Do you remember your first gay thoughts ?

[streetblackcock99]

Mine were at around age 7, this boy in school called Brad would ALWAYS pick on me, it got quite serious, to the point where the school made him write me an apology letter, anways...

He hated my guts, the weird thing was, all I remember is wishing he would like me, this is the point where I kinda first realised I was gay, I used to think about wanting him to kiss me, and us being each others boyfriend <<< (which of course, I kept to myself)

Obviously at that age, I had no idea about homosexuality but looking back I guess they were my first gay thoughts/feelings, whatever you wanna call it.

So was it the same kinda experience for the rest of you guys, or did it happen when you were much older ? or maybe even younger than me ?

 

[mikey3000]

Honestly, I was about 5 or 6 and, while swimming, saw my first adult penis the the change room. I remember being shocked at how bigand hairy it was (compared to mine back then) and being afraid and excited at the same time. I remember having butterflies in my stomach at the sight of it.

 

[G-Lexington]

I don't recall having even vaguely gay thoughts when I was a kid. I do recall a friend coming into my room when I was supposed to be changing, as sort of a joke, and I freely dropped trou and waved my dick around a bit. But it was just for laughs. We both cracked up, he stepped out, and I got dressed. I certainly didn't expect anything more from that.

I didn't really have anything "gay" until much later. I started looking at porn, and was most excited when there were both men and women in the pictures. I thought that was because I could "put myself in the scene", but...

Lex

 

[sixthson]

I've never had a gay thought.

 

[oakpope]

around 7 I think, I had crushes on many boys of my class, and at 9 a MAJOR crush of the first male teacher I ever saw. He was god like to me in his gorgeous masculinity. One time it was raining heavily, and he took me in his car to my home. I had butterflies all the way, I would have wanted the trip to take 100 hours more than the 5 minutes it needed

 

[SLOPPYSECONDS]

let ya nose wen world gay

until then

no go pickin daisys in da mine fields
or mess ya hair up

thankyou

 

[The White Stripe]

Yes. It involved this guy...

I was 12. I thought he was hot. (which really confused me at the time)

 

[refujiunderground]

well..... it probably had to be around 9 or 10. i do remember wanting to kiss this boy on the lips when him and me were doing some competition running together while sustaining this water ball that was between our heads. for some reason, the thought just came up where i just wanted to kiss him but i knew that that wouldn't be a good idea. he might kick my ass. that was around this day camp thing when i was like 9 back in the summer of 96. i remember having crushes on guys much earlier though like around 6 or 7 years old.

 

[ChickenGuy]

I was attracted to a man called Jake on a TV show called Tales of the Golden Monkey or something like that, and I would have been about 6 years old.

I was also attracted to a picture of a man in a Blue Peter annual around the same time, about 6 years old. I've no idea who he was, but there was some sort of simple fantasy I had about him kissing me.

My taste in men was terrible back then. I was attracted to men in their 30's/40's with thick straight (but short) blond hair, blue eyes, and suave masculine features.

 

[HunterM]

I've never had a gay thought.

What??? You have never ever had a happy thought? That is so sad.

 

[streetblackcock99]

I'm genuinely intrigued by this topic, it kinda fascinates me.

Interesting that alot of you have said somewhere between the age of 7-11ish

All your stories triggerd a memory of mine of this policeman who gave me a ride home when it was raining really badly, I remember sitting in the seat next to him thinking, omg I want to kiss him, he was SO handsome, he must have been in his late 30's/ early 40's, I was around 10/11, which sounds kinda disturbing but since a young age i've always been attracted to way older men.

 

[blackbeltninja]

I was attracted to a man called Jake on a TV show called Tales of the Golden Monkey or something like that, and I would have been about 6 years old.

I LOVED that programme!

On topic: I remember being in a department store as a kid, needing to buy a swim-suit for school, and being absolutely fascinated by the mannequins displaying the mens' underwear. I was probably also 5 or 6 at the time.

-d-

 

[evanrick]

Mine were at around age 7, this boy in school called Brad would ALWAYS pick on me, it got quite serious, to the point where the school made him write me an apology letter, anways...

He hated my guts, the weird thing was, all I remember is wishing he would like me, this is the point where I kinda first realised I was gay, I used to think about wanting him to kiss me, and us being each others boyfriend <<< (which of course, I kept to myself)

Obviously at that age, I had no idea about homosexuality but looking back I guess they were my first gay thoughts/feelings, whatever you wanna call it.

So was it the same kinda experience for the rest of you guys, or did it happen when you were much older ? or maybe even younger than me ?

he probably picked on you because he liked you.

 

[streetblackcock99]

^

Sadly thats not the case, he has a gf and a kid now I think

 

[freefall]

When I was 10, my neighbour gave me a medical book for non-medic people, which contains depictions of nude men. I was amazed to know adults grow pubes. After that moment, I spent time everyday looking at the nude pics but thought it was just plain curiousity.

Several months after, during swimming, I met a boy about 15 who said he had pubes growing and he ever let me touch his pubes inside the shower room. I felt pleasant that time and still had no idea why I felt good.

I should've jerked him off that time

 

[PKMO]

It took me years to put 2 and 2 together. I masturbated from an early age (not really knowing it was sexual, just because it felt good) and realised it was better if I thought about things I liked...which would often be certain men. I remember seeing a gay kiss on tv while watching with my family, and getting a boner which I thought was out of embarrassment.

But when I was about 11 or 12 I saw a naked man during a google search, so clicked on that link which took me to a gay porn site. Guys sucking dick, getting fucked...it was a real eye opener. I didn't know about anal (I don't know how!) so seeing it for the first time was crazy.

After jerking off I realised I might have something in common with them...!

 

[AlmondMilk]

I had a huge crush on this kid in my class in second grade. I think that would be my first gay thought.

 

[palbert]

Watching the slave/apprentice in The Land of the Pharoahs, released 1955. Lust at first sight.

 

[chrisw87]

Oh boy this brings back awkward memories... lets see;

Age 5-7; Acquaintance with some kid with ADHD, while he was a bastard half the time I understood and got along with him quite well when he wasn't in a particularly bad mood. Playing with him one day (not sure, but I think we played doctor once too) but I remember that I think he suggested that I stick my dick up his butt or he stuck his up mine.

I can't remember exactly which way around it was but nothing ever happened, but I was a tad too interested and eager for that considering I had no idea what sex was and didn't relate it to sex (hell I didn't even know of 'gay' until I was in grade 5-6 despite having 2 lesbian aunties). Many times growing up that I would have been interested to see what would have happened, I still wonder though if that kid grew up to be gay.

age 5-whatever age I was in the first/second year of highschool. I had no interest in girls, somewhat interest in boys, but mostly interest in their junk etc. I guess you could call it childhood inquisitive behavior, but you think I would have been interested in the girls naked too

First-second year of highschool: one of the first days at school, someone put a picture of a guy getting a handjob from a porn website... first human erection that was seen by me and resulted in mucho tingly sensations that I enjoyed (but knew at that time not to make it public)

From a very young age though I had known I was different and kind of... mentally bullied myself about it. While I do find CERTAIN aspects of women sexually arousing, I am still discovering what my true desire is really, hence why I keep my options open, personality and chemistry is still a major thing for me.

 

[ChickenGuy]

I LOVED that programme!

Do you know what I've NEVER done? (until 5 minutes ago) - gone back onto YouTube and taken another look at this guy since I originally watched it all those years ago. This is the first time in nearly 30 years that I've seen anything of him or the show.



Well, he's still vaguely attractive to me I guess, in a rugged manly kind of way, but he's not as smooth or shaved or muscular as my tastes have become over the decades.