smoothmotion
Virgin
I've been watching the huge dick print of this grocery store worker from 2005-2015. He's Mexican, a year younger than me, single and I "think" he's DL (down low or in the closet). I read some thing online that made me think this. He's cut 9.5" x 4.5" with w HUGE bulbous head and doesn't mind showing off. He's skinny we're the same size in body. I've learned his full name but he doesn't know my full name.
I've flirted with him for that decade and he flited back to me. He's the one that brought PDA (public displays of affection) out of me. He did this in 2012 and I thought I'd b the last man on earth to do this. About 2 weeks ago, he surprised me by being at work and he brought me a soda from the back. I hadn't seen him in a few months and immediately when I was around him I got overwhelmed with his internal joy to see me. It was so much that I had to lay down for 3 days to get back on my feet.
I've never been in the closet but I'm sensitive to men that are. I was hugging him for months in the public until one day he told me that he did NOT like the hugging but he wanted to continue shaking my hand. I misunderstood this and thought he was was breaking off my advances and that he was 100% straight. He's very friendly with the customers and he's gorgeous when he wears no hat. He even told me that he's a good looking man from the picture I took of him in my phone. I told him that he's hot and he just looked at me. I printed out the picture and gave it to him, which he hung on his bedroom wall.
I've met his Mom and sister and sat down and talked with them thoroughly and he knows my family. One day I went to the store and he came out and looked for me and when I saw him I waived and he waived back. All of this unspoken language is driving me wild emotionally, psychologically and spiritually. I don't know if he's top, bottom or vers. I've whacked off to him 2x but I had to really focus to get my nut. If this man is a strict op, I don't know if the relationship will work because I get my nut from the massaging of my bad. I've never had country dick so bottoming it new to me. I've been told my other bottoms that what I want to go for is anal blistering and second hole technology for my 1st time.
His body feels great next to mine and he's sensitive to me. Even my Mom picked up on this the way he relates to me. Bottoms have told me also that when I give head to him to be sure to choke, gag and get a sore throat from deep throating him to to always swallow. It had taken 16 years to get to this point and I'm patient, but I'm not going to wait another 16 years to turn in my V-card. The last DL experienced I had has me closed down the door to bisexuals all together. That relationship was 2.5 years and horrible enough that I don't want a repeat.
I don't know what to do now but I feel I'm given a second chance with him. We're both approaching 50 and I felt like I we should have taken advantage of our 40s. Please help, aid and advise. I'm Black and I think his closet issues are due to him being Mexican.
I've flirted with him for that decade and he flited back to me. He's the one that brought PDA (public displays of affection) out of me. He did this in 2012 and I thought I'd b the last man on earth to do this. About 2 weeks ago, he surprised me by being at work and he brought me a soda from the back. I hadn't seen him in a few months and immediately when I was around him I got overwhelmed with his internal joy to see me. It was so much that I had to lay down for 3 days to get back on my feet.
I've never been in the closet but I'm sensitive to men that are. I was hugging him for months in the public until one day he told me that he did NOT like the hugging but he wanted to continue shaking my hand. I misunderstood this and thought he was was breaking off my advances and that he was 100% straight. He's very friendly with the customers and he's gorgeous when he wears no hat. He even told me that he's a good looking man from the picture I took of him in my phone. I told him that he's hot and he just looked at me. I printed out the picture and gave it to him, which he hung on his bedroom wall.
I've met his Mom and sister and sat down and talked with them thoroughly and he knows my family. One day I went to the store and he came out and looked for me and when I saw him I waived and he waived back. All of this unspoken language is driving me wild emotionally, psychologically and spiritually. I don't know if he's top, bottom or vers. I've whacked off to him 2x but I had to really focus to get my nut. If this man is a strict op, I don't know if the relationship will work because I get my nut from the massaging of my bad. I've never had country dick so bottoming it new to me. I've been told my other bottoms that what I want to go for is anal blistering and second hole technology for my 1st time.
His body feels great next to mine and he's sensitive to me. Even my Mom picked up on this the way he relates to me. Bottoms have told me also that when I give head to him to be sure to choke, gag and get a sore throat from deep throating him to to always swallow. It had taken 16 years to get to this point and I'm patient, but I'm not going to wait another 16 years to turn in my V-card. The last DL experienced I had has me closed down the door to bisexuals all together. That relationship was 2.5 years and horrible enough that I don't want a repeat.
I don't know what to do now but I feel I'm given a second chance with him. We're both approaching 50 and I felt like I we should have taken advantage of our 40s. Please help, aid and advise. I'm Black and I think his closet issues are due to him being Mexican.
