Re: REAL father\son attraction?
I didn't really start to have an attraction towards my father until I was around 10. I used to always lock myself in my parents bedroom and watch porn or watch Poison Ivy which was my favorite movie because of Tom Skerrit.. The sex scene with Ivy always got my blood pumping and still does.
So anyway, one day I was in my parents room watching Poison Ivy and needed to waste time until the sex scene came on, so I went searching around my parents bedroom for anything.. I came upon a few porn vhs's and a blank vhs with no writing on it. So I popped in the blank vhs and it came up to a porn movie then switched to a stand still shot of my parents bedroom. Soon my father came into view wearing a t-shirt and sweats. He also had a towel, a bucket filled with water, soap and baby powder.. I was intently watching thinking what the hell was going to happen. My answer came quick as my father started talking dirty, saying something like my dick is dirty so I am going to clean it for you before I fuck you. So he slowly lowered his sweat pants to just below his low hangers. Then he started to play with his dick, at this point im hard as hell, so I take out my dick and start playing with it like he was. He continues his dirty talk while getting himself hard. Then starts to wet his dick and put soap on it and started to jerk off again. After about 5 minutes of doing this he then wet his dick and dried his cock off. Next he used some baby powder, which im guessing today was to make sure he was completely dry. Because after he put it on his cock, thighs and balls, he started to jerk off fast while asking, do you want it? Then he lays the towel longways on his bed and he shoots his load far and all over the towel and even some on the floor opposite of him, which their bed was around 4 feet wide... Ever since this day, I have had a MAJOR attraction to my father.
But me coming into my teenage years I started to hate my father. I mean he never showed up to any baseball, soccer or tennis games I had. He always was a dick to me and treated my brother and sister like a prince and princess while I got nothing. Also later on I found out that he wasnt even there when I was born. He was at work... He just didn't do a lot of things a father should do with their sons.. I also think this has something to do with how I am today... So caution to all you dads out there, spend time with your children...
But ever since I turned 18 I just let everything go and didn't care anymore. My father and I barely talked. But I still had a major sexual attraction towards him. During my teen years I had also slept with, on numerous occasions, my fathers co worker who worked for my father. But things went ugly with him and I just completely stopped working for my father and even going to his store because his co worker would hassle me day in and day out, plus its not so comforting that he asked my brother if he could suck him off, my brother responding fuck no and this guy responding with, why your brother has... So obviously I cut it off.. But he still was working for my father (yeah I find it fucked up too). So this put even more strain on an already crappy relationship with my father.
But as I got older our relationship got better. I was talking to him more now, but still we didn't have that father/son connection I would've liked to have had. But fuck it, i'll take what I can get. So when I was 19 I moved out and away to our shore home. Every once in a while my father would come down without my mother and spend a few days or a week with me. But once again, mainly just for work and not just for spending quality time with his son. When he would stay with me, I always made sure I took extra long to get dressed or to walk around the house in my bath robe/boxers or sleep naked. Hell I even put in a soft core porn movie in my living room, waited until my father woke up and then pressed play on a scene where the guy was fucking this chick and then pretended like I was asleep. I also was wearing just a t-shirt and boxers with my dick hanging out. But since I was pretending to sleep, I couldn't see if he was checking my dick out or not. Anyways, my father asked me if I wanted him to keep the movie on or to turn it off. I lay still and dont say a word as i'm pretending to sleep. He starts to laugh a little and then asks again. I don't respond, so he turns off the dvd player and tv and goes back into his bedroom. So I get up and go up to his door which he had shut and put my ear up to it. I swear, to this day that I heard moans. So my mind was in a craze, I wanted to just burst in and catch my father in the act. But of course I was too scared. So I knocked on the door and asked if he was ok and that I had a bad dream about him and asked him if I could come in. I heard some rustling then he said come in. When I opened up the door my father was sitting up in his bed, wearing a t-shirt and sweats, his legs crossed and a big fucking grin/smile on his face. He seemed happy as hell, and from what I could tell, he definitely was jerking off. So I asked him if he was ok, sat on the bed and he responded with yes he was, so I said ok and went back to "sleep".
I also remember another time I was in the kitchen and my father came in, again wearing a t-shirt and sweats. He got himself a drink and before he left, I looked down and noticed his hard dick was sticking straight out in his sweats. Then he disappeared, so I went looking every where for him and couldn't find him. Later I found out he was across the street with a couple of ladies drinking wine and eating cheese. Wonder what happened haha... Also one time when my father was passed out drunk sleeping on the sofa in the living room, I rubbed his dick through his sweats, he started to stir so I backed off and put my eyes on the TV, he woke up no so long after that and went into his room and went to bed...
SO as you can see, I have a big attraction towards my father. I still do to this day, but it has calmed down a lot because I know my fathers disgusting habits and they are a huge turn off for me. But now a days, he is starting to be more affectionate towards me. Oh I wish I could have sex with him, but we recently had a scare with my mother and father, as my father supposedly didn't have sex with a women who he has been meeting up with for a month, they just met up to "talk" he said because him and my mother weren't getting along so well. So I know the feeling and now am going against it, but of course, if I had the opportunity and it was confidential, I would drop everything to please him sexually.. Makes me think about all of the married guys I have had sex with, but then think, oh well lol. They went out looking for it for a reason. Sorry for how long this post is, I just have a lot on my mind about my father...
Also to let everyone know, I inherited my fathers exact cock and balls, length, width and hang time lol.. I also had lost the movie through the years. The first time I hear of a working time machine, im going back in time and finding that tape lol...
