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On the Prowl
Chapter 1
The Dream
Nick Weatherly is the man of my dreams. There, I said it. I am absolutely in lust with Nick Weatherly. And why shouldn’t I be. He’s only better than I am in almost every possible way. He’s way better looking than I am. He’s a dark skinned, brown-haired beauty. His eyes make you melt, and oh Michelangelo himself could not have sculpted his body better, not to mention a face crafted by the gods. He’s just the kind of man you want to just take you and throw you onto a bed and dick your ass ‘till it’s black and blue. He’s way more athletic than me. What more could I expect from a football jock? He’s not smarter than me, but he holds his own. I think if someone sat down with him and really helped him, he’d do much better. Maybe I could be his naughty little tutor boy!
Oh, there I go again, fantasizing about Nick. In truth, ever since I hit puberty he’s been the target of almost every single one of my sexual fantasies. I longed for him so much, I sometimes found myself crying, because I wanted him so bad, yet I knew I could never have him.
And so, that what it was like for the better part of my high school days. Perving over a hot stud jock that I could never be with, feeling honoured just to be in the same zip code as he, and constantly dreaming.
Which is why I will never forget that fateful day in my senior year of high school, not long after my 18th birthday, when my whole life changed. It had seemed like a normal enough day earlier. The bus ride was uneventful, I got picked on in 2 classes, and lunch was disgusting as usual. Then, it happened.
I was walking to my last class of the day, when suddenly, there he was coming up the stairs toward me. I nearly froze in my tracks just then, but I continued walking so as not to draw unwanted attention. That’s when he started walking faster to catch up to me. Suddenly we were walking side by side, and I could feel him watching me. ‘Oh God!’ I thought, ‘What do I say? Do I say anything? Maybe he likes me. In my dreams!’
Then he spoke. “Hey, um, Sean?’
“Yes, N-Nick.”
“You know, I, um, realized that, um, we were like, you know, neighbors, and all, and I thought maybe we could um, you know, hang out or something.”
I was taken aback. Hot sexy stud Nicholas Weatherly wants to hang out with ME???? Could it be he really WAS interested in me? Nah, it couldn’t be. He was probably just lonely or something. But wait, why would he be lonely? He has all the friends in the world.
His voice brought me back to reality. “Sean? You okay?”
“Yeah, um, I guess I just, like, zoned out or something. Y-Yeah, hang out, sure, I’d love to. Great!”
“Cool. I’ll come over ‘round 4:00. See you then?”
“Yeah.” I sighed. Oh my God, Nick Weatherly was actually going to be in MY HOUSE. With me! I was overjoyed.
I don’t know how I made it through Mrs. Pettyjohn’s class, because I had a stiffy the whole time just thinking about Nick coming over to my house. My dreams were coming true. Before I knew it, the bell rang, and I practically leapt out of my seat and bolted towards the door. I don’t remember going to my locker to get my stuff. I don’t recall getting on the bus. I have no idea when I got home. The whole time I was in a trance.
Of course, nothing would come of it. I mean, Nick was straight. He had to be. I mean, I don’t remember him ever having a girlfriend, which I thought weird, but I mean, hot guys like that weren’t gay like me. Were they?
I got home, and the house was empty. Both my parents were away on business, and would be for some time. That was even better. Nick and I would have the whole house to ourselves. I looked at the clock, and it was almost 4:00. He should be here any minute. I turned on the television, but it was just background noise. I could concentrate on nothing but my obsession finally coming to see me. The minutes ticked by. It was after 4, and he still wasn’t here. I’ll wait. He’ll be here.
At 4:15, I started to get worried. He still wasn’t here. Maybe he’s not coming. Oh God I couldn’t take it anymore.
By 4:30, I was starting to feel stood up. I turned off the TV and went out on the front porch to sulk. I sat down into the chair on the porch, and I almost cried, part in sadness and part in anger. How could he do this to me? Did he see this as some sick joke, to toy with me like this? Of course he did. Just another jock stud toying with the little fag boy, making him almost cream his pants in anticipation of...nothing.
It was just as every hurtful and painful thought in the world swam in my mind that I saw his car, coming slowly in the distance down my road. Sweet Jesus, he showed! I nearly died! He was late, but he was here! His blue 1972 Mustang seemed to me like a golden chariot delivering a handsome prince into my waiting arms. My heart pounded the Hallelujah Chorus in my chest as his car pulled into my driveway and he climbed out.
Dear God, here he comes! What in hell do I say?
But it was he who broke the ice first. “Hey, what’s up?”
What’s up? I wanted so bad to tell him what was “up”, but instead, I blushed. “Not much.”
“Not much, uh?” He said as he climbed the steps up to the porch. “You know what?”
“What?” I asked stupidly.
He then did something I never ever thought he’d do. He reached out and put his hand on my face, caressing it gently. He looked me straight in the eyes, lovely as they were, as he replied, “You’re so damn cute when you blush.”
Then, he kissed me.
To be continued...
