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Esoterica Arcane
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20240918 2 AM. Full moon. I grounded moonclad and it felt good but could have been better. I still feel trepidation of the nudity. With only one interruption I completed the grounding. I am charging my chakra and personal stones and crystals in the moon light. All rest on selenite in their charging. This reading: peace leaves next week. Propensity of swords and Trumps point to more than personal but others too. Peace is being challenged even removed. We have had hope but we may have been fooling ourselves (the Moon in the ninth position). Overindulgence in pleasure has dominated my recent past as the reversed 10 of cups suggest. The shape envisioned is the Kabbalah or tree of life but reversed indicates abuse. There is someone coming who is not what they seem and this encounter will be disappointing leaving a sense of want or lack of fulfillment. I fear the revelation of my hedonism. It seems I need to be extra careful around my friends. They will be unreliable in the long run. The Moon reversed means my desire is that knowing there is danger is the first step in avoiding the danger. Unfortunately, I cannot avoid the trap and the end is still ruin. By pursuing the powerful desires of the flesh, I am deceiving myself and inviting disaster. The timing of this is next week while the Moon is in Libra.
I am the King of Wands. I am covered by the Five of Pentacles reversed. This is clearly a spiritual renewal desire. I am crossed by the Three of Wands. This is hope and stabilty and even success in my endeavors. Beneath me is the King of Pentacles. Pentacles again indicate materialism and money. This is R.G. Something went on with him recently and the Queen reversed above me is A.G. I'm being warned that I need to be careful around them and watch what I say or do. Behind me is the Seven of Cups reversed. This is actually good. The passing influence has been positive and rewarding. See Above for the reversed Queen. Temperance is the result of whatever is about to happen. I'm reminded to mind my P's & Q's. Stick to the moral and Scriptural high ground. And success will come. My fear is the Two of Pentacles reversed. I'm concerned that I won't be able to handle the pressure. My family and friends, the King of Swords reversed, advise caution and be aware that things may not be what they seem. I should question everything, and be careful who I trust. What I want is the World. Even though its reversed, a circle really can't be reversed (says Crowley). Ultimately, the Six of Cups, could be a meeting with someone from my past, which speaks to my question. It could be someone new. Or it just means happiness. There are 3 royalty and 2 Trumps. This does speak to a social interaction of some kind and others are involved.
First photo is: This is Me. I am IV The Emperor. Fire sign. In Charge. Ares. Linked with the Sun. I'm a spiritual leader.
Second Photo: 2:43 PM. Over all, 5 Trumps and the Queen of Wands. 1 Disk and 3 wands. There are some 3's and 5's in the mix. I see the time frame start was the Full Moon last night. Sukkot began. From there the numbers 3 and five come into play. If 8 is signified, then we are looking at the end of Sukkot for something to happen. Perhaps something on the third day, Saturday. Makes sense. I'm the ferryman that day. A dominant male authority figure passes away. Then 5 more days takes us to the 24th, United Nations Day. Its the last day of Sukkot, a High Holy Day. A meeting, someone who is the Empress, ends in strife. Diplomacy fails. I fear the wrath of the Queen of Wands, a fire sign, spiritual. A dominating figure. My Family and Friends, once again, encourage the light. I really desire homosexual intimacy. In the end will be the satisfaction that is granted. There are too many outside variables, influences from others, that muddy the picture. Listen to the family and friends and stay in the light. The blessing that is needed is along that path.
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Time of reading: 2:07 PM
Skyclad with amulets
Desk Altar
Deck: Thoth
Spread: Celtic no reverses
I Am: Knight of Wands
“The present is the moment at which time touches eternity.” -unknown
Five Trumps, three Wands, two Disks (congruent): Something big is coming. It’s the money. The two Disks are in the 5th and 6th place. These are linked in some upcoming event. The stock market broke 44, 000 today. Ridiculous. But I think it’s closer to home as we are writing and about to finish writing some big checks next week. The two events are linked. That is the time frame. See Below. The current influence on me is me as the IV Emperor. But first thought was my master. But even still, the Emperor is a fire, and I Am the Emperor. The Knight of Wands follows in The Emperor’s footsteps. So, this is about spiritual matters.
Strength has returned to me from my illness.
The passing influence is the eight of Wands which Crowley calls “Swift”. Time does seem to be passing quickly these days. But this is about a time frame.
The 5 of Disks – ominous – in a possible meeting or event. Danger. The satanic pentagram. The dark blues are the darkness of storms. The gold looks like electricity flashing in the dark storms. The Next card is the seven of Disks which Crowley calls “Failure”. Where there was lightening previous, now post event there is darkness. There is going to be an event that targets the global financial systems through the power grid. This event is accompanied by conflict.
My fears, card 7, IX The Hermit. Lone wolf. I think I fear being alone in the aftermath of this event or that maybe I will be forced down a path I didn’t choose. Or that I fear I will choose the wrong path.
Family and Friends in card 8 continue to be the bastion of support and encouragement. Listen to them.
What I desire is to be I The Magus. To be in control of my true desires. To mastered my craft.
The Outcome: XIV Art - magical arts. This is how the spiritual will be achieved, though spiritual tools. The balance of four.
Whereas the first six cards seem to speak in real time, cards seven through ten seem to be spiritual.
Five days from now, Wednesday, November 13 though Thursday, November 14, a massive power failure throws the USA into darkness. The cessation of power and information internet, and the country’s financial system, will cause wide spread panic and fear. President Biden will die either real or metaphorically. The Veep will assume power and immediately will declare martial law. She will appoint the antichrist to be US ambassador to the United Nations. She will ask the UN to send peacekeeping forces into the US and take control.
Five days from now.
Am I ready?
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Five days from now, Wednesday, November 13 though Thursday, November 14, a massive power failure throws the USA into darkness. The cessation of power and information internet, and the country’s financial system, will cause wide spread panic and fear. President Biden will die either real or metaphorically. The Veep will assume power and immediately will declare martial law. She will appoint the antichrist to be US ambassador to the United Nations. She will ask the UN to send peacekeeping forces into the US and take control.
Seriously?
Seriously?
I assure you, if you read it here, it will NOT happen!
Couldn't Sleep. Got up, found some really hot porn. Took only one pic. Had a good nut later.I shuffled the Thoth deck while thinking of naked men sucking and fucking and cumming and wishing I had a lover. I asked Thoth for knowledge. When the moment was right, I cut the cards with my left hand into three piles right to left. Then gathered the cards right to left. I found my card, the Knight of Wands. The card beneath me was XXI The Universe. On top of me was the Queen of Disks. Queen of Disks, that's a dominant woman, older, rich (in terms of Money and/or Earth Magic) who influences me. XXI The Universe. This is the final destiny of 0 The Fool. There's mystery here. The influence of the Queen of Disks on me could have a negative or positive outcome. More knowledge is needed. Is caution safe? Or do I trust this Feminine Woman to lead me? Should I resist? I've made it to the end. Have I learned what I needed to learn? Is this where the next step is faith?
