coolboixy
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It all started a week before Christmas 1999. I was looking through the personals on excite and I came across his ad. I had queried numerous personal ads before this one and really didn't hold out much hope that anything would ever come of it. Little did I know that this would be the biggest turning point in my entire life. I was about to fall head over heals in love with a guy that would help to change the course of my life and make me a better person than I ever thought possible. He answered my reply to his ad and we began to talk back and forth. I invited him to go to my favorite club for the annual Christmas party. He was half way to my house and was run off the road by an 18 wheeler getting stuck in a ditch on the side of the road. After getting unstuck and being totally unnerved he retreated back to his home where he called me and told me he wasn't coming. I just chalked it up as another disappointment and figured he chickened out. I tried again, figuring what did I have to lose. I invited him out on Friday nite to the same club I would have taken him to on Wednesday nite. He accepted again. I was skeptical and this time I wasn't very excited thinking he'd not show up again. I was a little late getting home and was just about to jump into the shower when he arrived. My then roomate let him in and told me he had arrived. I hurried to shower and make myself ready. Now I was nervous. A million things going through my head. What would he think of my home. What would he think of my two sons. ( I had previously been married but divorced her, kept the kids, and raised them alone when the oldest was but 5 years old. They were now 11 and 12 and I had been relatively single for almost the entire time.) When I was ready, I made my way to the family room and was immediately wowed by what I saw sitting on my sofa. He was a little rough around the edges but a beauty nontheless. It was obvious he had not been exposed to or been living a gay life. I was right. He was currently married and had a 2 year old son but about to be divorced. Immediately we had something in common. For me I think it was love at first sight. At least, there was an immediate attraction for sure. He was everything I had hoped for in a boyfriend. Thin, brighteyed, about my height, and a set of hips that just didn't quit.
Well, we went out to the club and had a great time. Drinks, dancing, drag show, and all my friends were there. I had butterflies in my stomach everytime I looked at him and all I wanted to do was touch him and keep him in my arms. But being that this was our first meeting, I didn't know how he'd react and I was a gentleman. We went back home to my place. It was very late after 4am. We talked for a bit on the sofa and he excused himself saying he had better be getting home. I walked him to the door and we embraced. It was an embrace I would never forget. It was warm, heartfelt, and sincere. I knew at once that he liked me as I looked into his sparkling eyes and said goodnight. I was literally jumping for joy. He likes me! I can't explain how I felt. I was in love.
I was calling him and talking to him everyday. We went out again the next night and he spent the night with me. The sex we had that night was incredible. When he sat down on top of me and I looked up into his eyes I felt like I was in heaven and the happiest man on the planet. The next couple weeks were amazing for me. I couldn't get enough of him and we spend alot of nights together and the sex kept getting better and better.
It wasn't long before I was asking him to move in with me. Both he and his small son would become part of my family and we all grew to love them very much. His son was like my 3rd son and even called me dad. It was cute. I called his dad by his name, (we shall call him Jake) his son heard this and heard my sons call me dad and his dad Jake. So the little guy just figured his dads name was Jake and my name was dad! My sons would come to look upon his little boy as their smaller brother and Jake became their stepmom they lovingly called Alice in fun. I was the family joke. We became a family. Times were hard and I suddenly found myself out of work and had to take a job making very little money but we managed together. I was happy with Jake and his little boy. Happier than I had ever been in my life. Two years would pass and we were a true family.
Jake became bored and grew to dislike where we lived. We had a very large home on 2.5 acres in the middle of nowhere. In a small town about an hour from the nearest city. A one traffic light town, one supermarket and very little to do. It was obvious that Jakes feelings for me were faltering. I could sense and feel it in my heart. My heart was breaking. I loved Jake with all my heart and being. Well as things happened, I came home from work one day and Jake told me he had put a deposit down on an apartment in Gainesville, FL. I was devastated and felt like my world was crashing down around me. My very being felt over. I did nothing but cry when he was not around, I couldn't eat, sleep or stop shaking. He told me we would remain together but that he wanted to go to college in Gville and that he needed to be there to do it. I knew in my heart what was coming. I would see less and less of him, he would meet new people and it wouldn't be long before he had no need for me in his life as a boyfriend. The day came and he broke up with me. It felt like my life was finally over. I would never stop loving him with every ounce of my being.
