.

I dreamt I chose that moment to move in for the kill. I got under the water with him, wrapped my arms around his body, and looked into his eyes. Chad looked right back at me, and we made that connection that had always sent my blood pumping. Then we leaned in toward each other, and we started making out.

In my earlier dreams, I’d had to use my imagination for how Chad’s lips might taste or his skin might smell. Now I knew those sensations so well that there was nothing left to speculate about. I instinctively knew just how, where, and when to touch him, and I knew exactly how he’d respond. I knew exactly how his cock felt, whether soft or semi-erect or rock-hard or anywhere in between. I knew how his muscles would stiffen when he started feeling good. When it came time to cum, I knew how he’d spasm both inside and out; and I knew how his jizz would feel, whether he shot on my tongue or up my ass or anywhere else.

Then— Bzzt! Bzzt! Bzzt!

My eyes jerked open as I suddenly woke up. I instinctively reached to my left, but of course Chad wasn’t there. I blinked, rolled over, and looked around my apartment. My phone had just sent me an alert that Chad’s flight had landed. I waited to see if Chad would text me himself, but he didn’t.

I laid back and took a deep breath. I was still horny from my dream, to the point that my boner was throbbing. A spot of pre-cum had already soaked through my underwear.

I found myself thinking of our first time in my bed. I’d never forgotten how nervous I’d been, and I was sure Chad had felt the same way. I remembered how we’d talked about stupid bullshit at first, and how neither one of us had seemed to want to say what we were thinking.

One moment particularly stood out in my mind, when Chad had finally asked: was that your first time with a guy?

Y-yeah, had been my response. I could still sense the butterflies I’d felt at that point.

Same here... although I gotta admit… it’s helluva way to lose our man virginities….

I licked my lips at the memory. I reached down to my crotch, pulled off my underwear, and started playing with myself. I was a little out of practice at this; I’d been with Chad so much that I’d almost forgotten about good old-fashioned solo masturbation.

I ran my hand along my shaft as I thought of our early encounters. I remembered how tentative we’d been back then, and how we’d kept grappling with our urges. We’d been so clueless about man sex, yet somehow it had always felt natural, as if our primal instincts were just taking over.

Fuck yeah, Chad had said, that was better than any girl....

I spread my legs and gripped my cock. I started jerking myself off with one hand while I played with my balls with the other.

I imagined Chad’s boyhole right in front of my face. I loved that circle of dark skin around his pucker, which had always reminded me of a bulls-eye, as if he’d been born with a target for me to hit. I stuck my tongue out, and I could practically feel that soft tender flesh that smelled and tasted so musky.

Oh shit... you’re so fucking good at that....

So are you....

Shut up and keep eating me....


My tongue was darting around in circles. I bobbed my head ever so slightly, to match the rhythms of Chad’s body. I inhaled as deeply as I could, and I sensed his aromas flooding into my lungs. I started using my lips in conjunction with my tongue: I did a few zig-zags, then figure-eights, then a few random patterns. I knew it would drive Chad crazy, and that his sphincter would start twitching against me. But I also knew he’d force himself to keep control.

I want you to fuck me....

I kept rubbing my dick as I savored the pleasures rippling through my body. My pre-cum was glistening on my cockhead, and some of it was starting to smear on my hand. My toes were curling, and my chest was starting to heave. But I didn’t want to get too close to the edge.

Dammit, you heard me.... C’mere....

I knew Chad was always up for a tease. As much as he begged for my dick, and as much as he loved to get fucked, he also liked to draw things out and enjoy the ride. I took my hand off my cock, and I just laid there for a second, letting the sensations die down.

Dude, I’m so fucking horny....

I blew a kiss into the air. I wanted to make out with him, but I knew in that position it would’ve been awkward. My heart was pounding, and my hormones were surging. I wanted Chad’s ass as badly as I ever had.

I touched my dick again, and I waved it up and down like I was caressing his crack. I knew Chad would reach down, and he’d try to guide my cock toward its home. He’d press his cunt against my tip, then slowly put his weight on me. His mouth would drop open as my dick made its way up his chute. Then he’d sit down on my pubes, with his balls resting on me, before he’d start to ride me in earnest.

I gripped my cock, harder this time, and I really started pounding my pud. I made sure to keep my rhythm just the way he liked it.

I love that dick in my ass... it’s the best fucking dick….

Just take it... you know you want it....

Oh yeah... I can’t believe you feel so good....


By now I was having a full-body experience. I was gasping and groaning while gyrating my hips, and my feet were sliding from side to side. My balls were starting to boil, so more and more euphoria was coursing through my body.

