In The Closet
Every time I begin to think that I have seen and heard it all, something always happens to prove me wrong.
Marvin and I work out of the same office. We did not know each other real well even though we had worked together for a little over a year. We had been roommates for three months sharing a two-bedroom apartment. We had agreed to share the apartment for the sole purpose of sharing expenses and economical reasons. Even though we lived in the same apartment, we very seldom ever saw each other.
Marvin had a girlfriend that he spent a lot of time with and often spent the night with her. He and his girlfriend had a very strange relationship. At least it was strange to me even though I did not know much about it. His girlfriend was fifteen years older than he. Marvin was always getting himself in trouble with her because of his immaturity and some of the things he did.
There never was a secret that I was gay, and Marvin could give a rat’s ass about my sexuality. He went his way and I went mine. He didn’t interfere with my life and I stay out of his.
Early on a Thursday afternoon, I was working at my desk and Marvin showed up and sat down.
He said, “Roomy, I have a friend from my home town that is coming this evening for a short visit. I would like for you to meet Rocky since he will be staying in our apartment. Do you have plans for diner tonight?”
“I have no plans for diner, but I am going to meet a couple of friends at a bar for drinks at eight o’clock.” I replied.
“Great! Rocky is supposed to meet me here when I get off work. We can drop by the apartment and drop off his things and go to diner together.”
As strange as it might seem, this was the first time that Marvin and I had gone out to diner together.
That afternoon, I had just finished up every thing I was going to do for the day, when Marvin and Rocky showed up at my desk. Marvin introduced me to Rocky and asked if I were ready to go.
I have seen and met some good-looking men in my time, but nothing like Rocky. He appeared to be about 6’2”, perhaps two hundred pounds, black hair perfectly styled to fit his image, nice shaped eyebrows, long eyelashes, almost black eyes, dark clear complexion, all in all a gorgeous face, to go with a very nice physique. He was wearing trousers, tie, and a sports coat. He was just a very suave looking guy that I was sure that had to fight off the women and gay men. I immediately checked my gaydar and there were no indications that he might be gay or bi.
I followed them to the apartment and helped them carry in Rocky’s bags. I quickly washed my face, changed shirts, put on a tie, and a sport coat. I was way over dressed to go to the bar after diner, but I felt out of place going to diner with Rocky all dressed up. I followed them in my car to the restaurant so I would have my car to go to the bar after diner.
After we had looked over the menu and placed our orders, Marvin asked Rocky, “How are things going? How is your love life?”
“Great! I still with the same sexy chick! Things could not be any better. How about you?” Rocky replied.
Marvin answered, “Same here. Same woman. She is about to fuck me to death.”
Rocky turned to me and asked, “How about you? How is your love life?”
Before I had a chance to say anything, Marvin said, “He is gay. He does not have a love life.”
I let the remark go by without responding except shrugging my shoulders. I looked at Rocky and he just smiled and ducked his head down. I had no way of telling what he was thinking as if it really mattered. Apparently from what had been said, Rocky was straight and narrow just like Marvin.
From their conversation, I gathered that they had known each other for several years and were good friends. While we were eating there was a lot of chitchat going on between the two of them. I just sat back and listen to them. I had only been able to get a few words in during the whole time. I did learn that Rocky would be spending the night and Friday night before going back home Saturday morning. After we finished eating, Marvin told Rocky that he was going to take off from work tomorrow and talked about the things that they were going to do during the day. They discussed several things that they could do after diner but never came to a conclusion as to what they would do.
I was feeling like I was being left out in leftfield. Every time I started to say something, Marvin would interrupt me. I finally excused myself and left to go meet my friends at the gay bar.
It was shortly after ten o’clock when I got home. Marvin and Rocky had not gotten there as yet. I undressed and took a quick shower, put on my jockey briefs and went to bed. I had never closed my bedroom door before and it did not even occur to me to close it that night. I was stretched out on my bed lying on my stomach without a sheet or anything covering me and had just dozed off, when I heard Marvin and Rocky come in the front door. I heard them talking in the kitchen but did not hear everything they said. I did hear Marvin tell Rocky that he was going to go to bed and Rocky told him that he would be there shortly. I heard Marvin in the hall and saw him pass by my door. A couple minutes later, I heard Rocky in the hall. When he got in front of my door, he stood in my doorway and was staring at me for several minutes. He thought that I was asleep and did not see him or know that he was there. I did not say anything and just watch him. He kept adjusting his crotch as if he had a hard-on. Then I heard Marvin calling him and asking if he were coming to bed. I thought that Rocky’s actions were strange, but I was so sleepy that I rolled over and went to sleep.
