Fantasizing on my STRAIGHT BEST FRIEND !

[adammataaa]

Hey Everyone,

It's been a while since i posted on this thread. But there is something really KINKY happening in my head.
I known my best friend for almost 12 years, We are SUPER close. Yet i have this huge crush on him. Every time i see him, my hormones starts playing inside me. I literally adore him. He has no idea that i'm gay, as i am still not out. No one knows that i am gay.
We dont see each other like we used to, but i get to see him in spring/ summer! through out the year, i fantasize on him while jerking off.
ALSO, since i have this huge Feetfetish, i always take pictures of his feet whenever presented. I feel helpless when i see his lovely feet.
I also take his used boxers and socks, whenever i can. (I know that it's called stealing), but his boxers to me is a representation of his body and sweat It's like i can feel his ass on my mouth, as well as his feet rubbing my penis.
My head is messed up, because i cant make anything about. HE IS MY MAN, in my mind!

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Can someone tell me what to do?

 

[ryanboy]

i suggest you tell him how you feel or you'll make yourself ill. Be prepared to be outed and you may lose him as a friend. But you can't go on like this. If you're as close as you say you are he may already have some inkling of how you feel. Good luck!

 

[cabinfever]

I would also suggest you put it on the table.

Maybe just start with coming out and see what happens.

I wouldn't lead with the fetish for him thing - even if he was also gay that might be too uncomfortable for him.

 

[Briacon429]

Agreed! Probably the least risky approach is just to come out for now, without the additional detail. See how he responds to the news that you’re gay, and then decide where to go from there. Good luck!!!

 

[TX-Beau]

You're using him to keep from the work of coming out and finding something real, because you are afraid. He's never going to require you to face yourself and deal with yourself, because you'll never have him, and he doesn't want you. It's not cute, and even you know that.

I used to give long explanations about why, but it's better to be blunt.

Stealing his underwear and taking unauthorized pics for your own overt sexual gratification is a crime in the U.S. It's sexual battery, possibly stalking, and if he finds out he can go to the police - the least that will happen is a restraining order.

Don't post pics of even other people's body parts on the net without their consent, it makes one think you're kind of perverse, have no clue where the boundaries are, and don't give a fuck about their feelings.

AND before you protest how you just love him so, how do you think he would feel if he knew you're putting pics of him on a gay porn website, while gushing about how you can smell his ass in his stolen underwear? That's NOT love. It's selfishness, and violation.

That's not right, it's not being a stand up guy.

 

[TX-Beau]

So it looks like you've been given this exact advice already and you've gotten more extreme not less, what have you done in the last two years to resolve anything?

https://www.justusboys.com/forum/threads/467954-crush-on-childhood-straight-best-friend

 

[Noahchab]

I do the same thing, you should cum in his food without him knowing it's hot

 

[MusicMan321]

If you have feelings towards this guy you should just see what he might say like you said he doesn't know your gay. He could be curious if why your taking pics of his feet you ever think of that?

 

[cabinfever]

I do the same thing, you should cum in his food without him knowing it's hot

I am not sure if you are serious or joking but just in case - that would be a very bad idea.