Does my cousin have a crush on me?

[Storybook_Man]

Basically, your cousin wants some and sounds like you want some also. So do it!

As for me I am having a problem like yours. Which can be just answered like yours if I tried or he tried anything. Or if I asked, but I'm a bit scared to ask, maybe when I get more signs or something I will (Even though I had a lot of signs to date from him...).

I have this cousin who is 18 years old, and I am 21. Me and him barely saw eachother our whole lives except for maybe 2-3 times a year, two times being during holidays. Well this past summer we really bonded and started to hang out a lot more. I would see him everyday and then after work (we worked at the same place since it was a family business) we would hang out. Well I try and get him to go to the beach, to talk to all these girls etc and he says no and doesn't do it. I started getting hints that he might be gay. He is a bit chubby so thats why I think he doesn't like taking his shirt off.

Well me and him would horse around and he would jab me in the shoulder or arm, I would jab him back. But then it went into cock play..... Where he said he would ball tap me, I told him go ahead I will do the same to you (In a threatening way I said it cause ball taps hurt like a mofo). He tried and missed days later, and I ended up getting him. So after that days of work we went back to my place and in my room. He was lying down on the bed and I told him to leave so I could get changed. He said no, so I said ok took off my pants and put on another pair. I was thinking if I should take off my boxers and change them but I said screw it. He turned his head when I changed though.

Well that night we go out and have some fun. The next day back to work and he tells me I'll just grab your cock, while we were joking around. So now I am really thinking if he is gay or not, or if it is just horseplay. But what straight guy would grab another mans cock unless they were really sure about their sexuality which I don't think my cousin is. So I said sure go ahead to see if he would, and he did later on but I blocked him. Later on that night after cleaning up shop I grabbed his and squeezed, payment for trying to put me in pain, and well now I wanted to just grab and feel it......

So summer is over and I saw him a few times after which isn't normal and everytime I saw him he got reallllly close to me, where his legs were touching mine, where he would put his legs on mine. So at this point I am defiantly thinking he is gay. So I call him ever so often and we talk, and one time we got into sex talk, because I showed him some pictures that I had of some girls blowing me (which now I think was stupid). So we were talking and he said I am bigger then you etc, and he said thicker as well and we just straight up started talking about sex, how long it takes for both of us to cum etc..... But he is lying about his experiences with women. I can just tell when he is lieing. Sounded like he was jerking off on the other line too, well shit I was also lol. You know the deep heavy breathing when really into jerking off lol.

But I think I screwed everything up just by showing him pics/videos of me getting blowjobs and fucking, and the fact that I made a complete lie to see what his reaction was. The lie was if a certain team went to the Superbowl that I would get sex with this girl for an entire week. But if they didn't I would have to give a blowjob to her gay friend. After I told my cousin that I lost and that I had to give a BJ, he didn't say anything and asked if I did it, this is where I was stupid, but I was a bit afraid if he might say anything if I said I did. I said "no I aint going to blow any guys...... Maybe if I was realllllly drunk." I think he was let down after I said that. So I am planning to go and hang out with him by his house and to see how he feels on this gay thing. Wish me luck!

 

[Mr.BiGuy]

I can't believe the majority of responses are encouraging incest!

Damn, that's sad and smacks of desperation.

Seriously.

To the OP, your cousin sounds like he might be attracted to you, but think it through. He is blood-related and it sounds like he's a close family member. What if someone found out about you two doing it? I'm sure your family would'nt approve of that (not about you 2 being possibly gay but the incest part).

 

[Kyanimal]

Most of our regrets, later, come from what we Didn't DO when we Could have! Don't make this a Regret! As "Nike" says ... Just DO It(Him)!

 

[RickinNorthDallas]

geez, making me think about my cousin. A bit different, she's 24, cute, tan, great firm rack, tight stomach, round ass, muscular legs and I bet the tightest pussy in the world

 

[rareboy]

1st male cousins fucking does not constitute incest. Look up the definition. It was only in the last few centuries that marriage between cousins finally fell out of favour in the West because of consanguinity. This had nothing to do with issues of morality but the possible results of inbreeding over several generations.

You might be interested to note that cousin marriage is not forbidden or illegal in most countries and is still encouraged in a number of cultures.

While some of you might think that it is not appropriate for cousins to fuck, please dismount from your high horses and don't impose moral strictures based on ignorance of law and custom. Leave that to religious fundamentalists.

 

[chrisdobro]

So I am planning to go and hang out with him by his house and to see how he feels on this gay thing.

Have fun. Don't make it about the gay thing -- don't label it. By talking about the gay thing you may be forcing him (or yourself) to accept your (homo)sexuality before you play. From your post it looks like he's not coming out and saying much on this topic, so the sexuality issue may be a major roadblock and you may not jump over it.

He may not be ready to accept or define his sexuality, whatever it is. But he may be ready for guy on guy play without labels. When I was in middle school and high school, I played with guys but the gay topic has never entered the discussion. Probably because I did not know I was gay. I just knew I had desire in guys even though I didn't know how to explain it, nor cared to do so.