Sometime in the wee hours in the night, I was awaken by having a hand over my mouth. There was just enough light in my room that I could see Rocky standing naked by my bed with an erection. He removed his hand when he knew that I was awake and was not going to yell or say anything. He got into bed with me and rolls me onto my back. He straddled me and began to run his fingers over my chest, shoulders and head. I reached down to take a hold of his hard prick with one hand and his nuts with my other hand. This was okay with him but every time I started to stroke his prick, he would stop me. I got the message that I could hold it but that was all.
I started to say something to him several times and he would put his hand over my mouth to keep me from saying anything. Again I got his message to be perfectly quiet. He got off of me and moved so I could not touch his crotch area and started sucking me off. I rose up on my elbows and watched him while he was sucking my prick and at the same time was jacking himself off. I wanted to suck on his dick but did not know how to get the message to him since he did not want me to talk. I tried to move away from him but he pushed me back down on the bed and continued to suck and deep throat my very stiff hard-on. I soon begin to feel my balls tighten up as well as the muscles in my chest, stomach, and buttocks. I began to shoot off every bit of cum I had inside me. He kept on sucking my prick for several more minutes. Then he straddled me again and I thought that he was going to let me suck him off, but that was not what he had in mind. He started to jack off. I attempted to get him to let me do it for him, but he refused but did allow me to hold his balls while he jacked off. By the way he was breathing heavy and moving his body, I knew that he was just about to ejaculate. He suddenly reached down with his hand and raised my head off the bed, scooted up so he could put the head of his cock inside my mouth and stroked his cock a few more time and began to shoot off his cum. He would not let me deep throat him or anything. As soon and he shot off, he got off of the bed. He reaches over and patted me on my chest and then picked his underwear off of the floor and walked out of the bedroom. I was pleased, surprised and mystified by his actions.
Friday morning, I got out of bed and wondered if what happened during the night was a dream. I got dressed and Marvin and Rocky were still asleep when I left to go to work.
All day while at work I kept thinking about Rocky and what had happen. I don’t know how many times I got a hard-on during the day. I was also wondering if the same thing might happen that night.
When I got home after work, Marvin and Rocky were not there. I fixed diner for myself and watched TV for a couple of hours. The telephone rang and it was Marvin’s girlfriend. She asked if she could speak to Marvin. I told her that he was not there. She asked if I knew where he was. I told her that I did not know but that he probably was with his friend Rocky. She told me, “Please tell that son-of-a-bitch to call me when he gets home.” She slammed down the phone in my ear. I wrote the message down and left it by the telephone in the den.
No matter what I did I could not keep my mind off of Rocky and kept on getting a hard –on. Out of desperation, I got out of my clothes and took a cold shower. I put on my jockey briefs and was going to go to bed. I had just set down on the side of my bed, when I heard Marvin and Rocky come in. I waited a few minutes listening to see if Marvin said anything about the telephone message. They were talking and I could tell that Marvin had not seen the message. Wearing only my briefs I walked into the den where Marvin and Rocky where. Rocky looked up and saw me and immediately turned his back towards me. I knew that he was embarrassed about what had happened between us and he could not look me in the face. I told Marvin about the message.
He said, “Oh My God! I forgot to call her this afternoon. My ass is in trouble. You all excuse me and I will go to my bedroom and call her.”
Rocky bent over and picked up a magazine off of the coffee table and began thumbing through it. I told him that I was going back to bed. He said that he would be going to bed fairly soon. He never looked up at me.
I lay down on my bed and a few minutes later I heard Marvin in the hall going to the den.
Then I heard him say, “Rocky, I know this is very rude of me. She has her tail feathers ruffled. She wants me to come to her place and spend the night with her. I hope you don’t mind. I will be back in the morning before you get up. Is this okay with you?”
“Sure, I understand. No problem. I am tired and am going to go to bed anyway. I’ll see you in the morning.”