Well, time would pass and my breakdown would also pass. We became like best friends instead of lovers. He knew I wouldn't stop loving him and I told him so. He said I would remain "family". We began going to the local gym together and he started college. I spent as much time with him as I could. All the while keeping my love for him inside. Wanting him with all my heart and soul. He eventually got me interested in going to college myself but first I needed a GED as I never graduated from HS. He supported me and helped me and encouraged me all the way. I passed the GED and got my diploma with flying colors. He took me to the college and helped me to register, pick classes and everything I needed to get on my way to going to college and work to wards a brighter future. In my heart I knew that Jake still loved and cared for me. He would never admit it but I held out hope that someday he would. Jake tells me he has no time for a relationship while he's in school and only wants to devote himself to school and his son. He wants to be a math teacher.
I sold my home and took an apartment in G.ville about 10 minutes from Jakes. After about a year I started to feel the loneliness and I sort of met a guy at the local club. We became friends and started hanging out together. We had sex one time but the entire time I could think of no one but Jake. I was attracted to this other guy but I could never love him the way I loved Jake. I introduced him to Jake and immediately Jake treated him badly and I knew it was obvious that Jake still loved me. One night Jake and I went out to the club and had a few drinks. Jake told me that if my friend showed up he would have to kick his ass. Then he told me to promise not to say anything and told me that he still loved me. I knew all along that he did but it would only be in secret.
Well, I just finished my first year of college, Jake has finished two and will attend the community college for one more semester before graduating with his AA degree and transfers to the University of Florida. I will attend the community college for probably another two years and get my AS degree in radiography. I will be making excellent money upon my graduation and already have a job part time at the local hospital doing cat scans. I'm well liked and they are helping me learn as I go through school. They are encouraging me and giving me support. Jake is too for that matter and I still haven't given up hope that when all is said and done, when we are both finished with school, that we will find our way back together as a couple for real. I still love him more than love itself. All he would have to do is give me the look and I'd drop to my knees in a second. I am and always will be his. I know in my heart that there is no one else for me. We both remain single and that also provides me with hope. He has seen a few people which crushes my heart but now he knows how I feel as he has felt the same knowing that I could possibly be with someone else. I never would of course but it was an awakening experience for him I think. I hope anyway. I don't ever want to be without him. I will follow him anywhere and he also knows this. We plan on graduating and both moving away from this city. Hopefully when we do it will be together. I love him and his son as my own. My oldest son has already moved out onto his own and I have only my 17 year old left. Soon he will be gone and I will again be totally alone. I will never give up my love for Jake. I would give my life for him. I will be patient and wait for the day that he puts his arm around me, kisses me, and tells me that he loves me, even if it takes forever. There can never be another love in my life. He is and always will be the love of my life.
Well, we went out to the club and had a great time. Drinks, dancing, drag show, and all my friends were there. I had butterflies in my stomach everytime I looked at him and all I wanted to do was touch him and keep him in my arms. But being that this was our first meeting, I didn't know how he'd react and I was a gentleman. We went back home to my place. It was very late after 4am. We talked for a bit on the sofa and he excused himself saying he had better be getting home. I walked him to the door and we embraced. It was an embrace I would never forget. It was warm, heartfelt, and sincere. I knew at once that he liked me as I looked into his sparkling eyes and said goodnight. I was literally jumping for joy. He likes me! I can't explain how I felt. I was in love.
I was calling him and talking to him everyday. We went out again the next night and he spent the night with me. The sex we had that night was incredible. When he sat down on top of me and I looked up into his eyes I felt like I was in heaven and the happiest man on the planet. The next couple weeks were amazing for me. I couldn't get enough of him and we spend alot of nights together and the sex kept getting better and better.
