Hey guys! It's been awhile.
I saw your advice - thank you about them.
I was thinking a lot about my situation - having these kind of feelings for your dad is strange and it's hard to decide what to do or not to do... So I decided to test him. We have seen each other 3 more times since my last post. Everytime I'm giving him a massage and this is what I've noticed:
He is dropping his underwear down on his own will. I'm not pushing him to do it, actually I am not telling him anything. He just bare his ass, which tells me that he wants me to massage and touch him there. So I am doing it - my hands are on his ass cheeks, on his asshole and sometimes I am touching his balls. He doesn't say anything, just closes his eyes, opens his mouth and breaths kind of deep.
Everytime the massages lasts longer than before. He is not stopping me on the second minute after I start working on his ass.
After our sessions he is taking a shower... Before he normally will go to the other room to undress, now he is doing it in front of me.
After the massages I'm asking him again to compare our dicks, he always says: Yeah, sure. Allowing me to take his in my hand and touching mine as well.
One night he stayed to sleep over in the flat of my grandparents with me. I told him that I think it would be better if we sleep in one bed for the night and he said: Yes, I think so too.
Well the same night he got drunk and felt asleep quickly, but I had a chance to touch him everywhere I want... Well still nothing more than that, I still don't have the courage to do something more. But at least now I think that the odds are more on my favour - something like 60/40 LOL....
Soon I am going again to my home city, my dad is expecting a massage from me. Wondering to give him more or to stay in the same sittuation as now..?!
I've made this pic of is butt... do you see how tempting it is??? Damn!
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I can't share an experience, because I didn't know my father well and there was no attraction.