I heard Marvin go out the front door. I heard Rocky walking down the hall and I watched him pass by my bedroom door. He walked by real fast looking straight ahead.
The way he had been acting, I figured that the one time sex that we had experienced was going to be it. I did get up and turned on a night light in the bathroom that put out enough light in the bedroom so I could have a good look at his nude body in case he did decide to come and have sex with me. I lay down on the bed and rolled over on my stomach and fell asleep.
Again during the middle of the night, I woke up with the familiar hand on my mouth. When he removed his hand, I started to speak, and he put his hand back over my mouth and shook his head telling me not to say anything. I thought that this was very strange but if that was what he wants, it was fine with me. As the night before, he got onto the bed and straddled me. This time I got a good view of his naked body and his beautiful cock that was standing straight out. He bent over and while smiling at me he looked me in the eyes for several moments. He started to bend over to kiss me but stopped just before our lips touched each other. He quickly rose back up and started running his fingers over me like he had done the night before. This time he let me slowly stroke his cock and hold his balls for a few minutes. I had never seen anyone that had as hard of a cock as he had. He kept looking at me and giving me these big beautiful smiles. I let go of his balls and started teasing his nipples and I could tell that he was thoroughly enjoying it. He reared his head back and looked at the ceiling and every time I gently pinched his nipple, his whole upper body shivered. Precum was dripping from his cock onto my stomach.
Suddenly, he got off of me and moved so he could suck me off. The same as the night before, he kept his prick out of my reach. He set up a steady slow rhythm of sucking and deep throating me. After some time he began to increase the speed of his rhythm and to my surprise he began to loudly moan. Without thinking or being able to control myself, I loudly yelled, “Ohhh Yeah!” He put his arm up in the air and motioned to me to be quiet. He never slowed down in giving head to me. I don’t know if he even realized but he began to moan and groan louder and louder. I also was doing my share of moaning. All of a sudden he flipped his body around so his cock was sticking in my face. I moved onto my side and I went down on him. He began to act like a mad man. He was eating my cock like crazy and humping my face shoving his cock deep into my throat. I have never experienced anything so wild for the next ten or fifteen minutes. I was able to reach both of his nipples and gently pinched them and he began shooting off tons of cum down my gullet and moaning as loud as he could with out taking my prick out of his mouth. He never slowed down on humping my face and his cock was as hard and ridged as it was before he ejaculated. For some time we continued to give each other head. A couple minutes after I climaxed, Rocky climaxed for the second time.
He got out of bed and looked down at me again with his beautiful smile and eyes. He reached over and ruffled up my hair. He bent down and our lips almost touched again, but he stood up and first padded my cheeks and then my chest. He softly said, “God Bless You”. He turned around and walked out of my bedroom.
The next morning, Marvin woke me up and asked me where Rocky was. I asked him, “Isn’t he in your bedroom?”
Marvin replied, “No and all his things are gone.”
I got out of bed and went to look out of the den window and saw that Rocky’s car was not there. I could not imagine what had happened. Then I saw an envelope on the breakfast table addressed to Marvin. I handed it to Marvin and he read the note out loud.
“Dear Marvin,
Please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. Something happened last night and the night before that helped me make a difficult decision about myself. I have a problem and am having a hard time dealing with it. I have decided that I need some professional help. Again, I apologize for my abrupt departure. I just felt that I needed to get home. Thanks for showing me a good time.
Please give my best regards to your Roomy. You are very lucky to have such a wonderful roommate.
God Bless Both of You
Rocky”
Marvin shook his head and said, “What in the hell was that all about? Did you say something to him to upset him?”
I truthfully replied, “No. The whole time Rocky was here, neither one of said more than a couple dozen words to each other.”
I did not reveal any of the facts about Rocky and I having sex together. I knew full well that Rocky and I had non-verbally communicated by our actions and what we did together in my bed. I did not think that Marvin would understand or approve, so I remained silent.
It was now very apparent to me that Rocky was having difficulties in accepting the fact that he was gay. From his note, I think that he was going to seek counseling in hopes of being able to come out of the closet, adjust, and accept his homosexuality.
What a wonderful and welcomed addition to the gay community that would be. I sincerely hope that Rocky visits Marvin again, again, again and often.
