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refujiunderground
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'Cause some of you seem to be high![]()
sounds like this was directed towards somebody.
no, i've experimented off and on. couldn't handle it. whatever underlying issues i had going on in my head would eventually play themselves out when i was high where it turned out to be a horrific experience. it was like i forgot who i was and everything became foreign and new to me. derealization, depersonalization, hallucinations, and even psychosis. don't think i would smoke again even though there's times i would like to smoke. i'm better off sober. funny because some people think i'm a nutjob already from how i act and behave where they advice me to stay from alcohol and drugs. *shrugs* at times i think i'm crazy but i'm quite normal.


but as i said before, i don't think my mind could handle it because there's some underlying mental issues i have which will seep out if i get blown to kingdom come again. that weed (if it wasn't laced with anything) in toronto changed my outlook towards life. had me questioning reality in itself. i don't think any of you guys would be able to handle that shit.