The Dream
Nick Weatherly is the man of my dreams. There, I said it. I am absolutely in lust with Nick Weatherly. And why shouldn’t I be. He’s only better than I am in almost every possible way. He’s way better looking than I am. He’s a dark skinned, brown-haired beauty. His eyes make you melt, and oh Michelangelo himself could not have sculpted his body better, not to mention a face crafted by the gods. He’s just the kind of man you want to just take you and throw you onto a bed and dick your ass ‘till it’s black and blue. He’s way more athletic than me. What more could I expect from a football jock? He’s not smarter than me, but he holds his own. I think if someone sat down with him and really helped him, he’d do much better. Maybe I could be his naughty little tutor boy!
Oh, there I go again, fantasizing about Nick. In truth, ever since I hit puberty he’s been the target of almost every single one of my sexual fantasies. I longed for him so much, I sometimes found myself crying, because I wanted him so bad, yet I knew I could never have him.
And so, that what it was like for the better part of my high school days. Perving over a hot stud jock that I could never be with, feeling honoured just to be in the same zip code as he, and constantly dreaming.
Which is why I will never forget that fateful day in my senior year of high school, not long after my 18th birthday, when my whole life changed. It had seemed like a normal enough day earlier. The bus ride was uneventful, I got picked on in 2 classes, and lunch was disgusting as usual. Then, it happened.
I was walking to my last class of the day, when suddenly, there he was coming up the stairs toward me. I nearly froze in my tracks just then, but I continued walking so as not to draw unwanted attention. That’s when he started walking faster to catch up to me. Suddenly we were walking side by side, and I could feel him watching me. ‘Oh God!’ I thought, ‘What do I say? Do I say anything? Maybe he likes me. In my dreams!’
Then he spoke. “Hey, um, Sean?’
“Yes, N-Nick.”
“You know, I, um, realized that, um, we were like, you know, neighbors, and all, and I thought maybe we could um, you know, hang out or something.”
I was taken aback. Hot sexy stud Nicholas Weatherly wants to hang out with ME???? Could it be he really WAS interested in me? Nah, it couldn’t be. He was probably just lonely or something. But wait, why would he be lonely? He has all the friends in the world.
His voice brought me back to reality. “Sean? You okay?”
“Yeah, um, I guess I just, like, zoned out or something. Y-Yeah, hang out, sure, I’d love to. Great!”
“Cool. I’ll come over ‘round 4:00. See you then?”
“Yeah.” I sighed. Oh my God, Nick Weatherly was actually going to be in MY HOUSE. With me! I was overjoyed.
I don’t know how I made it through Mrs. Pettyjohn’s class, because I had a stiffy the whole time just thinking about Nick coming over to my house. My dreams were coming true. Before I knew it, the bell rang, and I practically leapt out of my seat and bolted towards the door. I don’t remember going to my locker to get my stuff. I don’t recall getting on the bus. I have no idea when I got home. The whole time I was in a trance.
Of course, nothing would come of it. I mean, Nick was straight. He had to be. I mean, I don’t remember him ever having a girlfriend, which I thought weird, but I mean, hot guys like that weren’t gay like me. Were they?
I got home, and the house was empty. Both my parents were away on business, and would be for some time. That was even better. Nick and I would have the whole house to ourselves. I looked at the clock, and it was almost 4:00. He should be here any minute. I turned on the television, but it was just background noise. I could concentrate on nothing but my obsession finally coming to see me. The minutes ticked by. It was after 4, and he still wasn’t here. I’ll wait. He’ll be here.
At 4:15, I started to get worried. He still wasn’t here. Maybe he’s not coming. Oh God I couldn’t take it anymore.
By 4:30, I was starting to feel stood up. I turned off the TV and went out on the front porch to sulk. I sat down into the chair on the porch, and I almost cried, part in sadness and part in anger. How could he do this to me? Did he see this as some sick joke, to toy with me like this? Of course he did. Just another jock stud toying with the little fag boy, making him almost cream his pants in anticipation of...nothing.
It was just as every hurtful and painful thought in the world swam in my mind that I saw his car, coming slowly in the distance down my road. Sweet Jesus, he showed! I nearly died! He was late, but he was here! His blue 1972 Mustang seemed to me like a golden chariot delivering a handsome prince into my waiting arms. My heart pounded the Hallelujah Chorus in my chest as his car pulled into my driveway and he climbed out.
Dear God, here he comes! What in hell do I say?
But it was he who broke the ice first. “Hey, what’s up?”
What’s up? I wanted so bad to tell him what was “up”, but instead, I blushed. “Not much.”
“Not much, uh?” He said as he climbed the steps up to the porch. “You know what?”
“What?” I asked stupidly.
He then did something I never ever thought he’d do. He reached out and put his hand on my face, caressing it gently. He looked me straight in the eyes, lovely as they were, as he replied, “You’re so damn cute when you blush.”
Then, he kissed me.
To be continued...
