In The Closet
By Kevin
By Kevin
Every time I begin to think that I have seen and heard it all, something always happens to prove me wrong.
Marvin and I work out of the same office. We did not know each other real well even though we had worked together for a little over a year. We had been roommates for three months sharing a two-bedroom apartment. We had agreed to share the apartment for the sole purpose of sharing expenses and economical reasons. Even though we lived in the same apartment, we very seldom ever saw each other.
Marvin had a girlfriend that he spent a lot of time with and often spent the night with her. He and his girlfriend had a very strange relationship. At least it was strange to me even though I did not know much about it. His girlfriend was fifteen years older than he. Marvin was always getting himself in trouble with her because of his immaturity and some of the things he did.
There never was a secret that I was gay, and Marvin could give a rat’s ass about my sexuality. He went his way and I went mine. He didn’t interfere with my life and I stay out of his.
Early on a Thursday afternoon, I was working at my desk and Marvin showed up and sat down.
He said, “Roomy, I have a friend from my home town that is coming this evening for a short visit. I would like for you to meet Rocky since he will be staying in our apartment. Do you have plans for diner tonight?”
“I have no plans for diner, but I am going to meet a couple of friends at a bar for drinks at eight o’clock.” I replied.
“Great! Rocky is supposed to meet me here when I get off work. We can drop by the apartment and drop off his things and go to diner together.”
As strange as it might seem, this was the first time that Marvin and I had gone out to diner together.
That afternoon, I had just finished up every thing I was going to do for the day, when Marvin and Rocky showed up at my desk. Marvin introduced me to Rocky and asked if I were ready to go.
I have seen and met some good-looking men in my time, but nothing like Rocky. He appeared to be about 6’2”, perhaps two hundred pounds, black hair perfectly styled to fit his image, nice shaped eyebrows, long eyelashes, almost black eyes, dark clear complexion, all in all a gorgeous face, to go with a very nice physique. He was wearing trousers, tie, and a sports coat. He was just a very suave looking guy that I was sure that had to fight off the women and gay men. I immediately checked my gaydar and there were no indications that he might be gay or bi.
I followed them to the apartment and helped them carry in Rocky’s bags. I quickly washed my face, changed shirts, put on a tie, and a sport coat. I was way over dressed to go to the bar after diner, but I felt out of place going to diner with Rocky all dressed up. I followed them in my car to the restaurant so I would have my car to go to the bar after diner.
After we had looked over the menu and placed our orders, Marvin asked Rocky, “How are things going? How is your love life?”
“Great! I still with the same sexy chick! Things could not be any better. How about you?” Rocky replied.
Marvin answered, “Same here. Same woman. She is about to fuck me to death.”
Rocky turned to me and asked, “How about you? How is your love life?”
Before I had a chance to say anything, Marvin said, “He is gay. He does not have a love life.”
I let the remark go by without responding except shrugging my shoulders. I looked at Rocky and he just smiled and ducked his head down. I had no way of telling what he was thinking as if it really mattered. Apparently from what had been said, Rocky was straight and narrow just like Marvin.
From their conversation, I gathered that they had known each other for several years and were good friends. While we were eating there was a lot of chitchat going on between the two of them. I just sat back and listen to them. I had only been able to get a few words in during the whole time. I did learn that Rocky would be spending the night and Friday night before going back home Saturday morning. After we finished eating, Marvin told Rocky that he was going to take off from work tomorrow and talked about the things that they were going to do during the day. They discussed several things that they could do after diner but never came to a conclusion as to what they would do.
I was feeling like I was being left out in leftfield. Every time I started to say something, Marvin would interrupt me. I finally excused myself and left to go meet my friends at the gay bar.
It was shortly after ten o’clock when I got home. Marvin and Rocky had not gotten there as yet. I undressed and took a quick shower, put on my jockey briefs and went to bed. I had never closed my bedroom door before and it did not even occur to me to close it that night. I was stretched out on my bed lying on my stomach without a sheet or anything covering me and had just dozed off, when I heard Marvin and Rocky come in the front door. I heard them talking in the kitchen but did not hear everything they said. I did hear Marvin tell Rocky that he was going to go to bed and Rocky told him that he would be there shortly. I heard Marvin in the hall and saw him pass by my door. A couple minutes later, I heard Rocky in the hall. When he got in front of my door, he stood in my doorway and was staring at me for several minutes. He thought that I was asleep and did not see him or know that he was there. I did not say anything and just watch him. He kept adjusting his crotch as if he had a hard-on. Then I heard Marvin calling him and asking if he were coming to bed. I thought that Rocky’s actions were strange, but I was so sleepy that I rolled over and went to sleep.
