Curious Straight Gay, 19

[curioustraight]

Okay, so I've posted around a few times but I have a dilemma and thought I'd post it here.


As you can see from my username, I'd consider myself a very curious straight man.

I'm 'straight' when I'm sober, but the moment I touch a drink I turn into such a submissive bitch for cock. I have many fantasies about group sex, and pretty much rape/forceful humiliation and abuse, like being tied up naked on fours and used, pissed on, cum inside and left until I'm needed again (I can go into greater detail about these if anyone wants).

Like now, I'm pretty fucking wasted and only came on here to look at all those amazing cocks. But I've never gone through with anything with another man, nor tried to.

Until now.

So, here's my questions.

Shall I just go for it?
How do I go about finding someone?

 

[ozguy]

You seem to be typing very coherently for someone who's meant to be 'wasted'.

Are you really on the level with us?

 

[kaiwalkingdead]

I don't think you are straight. Like...at all.

 

[pedros2252]

a big difference between dreaming and actually being with someone!!its called reality !!go a sauna!!.....

 

[hack24]

You won't know until you let yourself experience what you want.

 

[evanrick]

i really want to know who invented the terms heterosexual and homosexual because they seem to be the same thing.

 

[curioustraight]

I guess I'd seriously consider myself bi-sexual. I started getting curious with guys last year, and things have gotten a lot more intense lately; jerking off to gay porn and looking at lads differently like when i've been at the gym, and guys are walking around naked, specially the older guys around 40/50, with their cocks just out, the desire to service and please them is insane

 

[fed1983]

You like guys. Stop.

If you like girls or not will only determine if youre bi or gay. But straight?? Nope.

Enjoy gay sex when the time comes

 

[mxpxl199]

Go buy a dress twinkle toes.

 

[Hardforyou2222]

whats going on bro, i know what your feeling well kind of lol... I don't get that feeling when I'm drunk but i get that feeling when I'm horny, alone and bored. you just need to find a cool laid back guy to try it out with, start slow with a h.j and work your way up. hit me up if you have any questions

 

[amandahusband1]

I'm 31 years old and horny also. I'm alone sometimes.

 

[curioustraight]

whats going on bro, i know what your feeling well kind of lol... I don't get that feeling when I'm drunk but i get that feeling when I'm horny, alone and bored. you just need to find a cool laid back guy to try it out with, start slow with a h.j and work your way up. hit me up if you have any questions

Sounds like a perfect idea. I have an unbelievable desire to get with an older guy, maybe 50/60 odd. Going grey, a little chuubby, but looks great with it. I want them to teach how to please a man, and I'd fucking love to feel cum squirt down my throat.

Damn horniness

 

[hotatlboi]

You are probably "straight when you are sober" because of internalized homophobia. It's a common issue with a lot of people discovering their sexuality.