Feelings for my married best friend

[G-Lexington]

>>>And yes, I do love myself. I take care of myself, go to the gym, have a pretty good, lean body, and get plenty of attention.

Well, is that why you do all that? It's great to work out and watch what you eat if you really enjoy it, and being in shape and hot is always a plus. But if you're working out completely and solely for the purpose of "getting plenty of attention", I don't know if you're loving yourself. Not the way I mean.

Lex

 

[CGHJ]

So a lot of stuff happened, but I'm going to gove you guys the Cliff Notes version.

Believe it or not, I've been spending a lot more time talking to the wife. He never calls, she does. He never asks me to come over, she does. Sometimes he goes to sleep and we talk for hours. He never wants to talk about anything.

We have had some serious talks about their relationship, and I'm convinced that she does love him. He's been an ass a lot, and her fambly wants her to throw him out, but she's convinced he can change and he's worth waiting for. Don't know if I agree with her on this point anymore, but that's her decision.

He wanted to be separated last year, and she took a new and totally fucking hot boyfriend, but gave him up when Jack wanted her back, because she loves Jack even though he's not nearly as hot. Jack does have the more interesting personality I'll give you that.

I don't think she's cheating on him. That was probably just bitch talk by some people I shouldn't have been listening to. I was sure the baby wasn't his...and that really pissed me off. Now...I bet it is.

I hated her for drinking with a baby. He's always the one trying to get her to drink...turns out she fakes it so he'll shut up.

And the other night we're watching a movie with a heroin scene in it, and he's like, "Mmmmmmm, heroin, that shit feels great!" No, "But I'd never do it again" either. OK people make mistakes and I have respect for people that clean up. I didn't hear any of that. What I heard was, "If you invest any time and effort into me, someday I'll come across some Horse and fuck it all up."

A Very Stupid Idea all the way around, just glad I found out early. He gets no more from me.

BTW he went with her on that trip...even though she had a plane ticket and going with meant she had to cancel that ticket and roadtrip with him. They have $175 to make it 2000 miles round trip. That will barely get them there, and then they'll be stuck with no food and no gas. She didn't want him to go, he insisted, and she's the one I feel sorry for now. It's better this way...I would have been sorely tempted over this week but now he's gone and I don't have to worry about it.

My new mantra: Listen to Rareboy, even if you don't like what he's telling you. If you're in love and you can't see straight...he sees very clearly.

Oh and the float trip was something else. Great idea, poor execution.

 

[G-Lexington]

You know how sometimes you can't see anything in the room when the sun is glaring through the window? Sometimes the signs are all there, but a hot ass/cock/body keeps you from really noticing any of it. And then, once you get used to the glare...

But it made for diverting reading, so it wasn't all bad, I guess.

Lex

 

[CGHJ]

LOL thanks thats very true...and I did get to have some fun. It's one of the hottest things that's ever happened to me, and I'm not lacking for hot things happening that's for damn sure. A pleasant memory that I'll be able to jerk off to for years.

if they ever do get divorced I will so totally play around with him again, and if I'm lucky get it on video. But not a minute before, I ain't hopin' they do or helping it happen, and there's no long term relationship in our future.

 

[rreese]

Oh and the float trip was something else. Great idea, poor execution.

What happened on the float trip? Was it all you hoped? lol

 

[Just_Believe18]

Amazing how her side of things can change perspectives, eh?

 

[CGHJ]

Amazing how her side of things can change perspectives, eh?

Just another reminder that things aren't always what they seem...and if someone tells you something about someone else, often they have their own agenda that colors what they say. Maybe not even maliciously, but they're seeing things through their own filter...and if you base your actions on what their version of the truth is, you may not be basing your actions on the actual truth. What's rotten is I know better, I shouldn't have had to be reminded of that. But because I already knew it, all it took was a quick reminder.

Of course she could be lying too. I don't know...and I don't care. It's all drama and I do my best to leave drama out of my life...I've already moved on. Don't even care anymore!

rreese...the float trip was good and bad. 3 guys not including me, none of them my best friend I thought would be coming. The hot guy who was txting me was the organizer of the trip, and he was still hot, but he's not the sharpest tack in the drawer either and I like 'em smart. My tube and the canoe flipped over, I almost drowned and we watched the beer and chicken as well as some other stuff float down the river. There was no camping. Luckily we met some really awesome people in the parking lot who took us back to their place and we partied all night long, which was great. But all in all it wasn't worth it.

What's funny is the other guys we were with are convinced the guy who was txting me has to be gay. He kept cock blocking them...every time they were about to get some girls on the river he would cock block them...but that may be because they were married and he was subtly trying to keep them from cheating. He also kept showing them his dick and stuff...although I never got to see it. Closest I got was we shared a motel room the night before and I got to see him in his boxer briefs, and I could tell he has a big package. I'm not going to pursue it, but he could get me drunk enough