Sometime in the wee hours in the night, I was awaken by having a hand over my mouth. There was just enough light in my room that I could see Rocky standing naked by my bed with an erection. He removed his hand when he knew that I was awake and was not going to yell or say anything. He got into bed with me and rolls me onto my back. He straddled me and began to run his fingers over my chest, shoulders and head. I reached down to take a hold of his hard prick with one hand and his nuts with my other hand. This was okay with him but every time I started to stroke his prick, he would stop me. I got the message that I could hold it but that was all.
I started to say something to him several times and he would put his hand over my mouth to keep me from saying anything. Again I got his message to be perfectly quiet. He got off of me and moved so I could not touch his crotch area and started sucking me off. I rose up on my elbows and watched him while he was sucking my prick and at the same time was jacking himself off. I wanted to suck on his dick but did not know how to get the message to him since he did not want me to talk. I tried to move away from him but he pushed me back down on the bed and continued to suck and deep throat my very stiff hard-on. I soon begin to feel my balls tighten up as well as the muscles in my chest, stomach, and buttocks. I began to shoot off every bit of cum I had inside me. He kept on sucking my prick for several more minutes. Then he straddled me again and I thought that he was going to let me suck him off, but that was not what he had in mind. He started to jack off. I attempted to get him to let me do it for him, but he refused but did allow me to hold his balls while he jacked off. By the way he was breathing heavy and moving his body, I knew that he was just about to ejaculate. He suddenly reached down with his hand and raised my head off the bed, scooted up so he could put the head of his cock inside my mouth and stroked his cock a few more time and began to shoot off his cum. He would not let me deep throat him or anything. As soon and he shot off, he got off of the bed. He reaches over and patted me on my chest and then picked his underwear off of the floor and walked out of the bedroom. I was pleased, surprised and mystified by his actions.
Friday morning, I got out of bed and wondered if what happened during the night was a dream. I got dressed and Marvin and Rocky were still asleep when I left to go to work.
All day while at work I kept thinking about Rocky and what had happen. I don’t know how many times I got a hard-on during the day. I was also wondering if the same thing might happen that night.
When I got home after work, Marvin and Rocky were not there. I fixed diner for myself and watched TV for a couple of hours. The telephone rang and it was Marvin’s girlfriend. She asked if she could speak to Marvin. I told her that he was not there. She asked if I knew where he was. I told her that I did not know but that he probably was with his friend Rocky. She told me, “Please tell that son-of-a-bitch to call me when he gets home.” She slammed down the phone in my ear. I wrote the message down and left it by the telephone in the den.
No matter what I did I could not keep my mind off of Rocky and kept on getting a hard –on. Out of desperation, I got out of my clothes and took a cold shower. I put on my jockey briefs and was going to go to bed. I had just set down on the side of my bed, when I heard Marvin and Rocky come in. I waited a few minutes listening to see if Marvin said anything about the telephone message. They were talking and I could tell that Marvin had not seen the message. Wearing only my briefs I walked into the den where Marvin and Rocky where. Rocky looked up and saw me and immediately turned his back towards me. I knew that he was embarrassed about what had happened between us and he could not look me in the face. I told Marvin about the message.
He said, “Oh My God! I forgot to call her this afternoon. My ass is in trouble. You all excuse me and I will go to my bedroom and call her.”
Rocky bent over and picked up a magazine off of the coffee table and began thumbing through it. I told him that I was going back to bed. He said that he would be going to bed fairly soon. He never looked up at me.
I lay down on my bed and a few minutes later I heard Marvin in the hall going to the den.
Then I heard him say, “Rocky, I know this is very rude of me. She has her tail feathers ruffled. She wants me to come to her place and spend the night with her. I hope you don’t mind. I will be back in the morning before you get up. Is this okay with you?”
“Sure, I understand. No problem. I am tired and am going to go to bed anyway. I’ll see you in the morning.”