Fuck... I’ve been wanting that more than I should....

The smacking sound from my dick kept getting louder and louder. I was so into it that I didn’t care.

I’m not supposed to be into you....

I felt another flutter as more and more memories flooded through my head. They seemed to be coming in quicker and quicker succession.

I couldn’t walk away from you... or even stop thinking about you... even after months of trying....

My balls were starting to tighten. I knew it wouldn’t be long now.

Your dick is the one I want to come home to....

Now I was jacking off like nobody’s business, and my hand was flying along my shaft. I felt my pleasure build as I passed the point of no return.

I can’t wait to spend this next year with you... whatever else happens....

“Oh fuck!” I yelled as my load shot out of me. A volley of cum hit me in the face, and then another splattered on my chest. My whole body spasmed in ecstasy. I kept on pumping my cock. More and more gobs kept dribbling out, till gradually they waned and eventually stopped.

I put my legs back down, and I let my cock fall back against my pubes. I just laid there for a second and tried to catch my breath. Then I wiped my face and opened my mouth, and I tasted some of my thick salty cum, though I wanted so badly to be tasting Chad’s instead.

Chad’s words— especially whatever else happens— kept echoing through my mind. I hoped to God he’d really meant what he’d said. At the same time, I knew an awful lot had changed since then; but I also knew I wanted to be with him now more than ever.

I closed my eyes, crossed my fingers, and tried to ignore the gnawing feeling in my chest.



To be continued....
 
Wowser! That was some hot reflection. Anguish, hope, fear, love, passion .... Wow!
 
Wowser! That was some hot reflection. Anguish, hope, fear, love, passion .... Wow!

Well, Friend1720 hit that one right on its fucking head!

But the hard part of the storytelling was what came first ... describing the tension between Scott and Chad: Problem stacked upon problem in a hurricane of stress, strain and uncertainty. Doesn't sound to me like a good place for two guys to be ... especially when all they want is to love, fuck, suck, kiss, jack and rim each other endlessly. And who wouldn't want endless sex with either or, better yet, with both of them. OK so it is my dream to have a threeway with them, unless Brian wants to join us and we call it a mini-orgy.

So congratulations to Brian for writing the stressful parts so beautifully and touchingly. (I dont like "touchingly," but I guess I'll leave it.)

I think it is fair to say that what will stick in readers' minds more than anything was the powerful masturbation description. The beautiful melding of the memories of events that have pulled and then held them together sexually and emotionally.

I laid back and took a deep breath. I was still horny from my dream, to the point that my boner was throbbing. A spot of pre-cum had already soaked through my underwear.

I found myself thinking of our first time in my bed. IÂ’d never forgotten how nervous IÂ’d been, and I was sure Chad had felt the same way. I remembered how weÂ’d talked about stupid bullshit at first, and how neither one of us had seemed to want to say what we were thinking.

One moment particularly stood out in my mind, when Chad had finally asked: was that your first time with a guy?

Y-yeah, had been my response. I could still sense the butterflies IÂ’d felt at that point.

I knew where this was going because I've been reading this story carefully and I know how important moments like these are to Scott. They have an irresistible pull on his cock and nuts and the emotional darkness in which he had originally hidden his love for Chad. That is a roundabout way of saying I was rock hard and stroking. Doubt me? Ask Brian. I sent him the proof.

I resumed breathing almost normally, after pausing long enough to move back from the too quickly approaching edge. Time to read some more ...

I touched my dick again, and I waved it up and down like I was caressing his crack. I knew Chad would reach down, and heÂ’d try to guide my cock toward its home. HeÂ’d press his cunt against my tip, then slowly put his weight on me. His mouth would drop open as my dick made its way up his chute. Then heÂ’d sit down on my pubes, with his balls resting on me, before starting to ride me in earnest.​

Fuck, I was getting too close again. I could feel the aching need that Scott felt. I wanted what he. wanted. I needed and felt and saw and smelled and tasted those moments.

I gripped my cock, harder this time, and I really started pounding my pud. I made sure to keep my rhythm right in line with his.

I love that dick in my ass... itÂ’s the best fucking dickÂ….

Just take it... you know you want it....

Oh yeah... I canÂ’t believe you feel so good....​

It was almost too late now. I wasn't sure I was going to make it to the end and cum with Scott, my cock becoming his cock or engulfed inside his cock, feeling what it was like to fuck Chad, to fulfill all of our needs ...

By the time I read:

By now I was having a full-body experience. I was gasping and groaning while gyrating my hips, and my feet were sliding from side to side. My balls were starting to boil, so more and more euphoria was coursing through my body.

