TheHeraldMage
Sex God
For as long as I can remember, I have suffered from Major Depression. Over the years, it has gotten much worse. The bad part is that I cannot afford to go to a doctor, nor can I afford medication for it.
Right now, I am having a very hard time dealing with anything. My hours at work totally suck, I have been searching for another job, but no one is calling me in for interviews. I have no one to talk to about this, because no one understands what I am going through. Yes, I am hurtiing, and I dont know what to do about it.
Last year, August/September, I ended up in the hospital for 3 weeks. I was in an induced coma for 2 of those weeks. I almost died. It started with an abscess tooth that infected my neck. I had to have skin grafts taken from my legs to repair my neck. I am doing okay now, but it took me a long time to get over it. My depression seems to have gotten worse since then.
I could deal with it better if I had someone to talk to. Someone that would understand what's happening. There are days that I dont even want to get out of bed. It takes everything I have just to keep going at times.
I know I was rambling, but I have been bottling this up for a long time now. And there is no end in site.
Right now, I am having a very hard time dealing with anything. My hours at work totally suck, I have been searching for another job, but no one is calling me in for interviews. I have no one to talk to about this, because no one understands what I am going through. Yes, I am hurtiing, and I dont know what to do about it.
Last year, August/September, I ended up in the hospital for 3 weeks. I was in an induced coma for 2 of those weeks. I almost died. It started with an abscess tooth that infected my neck. I had to have skin grafts taken from my legs to repair my neck. I am doing okay now, but it took me a long time to get over it. My depression seems to have gotten worse since then.
I could deal with it better if I had someone to talk to. Someone that would understand what's happening. There are days that I dont even want to get out of bed. It takes everything I have just to keep going at times.
I know I was rambling, but I have been bottling this up for a long time now. And there is no end in site.