I heard Marvin go out the front door. I heard Rocky walking down the hall and I watched him pass by my bedroom door. He walked by real fast looking straight ahead.
The way he had been acting, I figured that the one time sex that we had experienced was going to be it. I did get up and turned on a night light in the bathroom that put out enough light in the bedroom so I could have a good look at his nude body in case he did decide to come and have sex with me. I lay down on the bed and rolled over on my stomach and fell asleep.
Again during the middle of the night, I woke up with the familiar hand on my mouth. When he removed his hand, I started to speak, and he put his hand back over my mouth and shook his head telling me not to say anything. I thought that this was very strange but if that was what he wants, it was fine with me. As the night before, he got onto the bed and straddled me. This time I got a good view of his naked body and his beautiful cock that was standing straight out. He bent over and while smiling at me he looked me in the eyes for several moments. He started to bend over to kiss me but stopped just before our lips touched each other. He quickly rose back up and started running his fingers over me like he had done the night before. This time he let me slowly stroke his cock and hold his balls for a few minutes. I had never seen anyone that had as hard of a cock as he had. He kept looking at me and giving me these big beautiful smiles. I let go of his balls and started teasing his nipples and I could tell that he was thoroughly enjoying it. He reared his head back and looked at the ceiling and every time I gently pinched his nipple, his whole upper body shivered. Precum was dripping from his cock onto my stomach.
Suddenly, he got off of me and moved so he could suck me off. The same as the night before, he kept his prick out of my reach. He set up a steady slow rhythm of sucking and deep throating me. After some time he began to increase the speed of his rhythm and to my surprise he began to loudly moan. Without thinking or being able to control myself, I loudly yelled, “Ohhh Yeah!” He put his arm up in the air and motioned to me to be quiet. He never slowed down in giving head to me. I don’t know if he even realized but he began to moan and groan louder and louder. I also was doing my share of moaning. All of a sudden he flipped his body around so his cock was sticking in my face. I moved onto my side and I went down on him. He began to act like a mad man. He was eating my cock like crazy and humping my face shoving his cock deep into my throat. I have never experienced anything so wild for the next ten or fifteen minutes. I was able to reach both of his nipples and gently pinched them and he began shooting off tons of cum down my gullet and moaning as loud as he could with out taking my prick out of his mouth. He never slowed down on humping my face and his cock was as hard and ridged as it was before he ejaculated. For some time we continued to give each other head. A couple minutes after I climaxed, Rocky climaxed for the second time.
He got out of bed and looked down at me again with his beautiful smile and eyes. He reached over and ruffled up my hair. He bent down and our lips almost touched again, but he stood up and first padded my cheeks and then my chest. He softly said, “God Bless You”. He turned around and walked out of my bedroom.
The next morning, Marvin woke me up and asked me where Rocky was. I asked him, “Isn’t he in your bedroom?”
Marvin replied, “No and all his things are gone.”
I got out of bed and went to look out of the den window and saw that Rocky’s car was not there. I could not imagine what had happened. Then I saw an envelope on the breakfast table addressed to Marvin. I handed it to Marvin and he read the note out loud.
“Dear Marvin,
Please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. Something happened last night and the night before that helped me make a difficult decision about myself. I have a problem and am having a hard time dealing with it. I have decided that I need some professional help. Again, I apologize for my abrupt departure. I just felt that I needed to get home. Thanks for showing me a good time.
Please give my best regards to your Roomy. You are very lucky to have such a wonderful roommate.
God Bless Both of You
Rocky”
Marvin shook his head and said, “What in the hell was that all about? Did you say something to him to upset him?”
I truthfully replied, “No. The whole time Rocky was here, neither one of said more than a couple dozen words to each other.”
I did not reveal any of the facts about Rocky and I having sex together. I knew full well that Rocky and I had non-verbally communicated by our actions and what we did together in my bed. I did not think that Marvin would understand or approve, so I remained silent.
It was now very apparent to me that Rocky was having difficulties in accepting the fact that he was gay. From his note, I think that he was going to seek counseling in hopes of being able to come out of the closet, adjust, and accept his homosexuality.
What a wonderful and welcomed addition to the gay community that would be. I sincerely hope that Rocky visits Marvin again, again, again and often.