Fuck... IÂ’ve been wanting that more than I should....

The smacking sound from my dick kept getting louder and louder. I was so into it that I didnÂ’t care.

IÂ’m not supposed to be into you....

I felt another flutter as more and more memories flooded through my head. They seemed to be coming in quicker and quicker succession.

I couldnÂ’t walk away from you... or even stop thinking about you... even after months of trying....

My balls were starting to tighten. I knew it wouldnÂ’t be long now.

Your dick is the one I want to come home to....​

And that's when I came, but I couldn't stop reading ...

My hand was flying along my shaft. I felt the pleasure build as I passed the point of no return.

I canÂ’t wait to spend this next year with you... whatever else happens....

“Oh fuck!” I yelled as my load shot out of me. A volley of cum hit me in the face, and then another splattered on my chest. My whole body spasmed in ecstasy. I kept on pumping my cock. More and more gobs kept dribbling out, till they gradually waned and eventually stopped.​

I was reading the words on the screen before me and living them too. I put my legs back down, and I let my cock fall back against my pubes. I just laid there for a second and tried to catch my breath. Then I wiped my face and opened my mouth, and I tasted some of my thick salty cum, only mine was unusually sweet just then. I wanted so badly to be tasting Chad’s and Scott's fresh thick boy cum instead.

I knew of course that was what Scott was thinking at that moment .. not me. But like Scott, I wanted those memories to come to life. I not only wanted to taste their jizz but to be them in every way. That is the power of writing great erotica.

Let Brian know if he helped you cum as you read, or as you were remembering it later. It may be one of the highest compliments you can give him. Fine writing. Fine erotica. And a really good cum.

If you think Brian doesn't get hard from this story just like you and me, you better think again. I can all but assure you that he is hard at this moment reading these words. Aren't you hard, Brian? ... Good! You deserve it.
 
Wowser! That was some hot reflection. Anguish, hope, fear, love, passion .... Wow!

Thank you! This was a hard chapter to write, which makes your words mean that much more!

Well, Friend1720 hit that one right on its fucking head!

But the hard part of the storytelling was what came first ... describing the tension between Scott and Chad: Problem stacked upon problem in a hurricane of stress, strain and uncertainty. Doesn't sound to me like a good place for two guys to be ... especially when all they want is to love, fuck, suck, kiss, jack and rim each other endlessly. And who wouldn't want endless sex with either or, better yet, with both of them. OK so it is my dream to have a threeway with them, unless Brian wants to join us and we call it a mini-orgy.
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I knew where this was going because I've been reading this story carefully and I know how important moments like these are to Scott. They have an irresistible pull on his cock and nuts and the emotional darkness in which he had originally hidden his love for Chad. That is a roundabout way of saying I was rock hard and stroking. Doubt me? Ask Brian. I sent him the proof.

For everyone else reading this: I assure you I’m not paying H.R. to say this! But yes, I can confirm he sent me proof he was rock hard and stroking to this scene... which I take as a helluva compliment!

I know it’s a commitment to stay with the story for 20 chapters and counting. I can only hope the rest of you enjoyed it as much as H.R. did. If you’re fantasizing about sex with Scott and Chad, then that tells me I’m doing my job!

I was reading the words on the screen before me and living them too. I put my legs back down, and I let my cock fall back against my pubes. I just laid there for a second and tried to catch my breath. Then I wiped my face and opened my mouth, and I tasted some of my thick salty cum, only mine was unusually sweet just then. I wanted so badly to be tasting ChadÂ’s and Scott's fresh thick boy cum instead.

I knew of course that was what Scott was thinking at that moment .. not me. But like Scott, I wanted those memories to come to life. I not only wanted to taste their jizz but to be them in every way. That is the power of writing great erotica.

Let Brian know if he helped you cum as you read, or as you were remembering it later. It may be one of the highest compliments you can give him. Fine writing. Fine erotica. And a really good cum.

If you think Brian doesn't get hard from this story just like you and me, you better think again. I can all but assure you that he is hard at this moment reading these words. Aren't you hard, Brian? ... Good! You deserve it.

And you say I’m the one who wrote a vivid masturbation scene? I’ve re-read your comment three times, and it’s gotten me hard every single time!

Oh, and yes... I do get hard whenever readers tell me they’ve cum to this story. How could I not, especially after getting a play-by-play that’s as colorful as this one?!?!
 
You had so much going on in that chapter. I had to re-read the previous chapter to get hooked up with the storyline again. Keep up the good work!
 
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