I was sitting on the sofa and looking down at Chris' head as it bobbed up and down on my cock. His eyes were closed and he looked very determined, determined to get a creamy mouthful of reward for services rendered. He was really a master cocksucker now. I don't remember the last time he gagged while taking my dick all the way to the back of his throat. The odd night that he stayed over, he'd wake me in the middle of the night by slipping deep beneath the covers and practicing his talent.
I looked down at him and let my mind drift. I thought of Geoff... he could really suck dick. Sometimes I missed his mouth. Sometimes I really even missed him. But I had a good thing with Chris, things I never had with Geoff... then again I had things with Geoff that I didn't have with Chris. Just fucking stop thinking, I told myself.
Up, down, up, down, hold, hum, flicker the tongue, up, release, went Chris on my dick. We hadn't exchanged words since I opened the door and let him in. He just kissed me, took off his shirt, led me to the sofa and began to go about his work. Something about him, he just seemed hornier tonight. What was he thinking?
I cummed hard inside his mouth. He never spilled a drop. His eyes opened as I started to flood his face. He looked up into my eyes and he almost seemed to smile without breaking the seal of his lips around my shaft. After he swallowed hard, he came up onto the sofa with me and we kissed passioinately. I enjoyed tasting myself in his mouth- it was erotic for so many reasons and not the least of them being the dominance I felt over him.
After a few more minutes he lay down beside me and just rested. I ran my fingers through his curly, dark hair. "Are you staying the night?" I asked.
"No. Deanna wanted me to go over to her place. She thinks there is a prowler in her neighborhood. I got to go make her feel safe," he explained softly.
I grimaced. Lately I had been feeling guilty about Deanna. I was doing to her what Geoff and company did to me. The only difference was that Geoff got caught in the act and I was still flying under Deanna's radar. How could I still hold so much negativity towards Geoff when I was clearly no better? "Maybe we should stop doing this," I began.
Chris shot up off the couch and turned to me with a red flush of anger, "Fuck you!"
He took me by surprise.
"We are not breaking up. I start taking cock up the ass for you and I suck you off almost everyday and you want to leave me? Fuck that! What more do you want?" he was so manly when he was mad. You'd almost forget how submissive he really was. "Look, Michael..." he paused a long minute, "I think I'm starting to fall in love with you."
We just stared at each other. Was he being serious right now? I wasn't sure how I felt about him. I was totally attracted to him. Sometimes we'd talk and joke, but I didn't feel like we even knew each other that well. What I did know about him, I liked. Maybe I could fall in love with him someday, but not yet.
When I didn't say anything, Chris continued, "It's Deanna, right? You feel bad about what we're doing? Or is it because I'm bi? I read online somewhere that gay guys give bi guys a hard time." He leaned in closer to me and I could feel his breath against my neck, "I love you both and I am going to make a decision. I'm going to leave her, I just don't know when or how."
I asked him, "Really? You want to leave your girlfriend for me?"
He nodded.
"You might regret it," I warned.
He smiled coolly, "No, I don't think so. I'll miss her, sure. But it's different with you."
I hugged him the way I would hug a friend and then I got off the sofa and walked to the kitchen, "She's going to be devasted. Crushed. It won't be easy for you." I opened the fridge and poured myself some cola.
He got off the sofa nad came to meet me in the kitchen. He sat down at the island and rested his elbows, leaning forward, "It would be even harder if I lost you."
I poured him a drink too and placed it on the island, between his elbows. He was still shirtless, glistening with sweat, and sporting chest hair stubble. Just looking at him like that made me want to bend him over the counter and fuck his brains out.
"Can you give me two weeks?" he begged.
I didn't even think about it, I just answered, "Yes. Of course."
He smiled, took a drink, and got up. He came around the island and hugged me. The smell of him was intoxicating. Maybe his raw sex appeal made the decision for me. But he was right, I wasn't ready to let him go either. But with Deanna out of the way, we could make a serious go of it. More time together, maybe out in public. We could do things together and stop being so secretive. The idea was seductive. I'd like to take Chris from just being my occasional lover to being my boyfriend. I needed a companion. It was lonely living my life.
He looked at his watch, "Shit. Michael, I'm sorry, I got to go."
Have to go, I thought to myself bitterly. "Of course," I shrugged. "Did you want to shower first?"
"Yeah," he answered quickly, "Thanks." He sidestepped me and dissappeared into the bathroom, closing the door behind him. The handled clicked and I knew he locked it.
