Do You Ever Worry...

[Croynan]

Well i am counting on my family's history to take care of all of that. Almost all of them departed in the same age period and from the same thing, tickers that gave out.

About 3-4 years ago, many years before my ticker should have been any trouble, i received a early call. So, i know it is already there. I think the experience was a worth while one.

I have two special friends - one a female of my generation who lives close by and another, a generational gap younger then myself who lives 3000 miles away.

Keeping in contact with them and a few other persons via phone, e-mails, etc. seems to be working.

And after 5 years of a major illness - some of which still exists and shall not disappear, i have returned going to the theatre and concerts and the ballet.

If those things can continue on, i feel most comfortable about the outcome. It would be nice if something is going to happen, that it happen fast, at home with my books and cd/s or at the theatre. That bit of irony, i would truly enjoy.

eM.

 

[Croynan]

One other thing: for those who recommend "putting yourself out there," please be advised that those of us who are not couple-oriented, the shy and the introverted and the scarred, have absolutely no idea what that means, nor how to go about it. People have been saying this to me for years, and I still don't understand what the hell they're talking about.

What an insightful and powerful statement you have made here. And I believe you are totally correct.

I have been dealing with one word for about 6 months now and i still do not understand it. And a week ago, I made a statement about myself, that is totally true and supports your theory and or idea. I do not understand the word that i just threw out there - i have literally no idea what it means, with one possible exception.

But you have spoken very well. my congratulations - the local village idot.

eM.

 

[GL]

Wow. I forgot about this one.

The thing is though, this worry has not gone away for me. It hangs around in the periphery and sneaks up on me when I least expect it. It's gotten better since I originally posted this question. I'm still alone, but it doesn't hurt as much. I guess time does heal all wounds. [shrugs]

 

[Andreus]

alone is a perspective

i think that there are times when the greatest love of your life isnt a sex partner

that is ok

 

[MidnightPrism]

I have hope now I used to think I would never find anyone... but now I know that I will. It's just hard to be patient sometimes

 

[GL]

What I really don't want to be is one of those stories you hear on the news every now and then, about some poor old soul who's died alone in their house, and it's been about two weeks before anyone notices because by then you're stinking out the street.

That's why you keep a small legion of cats instead of dogs. Dogs will sit there with you and die along side you. The cats won't wait. They's gots to be fed.

Shit! That was twisted.

 

[metta]

Croyan is joining the fantasy convelesant hospital as well but we need to build a performing art center on one side and a shopping center with Trader Joe's and Gelson's on the other side. All rooms will hopefully have Ocean Views.

 

[GL]

Can we have a nice coffee bar as well? With a really hot barista?

 

[metta]

Can we have a nice coffee bar as well? With a really hot barista?

Of course....that is essential as well. My neighbors would not be able to survive without that. I would say that they need their daily fix....but they need it more than that.

 

[metta]

Now....to find performers for the performing art center...

dkonfrost is taking dancing and yoga classes....but he will need some backup dancers and singers.....

do you think that we might be able to get Elvin1 to do some of the dancing:

And Christopher123 can do some singing with his friends: Cher, etc.

http://justusboys.com/forum/showthread.php?t=123581&page=2&highlight=christopher123


let's see, what other JUB talent do we have here....

 

[bayern20]

I have never worried or been afraid of things as long as they dont effect someone else.

It bothers me a lot more that someone is worried about it for me - lets say the parents. I dont think they should have to.

I think we all worry about it to a certain point.

 

[metta]

Just wanted to update you future fellow convelesant hospital roomies....

We have decided to keep some of our homes that are against the forest and river so that we have a mountain retreat convelesant hospital as well as a beach location...oh gesh...dkonfrost has a lot to take care of.....2 hopitals, a performing art center, a shopping center, and a coffee shop.

 

[Nonimus]

Yes, I'm terrified of ending up old, alone and (future) Chav-bait...

 

[GL]

Just wanted to update you future fellow convelesant hospital roomies....

We have decided to keep some of our homes that are against the forest and river so that we have a mountain retreat convelesant hospital as well as a beach location...oh gesh...dkonfrost has a lot to take care of.....2 hopitals, a performing art center, a shopping center, and a coffee shop.

Not to mention my aching shoulders! I could use a good back rub.

 

[metta]

Not to mention my aching shoulders! I could use a good back rub.

He is a natural at rubbing things..

 

[GL]

He is a natural at rubbing things..

Oh My!

 

[Marbas]

I've lived alone for the past 10 years and I plan on continuing to do so. I have a couple of friends who I've know for most of my life, but if anything happens to them I don't see myself ever making any new friends. In that case, I expect to end up totally alone.

Your situation sounds exactly like mine, it's positively uncanny.

 

[ZERO_Akira]

I don't worry about it. I know it.