It wasn't long before I was asking him to move in with me. Both he and his small son would become part of my family and we all grew to love them very much. His son was like my 3rd son and even called me dad. It was cute. I called his dad by his name, (we shall call him Jake) his son heard this and heard my sons call me dad and his dad Jake. So the little guy just figured his dads name was Jake and my name was dad! My sons would come to look upon his little boy as their smaller brother and Jake became their stepmom they lovingly called Alice in fun. I was the family joke. We became a family. Times were hard and I suddenly found myself out of work and had to take a job making very little money but we managed together. I was happy with Jake and his little boy. Happier than I had ever been in my life. Two years would pass and we were a true family.
Jake became bored and grew to dislike where we lived. We had a very large home on 2.5 acres in the middle of nowhere. In a small town about an hour from the nearest city. A one traffic light town, one supermarket and very little to do. It was obvious that Jakes feelings for me were faltering. I could sense and feel it in my heart. My heart was breaking. I loved Jake with all my heart and being. Well as things happened, I came home from work one day and Jake told me he had put a deposit down on an apartment in Gainesville, FL. I was devastated and felt like my world was crashing down around me. My very being felt over. I did nothing but cry when he was not around, I couldn't eat, sleep or stop shaking. He told me we would remain together but that he wanted to go to college in Gville and that he needed to be there to do it. I knew in my heart what was coming. I would see less and less of him, he would meet new people and it wouldn't be long before he had no need for me in his life as a boyfriend. The day came and he broke up with me. It felt like my life was finally over. I would never stop loving him with every ounce of my being.
Well, time would pass and my breakdown would also pass. We became like best friends instead of lovers. He knew I wouldn't stop loving him and I told him so. He said I would remain "family". We began going to the local gym together and he started college. I spent as much time with him as I could. All the while keeping my love for him inside. Wanting him with all my heart and soul. He eventually got me interested in going to college myself but first I needed a GED as I never graduated from HS. He supported me and helped me and encouraged me all the way. I passed the GED and got my diploma with flying colors. He took me to the college and helped me to register, pick classes and everything I needed to get on my way to going to college and work to wards a brighter future. In my heart I knew that Jake still loved and cared for me. He would never admit it but I held out hope that someday he would. Jake tells me he has no time for a relationship while he's in school and only wants to devote himself to school and his son. He wants to be a math teacher.
I sold my home and took an apartment in G.ville about 10 minutes from Jakes. After about a year I started to feel the loneliness and I sort of met a guy at the local club. We became friends and started hanging out together. We had sex one time but the entire time I could think of no one but Jake. I was attracted to this other guy but I could never love him the way I loved Jake. I introduced him to Jake and immediately Jake treated him badly and I knew it was obvious that Jake still loved me. One night Jake and I went out to the club and had a few drinks. Jake told me that if my friend showed up he would have to kick his ass. Then he told me to promise not to say anything and told me that he still loved me. I knew all along that he did but it would only be in secret.
Well, I just finished my first year of college, Jake has finished two and will attend the community college for one more semester before graduating with his AA degree and transfers to the University of Florida. I will attend the community college for probably another two years and get my AS degree in radiography. I will be making excellent money upon my graduation and already have a job part time at the local hospital doing cat scans. I'm well liked and they are helping me learn as I go through school. They are encouraging me and giving me support. Jake is too for that matter and I still haven't given up hope that when all is said and done, when we are both finished with school, that we will find our way back together as a couple for real. I still love him more than love itself. All he would have to do is give me the look and I'd drop to my knees in a second. I am and always will be his. I know in my heart that there is no one else for me. We both remain single and that also provides me with hope. He has seen a few people which crushes my heart but now he knows how I feel as he has felt the same knowing that I could possibly be with someone else. I never would of course but it was an awakening experience for him I think. I hope anyway. I don't ever want to be without him. I will follow him anywhere and he also knows this. We plan on graduating and both moving away from this city. Hopefully when we do it will be together. I love him and his son as my own. My oldest son has already moved out onto his own and I have only my 17 year old left. Soon he will be gone and I will again be totally alone. I will never give up my love for Jake. I would give my life for him. I will be patient and wait for the day that he puts his arm around me, kisses me, and tells me that he loves me, even if it takes forever. There can never be another love in my life. He is and always will be the love of my life.