I meant together, I thought. "Fuck," I groaned.
My cellphone hummed inside my jacket pocket on the back of a stool. I reached for it and checked the name
Geoff
I looked over my shoulder at the closed door and then flipped the phone open, "Hello?"
His voice was deep, smooth, and creamy like butter rolling off his tongue. I forgot how sexy his voice was, "Michael. Hi. I just wanted to see how you are."
I went back to the living room and sat in my big, comfy, leather armchair. "I'm good, Geoff. How have you been?" I kept my voice low, as to avoid Chris overhearing me.
"I'm good. I miss you though," he sounded sincere, "I'm so sorry I hurt you."
I hesitated but answered, "I recovered."
"I know," he whispered. "How is your new boyfriend?"
"He's not exactly my boyfriend. We're taking it slow," I corrected him.
He laughed with that deep, sexy laugh of his, "You didn't look like you were taking it slow when I walked in a couple weeks ago."
I chuckled along with him, "No, I guess not."
Still, with humor and joy in his voice he said, "I still care about you. That never changed."
I felt warm inside. It was nice that he felt that way. "Thanks," I said, not knowing how to reply.
"You are still a sexy little man. I hope you never change," he said.
"I already have," I informed him.
He laughed again, "Not really. You looked like you still enjoy servicing a dick. When I walked in and saw you with all the cum on your face..." he stopped, "I'm sorry, I guess we shouldn't be talking like this."
My cock already started to get hard again. Hearing Geoff's voice was almost enough to do it alone, but when he talked about sex... I was turned on. "You should have seen the facial I gave him after you left. Just a glaze over his whole face. When he opened his mouth, it was webbed right over. I've changed."
Geoff began to breath a little heavier, "You always did have huge loads. That was one of my favorite things about you. That and your round ass," he half-laughed, but I could tell what he was doing with the hand not holding the reciever.
"Chris has a great ass," I said to him, "He has this tramp stamp..." my hand slid into my lap and I held onto my cock, "I love to cum on it."
"You top now?" Geoff asked.
"I always wanted to but you never let me," I reminded him, "Chris loves it though. And his ass is so tight. Everytime I fuck him, it feels like the very first time."
"Does he get loud?" Geoff asked, breathing even heavier.
Stroking myself, I answered, "Oh yeah. Sometimes he'll scream, shout, but he coaxes me on. He tells me to fuck his ass, fuck him harder. He talks as dirty as we fuck."
"He does have a sexy body," Geoff agreed, "It was hot seeing the two of you together. I wanted to walk up to you and lick the cum off your face, then feed it to him."
That was a sexy thought, "If things didn't end the way they did, I might have let you."
Geoff moaned into the phone, "Then you could have sucked me off," he suggested.
I was jerking faster now, thinking about the threeway that never was, "No Geoff. You could have sucked me. You and Chris, side by side. I'm the top in this house now. Don't get confused just because I reward my new guy. You serve me,"
"Yes sir," Geoff agreed.
My cock got harder, "Then Chris would rim you. Get you wet before I fucked your beefy jock ass."
"Yes sir," Geoff was panting hard now.
"After what you did to me, you'd be lucky to have us fuck you. We'd both use that ass."
"I was bad," Geoff groaned into the phone.
"Yes you were," I agreed, "But I do miss that body of yours. Your body moving across my bed, like a tank. Fuck, you're stacked."
"24 inch biceps," he reminded me, "Just a little smaller than Chris' waist, probably."
"I always thought it would have been hot to see a giant like you get fucked by a couple of toned, smaller guys like us," I confessed.
"I'd bottom for you guys," Geoff moaned.
"Chris would fuck you good and deep. Then I'd have at you," I said.
Geoff was just about ready to blow and so was I. "Please fuck me," he groaned into the mouthpiece, "Let me come over. Please let me come home."
Hearing him beg made me shoot another load into the air. My jizz landed on my stomach and chest. I heard him cum on his end. We both fell silent for a few seconds. "Don't call back," I barked at him. "You fucked up. You don't get my trust back so easily." I hung up the phone and wiped my cum up with both hands, eating it quickly before Chris came back out of the shower.
Just as I disposed of the last of the evidence, the door opened and Chris came out in a towel. "Okay," he said, "I got to grab my clothes and exit, man. Gotta be at Deanna's in half an hour."
"Want a drive?" I offered, "I'll drop you off around the corner or something."
"Thanks," he said, leaning in for a kiss. Then he went around collecting his clothes. "You're the greatest," he complimented.