Do you remember your first gay thoughts ?

[EuroSoccer]

I am a bit surprised that many of you had the first gay thoughts so young (7 y/o)
I only started thinking in a sexual way to someone when I was around 10-11 y/o, and he was a school mate.

 

[oakpope]

I'm surprised nobody dared this one :

when I was sucking my pacifier and was shocked that after 15 minutes nothing came out of it.

(ok, I'm ashamed and will hide myself in the corner for some time)

 

[blackbeltninja]

Do you know what I've NEVER done? (until 5 minutes ago) - gone back onto YouTube and taken another look at this guy since I originally watched it all those years ago. This is the first time in nearly 30 years that I've seen anything of him or the show.

Wow, that is a trip down memory lane - Friday nights in Harare, Zimbabwe when I was about 6 as well.

-d-

 

[elGeniuoso1721]

i was 7 or 8? i always thought about kissing and oral with my best friend at the time and his older brother.

and one time, there was this kid grabbing boys trying to kiss them, as a joke, but i secretly wanted him to kiss me

and another time, i was waiting for class to end with my one friend, who was joking that when he was older he was going to be "reallyy gay." i laughed along, but secretly liked the idea.

^^^ this was all in 3rd grade

its interesting, cuz it wasn't until last year when i decided to come out that these memories re-surfaced. and i was like, "Oh duh, I am gay!" haha

 

[figjam]

Mine were at around age 7, this boy in school called Brad would ALWAYS pick on me, it got quite serious, to the point where the school made him write me an apology letter, anways...

He hated my guts, the weird thing was, all I remember is wishing he would like me, this is the point where I kinda first realised I was gay, I used to think about wanting him to kiss me, and us being each others boyfriend <<< (which of course, I kept to myself)

Obviously at that age, I had no idea about homosexuality but looking back I guess they were my first gay thoughts/feelings, whatever you wanna call it.

So was it the same kinda experience for the rest of you guys, or did it happen when you were much older ? or maybe even younger than me ?

I was stil in grade school - I thought I had life figured out. Uncle Tom said it was our secret... yea fucking right - till his wife got involved...!

 

[EuroSoccer]

I'm surprised nobody dared this one :

when I was sucking my pacifier and was shocked that after 15 minutes nothing came out of it.

(ok, I'm ashamed and will hide myself in the corner for some time)

/facedesk
.
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[pai mei]

HMM.... well im not sure.

in grade 1 i had this friend. (so... 4-5 years old) we werent super great friends or anything, but i liked him and we had this game called crabs, only us two would play. it involved making our hands like claws and we'd grab each others bums lol, and sometimes we'd grab each others crotches. i really liked it, and him, but one day it ended, not sure if that counts, but when it ended i was super sad.

also when i was a kid like 7-8, etc, me and my sister would stay at my grandparents cottage for a week every summer and id share a room with my cousin (male) and my sister would stay with his sister. we'd sleep in the same bed and, well... yea. we'd fool around. everytime he'd want to stop and i'd want to continue, but it never did because he'd always eventually resist.

iunno if those are 'gay' thoughts, or just normal kid stuff, but they mightof been. id can say age 11-12 in grade 7 is when i had definitively sexual gay thoughts. grade 7 in a new school with so many new boys, and so many crushes, yeah. i KNEW i was attracted to guys starting in grade 7, even tho i was suppppper far away from accepting that i could even possibly be gay.

 

[youngnfun987]

probably 13 when i put my first pair of pantys on

 

[youngnfun987]

edit it was actually a bathing suit

 

[ravenstar]

No idea. I've always been gay - old home movies show that clear as day but as for the first gay though I've got no idea. I remember finding some old play girls when I was 10 or 11 and having a hard on looking at the centrefold. That was also the first time I came. Funnily enough I remember one of the magazines had a Celebrity Look A Like article and one of them was of Prince

 

[streetblackcock99]

^

LOL, Theres a home movie of me singing/dancing in my pants whilst brushiny my moms hair.

So embarrassing, I keep the tape under lock and key now.

 

[Kulindahr]

No, but I remember the reaction I would have had: run to my room and hide while I desperately prayed for the devil to leave me alone.

 

[JayHawk]

I think it was always there... is seriously cant remember not being attracted to guys. Now hiding it?? that was a different thing altogether. I was master at that shit.

I think the clearest memory I have though is wrestling at like 7 or 8 with a kid names Kyle. I was pretty good fighting so I could slow things down and still do okay. I can remember being locked up with him and just enjoying his smell. It was so fucking good ya know? Man ... now your making me think...

 

[boy0boy]

I have 2 very clear memories though I don't know which is first.

My father was very into body building and I remember sneaking into my parents closet (haha yes) and kissing the guy's on the pictures. And the other was watching My Girl 2 the sequel, and WANTING to be the girl because the boy was so cute and I was jealous.

These had to be age 4 or under.

 

[eddielee]

I guess I was about 8 or 9. I started looking at National Geographic magazines just to see the naked guys. Then when I was 11, I used to fantasize about slipping under the table in the school cafeteria and giving my friends blow jobs.

 

[boy0boy]

also I once got caught with my pants down as a little boy, I don't think i was masturbating... but I was hiding on the side of the house and doing SOMETHING..... i just remember feeling like i was in big trouble

 

[JayHawk]

Oh damn if nudity is a clue I was strippin and running around naked from birth. I hated clothes.

 

[Kulindahr]

Oh damn if nudity is a clue I was strippin and running around naked from birth. I hated clothes.

You know sleepwalking?

About 7th grade, I was caught sleep-streaking.

 

[ronboy]

Hmmmmm, lets see.....

I used to love to look at the men's underwear section of the Sears catalog. Guys with hairy arms or legs were a turn on.....

When we started to take showers after PE class, I noticed that my friend, Vincent, who was almost a year older than me, had a bigger pee-pee than mine, and a thick bush of hair surrounding it. While all the other boys in class were talking about boobs and pussy, all I wanted to do was to touch, sniff and play with Vincent's crotch.

Eventually, I did....and we were lovers for a long time after that...

BTW....Yes, it was worth the wait. I loved him heart and soul...

 

[Stardreamer]

Yep it was the Sears Catalog that did it for me, when I started realizing the male underwear models were just as if not more interesting than the female ones.